#college whhyyyy

[ruelin024]

I'm in distressss. RAAaauughhh😭

[hood-ex]

Batman Beyond was a fun cartoon until I found out that had Bab's dated Bruce when she was batgirl. Then I had remembered several scenes in Batman (like one where Bab's was calling Bruce from college and she sounded jealous over a woman while he sounded like a cheating husband). My poor innocent child mind couldn't comprehend the amount of yuck. Then many years later someone showed me that comic and I was like 'Bab's you had sex and got pregnant by Bruce shortly before you dated Dick again. -

2 then you lost the baby. You broke Dick’s heart from ever finding love. Then a year later you got a husband. Dick to Bruce to Dick to new love under what under 2 years. Boy you move on fast girl.’ Timm likes to screw poor Dick over a lot. Then of course that Killing Joke scene made me go ‘whhyyyy…. is this the joke cause it’s a sick one’. I feel like this love drama belongs in something like Game of Thrones (game of bats, it’ll scar your innocence forever).

Haha oh yeah that scene in the car where Babs was trying to sound sensual and Bruce was being the biggest awkward turtle ever. Then Tim was literally like, “Don’t drag me into this shit show.”

Game of Bats aslkjdf. Someone needs to photoshop batfam heads onto Game of Thrones characters. 

[sweet-xoxo-thatcares]

I think I might be addicted to porn, and in being/doing myself so with it....I think it influenced my attraction or the start of me attaching myself to being bicurious in college then.....so and so.....and now I'm

Confusingly labeling myself as Panromantic Demisexual.

When I really feel like in my head I can imagine having sex with someone of a certain gender and/or look but if you actually put me up in a room with one and told me to fuck her/him I'd be scared out of my mind and it would have felt like rape.....because I didn't actually want it, I just thought it would be safer to be there and see it in person but really just not perform oral or kiss that person because I have no idea who they are or if they are even safe.

Safety is a huge problem for me to even feel safe enough to get naked and vulnerable with someone I barely even know or don't know at all.

Hence why I'd say Demiromantic, like to be in a relationship 1st and love you and like you.

But why is it scary to tell someone you really care about that you think about having sex all the time or most of the time to relieve and relax my stress, but if you told me to actually go through with it...I'd be too scared to move.

Hence why I didn't like having sex with Ayunna.

Because she didn't make me feel safe or cared about enough as she looked at me like a nuisance. Not in a loving, supporting, kind, soft environment enough for me to share my body with her.

She's too dark in spirit and mean looking. Always straight face.

Smirking, holding my hand, holding my body, looking at me in the eye NOT COVERING ME UP WITH A PILLOW TILL I COULDN'T FUCKING BREATHE OUT OF NOWHERE

DOESN'T MAKE ME WANNA TRY TO HAVE SEX WITH YOU ALONE

I DONT FEEL SAFE TO CONTINUE LIKE WHHYYYY

And you didn't tell me like you were just trying to block my face so you and Jay could be alone while you both fingered me and not enjoy or see my pretty face while I cum?

Wtf Ayunna you suck at communication.

Which is why I don't trust dark-skinned women at the moment rn because I'm scared of attracting another 2faced, controlling Ayunna.

Yes, I made her into a stereotype because yes, I did meet one bitch at work who expressed that she wanted me to buy her some $3 gummies at work just because she thought I would just because she asked me.

I was so disgusted that I wanted to slap her, but told her no.

I hate Ayunnas. And she had the same stupid look on Ayunnas face, that dumb straight, unemotional pale face, that was really hiding her sourness.

I hate mfs that play mind games and control shit. Learn to respect other people and not use them to get what you want.

Fuck off and fuck her too.

[life-of-a-balr]

Whhyyyy?? :(:( come on "indigo"

College stuff :(