#colt you are alive dear 😭

[fanichus]

Why am I crying, the last part of Colt is making me cry, like why?

IT IS DONE! Have this stupidly long chapter where you hang out with the trifolium gang and some Don's. I like this chapter. Next one shouldn't be as long.

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[lebonheurdelafleurcueillie]

I wasn't gonna add anything but then I saw the tags after reblogging this... and.. I...😭😭😭😭

OUChhH.... 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

By this time in the season, Dean's depression had already got the better of him. AND OMG IF DEAN NOT BEING ABLE TO CARE FOR CAS ISN'T MY BIGGEST PROBLEM EVER OH DEAR LORD

What do we see most of when Dean is around Cas? Dean caring/looking out for Cas.

Yeah I'll just adjust your crooked tie and I'll touch your coat to keep the fake FBI badge inside and of course I'll come running to you even when my moose of a brother is perfectly capable of holding you because it's not like I'm so incredibly connected to you that I'd be uneasy until I made sure with my own two hands that you are alright . Of course I'll worry over you like we're married becuase the only person I've loved in my entire life is my baby brother Sam and I only know that caring for someone like that shows affection because that's all I've ever done. So let me take care of you and worry about you and pin you against the wall because you ran away with the Colt without giving a damn about your life. Let me comfort you with a blanket even though I know that the curse that Rowena put on you isn't a cold and a blanket won't actually help.

AND YOU BET YOUR SWEET ASS DEAN WAS BREAKING INSIDE HORRIBLY IN THIS SCENE

'Hey I just saw Cas. Cas, the guy I was mourning like a lover is alive and right in front of me. Oh, he looks so weird without his trenchcoat. Wait what now!?!? Your wife?!?!? With green eyes and a beautiful angular face!?! Nice try being subtle about your oh-so-obvious crush on me to the point that you didn't remember me but totally married my femme version tbh. And yeah sure! Go ahead. Look at her like she's your whole world and you love her dearly and you nearly died when you found out that she was attacked and caress her face and yeah just be a total twitter-patted lover as you gaze into her eyes fondly.

The same way you gazed into mine