#cmar oc ask game

[minniepetals]

🌴? ☁️?? also if you have inspo pics for the second one i’m super curious:))))

🌴- Who is this oc's favorite person?(Can be another oc, a fictional character, a celebrity, anyone)

you never specified any character(s) so for this, i'll just do all the characters and sum it up briefly.

for the reapers, their favorite person is definitely y/n. the boys would be each other. and as for y/n, her favorite person is mister butler (though she also cares a lot for her reapers but refuses to acknowledge it)

☁️- What is this oc's clothing style like?

i think i'll just do y/n for this one since she's the person i mostly only think for when it comes to her clothings. her style is most definitely chic and elegant. these are the kind of clothings i see on her and you can probably get the gist of how y/n dresses (the dresses are for parties and formal stuff and she usually wears suits/long dressy skirts outside of that). she a rich gorl

and then these are the kind of stuff she wears when she's in the manor. just casual comfy styles like this but still mirroring her elegant and ladylike self (i see her occasionally going out like this as well)

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[minniepetals]

🌻and 🌲 for namjoon and y/n ?

🌻- What's this oc's mental health state?

namjoon definitely has his mental health more under control as compared to y/n who's a whole wreck and the main reason is because namjoon had support whereas y/n didn't. namjoon rose to power when he was a teen and had the support from a few of his own gang members so that in itself was also different from y/n. our girl had no one on her side before she went off to marry namjoon. he suppresses his emotions and puts up walls because he understands not everyone is trustworthy and has his problem with trust issues though not to the extent of y/ns'.

tw: mentions of some traumas and disorders

our girl's mental health has always been in not so great places from the very beginning. growing up with a mother who rejected her because she was a girl, a father who never paid attention to her and when he did, it was always to exploit her, and her own people ignores her. mister butler was her safe haven, until he was ripped away from her, and then the guys came around to be that comfort but they too left. she ends up with a lot of trauma and disorders as a result of the things she's gone through and the people that have hurt her. some things in particular which has been touched upon in the series is that she fears touch, particularly that of men, so she often wears gloves and will only allow the people that she trusts to touch her. she's also afraid of being in the center of attention but often puts on a mask when she's in the spotlight, feigning confidence when in reality, those moments are always draining her. she also has cibophobia, which is the fear of food, and that mainly stems from her childhood. her father never cared for her and is always thinking of new methods to get rid of her, and part of those methods are poisoning her food, so she grew to fear it and has come to only trust in the food her reapers personally makes for her. but even then, she doesn't really eat and when she does, she only eats in small portions

🌲- What is this oc's greatest strength and weakness?

namjoon - he's a logical man, it's one of his greatest strengths, and it usually takes a smarter person to bypass his logic (aka y/n). without that exception though, namjoon knows how to read people and uses that to his advantage when he's facing his enemies. the only reason why he was able to read y/n in chapter 17 was because she gave him the leeway, her emotions then brought out a moment of weakness, which allowed namjoon to understand and put the pieces together. it'll help when he starts investigating her lies in the future but there will always be truths that will be hidden away from him and things he'll come to know only if y/n gives him the truth. she's still in control of keeping her past a secret from everyone because only her father's reapers really know everything that went on in the manor and they're all dead.

y/n - strength: deceitful and smart. she's incredibly smart and that comes in handy with being deceitful so she's good at manipulating her emotions on the outside so no one knows what she's really thinking, hence she's a great liar. but she can also be emotionally driven, which is a weakness of hers, because even though she's great at hiding her emotions, most of her actions are caused by those hidden emotions and her emotional outbursts comes out in a mental breakdown which will take only a particular person to naturally reel her back in a timely fashion (aka mingyu). and when no one can help, yeonjun usually comes around to inject a sleeping dose in her to force her body to calm down (it's only done in emergencies though, like during times when she fears all the touches of men).

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[minniepetals]

🌹- jimin and seokjin

🌹- What's this oc's biggest fear

😦 anon asked if this one would have the same answer for the boys and well, in a sense, all mafia members who's gone through a lot would share similar fears.

jimin and seokjin actually are very similar in how they grew up because they're both pretty boys that have been taken advantage of and used as dolls/toys. (i realize i'm actually spoiling some bits of stuff for cmar while answering these haha). their biggest fear (aside from losing one another/the other boys) would probably be returning to the life they lived before namjoon (as with the other boys). it's why they abide by the mafia rule so much and why i state they really had no other choice but to choose namjoon. namjoon saved them just as in a way, he saved y/n when he chose to marry her. no one wants to return to the life they lived previously but as a result of choosing namjoon and not standing up for y/n's rights, they led her to return to her previous life without realizing it

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[minniepetals]

I love ask games😭

I'll go with 🌈 and 💧

gothcowgirl: forgot to mention which character 🧍🏽‍♀️ This one is for the boys, it can be all of them or you can choose one 💓

sorry i kinda went on a ramble so i can't do all the boys haha

🌈- What does this oc like and dislike about themselves?

yoongi - you may not believe it but of all the boys (besides maybe jungkook), yoongi can express his emotions best. like, he isn't afraid of expressing emotions and that's probably something he can pride himself in because he knows the right people to trust and knows not to uselessly show a cold shoulder towards someone who doesn't deserve it (like when he showed y/n kindness when she first walked into bangtan afraid and anxious). it's harder for the other boys to make good judgement of people but yoongi's always had a bit of a kind heart from the beginning (though obviously he's not gonna take bullcrap from dumb people). what he doesn't like about himself would probably be the fact that he's not good at standing up for himself or others. he's a quiet man, a behind the scenes type of guy, but because of that, he tends to listen to every word anyone in higher position (aka namjoon) says and follow them. yoongi never really cared about anyone's opinions on him, so when his name is shamed and people do things to him, he doesn't really bat an eye. but he's always been that one person who was able to show his kindness towards y/n firsthand, a guy who didn't hesitate to give out the sweetest compliments, someone who was always there when someone else needed it, hence his biggest regret would be not standing up for y/n when the time came. he grew to hate his silence.

taehyung - tae's a hacker so he likes his brain the most out of everything. it's what has gotten bangtan out of a lot of tough situations so he prides himself in being a big brain. what he dislikes would probably be his attitude. i wrote taehyung's character into a tsundere type of guy where he's not good at expressing himself and tends to be curt and push people away. he's extremely antisocial and prefers his own company, though obviously there will be people that has his soft spot, aka jungkook and jimin and y/n. the older boys are the ones who knows how to control him (not in a red flag type of way) and the others bring out his protective side. but sometimes taehyung tends to say something out of line or he'll just say things too curt and not realize the effect his words does to others -- he got better in some ways when y/n was around because she's a sensitive babie but it kinda went back to square one when she left.

💧- What is this oc most passionate about?

jungkook - of all the boys, jungkook is a very very quiet man. not like taehyung's antisocial quiet though, more like that soft shy boy quiet. but through his silence, he's very passionate about protecting the people he loves and when y/n was still around, he took on the courage to speak more than he usually does. jungkook's passionate about trying for the ones he loves, and when he loved y/n, he did anything and everything for her and almost always constantly sought out for her attention -- so when he grew cold and quiet during the breakup era, he really really hated every second he had to pretend he hated her. he's a quiet man but when it comes to the things he loves, he tends to stand up and speak up. and when that failed, all the passion that revolved around y/n fell away and he fell back into a silent man who would distance himself from everyone

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[minniepetals]

these are such cute little asks! how about 🌵 for y/n

🌵- How does this oc feel about physical affection?

kinda works well with the previous ask haha, but y/n only accepts physical affection from people she trusts. anyone otherwise, she deeply fears (though she's always the greatest at hiding that emotion). her trauma stemmed from leehyun, it got to the point where she even came to fear the touch of her male reapers, so if she's ever in a broken state like back in chapter 13/14, mingyu will make sure no one is allowed even near her unless it's the girls.

but besides that, she does crave physical affection. it grounds her, as i stated in the previous ask, it's what mingyu uses to his advantage when he needs to be there for her as her foundation. being held in his arms means being embraced like that of a lost child who never received love, being held there means being caged in but in a good way, not in the way her father cages her in. it allows her to lean in close and listen to the beat of his steady heart, and out of all the reapers, mingyu's the best at keeping a steady heartbeat even in tough situations, hence she relies on him the most, hence he's her foundation.

i think once y/n gets towards that healing stage, physical affection will continue to be a big part of her. she's not a girl who talks a lot and it's up to the people around her to understand what she wants (it took the reapers years to understand every gesture and reaction and frown and hum), so i see her as someone who'll definitely just...tug onto the boys' clothing or she'll find herself linking a pinky over theirs and that'll be a sign that things are too overwhelming and she needs someone to ground her and if they're in a room with lots of people, conversations will end and bringing her back to ground level will be their number one priority.

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[minniepetals]

🌸 & 💐 for cmar y/n?

🌸- What's this oc's favorite and least favorite color?

she doesn't pay too much attention to having a favorite or least favorite color but she does tend to wear a lot of black, red, and white. black because big mafia boss vibes you know? red because she just really rocks the color. shows her boldness and hot/sexy side. and white because when we go back to chapter 6, y/n hates perfection, a result of her father wanting nothing but perfection out of her. so she came to like disorder, and often times when she's out wearing white, blood or dirt or whatever dirties her clothes and she likes that disordered/imperfection look. makes her feel more sane since she's always been used as the perfect little puppet for her father.

i'd also like to point out that i think y/n also likes the color of the sunrise because it brings her a sense of peace like the song tomorrow where the lyrics states "because the dawn right before the sun rises is the darkest" and "when the dark night passes, a bright morning will come. when tomorrow comes, the bright light will shine." the darkness frightens her, as well as silence and the cold, so even though she tends to keep herself sealed in the darkness, the light brings her the sense of comfort she yearns for. if you go back to chapter 16 where namjoon had a flashback with them together and had asked her where she would like to travel to once they were allowed to take a break, y/n mentioned wanting to go to the land where the sun never sets, and that's another hint to her hating the darkness.

💐- Where is this oc's favorite place to relax?

in the arms of her reapers.

y/n probably doesn't realize it herself but she's someone who seeks for physical affection. it's what grounds her, it's what allows mingyu and yuna to calm her down when needed. in the arms of her reapers is really the only place she can relax, where she can ever relax, because that's the place she goes to when she's having a mental breakdown and it seems as if the world is falling down all around her. mingyu is the number one arm she turns to but when he's not there or when she fears the touch of men, she has yuna, but really if it's any of the reapers, she would be able to calm down and seek peace there -- though it'd probably take a longer time to get to that stage because mingyu and yuna were the first ones she gave her trust to so they'd be her number one choices

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