#command i Think that would count as well 🤓

[poptartmochi]

what does the recurring theme of parricide mean ....

[lucifersimp]

Lucifer Morningstar - favorite quotes

When he's TiredTM

"They talk of me going around buying souls, like a fishwife come market day, never stopping to ask themselves why. I need no souls. And how can anyone own a soul? No. They belong to themselves … they just hate to face up to it." :)

"Why do they blame me for all their little failings? They use my name as if I spent my entire day sitting on their shoulders, forcing them to commit acts they would otherwise find repulsive. 'The Devil made me do it.' I have never made any one of them do anything. Never. They live their own tiny lives. I do not live their lives for them." :))

"A message written in blood. Everyone involved in this drama seems compelled to overact." 😒

"Been there, Remiel. Done that, wore the tee-shirt, ate the burger, bought the original cast album, choreographed the legions of the damned and orchestrated the screaming…"

(Amenadiel: "I am told that you will name your price.") Lucifer: "That I may name my price or that I will name it?" (Amenadiel: "Will.") Lucifer: "You'd think part of being omniscient would be knowing when to stop." 😑

When he reminisces:

"I had the hubris originally to regard myself as a collaborator, as a co-author. Very rapidly I found myself reduced to the status of character, following something of a disagreement in the fundamental direction of the Creation."

"You use the word "Infinity" very glibly.... Have you ever been there? Time and space are extensions of the mind, the will. Which means that infinity is a purely local phenomenon. You can turn over a stone and find it crawling there. Or you can make it yourself out of whatever materials are at hand."

When he means business

"I'm the paid agent of the Triune Godhead, The King of Heaven. I will not relent. Unless you want to make me a substantially higher offer." ;-) ;-) ;-)

"I am the Resurrection, and the Life. In this instance at least."

"I am my own army. A million times more numerous than yours."

"You'll have to rise above your individual hatreds and mistrusts. Otherwise you will die. Or else you'll live, but come back unsuccessful. In which case I'll kill most of you myself. Good luck." :D

When he can't help being a smartass

[to Michael] "I always think of you when I think of harps. They make a sweet sound while their own internal stresses tear them apart in slow motion."

[Remiel: "You come here with all your old arrogance – like a visiting head of state, when the truth is you've evaded your responsibilities. You resigned. You resigned, Lucifer." 💢 ] Lucifer: "Your grasp of current affairs is as keen as ever." 👏👏

[Jill Presto: "Well … just speaking for myself … and I'm going out on a limb here … I'd like to say that you're an arrogant, ungrateful son of a bitch on a permanent power trip." 😒] Lucifer: "Ha! Excellent. Accurate on all counts." 😈

Michael: "Was it not Buddha who heard a sermon in the thunder?" Lucifer: "Actually, it is in the Upanishads, but I applaud your ecumenical impulse." 🤓 Michael: "And the words the thunder said were Datta, Dayadvam, Damyata. Give, sympathize and control. I've always thought of that as one commandment rather than three." Lucifer: "Why do I feel that this particular sermon is being preached at me? I can do control. Nobody is good at everything." 🤷 Lucifer: [later] "A sermon in the thunder, Michael? Thunder only has one thing to say: it tells us how close the storm is."

[Bergelmir: "You've done a terrible thing, Morningstar. I still believe that you'll be brought to pay for it. One way or another."] Lucifer: "Well, belief is meant to be a great consolation. Take it with you when you go" :3

[God: "You've been unhappy because you've desired things that cannot be." ^^] Lucifer: "That's what desire is. The need for what we can't have. The need for what's readily available is called greed." 🙃

Amenadiel has poured a glass of brandy across the table and set it alight] Lucifer: "That's an eighty year-old Janneau Armagnac. If I'd known you were going to waste it on melodrama, I would have given you the '78." 🙄🙄 Amenadiel: The World is on fire, Lucifer Morningstar. I wanted to make that point forcefully. Otherwise we could squander the evening in stale repartee. Lucifer: I've no desire to trespass on your evening at all, Amenadiel. I'm sure there are many places where your company would be almost welcome.

When someone puts him in his place

Lucifer: "The million lords of hell stand arrayed about you. Tell us, why we should let you leave? Helmet or no, you have no power here — what power have dreams in Hell?" Dream: "You say I have no power? Perhaps you speak truly. But — you say that dreams have no power here? Tell me, Lucifer Morningstar... Ask yourselves, all of you, what power would Hell have if those here imprisoned were not able to dream of Heaven?"

[shiftingparadise]

Hii! I loved your Feitan x reader story and if you are taking requests at the moment I was wondering if you’d write another about him. My idea is that reader is in the troupe and she/I/we have no-strings attached secret sex arrangement but he we both get feelings. You don’t have to do exactly that just anything with Feitan I’ll be happy with haha <33

Thank you! I'm really happy you liked it 😇. I hope you like this one as well. I certainly loved writing this one 🤓

Hope everyone's having a great day!🤍✨

Word count: 3777

‘We stay here’, ‘Here? Aren’t we supposed to keep a low profile?’. Your eyes darted towards the fancy reception and the girl behind it. ‘Boss texted me the address’. 

It was only natural that Feitan would keep such an important piece of information to himself. 

‘Thanks for letting me know, partner’. ‘Don’t roll your eyes at me’, his cold gaze never failed to send shivers down your spine. ‘Just get the keys to our rooms, please’, you sighed while sitting down on one of the leather couches. 

You watched Feitan walk towards the receptionist, his hands nonchalantly placed in his pockets. He somehow looked different tonight. Even with the exorbitant chandelier and the unnaturally clean floor, Feitan didn’t seem to feel out of place – unlike you. 

‘Got it’. ‘Where’s the key to my room?’. ‘Only one room left tonight, so we’ll need to share’, he closed his eyes for a second before turning around, ‘Didn’t know it would be a problem’. 

A problem? It wasn’t exactly a problem, but you were never that close to Feitan. You adored Shalnark, Uvo, the girls… But Feitan always kept his distance. It’s only natural that sleeping in one room with Feitan is uncomfortable, right? 

‘Woooh’, your eyes lit up when Feitan opened the door to the room. This was definitely different from your usual abandoned factories or warehouses. ‘Feitan look!’, you hurried over to the fridge, ‘They have onigiri in here, my favorite!’. ‘I asked someone to place it there. Thought you would want a snack’. 

Your eyes darted towards Feitan. He looked as cold as ever, but this wasn’t like him… Or was it? You never got a chance to talk to him, since he always rejected any form of small talk with you. Maybe being paired with him wasn’t as bad as you thought. 

‘Thanks’, you smiled at him while throwing the wrapper away, but he already disappeared into the bathroom. 

--- 

‘Fei, hurry up, I want to shower. You’ve been in there for 40 minutes’, you knocked on the bathroom door. 

‘Calm down’. 

Well, this moment was at the top of the list of your most embarrassing moments. Feitan – apparently – didn’t mind you seeing him ‘au naturel’. 

‘S-shit Fei, at least cover yourself before opening the door’, you quickly turned around, covering your burning cheeks with your arm. 

‘Why?’.  

‘B-Because-‘, ‘Stop acting childish and get dressed. We still have things to do before tomorrow’. ‘H-hey!’, you hastily took off the towel he threw over your head. ‘Ew!’, a sour look in your eyes once you realized that it was a used one. ‘Hurry up’. ‘Yes boss’, you narrowed your eyes at his command. 

‘He looked kind of pretty with his wet hair and-‘, you quickly shook the thoughts away, focusing your attention on the hot water streaming down your back. You couldn’t think about him like that, you knew that, but it wasn’t your fault that he stood naked in front of you. It’s only normal that you thought about him, right? It's not like you've seen anyone else in the troupe naked.

‘I’m leaving in 10 minutes’. 

Your whole body froze when you heard his cold voice. He sounded close, too close. 

‘F-Fei! You can’t just come in here when I’m showering!’, you hastily grabbed a towel, holding it in front of your naked body. 

‘Why?’.

Feitan loved this, he loved every moment. He wasn’t stupid. Feitan knew he couldn’t just waltz in the bathroom while you were showering… but how couldn’t he? You left the door slightly open, as if you wanted him to see you like this. He was looking through the crack anyway, he might as well enjoy this some more. Feitan always loved it when you were flustered or embarrassed. You were just so cute with your shy voice and pink cheeks. Not to mention the way your brows always drew together, trying to put on a mad expression, all to hide your embarrassment.  

‘I swear to God, Fei, if you don’t leave now-‘. ‘Leaving in 5. You better hurry up if you want to come… Don’t forget to wear this’, you followed the finger that pointed towards the door. ‘Huh?’, you looked at the hanger, ‘A dress?’. ‘You need to listen when boss talks’. 

He wasn’t wrong. Your attention span was probably shorter than that of a goldfish, but it never mattered. Your fellow troupe members always knew what was going on and informed you, but Feitan wasn’t much of a talker. 

--- 

‘Know you won’t like it, but you’ll need to act submissive’. ‘Excuse me?’, you raised a brow, taking your eyes off the passing buildings. ‘Club where we’re going treats women like property, ‘And why exactly are we going there?’. 

Your heart started to race. You’ve always hated the way men often felt entitled to treat women like shit. 

‘Haven’t you heard a word boss said during the meeting?’, Feitan’s cold eyes locked with your heated ones, ‘Need to rob the place tomorrow so we need to see where they keep the goods’. ‘Fine’, you crossed your arms in discontent, there was nothing you could do about it anyway. 

‘We’re here. Just follow my lead’, ‘Yeah yeah, fine’, you angrily smacked the door of the car. 

‘This yours?’. 

‘This?’. You already needed to gather every ounce of self-control to not beat the shit out of that pig. 

‘Yes’, Feitan looked at the guard, ‘She’s mine’. 

His? Just another small detail Feitan forgot to mention. 

‘Will she be shared?’. 

‘Think about the mission Y/N, just keep your head down’. 

‘No.’, Feitan narrowed his eyes, a slight change in his aura. ‘How unfortunate. Her beauty is remarkable’. ‘She’s mine and mine alone’. 

‘I see… Well, enjoy your stay’, the man roughly grabbed your arm, ‘Not too fast darling, still have to give you a number’. You wanted to throw up when you could feel the man stamping a number on your wrist in red ink. ‘Now you can hop behind your master, little thing’. 

---

‘Can’t believe this’, you angrily murmured while sitting on Feitan’s lap, ‘No seats for women? What’s wrong with this place’. ‘Behave’. 

You jolted when you could feel Feitan’s nails digging into your thigh. 

‘H-hey stop!’. ‘Act the part or I’ll have to discipline you in front of everyone. They’re already looking at us’. 

He was right. All the men and their ‘properties’ had their eyes on the two of you. 

‘Want to keep a low profile, behave. Still haven’t found the safe’. ‘Fine’, you dropped your eyes to the ground. 

You tried to sit as still as possible, but your leg started to cramp. You tried to – as subtle as possible – sit a little more comfortably. It should feel awkward to have your ass rubbing over Feitan’s crotch when you readjusted your position, but it didn’t. 

‘H-huh’, your eyes widened when Feitan placed his hands around your waist, keeping you in place. ‘Stop’, his lips hovered next to your ear.

God, you felt so embarrassed at how good it felt to have his member rubbing against you. This shouldn’t be happening. You shouldn’t feel turned on by this, but you truly couldn’t help it. You loved this, the way you were his for a few hours.  

‘Sorry, had a cramp’, your hands were tugging at your dress. 

You tried to sit still for a few minutes, but your mind was filled with lewd thoughts of Feitan. You hadn’t slept with anyone in so long, you couldn’t help that the tiniest friction turned you on. 

‘Y/N stop’, Feitan, once again, held you in place. ‘Why? I just want to sit comfortably’, you looked at your hands, a guilty smile on your face. ‘Don’t’, Feitan tightened his grip around your waist, ‘If I tell you to stop, you stop’.

You straightened your back before shuffling your ass closer to Feitan. A mistake. A mistake that cost you your dignity. It never felt so hard to suppress a whimper once you could feel Feitan’s hard member pressing against your panties. 

‘Brat’. ‘Hm?’, you looked over your shoulder, eyes as innocent as ever. ‘Want to act clueless?’. 

Your eyes shot wide open when you saw his devilish grin. 

‘I’m your master here, don’t forget that’, his hands started guiding your hips, letting you grind over his hard member. ‘F-fei stop’, you tried to hide your burning cheeks. ‘Don’t get shy now. You were the one that started this’. ‘W-we need to focus on the mission-‘, ‘Found the safe the minute we walked in here’. 

Bastard.

‘F-fuck you, Fei’, you pressed your legs together. ‘I enjoy seeing you like this, being submissive suits you’. 

You could just walk away, right? Fei knew where the safe was, there was no need for you to put up with this anymore. 

‘L-let me go’, you tried to stand up, but Feitan was quick to remind you of his strength. ‘Don’t pretend you’re not enjoying this’. 

‘Everything alright here?’, one of the waiters looked at Feitan, ‘Someone can discipline her if you want’. You could see the waiter looking at you, a smug expression on his face. ‘You must be proud, she’s beautiful’. ‘Because I take good care of her’, Feitan replied coldly, ‘But I’ll discipline her myself. That’s why we’ll be leaving now’. ‘Of course, sir. We hope to see you again soon’. 

Feitan roughly grabbed your wrist, pulling you behind him. You thought the atmosphere would change once you were in the car, but it didn’t. 

‘You disrespected me’, ‘Just let it go Fei’, you looked out of the window, trying to ignore the warm feeling between your legs. ‘You’re lucky I knew where the safe was, otherwise I had to punish you in front of everyone’. ‘I said let it go’, you rolled your eyes, ‘The mission for today is finished’. ‘It’s finished when your punishment is over’. 

You jolted when you could feel Feitan’s hand between your legs.

‘S-stop’, your cheeks blushed at the thought of the driver that was sitting in the front. ‘Stop?’, Feitan smirked, ‘When you’re this wet?’. ‘Shit Fei, keep your mouth shut!’, you wanted to push him away, but he swiftly grabbed your wrist, stopping you. ‘Don’t worry’, he placed your hand on his crotch, ‘I want this just as bad as you do’. 

Your eyes went round when you could feel how hard he was. Was he like this with everyone? Did he sleep with Machi? Or Shizuku? 

‘Shut up Fei’, you pulled away, turning your back towards him. ‘Don’t need to talk to make you feel good’. 

---

‘Just one time, okay?’, you whispered in between kisses, back pressed against the mattress. 

This wasn’t right, you knew that, but you wanted this. You craved him.  

‘Hm’, Feitan hummed while leaving another mark on your neck, ‘Just once’. 

Honestly, you never knew this was going to happen. You never knew Feitan could drive you this crazy. 

‘Pretty’, Feitan hummed while rubbing his tip against your entrance, ‘You’re pretty when you’re this wet for me’. ‘What did you expect when you teased me like that in the car’. ‘You started this’, Feitan grabbed your jaw, forcing you to lock your eyes with his, ‘Want you to look at me when I make you feel good’. 

Your eyes flew shut when you felt him inside you. He was big, bigger than you expected. 

‘Asked you to look at me’, he softly tapped on your cheek, as to bring your attention back to him, ‘You better listen if you want to come’. ‘S-shit Fei’, you swallowed away a moan, tangling your hands in his hair, ‘Feels so good’. 

‘Stop talking’, he pressed his hand on your mouth while looking at how his member disappeared inside you, ‘Only want to hear you beg’. 

And you did. You begged for him to let you come over and over again, but he never let you. This was all a game to him, to see how long it would take for you to break. 

‘Want to come?’, Feitan smirked while pressing your face into a pillow, his free hand cupping one of your breasts. ‘P-please, please Fei’. ‘Still want this to be a one-time thing?’, he smirked while thrusting into you, each time harder than before. ‘N-no, want this every night’, you started tugging on the sheets, still trying to find your relief. ‘What if I tell you I don’t? Would that make you sad?’, he moved towards your most sensitive spot. ‘Y-yes’, you unwillingly squirmed at his unexpected touch. ‘Because no one ever fucked you like this? No one ever made you feel this desperate?’. ‘F-fei please…’, you nodded your head to show a sign of affirmation. 

‘Tch, look at you. You’re a mess’. 

You were. Your mascara was running down your cheeks; you couldn’t stand up straight anymore; … Feitan had fucked you dumb. 

‘Fine, you can come’. 

Finally. 

‘F-fei don’t stop, please’, you grabbed his wrist, forcing his hand in place, ‘Don’t stop touching me’. ‘Just come already’. 

And you did. You loved the way he sounded so uninterested, unbothered even. 

‘Shit’, Feitan didn’t want to do this. He didn’t want to fill you up already, but you clenched around him so good, feeling so tight. He couldn’t control himself anymore. 

‘I’ll get a towel’, he pulled out, not bothering to look at you. 

After he cleaned you up, nothing much was said anymore. Feitan just turned off the lights and turned his back towards you. 

‘Hey Fei?’, you turned around to look at him, letting your eyes wander over his back. The moonlight revealed every scar, every bruise on his back, including the scratches you caused. 

‘What?’. 

‘Can’t we make some sort of arrangement?’. ‘Arrangement?’. 

Please say yes. 

‘Let’s do this more often, just sex, no feelings. No strings attached’. ‘Okay’. 

Great. Just as talkative as ever. 

‘Okay’, you smiled while turning around. ‘Can you stop talking now? Tired, want to sleep’. 

That’s Feitan for you. 

---

‘Shut up, Shalnark and Uvo are in the room next to ours’. 

How many times? How many times did you sleep with Feitan by now? You couldn’t remember anymore. Ever since your little ‘agreement’, Feitan took you where- and whenever he wanted. 

‘T-then stop teasing me’. ‘Shut up’, Feitan smirked while pressing your head onto the cold table that was standing in the abandoned room. 

‘Make me’. 

‘Tch, brat’, Feitan narrowed his eyes, swiftly turning you around, ‘I’ll cut out your tongue if I have to’. ‘You won’t’, you wrapped your hands around his wrists, trying to loosen his grip around your throat. ‘Don’t tempt me, brat’.

‘You won’t’. 

‘Fine’, Feitan’s devilish smirk appeared again, ‘Want to tempt me some more?’. Tears shimmered in your eyes once you could feel the cold metal of his knife against your cheek. ‘Come on, do it’. 

He loved this, he loved seeing you shiver underneath him. 

‘What’s wrong? Lost your tongue?’. ‘Do it’, you frowned, trying to ignore the knot that appeared in your stomach. Feitan’s eyes widened when he could feel you clench around him, he never expected you to like this as much as he did. 

‘You’re just as twisted as I am, aren’t you?’, he moved his knife to your throat, pressing it against the soft skin. ‘F-fuck’, you closed your eyes, mind filled with pleasure, ‘Harder Fei, fuck me harder’. 

Feitan’s eyes were fixed on the drop of blood that dripped down your throat. He smirked before licking up the drop of blood. He wanted more, he needed more of you. 

‘Going to come’, Feitan grabbed your jaw with his other hand, ‘Thank me for filling you up, or you won’t come’. ‘T-thank you Fei’, you arched your back while tugging on his hair, ‘Thank you for making me feel good, for always breeding me s-so good’. ‘Good girl’, he started to rub circles on your sensitive spot, ‘You can come with me’. 

‘Fei? Y/N?’, Uvo knocked on the door, ‘Boss called us, we can leave’. 

Right. You were here to retrieve some goods that were left behind from the previous heist. 

---

‘A mission with the whole Troupe? This is awesome’, you grabbed Pakunoda, pulling her closer, ‘And it’s not even a hard one. We can basically party!’. 

‘Can you take this more seriously?’, Chrollo closed his eyes, ‘You girls need to keep that creep occupied in his club while the others grab the goods from the vault’. 

‘Don’t worry, we’ll manage’, Machi replied coldly. 

--- 

‘Is that him? He is pretty’, Shizuku pulled on the fabric of her dress, trying to cover up her breasts a little bit more. ‘He is, isn’t he?’, you widened your eyes when you saw the target. 

‘Girls seriously’, Chrollo sighed while looking out the car window, ‘Be careful, he is a pervert’. ‘Fei will watch us, right?’, Shizuku sounded as sweet as ever. ‘Hm’, Feitan replied coldly. 

Feitan hated this. For some reason, he didn’t want to see other men groping your body, even if it was for a mission. 

‘H-hey, watch out!’, you angrily pushed the man that spilled his drink all over you. ‘My bad’, the man smirked, ‘But what’s a pretty thing like you doing here alone?’. 

Alone? You weren’t alone. Machi and the other girls were standing right h- 

‘Shit’, you hastily looked around, trying to find them. Where did they go? You just went to the bathroom for a minute. ‘You lost?’, the man grabbed your arm, pulling you closer, ‘I can help you find whatever you’re looking for’. His hand traveled down your ass while the other was groping your breasts. ‘Get off me, you creep!’. ‘Don’t worry, everyone’s listening to a speech from the guy that runs this place. No one will even notice. I’ll pay you if you let me fuck you in the bathrooms’. ‘Stop touching me!’, you wanted to grab one of your knives, but before you could, you could see Feitan standing behind the man. 

He didn’t say anything, he didn’t even look at you. Within a minute, the stranger was dead, his hands cut off. 

‘You’re coming with me. Shizuku and the others will handle this’, ‘F-fei, I can easily take care of myself!’. 

Right. As if he was going to listen to you. 

‘In the car, now’, Feitan held the door open for you. ‘No!’. ‘Wasn’t asking’, Feitan forcefully pushed you into the car before sitting next to you. ‘Aren’t you supposed to watch the girls?’, ‘Franklin’s watching them’. 

So much for conversation. Feitan didn’t bother to answer any of your questions anymore.

‘You’re staying in my room’. ‘Why? I don’t need a babysitter’, you raised your voice, pressing one of the buttons in the elevator. ‘Because I say so’. ‘Shit Feitan, you can’t boss me around like this’. ‘You’re staying in my room’. ‘Maybe if you would’ve just asked me-‘, ‘Don’t care, you’re coming with me’. 

You didn’t respond. It was useless to go against him anyway. 

‘Asshole’, you sighed while sitting down on his bed, ‘I was having a good time’. ‘A good time? Strangers groping you is what you call ‘a good time’?’. ‘What if I do? It’s none of your business’. 

No strings attached. That’s what you both decided. 

‘Right’, Feitan’s voice never sounded so quiet before, ‘I’m going to shower. Don’t bother to leave, I’ll find you anyway’. 

You sighed while taking off your heels. What was the meaning of this? Feitan never acted like this before, he never raised his voice at you. 

‘Doesn’t matter’, you took off your dress, ‘I need to shower too’. 

‘Fei?’, you carefully called out for him, ‘Can I join? I’m all sticky because he spilled that drink over me’. ‘Whatever’. 

Cold as ever. You got into the shower, standing back-to-back with him. You never showed any form of affection towards each other, not even cuddling after sex. You tried though, many times, but he always pushed you away. 

‘Huh?’, your cheeks went red when you felt his arms around your waist, his chin resting on your shoulder. ‘For what it’s worth, you looked beautiful today’. 

Was this Feitan? This couldn’t be him. 

‘T-thanks’, you shyly responded, quickly getting out of the shower.  ‘Going to sleep’, you said softly, ‘Goodnight Fei’. 

You quickly covered yourself underneath the sheets, trying to repress the memories of all the times you wished he held you like that. Yes. You fell for him. You cared for him even though you agreed not to. 

You pretended to be asleep once you could feel Feitan laying down next to you. ‘Huh?’, you slowly opened your eyes when you could feel him pulling you closer to him. This was the first time he held you. ‘F-fei are you okay?’. ‘Yes’. 

You could feel his nose digging into your hair, his hand softly massaging your breasts. 

‘F-fei’, you moaned, already melting under his touch. ‘Hm?’, he placed a swift kiss on your shoulder, moving his hand in between your legs, ‘How can you be this wet already?’. He was smirking, you just knew it. ‘If you want me to make you feel good, just ask’, he slowly pumped his finger in and out your entrance, enjoying the way you sounded under his touch. 

‘Turn around’. 

It didn’t sound like he ordered you this time. His voice sounded sweet and patient. 

‘What?’, you looked into his eyes when you could feel his hand caressing your cheek. A gesture he never did before. ‘Hard time with words, so I’ll show you’. Feitan took his time to study every part of your face. 

You were, without a doubt, the prettiest girl he’d ever seen. He loved the way your breathing was heavy, your lips slightly parted. He loved the way you batted your eyelashes when he looked at you… Did he love you? Did he care for you? He wouldn’t know even if he did. He never had someone that loved or cared for him, but if this was love, it hurt. He hated how empty he felt when you weren’t next to him, or how worried he was when you were on a mission. He hated the way you caused a warm feeling in his chest every time you giggled when Shalnark told you a joke. He hated when other men talked to you, even if it were his comrades. 

‘Fei?’, you felt nervous, even afraid. ‘Sorry’, he gently pressed his forehead against yours, his lips hovering over yours, ‘Broke our agreement’. 

He gently cupped your cheeks before kissing you. Your heart jumped out of your chest. This was your first kiss with Feitan, your first kiss with someone you cared about. 

‘Don’t worry, I broke it too‘.