#cole cerulli: intro

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full name: nicoletta matilde cerulli birthdate: december 21st, 1997 age: 27 height: 5’6” sexuality: bisexual residence: town occupation: merch girl/roadie ship status: closed

TW: drug and alcohol abuse, overdose, death mention

BIO:

the moment she was born, cole cerulli hit the ground running

the youngest of seven and the only girl, she got everything she wanted whenever she asked for it; everyone in the family was wrapped around her little finger, and she knew it

when she was still little and was home alone with her mother, the matriarch could hardly keep her daughter contained, always contemplating just buying an oversized dog cage to stuff her into with some toys

but cole’s chaotic nature was nothing short of endearing, and even though it was hard to get her to sit still, she was still very sweet and loving towards her family

she spent the most time around her dad when he got home from work, holing themselves up in his office while they listened to old records and bonded over music

cole was just seven years old when he bought her her first guitar, and thus started her deep obsession with learning every instrument imaginable 

sometimes music was the only thing that could get cole to settle down for long periods of time, so her parents encouraged her to pursue it as much and as often as her heart desired

in school, cole hardly ever focused on any of her studies; she’d known since she was a little girl that she wanted to do something in the music industry, and you really didn’t need smarts for that

and so she floated by in all of her classes, always more focused on hanging out with her friends and attending parties and concerts rather than on school

once she neared the end of her high school career, cole started seeking opportunities to work with local bands in the area, and that’s precisely how she started getting connections in the music industry

those little bands she worked with started opening for bigger bands, and her friendly nature ensured that she was making friends with everyone she met on the road

by the age of eighteen, cole had packed up all of the belongings she had and moved out of the cerulli family home, and while her parents were sad to see her go, they were nothing but supportive

she’d been on the road for quite some time before she met raymond winters, and that was both the best thing to ever happen to her and the beginning of her downfall

raymond was just as reckless and chaotic as she was, but she fell head over heels for him immediately and knew she’d stop at nothing to be with him

and so her partying was turned up a notch; cole had already been a heavy drinker, but the introduction of drugs was what really fueled it

soon enough, she felt like she couldn’t function without either substance, and the normally happy and bubbly girl was suddenly moody and temperamental

she would pick fights with anyone who crossed her, but most of the fighting occurred between her and raymond

cole had never considered herself a jealous person, but something about him specifically brought out the worst in her, and yet she refused to break up with him; he was the love of her life, and she needed him more than she liked to realize

once cole realized she had a problem, she checked herself into rehab, but unfortunately her good behavior didn’t last for very long, and she went through multiple cycles of this before finally giving up

but one night, during a particularly bad bender, cole and her best friend took things a little too far

cole and raymond had just ended their relationship, and it had sent her into a drug-clouded tizzy; she didn’t want to feel anything, and she dragged her best friend into it

there was too much mixing of drugs, and while she had cut herself off, her best friend kept going until everything went wrong

cole had only been gone for five minutes, but when she came back, she found her best friend unresponsive and not breathing

despite calling the police, they didn’t get there in time, and cole had to watch as they zipped her best friend up in a body bag

that seemed to be the final nail in the coffin for cole, and just two days after her best friend’s funeral, she made the decision to move back home

rehab obviously hadn’t worked for her in the past, and she hoped being around her family in a familiar place would help remind her of what life was like before the harmful substances were introduced

it’s been nearly a year since she returned, and cole is still struggling with her addictions, though they’ve improved some, they’re still very present

cole has been focusing on healing from her grief, and only recently has she started coming out of her shell to reveal her naturally-chaotic personality

she still attends parties and is still always the center of them, and that’s how she likes it

since she’s still hung up on raymond, cole doesn’t intend to commit to anyone, but she will indulge in hookups and one night stands to satisfy her needs

[scryptids]

madelyn cline / she/her  ———  no way is that NICOLETTA ‘COLE’ CERULLI.. they’re a 26-year-old HUMAN notoriously known for being CHAOTIC  &  IRRESPONSIBLE but there are some people who have seen them being CHARMING  &  TALENTED.  if you ask me, they remind me a lot of an old guitar abandoned in the corner of her bedroom, old band t-shirts riddled with holes and age, the faint flicker of a lighter in a dark room, and freckled cheeks feigning innocence, but that could just be because they’re considered the THE CHARMER around town. just keep an eye on them  &  see if their true colors shine through..

TW: addiction, overdose mention

full name: nicoletta matilde cerulli birthdate: december 21st age: 26 height: 5’6” occupation: merch girl and roadie ship status: in a flirtationship with levi spiegel bio:

the moment nicoletta cerulli was born, she hit the ground running

the youngest of seven children and the only girl, cole’s family always knew that they’d have their hands full with her

the cerullis stemmed from a military man that had to move often, falling in love with a girl while on a new assignment and knowing he wanted nobody else but her

it was a mutual decision to have a large family, each one different in personality and disposition and only making them want more

barely a year after remi was born, cole came stumbling into the scene, giving the cerulli parents a nice little set of catholic twins

she was easy to keep contained until she knew how to walk — for the most part — and was kept behind a baby gate or within a play pen with a variety of toys to keep her interest

but the second she developed any motor skills, she was reaching and grabbing for everything she possibly could

cole always seemed to want exactly what she couldn’t have, and while that wasn’t normally a problem, trying to teach her to be patient was

she was curious and stubborn under the guise of an inquiring mind, and her mother was always ready to accommodate her only daughter 

she was their last baby and they wanted to make the most of it while they could, coddling all of their children but being extra lenient with the youngest

childhood brought more adventures for cole, as the family packed up and moved to their next new home

it was routine at that point, but they’d spent the first few years of cole’s life in goose creek, so being in a new place was exciting for her

she took advantage of being home when her siblings were in school, taking time to explore the backyard and even set up a makeshift fort for herself and her siblings

cole’s mother didn’t mind her daughter running rampant as long as she could keep an eye on her, and the young girl only ever took that as encouragement

she did a lot of independent growing and learning, relying on her mother to answer even the silliest of questions, which would often lead up to cole using it to her advantage

the only thing that seemed to really calm her down was music, a love that she gained thanks to her father

they would take weekly trips to whatever the local music store was, spending hours perusing the shelves and taking home armloads of new cds and vinyls to add to their collection

they’d spend hours locked away in his office listening to their finds, and cole could hardly get enough

by the time she started school, she was already at a high reading level and eager to take on new knowledge, even if it was an uninteresting subject

she found a group of friends on the playground quickly; they were the rulers of the monkey bars territory, and cole fit in with them almost too well

recess was her excuse to socialize and get out any pent-up energy that sitting in a classroom gave her

cole soon picked up a few more hobbies such as skateboarding and guitar, feeling like somewhat of a ‘cool kid’ in the process

learning how to play an instrument prompted cole to want to see live bands, and by the time she was fifteen, she and her father were attending concerts together

they felt like they happened on a weekly basis, a new show rolling into town that they’d drop everything to go see

it was around this time that cole knew that she wanted to work with bands for a living, and while her parents weren’t so sure how that would happen for her, they were supportive anyway

she was still in high school when she met her first serious boyfriend, asher 

she had heart eyes for him from the very start, but that didn’t mean he was good for her

asher had his own problems, often dragging cole with him down a dark rabbit hole

it was safe to say that she loved him, often trying to do what was best for him but doing more harm than good in the process

the heartbreak hurt, but it prompted cole to focus more on herself, which was something that her parents had urged her to do throughout her relationship with asher

cole made it through school with decent grades, but she didn’t really apply herself

her main focus was on attending concerts and getting odd jobs working the gigs, something she took on fully shortly after graduation

her parents urged her to attend college, but once cole set her mind to something, she never gave it up

cole worked the local music scene for quite some time before she was approached about a job in london, a place she’d fallen in love with during her family’s short time there

at just eighteen years old, cole packed up her entire life (and her older brother, marshall), and moved to dallas fort-worth so she could sling merch for a living

soon enough, she was hanging out backstage at large concert venues, making friends with her favorite bands and even carried out a few casual flings with some of the members

it was one big party all the time that consisted of alcohol and recreational drug use, and the youngest cerulli felt like she was living her best life

cole was also keen on traveling with those same bands, signing on to be a roadie whenever they needed her to be

she was living her dream and was completely unapologetic about it, especially since she had the support of her parents

cole has been in dallas-fort worth for seven years now, and she can’t imagine herself living anywhere else

she’s still just as chaotic as she was as a kid, but lately she’s tried to tone it down a little bit

cole is the person to go to if you want a spontaneous adventure, as she will happily sneak you backstage into a show

she has a very big heart and is willing to do just about anything for anyone

arguably too trusting in the sense that she’s easy to screw over, and she’s too polite to say anything when you upset her

still very much rides a skateboard, though she’s hardly decent at it; she ends up with cuts and bruises more often than not

she still plays guitar as well, and while she’d never try out to be in a professional band, she can play decently and is always down for some sort of jam session

her love language is acts of service but unofficially it’s gentle bullying; she’s very much the teasing type but will immediately apologize if she hurts your feelings in the process

overall, she’s just a loving bundle of chaos; as long as you let her roam free and love on you, she’s happy