#cloudy's thoughts

[psyschopompous-lotus]

I gotta break myself out of diet culture shit

My immediate families are both full of overweight people. We've always loved to eat rich, filling foods and most of us were/are fairly sedentary and inactive.

But my mom has also always stressed about her weight. She tried so many programs. She'd take me and my sister to the gym for around an hour a day after school. I was 15. My sister was 10. We didn't know what we were doing so we never really noticed any differences. I joined weight watchers with my mom in my early 20s, back when they first started rebranding to "we're not a diet, we're a lifestyle that teaches you how to eat in moderation" bullshit. It was impossible to eat at any of our favorite local spots. All the weight we lost came back quickly after we fizzled out on the restrictions a year later.

The only reasons why my mom has lost weight recently is that she's been way more active and she literally couldn't eat more than one small meal a day for about a month straight.

Same with my sister! She worked at a gym for a while and the fatphobia there ensured that she was working out on her breaks and when it was slow. She got nosebleeds from doing too much and struggled with eating more than one meal a day too.

I'm trying to reframe my goals as not losing a specific amount of pounds but rather being able to do more with my body. My stamina is shit. My shins hurt when I run. I need help carrying things because I don't have much upper body strength (because women shouldn't be muscular lmao). But it's still so hard when I've experienced body shaming my entire life from the people around me, on top of having some severe depression/an extremely unhealthy relationship with food/suicide ideation at points, and a family intent on providing more unhealthy options than healthy ones. There was just no way to win when I was young.

I might never lose weight. I hope I never get to the point of eating just one meal again. My stomach might always stick out more than my chest. But I'm trying to be healthy. And I'm trying to do it in a healthy way with my body rather than against it.

[cloudyydraws]

Luigi and Miku (+Mario) doodles

[mrchill]

Lea, melancholy morning © Chill · +

[the-cloudy-dreamer]

it was pointed out to me today that ( for various reasons) this could all been seen as a sequence and I honestly didn’t plan for it to be that way but now I cannot unsee it! The mind works in mysterious ways ( specially with blorbo fanart).

The year is wrapping up and I’m feeling happy to all the progress I’ve made as an artist—so I thought hey let’s put this all together so I have a post to go back to and remind myself of happy tidings 🖤

[noseysilverfox]

November 2021

Seeing nature off in winter sleep🍂

Проводы природы в зимний сон🍂

[khaliarart]

CLOUDY WITH A CHANCE OF DOOM- Volume 3

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Thank you so so much for the continued support on this project!! Did I already say it means the world to me because it does!!!💜

I‘ll start on Volume 4 soon. If you like this project you could consider checking out my Ko-fi where I'm posting step-by-step progress of the pages for supporters.

Again, thanks so much for reading! These take months to make and I‘m so grateful for all your kind interactions that keep me going🙏🏻

[greenticklerdreams]

Picture this: a lee with a ticklish back as well as a ticklish tummy, who can't ask for tickles even though they love them.

Here's what you do... tell them you'd like to tickle them. Ask them if they'd like you to get their tummy, or their back. And then tell them to lay down.

All you have to do is lay one way or the other, cutie. You don't even have to speak. I'll make it easy for you.

And just like that, by laying down for you and picking which option they'd like best... they've just asked you for tickles. On specific spots, even. Isn't that the sweetest?

[cloudy-em]

hi!! can u do sub!lip gallagher maybe? plot is totally up to you i just feel like lip is so dominant usually n i wanna see a girl make him go into sub space for a change :)

of course babe!!

warnings: edging, vibrator usage, handjob, slight blowjob

sub!lip gallagher x fem!dom!reader

MINORS DO NOT INTERACT

"Lip," she starts, her voice trembling ever so slightly. It would be unnoticeable if he didn't know her so well. He looks up from his stack of papers, proofreading a classmate's college research paper and hums, signaling her to continue.

"I was just wondering if maybe we could try something new. In bed," she says. Lip perks up, excited to hear her proposition. She's normally so confident, and Lip is intrigued to hear what's gotten her so worked up.

"I want to dom you," she finally lets out, eyes closed.

"That's fucking hot," he breathes. "Hell yeah, babe, have your way with me."

"Strip and then lay on your back, hands behind your head," she orders. Lip doesn't hesitate, working quickly to follow her instructions. He didn't think it would be such a turn on to hear her boss him around, but he feels himself grow harder by the minute. He lays back as she demanded, and he can see the lust in her eyes as she approaches him.

"You're beautiful, baby," she tells him, and he literally moans at her word choice. "You want me to touch you? Hm?" Lip nods excitedly.

"Here?" she asks before kissing his cheek. "Or here?" She kisses his nose. He's groaning as she kisses him everywhere except where he wants her; his forehead, his biceps, his collarbone, his hands. He can feel the precum beginning to leak on his stomach and his dick is begging to be touched. Finally he groans.

"Can you please, please touch my dick?"

Y/N smirks and nods. "Well, since you asked so nicely." She licks one stripe from base to tip and Lip bucks his hips towards her mouth. She giggles at him, wrapping a hand around the base of his cock. She squeezes slightly, and Lip whispers a "fuck".

She strokes him slowly at first, tightening her fingers around the swollen, red head. He continues to leak for her, moaning as she speeds up the pace of her strokes.

"Ah, fuck, I'm gonna cum," he announces, and she pulls her hand away. His eyes shoot open in shock, and she shrugs at him.

"I wasn't ready for you to cum," she tells him simply.

Y/N reaches over to the bedside table, opening a drawer and pulling out the vibrator Lip usually likes to use on her. She sees his eyes widen, and she smiles to herself. She flicks it on, grabbing his cock with her other hand and holding it up so she can press the vibrator to his base on the underside of his cock, just touching his balls. He moans, and Y/N smiles.

"Do you like it when I touch you like this, Lip?" He doesn't answer, too focused on how good it feels. She turns the vibrator setting up, and he bucks and groans.

"Answer me, please, pretty boy," she gently warns him and he moans out a, "Yes!"

"Hm, tell me what you like about it. In detail," she tells him, once again turning the setting up and now wrapping her lips around the tip, suckling gently.

"Oh, shit," he whines. "I um, oh, I love your mouth. 'S so warm. A-and the toy. Feels good!"

Y/N gives one hard suck, pulling away to speak. "Mm, I'm glad. You deserve to feel good," and she returns to sucking his cockhead.

He's a moaning mess for her, whining and begging and bucking his hips. She pulls away from him countless times just before he reaches his orgasm. He's frustrated, pent up, and almost crying on the bed as he loses track of how many times she's rubbed the vibrator up and down his dick.

This time, she pushes his cock against his stomach. It's throbbing, red, leaking and so so swollen.

"Okay, baby, you can cum whenever you're ready this time, okay? Let go when you need to," she tells him and he nods excitedly. She pushes the vibrator to the highest setting, pushing it hard against his cock and working it from base to head. Her other hand massages his balls, squeezing gently and feeling just how heavy they are.

Lip is an absolute sight to see. He's laying back, his hands tangled in and pulling his own hair due to his sexual frustration. His eyebrows are furrowed and his eyes are squeezed shut, his mouth hanging open as he lets out struggled moans and swallowed whines.

"Oh fuck! Please, please I'm gonna cum!" he practically shouts, and Y/N is ready for it, helping him to the edge.

He's shooting so much cum all over his stomach and chest, sticky white ropes everywhere. He would be embarrassed about how much cum he just released if it wasn't for his focus on how good it feels. Y/N helps him through, praising what a good boy he is and slowing her strokes and vibrator to a stop.

"You did so good for me, baby! I'm so proud of you," she tells him kindly before moving up to lick some of the cum from his chest. She scoops some up on a finger, offering it to Lip. He wraps his lips around her finger, eyes rolling back at how dirty it is that he's eating his own cum and enjoying it. He wraps an arm around Y/N's upper body, bringing her closer to him to lay next to him. He buries his face in her tits without a word, and she kisses his forehead and strokes his hair.

"You did so good, Lip," she tells him again. He hums in contentment.

"Maybe next time you'll let me peg you."

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i didn't think sub!lip would be that hot but 😳 damn

feel free to send in more requests!!!

[shallowseeker]

Oh, the hilarious thought that Ellen and Jo both had the hots for Cas.

(((It tickles me ever since I thought it.)))

As we start the scene in 5x10, Ellen is playing music, a Spanish song, Oye Como Va by Santana.

It's a party!

(Rrr, flavor!) ¡Rrr, sabor! (Hey how it goes) Oye cómo va (my rhythm) Mi ritmo

They're playing a well-known party game, sure. They're bartenders at a roadhouse, so this is an everyday thing for them, maybe, but oh oh oh.

The interest.

Ellen is maybe like, "We'll do shots and see how drunk he gets. Who knows? Maybe it'll make him handsy."

ELLEN: All right, Big Boy. Let's go.

Now, it's true. Ellen is flirty and, like many of the prickly, defensive characters, deals professionally with innuendo.

But something tells me this isn't a game Ellen would play with Dean or Sam.

But a guy she wants to <OMITTED>? Ahem. Well. Yeah.

And Cas mimics Ellen, holding his pinky out, upending the glasses, and holding intense, challenging eye contact.

And Ellen...

This is the face of "Holy crap." But if you squint, it can also be read as "Wow." Or even "Hubba, hubba."

Yeah. No kiddin,' Cas.

So is Ellen, right in the <OMITTED>.

///

And Hell. Maybe Jo feels something, too. That's a slow, spreading, breathless-ey sort of smile that reminds me a little bit of Mick Davies.

"Whooooa."

///

ANYHOO.

The music (Santana) continues in the background while Dean and Sam talk strategy, and it's clear the music is coming FROM the kitchen, from Ellen's and Cas's little impromptu party.

We hear laughter, and Dean looks up at the sound. And yes, Jo looks scrumptious, but there's also... everyone's fawning over friggin' Cas? He's not even trying!

Cas isn't cool!

Right?

In the background, snippets of dialogue come through>>> ELLEN: "Damn, he can drink." JO: "Haha, Mom, but you need to stop." ELLEN: "Drink up!" JO: "I'm gonna get another beer."

///

Dean shoots his shot so so awkwardly that it's endearing.

(((Watch this, Cas. I'm the cool one. Women fall all over me, too.)))

///

Heehee. I love him.

///

And after all that, it book-ends with Cas giving the last-night on earth speech, but in a depressing, earnest, way.

(((Dean voice: Well, Jo. Not that anyone's asking,but it would probably-definitely work on me. Wish it'd work on one of you, though.)))

///

BONUS: The next day, Jo immediately starts pigtail-pulling Cas.

*fiddles with her hair, dons a slight smirk*

*smiley smile* Then, teasing: "Ever heard of a door handle?"

When she sees that Cas has gone into *SERIOUS MODE* she's rattled. She looks to her mom pleadingly, because...

If someone like CAS is unsettled, maybe they should be scared, too.

[my-cursed-brain]

Twst au where instead of moray eels, the twins are some kind of undiscovered deep sea eel. They're already terrifying to other students when they look completely normal, so imagine how scary they could be when they're something no one above the sea has ever seen.

[psyschopompous-lotus]

Jury duty???

I thought this was Juri duty!

[aouiaa]

damn so we all going through it?

[bobus]

fugly and unfinished but please i misse them so mucj aeueu

[givreencres]

When the moon rises

A call for instincts can be heard

A little whisper in the dark

What will happen if I listen?

[drawbauchery]

Ok so heres some headcannons for your au imposter. :>

Although imposter is mainly shown dealing/helping with others im sure he has got some issues Besides recovering from the killing game and trying to be a better person. Ok first thing,imposter tends to serpress his emotions,like he barrys any thoughts he doseint want to deal with in the back on his mind so he doesn't have to deal with it. He doseint unpack his thoughts often like when he said "ill unpack this later" he never did. Ok next,they hate mirrors mainly because they probably hate there real face,i mean there body is one thing theres nothing extremely discernable about it. But there face is different. When ever they look at there face all he sees is an emptyshell of a man they dont remember being. They weren't allowed near mirrors for awile. And last thing, He felt guilty for lieing to them for so long that he often questions why his friends actually like him.

Also i drew some art that matches with this

Im not good with angst so it kinda sucks BUT i hope you like it :)

[moogaiashe]

Cloudy Sunrise 🌅☁️