#cleaning more drafts idk what brought this up but it could be basically about 90% of the fandoms im into lol | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

strawberry-peach · 1 year ago

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im so annoyed with myself, why do i always have to be upside down every fandom in come into? even when i do like a popular ship, i still get into the dynamics the other way around or just off enough that most of the fanon and/or writing is just outside my window of enjoyment. the selfsabotage is one of the few consistent things i get going fandomwise apparently

#i am once again asking my brain to loosen up a little and let me enjoy things #and not be such an uptight picky prick for once #its like he likes these characters This Way and maybe This Other Way but nothing else actually anything else will get him into a fit #we used to be much more flexible brain what happened?#when did we get so uncompromisingly tunnel vision-ed?#if i still had the will to write at least id have that going for me but he wont even give me that #so im stuck complaining and doing nothing about it yay #cleaning more drafts idk what brought this up but it could be basically about 90% of the fandoms im into lol

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