#coffeeislife22

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Writer PSA: bac0nluver69

I was scared to post this to be honest. But with the help of my friends they managed to help me get the courage to post it!

TW: ped*philia, infa*tilism, b*astiality, n*ncon/r*pe

Summary: RT/AH fic writer writes infant non-con/b*astiality

Around 2017/2018 idk how but through tumblr I ran into bacon and we started talking and rping (I didnt know they were a writer and at the time I was a minor 16-17). While yes I shouldn't have done not safe rps as a minor I have no braincells. And all was pretty okay and I admit their rps were a little extreme I didn't mind though I recall around the first time we met they stated they changed their name or something because the ah community was mad at them but I never asked why nor do I know to this day.

Later down the line they asked me if i wanted to read a messed up fanfic they wrote. Involving Michael, Gavin, and Iris.

I was confused and a bit afraid so to see what the deal was I said okay and when I clicked it I thought it was a joke but it was n*fw r*pe of the characters involved.

They later stated they posted it on ao3 though under different names (I found it under their new account and Michael’s name was left unchanged)

Being a victim of csa and also a minor at the time it upset me greatly though I was panicked to think what they would think if I got upset about it so I pretended to be okay with it.

They took that as a go ahead to be Very open in the future about rp prompts mostly involving infants and n*n-con situations.

Sometimes we would rp and it wouldn't have that but they would throw it in instantly.

I panicked and didn't know what to do so I would rp along with it just so I had someone to talk to (I had no other friends at the time).

I always feared about talking about this because they know the city I live in/my college/and other personal matters and the fact they could say 'I didn't mind it' because I rped along with them too.

I was a minor up until June of last year though they didn't know I was a minor it was still upsetting they didn't ask.

I also panicked because I assumed I cant go BACK and said 'actually that makes me uncomfortable' because i tried so hard to act like it didn't bother me

Recently I've been talking to them less and less but am afraid of completely ghosting them.

However today they came up to me and said that they now have a separate ao3 account (separate from their normal baconluver69 account) where they post the pedo related works ' coffeeislife22 '

Many of the works don’t have ALL of the names changed from the rt/ah ties and it just makes me upset and scared that I constantly feel like I have to keep talking to them. I want to post this due to the fact (in my own opinion) they have a large following that doesn’t know about what they post on the side. I finally want to come clean about it and cut ties with them.

Fiction or not it’s still rather upsetting.

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