#clownyyappery

[clownypillar]

me and my nw and me and my demons

@tiredsmashbros smiles so wide.

[clownypillar]

WIFE.

And SMG3 is done! 💜💜

Any recommendations on who I should draw next?

[clownypillar]

WELCOME TO MY BLOG !! :3

⤷ My names are jester/kastor/walden and I use she/he/xym !

im an 16 anifaux autistic artist who’s the host of a P-DID system which is erm cool I think, I’ll mainly be the one posting here

We’re in soso many fandoms… though the ones I’ll be making fanart for the most are

⤷ smg4, cult of the lamb, sneegsnag, welcome home, rainbow factory Wally au, my own welcome home AUs, and phighting !

extra things we like and you might see

⤷ Pokémon, the glass scientist, creatures of sonaria, splatoon, regretavator, and sky cotl !

while we post silly autistic fanart, we also make discord emojis !

if you want more information on us, check out our carrd !

If you only followed for my fanart, emojis, or random yappery (I doubt fr) I have custome tags, so if you only want to mainly see one of these, feel free to follow one

✦ #clownyyappery

✦ #clownyart

✦ #clownymojis

✦ EMOJI BOUNDARIES ✦

⟣ if you ever use our emojis in a server, please make sure to add CLOWNY_ at the beginning for credit :3

⟣ do not steal/copy our emojis, or edit them without our permission, inspiration is 100% as long as you ask and give credit !

⟣ don’t use our emojis for inappropriate reasons, being an endo is a inappropriate reason btw 💕

⟣ please give us emoji request !! We love requests !!! We will do anything besides your ocs or headmates, but if we know and like a character we will do that :3

✦ ART BOUNDARIES ✦

⟣ do not copy/trace/edit our art, that’s witterly so mean what the heck :( /silly

⟣ PLEASE GIVE US ASKS!!!!! you can request pretty much anything besides nsfw and art of your ocs unless we specifically ask that you can request us to draw them, we will draw gore and suggestive art just don’t be too crazy vro

⟣ going off the last one, please. Don’t dm us asking us to draw your ocs if you are not our mutual, if you’re our mooty patootie of course we’ll draw what you want /silly but anyone please don’t. You will be able to ask us to draw your characters when we open commissions, but we will not draw it for free.

✦ GENERAL BOUNDARIES ✦

⟣ if you aren’t our mutual, don’t dm us without asking, random dms from people we don’t know makes us extremely uncomfortable

⟣ while we do try and stay out of syscourse, this is not a safe space for anyone who is an endogenic ‘system’ or anyone who accepts and supports them

⟣ basic dni criteria, proshippers, racists, anti-lgbtqia+, just don’t interact if you’re weird dawg

⟣ if we ever make you uncomfortable, feel free to tell us ! We struggle to tell when we did something wrong or pick up on social cues for when someone’s uncomfortable/uneasy, but if you tell us we will be supa understanding trust

✦ EXTRAS ✦

⟣ we might come off as passive aggressive, but I promise we’re not angry ! (Unless we are, you’ll probably know when we are) a lot of our humour is based around our passive aggressive nature, but don’t be scared to interact because of it :3

⟣ while I’m typically the one posting, if you ever wanna know who made a post, feel free to ask, we’ll probably never ever use sign-offs unless it’s super duper uber important to /silly

✦ OUR DISCORD ✦

if you want to join a very awesome server with a very active community full of goofy fandoms, use all our custome emojis, or just see our art as soon as it’s made, consider joining our server ! ITS SUPER AWESOME GUYS 100%%%

[clownypillar]

isn’t partial DID kinda like …endogenic? i know there’s trauma involved but like.. non-endo is just DID/OSDD and P-DID ain’t in the dsm5 .. i’m mainly confused not trying to start something here

Oh my goodness the first weird Tumblr syscorse ask I’ve ever gotten I’m so excited ! /silly

you kill any reason why P-DID could be endogenic literally WITHIN this ask, because traumas involved.

an individual who identifies as an endogenic system or anything under that umbrella, is someone who claims to have DID/OSDD without trauma. How would something that is still caused by childhood trauma. Be Endogenic?

you cannot edit a book made 10 years ago. If you even did 5 minutes of your own research you would see that there has been discoveries of MULTIPLE types of DID/OSDD that fall under the same criteria but have small differences about them, there has been different types for years, they are not weird online labels made up, they are literal medical terms.

our plurality and the trauma we experience isn’t invalid because it doesn’t fit into a small label. And even if P-DID was never real, we still have DID. We still are a system.

PLEASE LEARN HOW TO USE GOOGLE !! ANYMORE ASKS ABOUT THIS AND ILL PROBABLY JUST BLOCK YOU!! THIS SHITS SO GOOFY!!!

[clownypillar]

hai:3 no request (yet.. >:3) just wanted to pop in and say we r name twins :3 i haven't used it in a lil while (curse of namefluidity!!!..) bur one of my names is jester:3

WOOO WOOO WOOOO NAME TWINS jester is a fire name I’m so happy when I see others use it

[clownypillar]

SSLLUURRPLSUPRLSLWN MMLMEMMW SLYPR

oh boy i did it :)))

haven't done a good rendered comic page in a good while goddamn

want to say thanks once again to @notethisdownnow as he's the one that inspired me to make this from the AWESOME gacha shorts he made for me <33333 {i just love lore ftuyghijko} IF YOU HAVE NOT ALREADY, PLEASE GO WATCH THEM THEY'RE GREAT!!! this is based from the inspiration of the first one!! {watch first part here!}

[clownypillar]

SUPER DUPER seriously serious definitely read….

not that serious, just something I don’t want to be blown out of proportion as someone with a most definitely larger following then me is making claims ! /nm /I hope it was a misunderstanding

for anyone who has heard about my server, I want it to be known that my server is not nsfw

announcement + rules from my server explaining this

Guys please read server rules it’s actually a cute aesthetic

[clownypillar]

is your discord going to reopen?

I completely forgot to post!!! this!!!!

The server should be open eventually, I’m not comfortable saying when exactly as the reason it’s closed is a safety concern, but it should be within a few days !

[clownypillar]

SORRY FIOR NO POSTING I’m on vacation.. I made a straw page though look how epic

[clownypillar]

MAKE EMOTES OF ME >:(/SILLY

I AINT MAKING YOU SHIT BOY

[clownypillar]

hope ur doing good man!

have a silly bug to help you get through the week ! 💛🌈🌻

Thank you tom tired T smash bros I appreciate it, can’t wait to talk to you again next week <3

(Especially to talk about welcome home dawg I gotta talk about this update)

Live artistic interpretation of my reaction to this /pf

[clownypillar]

WOOOO

guys I’m so famous dhmu

[clownypillar]

Okay so I was gonna work on request but then I got strep throat and literally can’t live /silly

requests will be done soon, it’s taking awhile because I’m making them all first and then I’m gonna post like crazy

[clownypillar]

UGH my tablet doesn’t have a charger rn so even though I did do emoji request I can’t upload them this is not joypilled /silly

until I can charge it, you should totally give me asks for more emoji requests :3

[clownypillar]

I would but that’s so scary……. /silly

I NEED SYSTEMS FRIENDS, ADD ME ON DISCORD ITS MOVIE.DALEK PLEASE 😭😭😭 I WILL GIVE YOU FLOWERS AND LITTLE CHOCOLATE TREATS IN A HEART SHAPED BOX!!!! SYSTEMS FRIEND ME PLEASE

[clownypillar]

um hello.. am the anon… that messaged about P-DID.. am sorry 4 making y’all mad ..… i honestly wasn’t trying to /gen and….plurality in general gets confusing…when there’s so much.. inaccurate ….info on google.. i’ve seen resources… explains that…endo systems r valid cause … they …do have… trauma but.. like.. didn’t form by trauma..? n then saw …other places say that.. anything that… deviates from… classic DID/OSDD is ….essentially endogenic… so yeah… n i didn’t wanna… google things…cuz i felt like people….. explain things ….infinitely better…. yanno…? it always made me.. feel more confused… anyways .. u don’t have to reply to this at all……. again.. am sorry…

also.. sorry for…. typing quirk… making u mad… triggered an AVPD response but… i still wanted … to apologize and not … be avoidant…. so yeah… sorry… again… have a good… time zone…

I wasn’t mad, I’m just naturally aggressive, bpd core I fear

I appreciate the apology though, don’t worry about it dude :3 have a good time zone as well, take care of yourself maybe take a break to calm down /nf