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No need to do this if it doesn’t inspire you but I have a prompt! Post fall, will and hannibal talking about his time in incarceration and will being pleased with him for waiting so long and being so good, quietly waiting behind bars just for him, that it gets to his head a bit. Will, rewarding him for being so devoted to him, taking his time pleasing him, overstimulating him and making him feel good until he’s losing his mind and a begging whimpering mess just for him

"if it doesn't inspire you"

IF IT DOESN'T INSPIRE ME?!

HONEY, I AM FOAMING AT THE ACTUAL MOUTH BECAUSE THIS BEAUTIFUL IDEA RIGHT HERE IS MY BREAD AND BUTTER!!!

*giving you a standing ovation for this*

come on, y'all, everybody clap for the amazing anon because omg Will praising Hannibal (specifically for waiting all that time) and driving Hannibal out of his mind until he's a whimpering, trembling, sobbing, snot nosed mess, hiccuping for breath is such a great post-fall trope 😭 thank you for sending in this prompt. i'm adding it to my list asap! you're an absolute godsend <3

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Ren Martyn and false are that one meme of that holding up an umbrella for a couple making out

this ask made me laugh so hard i thought i was gonna be sick so i quickly did this in response for u anon

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Ik you said that Last Boss wont see you as his property but what if the reader gets worked out and ends giving him a hickie ? (Do you write it like that? Idk sorry). Will he get mad or somehow be proud or will not care BUT mark her as well later?

HMMMM this is a good question and I have some thots ;) 

So you and Last Boss are getting hawt and heavy and you’re kissing up his neck and chest and grinding on eachother or maybe you’re in bed together and hes on top and as you’re about to cum you bite his shoulder to prevent yourself from screaming. (nice) 

He notices later after a shower and is honestly really impressed with the bruise you’ve managed to give him, is kinda cocky about it, “wow I get you that worked up” “you liked what I was doing that much” 

Wouldn’t  be mad at all. would for sure want to get you back for it though. would also wait for the most inopportune time to do it, just before an important meeting or a game on a really hot day

Would prefer to leave it either right on your clavicle, upper shoulder or on top of your breasts or right on your chest. Depending on what type of swimsuit you wear he would also leave them on your thighs. 

I feel like sex is super normalized at the beach so hickeys and bruises on any one isn’t a weird or embarrassing thing but Im sure people would give Last Boss a second look if he had one, no one would dare ask him about it though besides Niragi perhaps 

All in all I think he wouldn’t have a problem with it and would just treat it like a tattoo. He would probably ask you for more ;) 

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Hi! I saw in your bio that you have DID. I'm just curious, do you and your alters have seperate birthdays??? I'm sorry if this is random but on a different site I'm using, I know a bit of people who have DID and I'm just curious with the question.

Yeah!! Everyone has different bdays, some dont have any. It's the same with aging too. Everyone ages at different times in the system, it's actually really complex. some alters age by 1 year every few years, or not at all. I've had a fellow headmate age by 3 years within 1.

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Herbal tea and Italian soda

(currently on mobile)Describe your dream date

Ooh okay. It’s spring, we go out for coffee and we just sit and chat, catch up for a bit. Then we go maybe see a movie, maybe go for a sunset drive idk. Then we go to a park or soemthing and lay in the grass and look at the sky for hours and talk about shit, cuddle a little, make out, the good stuff. then we go home, fuck around a bit :)

You’re at a candle shop, what scented candle do you buy?

the smell of fresh laundry

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I'm exploring this in my cliff house fic right now, but thoughts on potential abuse that took place during Hannibal's stay at the BSHCI?

They took his toilet and books. I get the feeling there was sleep and food deprivation. I think lot of the guards didn't treat him well when they had to deal with him. Not like Alana would do anything about that. Especially after they figure out he won't attack them or try to escape and they basically have a willing punching bag. (Especially after Will gets married, Hannibal loses what little fight he has)

What if as they start recovering from the fall and getting closer, Will starts to see little tells and triggers and starts to piece together that Hannibal was not in fact treated to a luxury stay under Alana's care as he thought. Cue Hannibal constantly denying that he has trauma and fighting the tlc Will is trying to give and Will dealing with the guilt in the aftermath for being the cause of it all. Bonus points if Will goes into a rage and goes after (or at least wants to) the people who hurt him and Hannibal gets all flustered about being protected and cared for

OMG I AGREE!! also very excited for your fic. i'll touch on Hannibal's abuse in the BSHCI because you know whump is my bread and butter 😏

firstly, i think Hannibal did indeed face abuse (emotional and physical) like gaurds being rough and not caring if he got thrashed around or injured on their end. like omg imagine if when Hannibal was in that dolly thing with the wheels (wearing his straitjacket), one of the gaurds who absolutely hated him sped up the dolly thing and roughly pushed it over so Hannibal landed face first onto the floor with no way to brace himself and got a bloody nose and black eye. i might write a fic about that actually: Will finding Hannibal sedated and crumpled on the floor with the dolly thing crushing him. 😭

sorry i got sidetracked, but anywho!! i do think Hannibal faced starvation and missed meals, too. maybe not consistently. but at least a few times during those three years. i bet it messed with his mind a lot more than he would willingly admit to himself and bring back memories of being chained up with a growling stomach. on those nights, Hannibal probably struggled with night terrors.

i know this next part is so niche and not everyone needs to agree with it, but my headcanon is after Hannibal's toilet was removed there was at least one instance where laxatives were snuck into Hannibal's food or water, or Hannibal was restrained and forcefully given an enema by a few of the gaurds so they could watch Hannibal suffer without access to a toilet.

another headcanon i have is that sometimes Hannibal regressed in the BSHCI when the isolation and touch starvation became too unbearable. little Hannibal would curl up under the blanket and fold it over his head to be out of view when sucking his thumb for comfort and rocking himself to sleep. ohmygod what if i write a fic about that too?! 😭 Will going to visit Hannibal and Alana tells him Hannibal is regressed 💔 crying and i haven't even written it yet lmfao.

Hannibal regressed at least a few times. especially on his birthday or mischa's birthday because those are difficult days to be alone. Hannibal tried not to regress on Will's birthday because little Hannibal wouldn't think Will wanted to see him ever again.

going back to the toilet removal and laxative/enema torture: Hannibal probably regressed in those moments because such a loss of control was nearly foreign and unbearable.

Hannibal was probably triggered with memories of being trapped in the cabin with the men who killed his family (before he became mute) and asking to use the bathroom yet being forced to hold it for as long as possible. even when it became agonizing, especially when he was sick and couldn't hold in diarrhea. the men would punish young Hannibal with beatings and not give him anything to clean up the mess or throw him out in the snow for a period of time as punishment or lessen the amount of food he would be given, if any at all.

in the BSHCI, Hannibal would probably try to mask any signs of regression, though, so mutism was the best coping mechanism in those circumstances.

also omg we have the same brain because i've been thinking about Hannibal being sleep deprived in the BSHCI since winter. my headcanon is that it would occur on rare occasions, but be enough to send Hannibal into a regressed state. for two days (because that's as long as the guards would have during the weekend when Alana would not be there) lights would not be turned off when scheduled to be and music would blare loud in the speakers constantly. little Hannibal would be overwhelmed and shove both hands over his ears to soften the sound as much as possible, but it wouldn't offer much relief at all. i might write a fic about this too omg because imagine Will seeing a sleep deprived version of little Hannibal sobbing for silence and darkness and sleep in the BSHCI. 😭

now, on the topic of Will noticing signs of Hannibal's abuse/mistreatment

the first time Hannibal felt the urge to use the bathroom in Will's presence would probably bring up feelings of unease and resurfacing emotions and memories. especially if Hannibal was injured and incapable of getting around without assistance from Will. Hannibal would most likely involuntarily regress in that moment because there was (in little Hannibal's mind) a very high likelihood of being denied the option to seek out a bathroom and a very high likelihood of being tortured in such a way that made losing control of one's bladder or bowels inevitable and a very high likelihood of being punished for it. it would shock Will, seeing Hannibal fall into a state of regression and clearly be distressed about being allowed to use the bathroom.

my headcanon is that Will instantly adores little Hannibal and feels an overwhelming sense of protectiveness and fondness for this newfound version of Hannibal.

another moment where Hannibal may regress post-fall is during the first time Hannibal is hungry and it is not at all close to dinner time yet. Hannibal knows asking to have a snack is not some huge feat or something to be wary of while in Will's presence. but regressing temporarily eases Hannibal's worries about possibly being denied food (because Hannibal is hopeful Will would not deny little Hannibal the comfort of food). little Hannibal is cautious in asking Will for a snack and Will can sense it's a monumental moment. Will rushes to bring little Hannibal a snack and settles into bed and hand-feeds little Hannibal every bite to make it clear there is no reason for Hannibal to ever again be wary about asking for food. regressed or non regressed.

these are all my thoughts i have right now, but i may come back to this eventually and add some more. thank you so much for sharing your thoughts and sending in this ask. i would absolutely love love love talking more about vulnerable Hannibal with y'all. please feel free to send in more asks or share your thoughts with me about vulnerable Hannibal! <3

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Prompt- Hannibal unwillingly regressing during season 2b. Will is still angry at Hannibal for killing Beverly and Abigail, and thinks Hannibal is some emotionless being. Cue Will’s shock when something triggers Hannibal and Will has to watch over him. (I don’t know if this is anything but you just don’t see any Hannibal agere fics set in s2)

WILL SEEING LITTLE HANNIBAL DURING SEASON 2B??!!

live reaction of me reading this prompt. ohmygod ohmygod i love this so fucking much because you are so right, anon!! there are only a few fics where Hannibal regresses and most of them (not all) take place post-fall, though many years ago i read one or two that take place after Will leaves the BSHCI. right now i have a few different scenarios, but i'm gonna make a poll so people can decide what specifically triggers Hannibal into a regressed state.

here is the poll btw

tysm for sending in this prompt!! i'm almost finished with the chapter of my housewife Hannibal sequel where Will travels back in time to the cliff house and finds out Hannibal regressed while alone in the bathroom and cares for little Hannibal at the cliff house. (the chapter alone is 7k words right now holy hell 😭) when i finish that, i'll definitely be starting on this prompt! Hannibal regressing has me in a chokehold i swear to god

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Thank you for making that Stress post… it's been really bothering me how some people have been lumping her in with Iskall as if they're on the same level just because of that comment

I have to admit, I did have the same gut reaction of disappointment and betrayal to the comment that I think a lot of people had, in part because I did/do believe she's in a vulnerable position in all this, and was concerned for her safety given her radio silence.

And to be clear, it was an awful thing to say, but a single supportive comment posted from her Youtube channel after months of silence simply doesn't compare to the detailed accounts and evidence from Iskall's victims, including private evidence that was verified by the hermits, not to mention the video itself (which given how much he downplayed the allegations was as good as a confession in my eyes)

Idk I just think it's concerning considering how close they were professionally and personally, and ESPECIALLY considering many of Iskall's targets were women he worked with professionally…

I don't feel comfortable drawing conclusions when there's just so much we don't know right now. And I don't think it's for nothing that Kass said to keep Stress out of this in their statement, and that the hermits, even now, have kept all their criticisms focused on Iskall in particular.

I think those involved are trying to maintain her privacy in all of this, and I really do respect that, but I also hope she's ok, in every sense of the word.

no worries, and honestly all of what you said is exactly why I refuse to villianize or form an opinion just yet. I got crucified by some people on twitter over my disbelief of people villianizing her so fast and someone even made a tweet about me bc of it 💀

what iskall has shown in public from his 'I got cancelled' video, alongside everything he's done in private towards his mods and vh dev team, should really be enough for people to pause and actually ask: Is that actually Stress who's made the comment, Is Stress being manipulated and gaslit, and is Stress actively at risk of harm in her situation. if he's willing to do what he's done to people under his power, and so blatantly willing to play victim in a public video while blaming others and throwing everyone else under the bus, then I have no doubts he'd easily do the same towards his girlfriend if not worse.

and a lot of people also aren't aware or don't realize that she has 3 kids. it is so much harder to escape abuse with children involved. there's also the fact she's now lost a massive form of her passive income via wiping her channel clean. and while i wont discuss the reasons for this, I'm inclined to believe there's a chance she's being purposefully isolated. there's so many possibilities and different kinds of abuse she could be facing right now.

People are apathetic. there's a huge discussion that needs to be had around critical thinking, peoples inability to show emotional care towards sensitive situations like these, and just general apathy. the internet has become drastically crueler the past few years in fandom. The fact me asking people to *not support her* but at least not villianize her has been met with hate and gnashing teeth is really disappointing. it is not hard to look at the full picture. it is not hard to wait for stress to properly say something before forming an opinion. people have also come to me, just like you have with this ask but in dms instead, thanking me for my tweets/posts because they're afraid to say anything. and that's very telling. opinions like this should not be scary to post, and when I first made my tweets I was shaking super bad from anxiety haha.

and honestly? I've seen things so far that are like, people treating her worse than iskall. and at what point do you say the hatred has a pinch of misogyny in it. watching people celebrate her wiping her channel has been beyond disgusting, especially when it is a very very scary sign and hopefully the hermits are in some form of contact with her, though from what I've heard I don't have high hopes.

at the end of the day I wish a lot of people would realize the situation at hand. we don't actually know if stress made that comment in the first place and - not to go tinfoil hat on this but - they live together so he easily could've written the comment, and people could be playing into his hands just as he'd hope by reactionary hatred. Isolating Stress further by attacking her and villianizing her means that if Stress is a victim, and she gets out, she's less likely to speak up. in fact, she's drastically less likely to get out of the abuse if the villianizing hate is being shown to her/If she's seeing it herself.

remember to always think critically in regards to the full picture. never contribute to hate that can keep someone trapped in abuse if there's abuse happening.

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youre so generous!! can u do domestic hannigram where hannibal is possessive and jealous because will isnt home all the time and when he spies on him he realizes will was surprising him. its up to u what that surprise is or what triggers the jealousy! i hope its fluffy slightly angsty and housewife hannibal ❤️

god i love this prompt so much 🥺 i would love to!

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YOUR MINDDDDDDDDDD genius unparalleled unrivaled artistry, every time i see your username pop up i know im about to witness some of the most beautiful inspiring hannigram pieces

omg I'm so flattered because I honestly just spit out whatever comes to my mind??!! I am so grateful to be surrounded by sweet and uplifting people like you 🥹 ILY and I hope your pillow is always cold and in perfect condition for a well nights sleep ♡

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Hey I know this isn’t exactly along the guidelines but… Hannibal realizing he’s transfem after the fall. He and will could both have their becomings together!

omg that is so sweet "having both of their becomings together" 😭🩵 curling up in a ball and wailing (/positive). tysm for submitting a prompt!! i'm tucking it into my future fic folder <3

to anyone reading this: *begging on my hands and knees and batting my lashes at you*

please please please send me Hannigram prompts if you have any ideas you want written!!! vulnerable Hannibal is my niche at this point, but i'm also trying to branch out into more casual pwp or domestic bliss themes as well if those are of interest to you. btw there are no guidelines you have to stick to for submitting a prompt. i'm open to writing anything! smut prompts are perfectly fine too (and something i really, really want to practice writing more of as an ace author).

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hey! you don’t have to respond to this, but i just wanted to say i really enjoy your writing! i was on ao3 and couldn’t find your page, and when i went through my bookmarks i realized some of your writing was anon’d. i remember you mentioning that you were having a hard time writing due to the hurricanes (totally valid; i live nc so i understand how you must have been feeling / still feeling). i hope you’re doing well. and i hope you’re able to get back into writing and find your joy within it again. that’s all i wanted to say! sending you much love. 💜

first of all: please know that i am sending you the biggest hug and as much love and healing and well wishes to you in return. this turned out a bit long-winded so let me apologize in advance for my emotional and disorganized rambling.

all of us further down south have been keeping y'all in our thoughts and our hearts ever since september 27th. i hope you and your loved ones were doing all right during this holiday season. both emotionally and physically. ♡ your kind words have brightened my week more than you can imagine. thank you so much. i've anonymized my fics for my own peace of mind. (they're organized into the series Apricity now so hopefully it'll be easier to find them all). i'm hoping one day writing and posting on AO3 won't be as difficult once everything doesn't feel so fresh.

this hurricane season was rough and unlike any other i'd been through. there's certain things i haven't shared about my experience because they're difficult to think about. and i still have the occasional nightmare over it.

i really needed a long break from anything related to fandom over the last month and a half. i'm not certain how easy it is for people who don't have a personal connection to hurricane helene to understand how much it could impact someone's emotional state even months later. especially during one of the first holidays following that, such as Thanksgiving, when survivor's guilt and other heavy hurricane-related-emotions are bound to resurface at full force. emotions that many people are still processing and dealing with at their own pace.

stepping away from fandom to focus on other creative outlets in my life is what's been helping my mental health for the better. i'm in my cooking and baking era right now and it's been really therapeutic. i feel very lucky to have made a few genuine friendships on here and i'm grateful to still be surrounded by supportive people like you who've reminded me of why i wanted to start writing vulnerable Hannibal fics in the first place. THE IMMEDIATE CRY I CROWED WHEN I READ YOUR MESSAGE!! i literally clutched my heart in astonishment and was blinking back genuine tears because this was the sweetest and most unexpected thing to read??!! i cannot thank you enough for leaving such kind words.

i hope the knowledge that you aren't alone on your journey towards healing from this hurricane season brings you some comfort. i also hope this recent holiday season and the end of last year was filled with peace and healing for you and your loved ones. and i hope this new year treats you with an overabundance of kindness. btw if you ever have a vulnerable Hannibal prompt you'd want me to write, i'd love to write it for you whenever i am able to get back into writing and posting on AO3 again. not sure if it'll be anytime soon, but i'd try my best to make it happen for you one day. sending love and the biggest hug to you ♡

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Hi, coffee-in-rain! Thank you for your fics! I love vulnerable Hannibal so much, and I reread each of your works several times<З I saw that you read promts, and perhaps you would be interested in this one on the topic of food trauma and eating disorders:

After the fall, Hannibal suffers from compulsive overeating - he is afraid of losing control over what and when he eats again, so he regularly overeats in secret from Will and naturally gains weight. Will thinks that this is due to a sedentary lifestyle or age, so he only occasionally teases him about his weight and clumsiness, which only worsens Hannibal's mental state, because he believes that Will is disappointed in him. He is constantly hungry, because of his greed he has become too heavy to protect Will, nothing remains of his perfection, so at night, in a fit of self-loathing, he goes to the refrigerator again. Will finds him sobbing on the floor, suffering from stomach pain. Hannibal is terrified that Will will see how miserable he is, he cannot suppress the hiccups and burps from overeating, so he can only cry helplessly. However, Will calms him down, massages his stomach, kisses him and takes him to bed, where he hugs him and promises that he can protect them both, and that Hannibal will never starve or feel unworthy of his love again.

Good luck and I hope everything goes well for you!

hi!! oh my god the way i clamped a hand over my mouth while reading this?!

SOBBING AT THE IDEA OF WILL FINDING HANNIBAL CRYING ON THE KITCHEN FLOOR 😭

this concept you've given me is amazing (especially the stomach pain omg whump is one of my fave things to write) and i love you for sharing this with me! i am so honored that you'd request me to write this for you. thank you for your kind words as well! if you ever have anymore ideas for this specific prompt or another prompt in the future, please feel free to reach out again on here. i hope everything is going well for you too and that you're having a happy new year so far. ♡

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apparently hans can be the shortened version of hannibal

wow i never knew that. all i can think about whenever i come across the name Hans is the character from the disney movie Frozen lol

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hello coffeeintherain!!! i really love ur hannigram fics on ao3!!! they make my heart burst. do u take requests?

omg hi!! thank you so much <3 i absolutely do take requests!