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buckpaws · 8 days ago

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this meme but its alexander going to nexus with her and realizing that somehow his big ass fits and her family loves him within 5 minutes of getting over being scared of him on tv. he doesnt speak any tagalog but hes smart and when language isnt being used to intimidate him with secrets hes a fast learner and all of the sudden he is the resident fix that tall thing we didnt get to yet, the resident defender in play apex games. the resident dish washer and somehow a menial task is bringing him comfort from the utter alien nature of a big, loving family who pulls him in and finds him a seat at the table. not alexander rethinking what made his mother open her orphanage and maybe for once in his life appreciate a home for exactly what it is - a home.

literally just in the middle of eating dinner n then i think of caustuit and i start crying

#mom i frew up i love them too much #Literally i could still go on about how proud rowenna is and how in love she is #with yet another delusional idea that he would just fit right in forever and maybe all her problems could be solved #she could fix everything EVERYTHING #she could marry him she could put up the battery (ignore the lifelong damage shes done)#the second they get back from nexus they fight #her constant longing for home vs the life shes built to provide (and sacrifice) for them #his insecurity at returning to the world his bad actions have built #colliding in a mess of I MUST HIDE MY SUFFERING AT ALL COSTS!! from BOTH OF THEMMMmmm #wtf is wrong with me anyway caustuit meme

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