#cinemaquinn

[eddieschains]

sorry for distracting ur girl @cinemaquinn but we literally NEEDED to give each other a room tour and neither of us know when to stop 🤭

[eddieschains]

It’s slow and soft and neither of you are even fully awake. But you both want this. You need this.

seriously my turn when??

this is too cute and i need him so bad it hurts

Eddie would wake up in the middle of the night to find your whole body intertwined with his. Your legs are tangled together, your heads buried in his neck and you’re holding onto him even tighter than he’s holding onto you, if that’s even possible.

And Eddie sighs into you, rubbing his hand up and down your back in a soothing motion, even though you’re still asleep.

But then he feels you move against him. Your legs that are wrapped round his seem to move and he hears your breathing get heavier.

He’s almost certain you’re awake now. Still sleepy, but awake. So he places a kiss to your head and gently calls out your name, waiting to see if you react.

You do. kind of. You let out a small whimper and Eddie feels his whole body tense up at the sound you just made. Because he wants to hear you make it again.

And then you’re shifting your body so you can see his face, and he’s looking down at you. And even in the pitch black of the room, with only the streetlights flooding in through the curtains to light up your face, Eddie can see exactly what emotions flash through you.

And before he realised what was happening you’re kissing like it’s your lifeline. And then he’s hovering over you and he’s moving your panties to the side so he can fuck you.

It’s slow and soft and neither of you are even fully awake. But you both want this. You need this.

So you fuck until you’re both clinging to each other and coming undone, moaning and whimpering into each others mouths as you kiss each other through the high.

And as fast as it started, it stops again. And you’re both tangled together again as you drift back off into a deep sleep.

Of course, in the morning, Eddie already knows he’ll have to fuck you again. Because you just sound so pretty falling apart underneath him.

[munsonthemisfit]

hi hi 🤭🫶🏻

HI, BABY 🥰🖤

Thank you for sending me an ask even though you’re sat beside me right now, forehead kisses for you. 👀

[sweet-villain]

What Did I Know? ~ S.H

@its-quinns-bread asked:

Hello babe

Got an idea for angst😩 Steve and reader being together but he's cheating on her with Nancy. Eddie is Steve's best friend but has a huge crush on reader and just try to warn her abt them but she won't listen(she already knows). So one day Steve decides to tell her and break up while Nancy is there. As he's about to talk the reader interrupts him by grabbing Eddie's vest and kisses him all tongue and teeth. Steve immediately forgets about the break up and freezes. It takes him like minutes to understand what happened at the moment before the reader say "i dump you" and walk out with Eddie following behind like a lost puppy, smirking at his ex best friend.

That hurt him way too much than he thought and he can't accept the fact that the reader left him and his bestie betrayed him. Then he realizes that he actually loves the reader, he was just blind by excitement with Nancy.

Give him pain

Angst

@harringtons-cupid @haileighboi @pleasantlycrazyworld @clovermunson @moonchildquinn. @ceriseheaven @glamourpearlsandpolkadots @hawkins-high86 @cinemaquinn @woahlifehitsyahuh

You know it shouldn't bother you from the way he walks in the house smelling like her, the way he doesn't look at you the way he used, he would never talk to you the way you two used to, he would always leave a small peck on your cheek and give you one of those looks. Those looks don't work on you anymore. You know things have changed. You know he's acting different. You know he doesn't love you anymore. You know. You know he goes to see her. You know when he's not with you, he's with her.

Your heart aches knowing she was the one who got to kiss him the way you used to kiss him. You know she is the one who gets to be held in his arms. You know she is the one who he's fallen for, it was her all along.

You were never the option to him. Steve doesn't think about any of it. He throws you a guilty look when your not looking, and it hurts him that he has to do this to you. But he can't seem to have that feeling he seem to lost when he's around you.

The kisses don't feel the same anymore, the hugs aren't filled with warm as they used to. The looks aren't longing and there isn't any happiness between the two of you.

" Hey" he greets you, making his way over to you and wraps his arms around you. The hug is distance and unwanted. Your arm loosely wrap themselves around his neck as your nose picks up her scent on him. He's been with her while he told you he was at work. You bite your tongue already knowing where he was going. Robin didn't need to lie for him anymore.

You just knew.

" Hey" you greet him with a fake smile as he looks down at you once he pulls away from you from the hug. His hair is out of place than usual. She must of had ran her fingers through his hair. You used to love doing it and now you'd do only a strand if he laid his head in your lap or on your chest while he slept.

He steps back observing you. He takes notice the bags underneath your eyes and there is a hint of puffiness underneath there, there is a deep frown on your face too. It seems like he was looking at a different person.

Panic rises inside of him as he try to rack his brain if you had found out what's been doing. He doesn't want to keep hurting you like this anymore. You deserve better and he knew that. You knew that.

Things weren't good between the both of you and it was time to close the chapter.

-

You sat on the bleachers of the school, doodling into your notebook with one hand while the other supported your head as you tried to keep your mind occupied. Eddie has been staring at you a little bit ahead as he noticed you weren't in lunch today or the day before. He grew worried that something was going on.

" You're not cold up there?" a voice broke you out of your thoughts as you stopped drawing in your notebook and rose your head to look at who was talking. The edges of your lips lit up a little seeing your best friend making his way up the silver bleachers and settling down next to you.

" I'm fine, Eds" you tell him going back to doodling in your notebook. Eddie remained silent as he looks down at what you were sketching. You were quite an artist when you wanted to be. You'd sometimes help Eddie with his figurines for Hellfire.

There was something bothering Eddie that he couldn't just tell you out in the open. His mouth ran dry when his thoughts took over to what he saw this morning. He had saw Steve drop Robin off at the school but in the back, it wasn't you that came out of the car. It was Nancy Wheeler.

His mouth dropped opened at the sight he saw next. Steve had gotten out of his car and walked around the car as he pulled Nancy close to him and planted one on her. His lips were on hers. Eddie couldn't believe his best friend was cheating. His eyes rose to take a look at your face or whatever he could see, you thought you deserve better than Steve Harrington of all people.

Deep down, Eddie was into you more than he thought he would. He looked over at you seeing the way you were focusing on what you were trying to draw.

" Nothing is bothering you, are you sure your okay?" Eddie thought that maybe, just maybe you one what was going on and that he didn't need to tell you what he saw. He couldn't watch your heart break. He wanted nothing more than to throw Steve across the parking lot and kick him around.

" No, is something bothering you?" you closed your notebook in your lap and laid your pencil on top as you turned your head to focus on him. Eddie averted your gaze when you turned to look at him. It was like something was on his mind and he didn't really want to tell you. But his eyes, they held a different story.

" Eds" you placed your hand on top of his with your eyebrows scrunched together. " You know you can talk to me about anything, right?" He nodded. He felt like his heart would explode any minute now with just your hand on top of his.

"I-I.." he couldn't form the words in his mouth. This was really hard to tell you. He didn't want to see the heart break in your face and in your eyes. It would break his. He can't stand you getting hurt. You didn't deserve it.

" Spit it out" you encouraged him, trying to meet his eyes as he looked down at his lap becoming more nervous as the words were just on the tip of the tongue. But yet, he couldn't tell you. His palm began to sweat and he kept brushing them against the leg of his pants.

This was unfair to you.

" If you-" you were cut off by Eddie forming the words and finally telling you what he saw this morning.

" This morning, I saw Steve drop Robin off like he usually does and I thought you were in the back seat of his car" he swallowed the lump on his throat, averting his gaze from you still as he continued, " and in the back came out Nancy. Nancy Wheeler" he says. " She was there for some reason" he shrugged.

There is a long silence between the two of you and it was killing Eddie every minute from not hearing a word coming out from you.

" I know" you finally spoke the words that caught his attention as he his head turned to you, wide eyed as he gasped. He shifts around that he's facing you as he takes a hold of both your hands.

" You know? What do you mean?" you shrugged averting your gaze from him as your eyes gloss over. " I have known for awhile, Eddie. He's different and I have picked up on the signs."

His heart breaks in two hearing the hurt in your voice. It kills him to see you like this. He wants nothing more than to hold you, which he does as he pulls you into his arms.

" I'm so sorry, sweetheart. You don't deserve any of that" you nodded into his shoulder. Eddie could feel the tears staining his shirt, but he doesn't care. He cares more that your hurting and he can't do anything about it.

" Do you want me to talk to him?" he asks as an offer. You pulled away wiping your eyes with the back of your sleeves of your long sleeve shirt. " No, it's okay."

" Do you want to go home?" he asks, " I can drive you" you nodded putting your notebook into your backpack as you grab the straps but Eddie beats you to it as he grabs it.

" You don't have to" Eddie shook his head, shrugging off his jacket placing it around your shoulder. His scent fills you with warmth causing you to stop crying as you walk with his help down the bleachers onto the ground.

" Thank you" you tell him. His eyebrows scrunch together underneath his bangs in confusion. " For what?"

" For being here for me, you know? Just being my friend" as more than those words hurt him, he wanted make sure you were okay getting home. You walked with him to the van as he helped you into the passenger seat.

You were just glad to have Eddie by your side to look after you.

-

Steve has been pacing his living room and running his hand through his hair as he tries to come with a way he was going to end things with you. Nancy sat on the couch in the living room, playing with her hands as she watched him pace back and forth. He could be drilling a hole in the floor from the way he was walking back and forth.

" Would you stop already?" Nancy speaks up as Steve halt in his steps. He turns to face her. " She's going to hate me, she's never going to want to see my face ever again" he says.

" Well, you did cheat on her with me" Nancy states like it's obvious thing. " I know, I just.. she's really is the sweetest thing" he says to her as she settles down on the couch next to her.

She sends him a soft smile, " I'm sure it will be okay" she reassures him. Deep down Steve doesn't know how you'll take it honestly, lately things between the two of you have been so stiff.

There is a knock on the door, three times. It was a way to tell Steve that it was you knocking on the door. His heart races and all the feeling in his fingers lose contact as his head snaps towards the door.

" She's here" he says, swallowing the lump in his throat as he stand up and wipes his hands on his pants. " Take a deep breathe" Nancy tells him as Steve takes a couple as he makes his way to the door. What he didn't expect was for you to show up with Eddie by your side.

Eddie casts him a looks that is unreadable following you inside. You don't even look at Steve feeling that something was off. As you turned. to the living room, you freeze in your spot spotting Nancy on the couch. You cast a look at Eddie as he gives you are you okay look as his hand falls to the small of your back as he rubs it in comfort.

Your head turns back to look towards Nancy as she waves to you with a small smile.

" Hi, Eddie. Y/N" she says. Steve walks back in the living room swaying back and forth on the balls of his feet with his hands behind his back as he tries to find the words to tell you. He doesn't mind that Eddie is there, but yet he the words are just on the tip of his tongue.

" I have something I want to talk to you about " Steve says. He doesn't look you in the eye and instead looks at the ground like he has never seen it before in his life.

" Okay" you nodded, waiting for him to speak. Eddie kinda has the feeling on what this conversation is about but doesn't leave your side as his hand still lingers on your back in comfort. You were glad he was there with you.

" I know things haven't been the best between us" he continues, he can't really put it all at once. You take notice of the way he is trying to say it out loud and in his own way.

" Hold on a moment" you tell him. Steve's head snaps up in confusion but he nods letting you know that he was waiting. You turned to face Eddie as he tilts his head in confusion.

" What are you-" he doesn't get to finish his sentence as his eyes go wide feeling your mouth on him. It's not a gentle soft kiss either. It's more with teeth and tongue. It surprises not only Eddie who still in shock that you were on him like this. But Steve's mouth drops open at the sight of you kissing his best friend.

His heart feels like someone ran over it over and over again until it was no longer in a whole piece. His eyes brim with tears as they run down his cheeks. Eddie's eyes closes as he kisses you back with the intensity as his hands falls to your waist, pulling you into him.

Nancy is shocked herself what is going on but more importantly how it's affecting Steve. Steve couldn't form words as his mouth opened and closed like a fish. Eddie pulls away from you casting a look towards Steve to see the heart break look on his face.

You turn to look at your now ex boyfriend, Steve who's in shock and heart broken at what just happened. " I dump you" your words grab his attention as his eyes turn to you.

" Y-you c-cant" he mumbles through his tears but you weren't listening as you grabbed onto Eddie's wrist and pulling him out the front door leaving a heart broken Steve Harrington to be comforted by Nancy.

Eddie couldn't stop smirking at the sight of Steve as he left. He didn't really feel bad about his best friend. It was his fault he let a great girl like you slip through his fingers.

He hoped that Steve was happy with Nancy now. That's what he wanted after all.

-

Steve can't shake the fact that you broke up with him to be with his best friend. His best friend out of all the people. He could feel the sting in his heart from the betrayal from Eddie. But he now knows what real heart break feels like, the scene repeats in his head the way you grabbed onto Eddie and kissed him.

Had you knew all along that he was cheating on you with Nancy? Did you do that out or revenge? Did you like Eddie at all?

His answers are answered when Dustin informs him that you knew all long he was with Nancy. How much he tried to cover it up, it didn't matter. You knew. You didn't do out of revenge, maybe a little but you realized there was one person all along that was right in front of you that loved. you and adored you.

Eddie.

He made you more happier than Steve ever did. He was the one you wanted to be with and Eddie was more than happy to be yours.

You stood outside of Benny's just as a familiar BMW pulled up, Steve had taken noticed of you standing there with a bag of food in your hands. You are waiting for Eddie, he had to be back to help Wayne with something before he told you he would come back to get you.

He steps out of his car and his hair didn't look like it used to. It didn't have that Harrington hair anymore, it looked more greasy than usual. His eyes had bags underneath them and they were red from the looks of it. His lips were in a deep frown as he turned to face you with a wrinkled long sleeve on with a pair of sweats that looked to have stains on them.

" Steve?" you asked overlooking his appearance. He halt in front of you with the keys in his hands. " Did you ever love me?" he asks. You snorted out before answering him, " I used to love you Harrington, but I should be asking you that."

" I did love you, it took to realize that I always did after you ended things with me and since then I regret letting you walk out my door that day" he says.

You nod, " well if we didn't end things then I wouldn't of been the happiest I have ever been" those words hurt him with a slice to his heart.

He nods, " Happy for you."

" Thank you" there is silence between the two of you before a van pulls up. Eddie parks it right in the back of Steve with a few inches away and quickly get out of the car. His fist to his side and jaw set seeing Steve standing there.

" Hi Eds" you greet your boyfriend as he wraps an arm around your shoulder and pulls you to his side. He turns to look at Steve, " Harrington."

" Munson" Steve greets him with a nod. The two never returned as friends after you broke up with Steve. The betrayal hurt Steve more than ever. It was another slice to his heart.

" Is he bothering you, sweetheart?" Eddie asks. You can feel the stiffness coming from him. You put a hand on his chest to grab his attention. He turns to look down at you and all the anger vanishes from him.

" He's not, but let's go home?" you asked. Home you referred to his trailer as you spend most night there with him.

Eddie nodded, taking the bags of food from your hands as he bumps shoulders with Steve.

" See you around, Harrington" He says as he makes his way to the van. You cast one look at Steve, " Take care of yourself" you tell him, sending him a soft smile.

" Thanks, and you too. I hope he treats you better than I ever did" Steve says as he motions to Eddie.

" He does" those were the last words you said to Steve as you walk past him to the van and getting into the passenger seat. Steve watches as Eddie leans over to kiss you and looks back at him with a smirk.

Steve hangs his head as he felt his heart crash to the floor. You were happy without him. You didn't need him. You didn't want him.

He was going to regret what he did to you for the rest of his life.

[lovejosephquinn]

Have you got any recommendations on Eddie / Joseph blogs that really stand out to you with their writing? Yours is amazing btw <3

Thank you my lovely 🥰 Everybody's writing is completely different to the other and that's what makes each and every one of them stand out from the crowd. Here's a mixture of blogs to feast your eyes upon! Make sure to reblog your favourite works of theirs if you don't mind for other people to see, it's much appreciated 💛 @joeschains @choke-me-eddie @cinemaquinn @joejoequinnquinn @quinnypixie @icallhimjoey @msgexymunson @quinnsmunson @ceriseheaven @harringtons-cupid @eddiemunsons-missingnipple @eddiethefreakkmunson @hellfiremunsonn @josephfakingquinn @munsonsfairygarden @mybffjoe @pleasantlycrazyworld @daleyeahson @paranoidmunson

[b-ritney]

MY FAVS LIST PT.2

for some reason every time I try to add a new fic to my original favs list it says there is an "Error processing my post" *rolling my eyes* I have so many fics to add to the list tho, get ready to add some new HEAT to your TBR :)

PART 1 You DO NOT want to miss these

mostly Stranger Things and Avatar lmao

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Sleepy and Needy in Steves Lap by @lunarzstarz SMUT

Oh my f'ing GAWD, this is *chef's kiss* this writer is SO talented.

she's gonna save me by @newlips Fluff

Bestie im on my knees. You killed that fr, mechanic Eddie never disappoints. :) THIS IS A 2 PaRt SeriES so far!!

as long as you need by @lilacletter SMUT

As promised I was FINALLY able to add this to the list! :) I love the kindness and attentiveness the writer portrayed in Eddie it's so PerFecT, this writer is sooo talented! Get ready to MELT like a popsicle in JULY.

You Give Love A Bad Name by @cinemaquinn SMUT SMUT SMUT

Also as promised I was finally able to add this to the list :) come get ya'll JUICE!!! I am LIVING for the breaks in his dominant demeanor. Like even though he's a dick he still wants her to feel good and be comfortable. BUT THE ENDING TORE MY ASS UPPPPP girllllll it's soooo good!

Ok i had to come back and add more to this bc i've now read it 3 times.

You know when you're looking for that perfect dynamic in a fic that is the sexiest to you? This is that for me. Like you can tell that even though he is cocky and has the rockstar persona when it gets down to it you can tell he genuinely cares that she is comfortable and enjoying herself. and the CHECKING IN had me giggling and kicking my feet like... he is giving me whiplash in the best way... its like a fatal attraction, he draws you in with the bad boy persona and then switches up and is all sweet and caring and then goes right back to the bad boy. I'm so excited to see how the next part goes.

Lets Go Dont Wait by @carolmunson spicy Fluff

Girl... you've once again blessed me with a masterpiece, I'm officially dubbing it a New York Times best-seller

Check out @pandorxx and @tiredmamaissy for some KILLER avatar smut... I mean both of these writers are so talented... and the content they serve is *bitting my knuckles* SO PeRfecT.... if you love ten-foot-tall, blue, SHREDDED cat people then they've got you covered fr fr <3

Satiate me by @zujime SMUT

hehehehehe this is.. hehehe sensational... we love a tired, hazy dick down... at least I do. *cries in virgin* Listen... The casual dominance had me at attention like YES SIRRRRR when he goes, “Open up for me, yeah?” and “Tongue out, baby, come on.” I was GONE. seriously fabulous work <3

Just call me Mr.Munson by @bimbobaggins69 SMUT

Listen the idea of sucking dick has never been appealing to me.. only just recently have I discovered this itty bitty part of me that might like it a little... but THIS, this has given me a whole new perspective lmao consider my horizons broadened, and the idea not completely off the table LMFAO <3 awesome fic

Eddie Shotgunning blurb by @wndalovebot SpICy <3

Doing this with someone is in my top 3 fantasies lmao you should have heard the scream I scrumpt lmao I am a fucking fool for this. You know what I would do if this ever happened to me.... I honestly don't know... but my knees are weak just thinking about it. Sooo Good! <3

Steddie Tattooing blurb by @idkmanijustwannawrite SMUT

Y'all already know this was being added immediately, lmao this first time I got a tat was a religious experience bc I discovered so much about myself lmaooo I was like "you know what would be good with this???" ...Head... all these thoughts were internal. Don't worry I have some semblance of decency lmao then I found out that there is a whole community of people who think the same thing on here lmao all jokes aside, this is so so so good go give it a read, show the author some love, you will not be disappointed. <3

Mafia Eddie by @oneforthemunny

This shit has me giggling like a fool, I can not talk enough about how talented this writer is, I am on my knees fr queen. It's the type of writing you read over and over and NEVER get tired of. <3 Mafia Eddie does something to me frrrrr.

Jake Sully x Bimbo gf by @coffeeandbookskeepmealive SMUT

This keeps me up at night lmao I'll be so for real I'm in between finals rn and I read this before taking my next test... I can't tell you how many times I've read it already.... I'm not normally into the lil housewife type thing but BRUH this had me crossing my legs and giggling fr. What I like about this is that it fits the prompt but Jake doesn't dehumanize her for being lil slut for him. He still treats her nice and wants her to feel good and that makes me FERAL. Go show this writer some love! <3

The Truest Statement by @newlips 18+

I know this isn't necessarily fan fiction lmao but this is going to live in my head forever... lmfao 'big stretch' bruh i'm gone I blacked out.

Something Extra by @luveline SMUT

This was in my first favs list but the damn link broke at some point so I wanted to put it here again because it is sooo good and deserves proper recognition!!! putting my old comments below :)

It's the way he so sexily explains what he's gonna do to the reader and asks if it's ok and everything, we love a respectful man UGH actually though it is so so so so good.

I Need Something By @hellfiremunsonn SMUT

This is the first time I've seen an author (yes an AUTHOR you are so talented <3) mention a lil panic moment after sex which is more common than people might think, there are so many emotions flooding your system at once. and HOLY F this was just all-around amazing... when he "hey hey hey baby you're okay." My cheeks got HOT fr. <3

The "yes" Policy by @pinkrelish Fluff EVENTUAL SMUT

I have mentioned this before but I am just now on the last part and I want to tell the author with all honesty... your writing style blows my mind I was enthralled in every sentence and I could read this over and over and over... you are beyond incredibly talented.. this is the type of story that could EASILY become a brilliant movie and YOU did that! I really hope you are proud of yourself bc all jokes aside this series is a masterpiece. EVERYONE should read this.

Rabbit Food by @oneforthemunny SMUT

The truth is that I need to go through and write a commentary on all your master lists bc everything you write is gold but for some reason this week DILF Eddie has me in a fucking chock hold. Also, new kink unlocked... thank you. LMAO This is another author I can't recommend enough! <3

us versus them by @myosotisa SMUT

You should know I will be back to read this over and over and if I could leave 1000 hearts I would bc GOOD GAWD this did something to me fr fr. This part in particular:

"Did so good for me, sweetheart.

So pretty, so perfect.

Come back to me, baby. Nice and easy."

yeah, I died a little. As in I blushed so hard I had to get up and walk away to cool down. Take a bow bc you DID THAT!!

Phone Sex Operator Eddie by @bimbobaggins69 SMUT

pt. 2

Lord have mercy. Let me start with, this is relatable af bc not only can I not talk to men in person but I can barely make phone calls LMFAO. This is a 2 part series so far y'all come get you some this is such a cute idea.

Sort of similar... I got a phone call from a military recruiter that is always trying to get me and my friends to join the Marines and his voice was so sexy I just ended up flirting with him the whole time (respectfully). Then we found out it's the same marine that we see in person at the mall all the time lmao so I've met this dude in person bahaha (once again respectfully.)

I fr was like "oh haha I wish you could see who you're talking too, the military wouldn't want me." BAHAHA my ass was FISHING for compliments BAHAHA

TBC... <3

[potterhead2207]

Fic Recommendations Masterlist 11

Steve Rogers

@our-marvel-universe - Breakfast In Bed… Almost

@the-iceni-bitch - Untitled

@the-iceni-bitch - Untitled

@the-iceni-bitch - Happy 103rd, Captain Rogers

Bucky Barnes

@buckyalpine - Untitled

@buckycuddlebuddy - Peaches

Tom Hiddleston

@fanficshiddles - Glory Fun

Andy Barber

@the-iceni-bitch - Untitled

@comfortcap - Craving Comfort

@cevansbrat0007 - The Rub Down

Chris Evans

@avaalons - Birthdays

@bucksfucks - Sunday Football

@lu-morningstar - Drop The Towel

@lu-morningstar - Call Your Boyfriend By Another Name

@lovebittenbyevans - Unexpected Surprise

Ransom Drysdale

@the-iceni-bitch - Love On The Brain

@goldenjo - Cherries N Cream

Ari Levinson

@imyourbratzdoll - Ma Coeur

Jack Grealish

@ktsfootballff - Truth Or Dare

@tommyspeakycap - Villa Boy

@lxndonorris - So Tight

@emwritesfootball - City Transfer

@bellinghamount - Get Out Of Here. I’m Mad At You.

@lc-fics - Please Me

@whorekneecentral - Shut Up And Stay Still

Eddie Munson

@nivisdreaming - Untitled

@munsonslilbunnie - Untitled

@ddejavvu - Untitled

@roanniom - Teddy’s Got You

@mantorokk-writes - Untitled

@gag-me-munson - Untitled

@hard-candy-writing - Untitled

@cinemaquinn - Untitled

@wittywhispers - Dating Eddie Munson Would Include…

@after4evr - NSFW Eddie Headcanons Pt 2!

@ediewentmissing - Untitled

@ediewentmissing - Untitled

@ediewentmissing - Untitled

@ediewentmissing - Untitled

@ediewentmissing - Untitled

@munsondjarin - Untitled

James Potter

@petitemistletoe - Tutor

@lucasnclair - Untitled

@prongsio - Sugar Rush

Remus Lupin

@ddejavvu - Untitled

@robieangel - Untitled

@inkdrinkerworld - Untitled

@reysdriver - Chocolate Cake

@reysdriver - Piggyback

Miscellaneous

@crimsonsgoodlittleslxt - Untitled

[like-what-the-fuck-scoob]

✨️Lexi's 1000 Followers Celebration Event ✨️

This week, starting from NOW, I am offering the following:

🔮 Send in a Stranger Things or Marvel based question, and I will pull tarot cards to answer it! These questions can be both SFW or NSFW, and MUST be open questions (not yes or no questions). Examples include: "What are Eddie Munson's feelings towards Steve Harrington?" "What turns Bucky Barnes on?" "Will Byers asks Mike Wheeler to prom, how does it go?" Please do not ask NSFW questions about characters who are minors.

🛥 I will ship you with a character! PLEASE specify your preferred ship (boyfriend, girlfriend, platonic), preferred fandom (Stranger Things or Marvel), and some information about you!

🌸 Send in a prompt/scenario and a character, and I will write some x reader headcanons! Again, this can be SFW or NSFW. Examples include: "Comforting Eddie Munson through a nightmare." "Loki's preffered kinks" "Steve Harrington takes you on a first date"

Feel free to send in asks for one or multiple of these things!

- This event will end at 11:59pm on Sunday the 23rd April. Any asks sent in after that deadline will not be answered!! -

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[stuckonthefiction]

Emi’s Fic Writer Appreciation Post!

Hello my loves. Emi here. I know things have been so bleh for a lot of my favorite writers on here. I just want to take the time to say thank you for sharing your work. Please take care of yourselves. If the writing doesn’t feel good to you anymore, take some time away from it. Or at least from posting your work. Come back when you’re ready, no matter how long it takes. It’s okay. I promise. All y’all are special people who have blessed us with your talents. I’ve only written a couple things myself and it did exhaust me when it came to posting. So I can’t imagine how it must feel. Thank you again. I love you all dearly. Please use this post as an excuse to treat yourself in some kind way no matter how big or small it may be ❤️

I’m tagging a few of my favs but this applies to any fic author I’ve reblogged in the past or any fic author who See this even if I haven’t read your work ❤️

@ghost-proofbaby @luveline @carolmunson @chainsawmunson @cinemaquinn @lovebugism @loveshotzz @lilacletter @lucasnclair @newlips @munson-blurbs @upsidedownwithsteve @chainsawmunson @abibliophobiaa @pinkrelish @usedtobecooler

Also! Feel free to reblog & tag any authors who deserve love. I tried to fit as many as I could from a very quick scroll through my recs. ❤️

[hellflayer]

⋅•⋅⊰∙∘☽ eddie munson tag game ☾∘∙⊱⋅•⋅

favourite eddie quote:

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one eddie scene you would change (how/why)?

eddie tumblrs you reccomend?

hiiii there. i lost access to my original eddie blog (rollforhellfire) which had over 200 followers, many of which were mutuals. i am now stuck having to start fresh so i thought i'd create a tag for everyone's fave dungeon master himself in the hopes i can reconnect with this amazing fandom heheh. please tag your moots OR just do it cuz it's fun and you love eddie lol 💗 i'm hoping to get tagged eventually myself 🫣

ps. not sure if an eddie tag exists already so i apologize if this has been done before!

I am tagging @becca-alexaxa who is currently my only follower! 🦄🙌🏼🫧💜THX BESTIE 🦄🙌🏼🫧💜 as well as some blogs i just enjoy but no pressure, ofc. @loveshotzz @mantorokk-writes @eddieandbird @dindjarins @machine-slays-dragons @mcbeanzontoast @josephquinncurl @cinemaquinn @josephquinned @eddiemunsons-missingnipple

[eddieschains]

He gave you the necklace and his favourtie ring because then there would “always be a part of him with you.” Which was exactly why you still wore it. 

i was already crying and then we got to this part and i started thinking about Put A Price On Emotion and started crying more

and this just really sealed the deal didnt it 😃

but it hurt so good i love this em >3 thank you for writing it

𝐁𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐦𝐞 - 𝐞.𝐦. (𝟏𝟖+)

eddie munson x fem!reader

summary you and eddie broke up because you were too scared to love him. so when you need someone and he's the only person you want to run to, what are you supposed to do? (4.8k)

warnings talk of a bad home situation, mentions of abuse, references to mental health, anxiety, crying, very subtle mention of a panic attack, angst i suppose?, fluff, smut, kissing, unprotected sex (don't do this!), lots of feelings. i have probably missed something i'm so sorry <3

The downpour of rain beat down against the windows of your car and was almost loud enough to drown out the myriad of thoughts that were swirling around your mind. 

You didn’t know why you were here. 

That was a lie, you knew exactly why you were there. It was because this was the only place you could think to go. And Eddie was the only person you felt safe with. Never mind the fact that you had broken up last month. You had been the one to break up with him. 

But tonight every emotion you were feeling felt too overwhelming. The sadness and anxiety that you could normally let go of seemed to consume your every thought, washing over you like a wave until they drowned you. Of course, it didn’t help that the only sounds around to drown out your thoughts were those of a not-so-calming nature. 

Your mom and her boyfriend had been fighting constantly. Screaming, shouting and harsh words became a sort of white noise in your household. You would listen with your door cracked open in case you needed to call for help. You felt an innate need to protect her, even from herself. 

The fighting was so common that it rarely bothered you anymore, but tonight everything had gotten to be too much. It was non-stop, pushing you to the edge and causing you to get in your car and drive over here without thinking twice about it. 

And now you were sitting in your car, fiddling with the necklace that hung delicately around your neck, before slipping it back underneath your jumper, letting the ring that hung from it hit your cold skin. And tried to figure out what the fuck you were thinking? What made you think he would even want to see you? You had broken his heart, he had told you that. And those words played on repeat in your head every day, like your own personal form of torture. 

Eddie knew you didn’t have a great home life. It was why you practically lived with him and Wayne when you were still together. You had your own drawer full of clothes and your belongings were always dotted through the trailer. A book you were reading thrown on the sofa, your blanket folded over the back of a chair, or your toiletries in the bathroom next to Eddie’s. 

You never spoke about the reason you were there so often. You didn’t need to. Eddie knew all too well what it felt like to live in that sort of environment, so you never needed to explain anything to him. When you would turn up at his door at midnight, tears streaming down your face and shaking hands clenched by your sides, he didn’t need you to tell him anything else. He pulled you into him and rested his head against yours and asked what you needed him to do. 

You just needed to be with him. 

So that became a sort of routine between the two of you. Eddie would wait for you each night, and when you would ultimately turn up in the early hours of the morning, almost no words would be exchanged between the two of you. Instead, you would walk to his bedroom and fall asleep next to him. He understood. He knew you were tired and didn’t feel safe falling asleep in your own home sometimes. 

If simply letting you fall asleep curled up next to him was all you needed, he would do it until the end of time. 

Until you let the guilt overwhelm you. Eddie deserved better, he didn’t deserve to be in a relationship where he felt like he had to protect you all the time. You could look after yourself, take care of yourself, you had done it for years until you met Eddie. But there was this nagging thought in the back of your mind that you were relying on Eddie too much, and would eventually hurt him in one way or another. The break-up was quick, you barely let him get a word in before you left him standing alone in his bedroom. Confused and heartbroken. 

You left so quickly because you didn’t trust yourself not to change your mind if you looked at him any longer. 

Which is exactly why you shouldn’t be knocking on his door right now. It was exactly why you should turn around and go home, instead of being in the one place you shouldn’t be. It was- 

“Oh- hey,” Eddie stood in front of you, his hair falling in loose curls around his shoulders. He looked tired, unsurprising considering it was almost midnight, but still, it was an unnerving sight. His usual honey-thick smile was nowhere to be seen. 

There was uncertainty flickering in his doe eyes. But he didn’t tear his gaze away from you for even a second. 

“Hey um- fuck, okay I’m sorry I should-” your voice trembled as you fought to get the words out. The truth was you weren’t entirely sure what you should even say to him. 

Do you apologise? Do you tell him what’s going on at home? Do you tell him that you feel like you haven't been able to breathe since you broke up? 

You hadn’t realised how long it had been since you’d said anything, but you see Eddie raise his eyebrows, almost hidden behind his hair, and you stumble on your own feet, taking in a shaky breath and opening your mouth to say…something. 

But nothing came out. So instead, Eddie said, “Look, why don’t you- shit, at least come inside, it’s too fucking cold to be standing out here.” 

You nodded your head and he moved to the side to let you step into the warmth. You felt something heavy settle over your chest, being back here it was… it felt like home. The soft orange hue of the lamps lit up the rooms. The aroma of home-cooked food hit you and you remembered how many times Wayne would make sure there was a spare plate of food set aside for you, in case you turned up. 

The TV was playing quietly with the soft murmurs of the dialogue, from the film he had clearly been watching, echoed through the trailer. You were pulled out of your thoughts by Eddie calling you over to the couch where he had already sat down again. 

You considered telling him you had made a mistake, but your feet carried you over to him like it was the most natural thing in the world. You sat down on the other end of the couch, pulling your legs up and sitting with them crossed in front of you. Eddie watched your every move, taking in all of your little mannerisms he had missed so much. 

“Are you…are you okay? I mean you used to come here if it got- you know if it got bad.” Eddie asked you, his eyes fixed back onto the TV the minute he started speaking to you again; almost as if he was afraid of what he would say if he kept looking at you. 

“Yeah, they uh- I don’t fuckin’ know why they do this shit to themselves. They fight all the time, they’ve gotta be miserable.” you tried to sound as casual as you could, but even you could hear the distress your voice carried. 

Eddie heard it too and it made his whole body tense up. He still wanted to fix everything for you. He still wanted to pull you into him and tell you everything would be okay. 

“Yeah I know sweet-” he cut himself off before he could finish the word, but it made you feel close to tears nonetheless. Even after what had happened, he still immediately wanted to call you that. Fuck. 

Eddie cleared his throat before he carried on speaking, clearly thinking over his choice of words. “I know but- you know they’re fully grown adults, you can’t…you have to let them sort their own shit out.” 

“That’s my mom, Eddie-” 

“I know, shit I know.” You swear you could almost see the way his eyes glazed over as his memories came flooding back to him. You didn’t know everything about his past, but he had told you enough. 

“I just worry about her. He’s not a good guy, you know? But I couldn’t stay there tonight, and I know that makes me the worst fucking daughter but-” 

“Hey, no. Don’t say shit like that.” his voice was harsher than it had been before, with a kind of authority to it that sent shivers running down your spine. 

He still cared about you. Of course, he did. -

“You are not responsible for protecting your parents, that is their job. You are not a bad daughter, you’re a- shit, we’re still kids. We shouldn’t have to deal with all of that, it’s not fair.” you knew he was talking more about himself now, and that made it hurt even more. You being here, the reason you were here, brought up a lot of trauma for Eddie. But he would never outright admit that.

You turned to face Eddie, moving closer to him so your knees scraped his, and leaned against the back of the couch, resting your head on your hand. “Yeah, you’re right.” Eddie fiddled with one of his rings as he listened to you speak. You had to resist the urge to lean over and hold his hand in yours. “It’s not fair. But there’s nothing we can do, so…” 

“So…here you are.” 

“Here I am.” 

There was a beat of silence, but it wasn’t uncomfortable. It was just…quiet, and relaxing. There was something unspoken exchanged between both of you. Some mutual understanding that right now wasn’t the time to talk about everything. Even though Eddie had a million questions for you, for now, he was happy enough to have you sit next to him again. Like you had done a million times before. 

You leant back again, sinking into the couch cushion beneath you and let your eyes drift back to the TV. Eddie copied you, relaxing into the couch and resting his head against the back of it as you both sat in silence. 

After ten minutes or so you couldn’t help but steal glances at Eddie every now and then. The light from the TV lit up his face, and from this close to him you could see the light freckles that dotted across his nose and underneath his eyes. His eyes were almost honey-brown in the orange hue of the room, and you could tell he had only washed his hair a few hours ago. His curls had a soft frizz to them and you missed how they felt between your fingers. 

Your gaze moved down to where his hands were resting. You didn’t realise how much you could miss someone's touch. He always used to have one of his hands on you. Whether he was holding your hand, resting it on your leg or letting it run up and down your back as you lay next to him. 

Soon enough the film ended and Eddie stood up to sort it out; you watched him and for a second you were sure he was going to ask you to leave. 

But then he stood up from where he had been kneeling down next to the TV and sighed before saying, “Come on.” 

“What- what are we doing?” you moved to sit up on the couch but didn’t stand up just yet. 

Eddie looked around the room for a second as if he was gathering his thoughts before he lifted and dropped his shoulders in contemplation and said, “What we used to do. I’m not letting you go home tonight.” 

You hesitated for a moment, “Well I can sleep on- on the couch.” 

“If that’s what you want to do then that’s okay. But you don’t have to, you can sleep in my room. No expectations, nothing. I promise.” A subtle rosy flush coloured his cheeks whilst he spoke, and you bit back a smile at how even the mention of it had him nervous. 

“No, yeah of course, um well thank- thank you.” You stood up and followed Eddie as he made his way to his room, turning off the lights as he went. 

Before you had time to ask Eddie for clothes to sleep in he was handing you one of his t-shirts and a pair of your pyjama shorts you must have left there. “You can get changed in here, I’ll go to the bathroom.” 

“Okay, thank you Eddie.” he smiled but it didn’t reach his eyes. With Eddie out of the room, you took a second to gather yourself. You felt your heart start to race and your hands shake, a tell-tale sign that you were getting overwhelmed. Only this time you knew it would all be okay because Eddie would be back soon. 

You changed into the clothes he had given you and you sat on top of his bed waiting for him to come back. Even though you knew you would be sleeping in his bed tonight it still felt somewhat presumptuous of you to get under the comforter already. 

You heard movement from outside his room and sure enough, Eddie walked back through his bedroom door a moment later. He had a pair of boxers on and the same t-shirt he was wearing earlier. 

You knew he always sleeps in just his boxers, but you also appreciated he probably left his t-shirt on out of respect. 

The truth was you wouldn’t have minded if he didn’t leave it on. Feeling his skin pressed against yours used to ground you when nothing else could. But you supposed things couldn’t be the same anymore. Of course, they couldn’t. 

Eddie’s eyes dipped down to your neckline, you weren’t sure what had caught his attention at first, “You still wear it?” 

What- 

Oh. 

The necklace. With his ring on it. He gave it to you after he had developed a habit of slipping his rings onto yours fingers whenever he got the chance. He gave you the necklace and his favourtie ring because then there would “always be a part of him with you.” Which was exactly why you still wore it. 

“Oh um- yeah, I do. I’m sorry if that’s strange or…” 

“No. No, it’s not weird.” you saw a pained expression paint his face before he smiled and turned around, facing away from you. 

“Are you gonna get into bed or?” You could hear his signature smirk even if you couldn’t see him, his back was turned to you as he finished taking his rings off. 

“Oh- yeah, okay. ‘M sorry-“

“You need to stop saying sorry, just act normal. This can be normal, right?” Eddie walked over to his bed and threw himself down under the covers, he was all long limbs and curly hair and for a second you didn’t know why the hell you had ever left him. 

You weren’t sure what you were supposed to say in response. It felt like he was giving you a chance to explain yourself. To tell him what was going on in your head. 

“Yeah this can be normal” was you all could say. Because you did want this to be normal, but you needed to know what Eddie was thinking, so as you lay down next to him and stared up at the ceiling you said, “Do you hate me?” 

“Do I- shit, why would I hate you?” you weren’t sure if the disbelief in his voice made you feel better or worse. 

“I was an asshole.”

“You broke up with me, that doesn’t make you an asshole, that makes you a person who has her own thoughts and feelings. And makes her own decisions” Eddie’s voice didn’t carry much emotion. It was flat and monotone, and you had never heard him sound like that before. 

“That doesn’t mean you aren’t allowed to be… I don’t know- annoyed with me for how I did it.” 

“What? You came over, you told me you didn’t want to be in a relationship anymore and you left. What else were you meant to do? A break up’s a break-up.” you couldn’t see his face, both of your expressions shrouded in the darkness of the room. 

“I shouldn’t have… I should have explained myself to you, but I was… I wasn’t doing good, you know? And I guess-” 

“You fell out of love with me, it’s okay. It happens.” 

His words hit you like a punch to the chest and your breath got caught in his throat as you processed his words. Fallen out of love? No. No, you could never fall out of love with him. You loved him too much. You loved him so much it terrified you. A stillness took over the room, and all you could hear was the ruffling of the sheets as Eddie turned over, muttering a reluctant good night under his breath.

You didn’t want to push any boundaries he was clearly putting up between the two of you. You had hurt him and you knew he was only protecting himself. But it killed you nevertheless. You swallowed the lump forming in your throat and blinked back tears. Turning over to fall asleep, in the same bed you had done so many times, except this time you weren’t curled into his side with his arms wrapped around you. 

A few hours had passed and although you were trying, you couldn’t let yourself drift off to sleep. You lay in complete silence and let your thoughts ruin any chance of you getting a peaceful night. Eddie was asleep, you thought he was anyway. Just as you had decided to get out of bed and walk to the kitchen for a glass of water, you heard movement beside you. 

“Are you okay?” Eddie. His voice was thick with sleep, deeper and rougher than it usually sounded, but a voice you were all too familiar with. 

“Yeah ‘m fine.” 

“What’s wrong?” Eddie had turned onto his back now, waiting for an answer, and when you didn’ reply he simply said, “you only say you’re fine when you’re so far from it that it scares you.” 

“I just can’t sleep, that's all.” you lay back down and hesitated for a moment before whispering, “I never fell out of love with you.” 

You felt Eddie still next to you, and you could hear your own heartbeat in your ears and your cheeks heating up. 

“Oh.” 

“I didn’t want to hurt you. I was so scared that- that we would end up being exactly the same as everyone around us. I couldn’t do that to you, I couldn’t-”

“You still love me?” you could hear the pain that laced his voice as he breathed out the words. 

“Yes.” 

The words sat heavy between the two of you, the room was still dark, almost pitch black, but a lone streetlamp from outside allowed a slither of orange light to screep through the space between the blinds, allowing you to see Eddie’s face. His eyes cut to yours when he said, “Then why did you do it?” 

If your heart wasn’t already in pieces then Eddie had just made sure of it. His voice was soft, as if he was afraid of the answer. 

“Because what if we turn into our parents.” 

“Oh, sweetheart-” 

You were crying. Silent tears that fell down your face, pooled in the corner of your eyes and stained your cheeks with the reminder that you couldn’t trust yourself to love someone in fear of hurting them. Eddie didn’t cry, but that was because he had cried so much after you had ended things with him that he didn’t have the energy left to cry now; although hearing your breath hitch with every tear that fell threatened to send him over that edge with you. 

“Come here, it’s okay.” Eddie cooed, and you didn’t waste another second not being in his arms. You stretched out your arms to find his already waiting for you, pulling you into his chest and letting your head rest there, where it used to rest every night. 

You let him wrap you in his arms and you let yourself sink into him, throwing a leg over his and nuzzling your face into his chest. He whispered comforting words into the still air and you listened to him, truly believing him when he told you he loved you. 

You told him you loved him too. 

You lay like that and spoke about everything you needed to until you noticed the sun peeking in through the curtains, replacing the soft orange light of the streetlamps that had graced the room throughout the night. Eddie told you that you should both try and get some sleep, you nodded your head with the little energy you had left and let your eyes drift shut. 

You slept knowing you were back where you were always meant to be. 

By the time you woke up the room had gone dark again, and you felt a panic surge through you at just how long you must have been asleep for. Eddie was stil there, holding you. 

“What time is it?” your voice was raspy, the way it always was when you had just woken up. 

“It’s only the afternoon, you’re okay.” Eddie ran his hand over your back and pushed your hair out off your face to look at you. 

“Why is it so dark?” you aksed him, perplexed. 

“The sun got really bright, you know as the sun does,” you laughed at his words, more so you laughed at how he didn’t even realise what he said was funny. “And you started getting restless, I didn’t know if it was bothering you so I put a blanket over the window and drew the blinds again, so it would be darker.” 

He must have pulled you back against him when he got back into bed. “How did you… put a blanket… over the window?” 

“Don’t worry about it.” It scared you how sincere he could sound even when he was joking. “I’m magical what can I say.” 

“Yeah,” you agreed “you really are.” 

Eddie let out a sigh as you moved off of him, laying on your side and staring at him. Eddie mirrored your actions, moving to rest on his side so you were face to face. 

“I’m still so sorry about-” 

“What will it take to get you to stop apologizing to me?” Eddie asked you, faked annoyance in his voice. 

You smiled and your eyes flicked down to his lips. He noticed, the same way he noticed everything. “Can you kiss me?” 

“Yeah” he breathed out before he had his hand resting on your cheek and his soft lips pressing onto yours, your bottom lips between both of his. He kissed you like he had never stoped kissing you. He kissed you like it was the one thing he had been put on this earth to do. And you kissed him back like you had something to prove. But mostly you kissed as if you were kissing the life back into each other. 

The kiss stayed slow and gentle for as long as either of you could hold out for; but suddenly it all became too much and when Eddie’s tongue ran over your bottom lip you let the dam break and allowed it to consume your entire being. 

You kissed like the other could slip away at any moment. Somehow, in between desperate kisses and his tongue running over yours, Eddie had moved to rest above you, his arms caged around either side of your head, holding him up. You let your fingers get tangled in his hair and he let his lips move down to your neck, his head nustled there as he kissed over your most sensitive spot. You already knew your neck would be covered in small reminders of him by the end of this; red and purple love bites marking your neck. 

You let him kiss you and touch you and you were sure you would let him do whatever else he wanted. When his hand slipped under your pjyama shorts and you let him touch you, you knew you would have to let him do whatever he wanted later. Because right now you needed to feel him inside of you. You needed to be as close to him as the laws of the universe would grant you. 

“Eddie, fuck, please I need you to fuck me.” you had never been paticurally graceful with words, not being blessed with a way of words like Eddie was, but right now that didn’t matter because with Eddie’s lips on your neck and his hands roaming your body there wasn’t a chance in the world of you stringing together a coherent sentence, let alone sounding like Shakespeare. 

You felt Eddi’s lips curl up into a smile against your neck before he pulled away from you, lifing his head to rest his forehead against yours. “You don’t want me to-” 

“No. No, please baby I just need you inside me” you didn’t like to beg but with the way his eyes bore into yours you knew you would beg until the end of time if you had to. Not that Eddie would let you do that. 

“Okay, okay angel. I’ve got you, gonna give you what you need, huh?” Eddie pressed a chaste kiss to your swollen lips before he pulled away from you again, pulling of his boxers whilst you desperately tried to get your shorts and panties off as quickly as you could, your shaky hands making the tast exponentially more difficult than it should have been. Eddie took over for you, pulling them down your legs and tossing them off somewhere into the darkness of the room. 

You pulled him back to you, your hand resting on the back of his neck and kissed him until you felt dizzy, and wrapping your legs around his waist.

“Sweets, I need to get a condom-” Eddie spoke between deep kisses. You knew he was right, but you were on the pill and you hadn’t slep with anyone else since Eddie so… 

“No. I need to feel all of you.” you knew your words had taken Eddie by surprise, but by the way his brows knitted together and his hips rolled against yours, you knew he was just as desperate for it as you were. 

“Are you sure?” Eddie looked right at you, watching your face for any uncertainty. But when all he was met with was a breathy yes and begging eyes he let himself do what you were asking of him. 

Shared okays and a bout of almost-nervous laughter was shared between the two of you, but was suddenly and brutally ripped away from you when Eddie sank into you and you felt the world re-align on its axis. Everything making sense again. 

“Fuck, you feel so fucking perfect sweetheart. I missed you so much, you have no idea-” 

“I missed you too.” 

Eddie let himself breathe for a minute or two before he eventually started rocking his hips gently into yours. He took it slow, wanting to savour every moment he got with you. He promised himself he would remember how your lips felt against his as he swallowed your whimpers and moans. He remembered how your nails felt scratching down his back whenever he hit that sweet spot inside of you that only he could reach. When your back arched off the back he let his arm slip underneath you, pulling you close to him and fucking you through everything you were both feeling. 

Not many words were exchanged, apart from the occasional whimper of one another’s name, because you didn’t need words to express what you were feeling right now. 

Once Eddie’s hand slipped between your bodies, you were coming undone underneath him like you had done so many times before. Only this time it felt like the start of something more. Eddie buried his head in the juncture between your neck and your shoulder as he came undone only a couple of seconds after you had. Both you of you held each other through the overwhelmingness of your highs, your hands running through his hair and his hands holding onto you like you were all he needed. 

You stayed like that for who knows how long. Sharing stolen kisses and whispered promises. Time didn’t matter when you were with Eddie. Nothing mattered when you were with him, that was the beauty of everything. You were the only people who could quieten each other’s minds.

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authors note hi loves. i wrote this tonight in just under two hours with a raging headache and the occasion cry. so, if there are spelling or grammar errors i can only apologise. it is 1am and i don't have the energy to reread it and check. i hope it wasn't too bad nonetheless <3

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[munsonthemisfit]

thank you :( what movie are we gonna watch? i don’t mind as long as i’m with you. just want to lie down with your arms wrapped around me, maybe leave little kisses all over you, is that okay?

How about we watch Labyrinth? Or Gremlins?

You can leave as many kisses all over me as you’d like, want me to play with your hair whilst we’re watching?

[sweet-villain]

What You Put Me Through~ E.M

Anonymous asked:

Song fic with I hate myself for loving you.

Reader is the lead singer of the band and dated Eddie but they broke up for some reason

The gang hears that the reader is doing a show the next town over and they all go and force Eddie to go even though he keeps reminding them that you two broke up

Angst

@woahlifehitsyahuh @cinemaquinn @pleasantlycrazyworld. @moonchildquinn @haileighboi @ceriseheaven @harringtons-cupid

He stared down at the rings on his fingers as Steve mentioned that you were in the next town over with your band, having a show there. It was like the world had stopped for a moment as Eddie overheard the excitement from Steve. Everything felt like a blur with your name dropping from his mouth. Steve had given you a call once he heard you were coming close by.

After graduation and the break up with Eddie, your life changed. You and your band have signed a record deal and making music around the world. You didn't know how it happened, one day you were a girl singing your heart out in Hawkins and the next you were on the front of magazines, over the radio your voice was heard, you had became a sensation.

Midnight, gettin' uptight, where are you?

Something in Eddie stirred once he heard that you were chasing his dream. The green monster inside of him knocked on his door, he talked to you about being on tour with you and making music together. That dream sank when the two of you broke up.

" What do you mean you don't wanna do this anymore?" you asked, standing next to his bed as he had Sweetheart over his lap. Rather than looking at you, his girlfriend and the one person he thought meant everything to him, didn't.

You said you'd meet me, now it's quarter to two

He swallowed the lump in his throat, " I don't wanna be with you anymore" he spatted. His own eyes meeting your own. Something in him changed, he had overheard that you wanted to leave Hawkins. When were you going to tell him? Were you planning to take him? What was this even to you anymore?

" Why? What did I do?" he laughed, putting Sweetheart next to him. " Are you not listening or did you not clean your ears? I don't. want. to. be. with. you. anymore. Simple" he says getting off his bed as he pushed past you to get a beer out of the fridge.

" Just like that, we're done?" he popped open his beer as he chugged it. " Fine, have it your way. I hope your happy with this" you gritted your teeth in anger. Eddie watched you walk out of the trailer and out of his life that day. The following three days, he drove to your house to find out that you were gone. Your parents had informed him that you move on from him. They didn't tell him what you were going to do or where you were going.

You had informed your friends, Steve, Robin, Nancy, Jonathan and the others that you were going to be a rockstar. You were going to make a dream happen, your dream and you were right. You made it happened within a couple of months.

Next thing everyone knew, you were the rockstar everyone wanted to be. The first time Eddie saw you on the cover of the magazine with your bad, he threw it across the room in anger. You were busy making a life doing what you dreamt of while he was stuck in Hawkins, with sadness filling him every day and the hurt that he let you slip out of his life.

I know I'm hangin' but I'm still wantin' you

No matter where you were, or what you were doing Eddie kept thinking about you. You never left his mind or his heart. He never looked at another girl the same way he looked at you. You weren't them. You never were going to be them. You were one person he wanted and he regret letting you go that night. He regret breaking your heart because he broke his that night too. He felt so stupid, the one good thing in his life that he had, he let it go just like that.

Hey Jack, it's a fact they're talkin' in town

" Did you get tickets?' Robin asks Steve. Steve pulled out a couple of tickets from the back pocket of his pants flashing them. Nancy stood up as she over looked to see if they were real. Your bands name was on it and the time, the date and where the concert was happening.

" These are real" she says tracing over your bands name with her finger. Eddie sat silently as he listened to them talk. His heart clenched knowing he was going to be dragged down to see you. Did you remember him? What was your reaction going to be? He was scared and at the same time happy. He wanted to see how the stage made you feel, how you looked and listen to the crowd shout for you.

I turn my back and you're messin' around

" Eddie, your coming. Right?" Steve asks. They all knew that you and Eddie broke up before you left to become a rockstar. They knew your dream and his. His didn't happen. Yours did. They knew that Eddie still was hurting. They watch him take girls home, to never be seen again. He didn't tell them their name or anything else. They were just girls.

His head shot up to meet Steve's gaze, nodding his head without giving them a verbal answer. He felt that if he did speak out, and your name slipped his lips than he would break in front of them. He misses you so much and wishes he could go back in time to erase all the pain he had caused you. All the things he said. He just wants to see you.

I'm not getting jealous, don't like lookin' like a clown

He was going to take this night, to see you one more time. To see the happiness on your face. To see the career you build. Without him by your side.

I think of you every night and day

He stood in line waiting to be let in with his hands in his pockets, he hasn't said a word the whole ride to the venue. He hadn't know what you think or say to you if you were going to talk to him. Were you? He had heard that Steve was the only one that spoke to you on the phone. He wanted to badly ask Steve if you said anything about him or even mention his name. But he bite down on his tongue and held back.

" Hey" he heard Robin nudge him with her shoulder, he was too busy in his thought to notice the looks on his friends faces that they were giving him. His eyes met her own as she looked at him worried. " Do you want to stay in the car? I get it if you don't wanna see her" he shakes his head, his curls bouncing as he answers her, " I'll be fine."

Those words didn't reach to her liking as she sighed to herself, " I know it must not be easy to know she's living her dream without you. I remember the two of you talk about it all the time. I'm sorry" she says. " Do you want a hug?" she adds.

His lips quiver as he thinks back to the time you both gushed to each other the way you were going to live on tour together, traveling the world and making music as a couple. But that ship sank and it was all his fault. Arm wrapped around him before he even spoke a word to Robin, she wrapped her arms around him pulling him into her. Another pair of arms wrap themselves around him, and then a pat on his back from most likely Steve.

" You don't have to do this, Munson" Steve says once they pull away from him. Eddie shook his head again locking eyes with his friend.

" I want to see her, even if it's going to hurt me. I need it" he says. They all cast him a sympathetic look. He doesn't really need to look at them to know that they felt bad for bringing him with them. But he needs to see you, it would help him move on if that was the choice. He knows that he's going to live with this hurt for the rest of his life. You were the love of his life, always will be. No one made him feel like you made him feel.

The feeling was never going to disappear.

You took my heart, and you took my pride away

The line moved up and they entered the venue. There were so many people coming to see your band play. Eddie's brown doe eyes widen as he gasped seeing the crowd.

" We're up front" Steve informs them and looks at Eddie for his reaction. Eddie gulps as he follows them without a word, he stands next to Robin as she rubs his back in comfort.

" I'm sorry" she says like it was going to fix everything for him. For what he felt. His eyes met hers for a moment as he shrugged. He wanted to run outside for a cigarette in hopes it would calm him down. He felt his hands become clammy and his mouth felt dry. Was he ready to see you?

His eyes found the microphone that you'd be using to sing and he found your guitar on the stand. It was a maroon color and looks as beautiful as ever. His mind raced if you knew he was coming and if Steve told you that he was here.

I hate myself for loving you

You, on the other hand stood backstage with a leather jacket on with make up ready but you had spotted him in the front row. He looked as good as ever with his hair a little longer and his brown doe eyes searching like he didn't know if he belonged there. He sported a leather jacket of his own and his hands gripped the railer with those rings on his fingers. He didn't change at all, a little scruff on his face was all that was added to him. But he looked much older, lost and searched. Was he searching for you?

You had spotted Steve, Nancy and Robin as they stood with him waiting for the show to start. A hand appeared on your shoulder scaring you. You jumped putting a hand on your heart as you turned to Andy, your drummer.

" What's up?" he asked. His eyes followed where you were looking at and he must put two and two together because it looked like a light bulb went over his head. " Is that him? Is that Eddie?" he asked. He knew the answer already because you had described your first heart break and your first love to them to a T.

" yes" you nodded your head turning around to face your bands mates. You all huddle together as a ritual before the show, for some good luck and for some fun during the show. You have been doing this for awhile with them.

Can't break free from the the things that you do

You put your arms over Andy's shoulder, your drummer and Pepper's shoulder, your bassist as you all shouted and roared to have a good time and shouted your bands name. A shot was offered to you by Andy as he knew you would need it for tonight.

" You know me all to well" he smirks as he downs one too. The first one to go out was Andy waving a hand in the air with two drum stick in his hand hearing the crowd shout for him. The front row screamed his name and reached out their hands as they had tears strolling down their face. The rest of the band started to head out, Pepper shot you a thumbs up before she headed out to her spot.

You took a deep breathe knowing you were the last one to go out there, running fingers through your hair putting a smile on your face as you walked out. The crowd screamed your name, the lights beamed at you shining at you on the spot light.

I wanna walk but I run back to you

" Hello! Hello!" you waved while the other gripped the mic, adjusting it. The crowd were screaming, screaming your name and a bunch of I love you and marry me signs were raised over people's heads. " My name is Y/N, but you already knew that" the crowd laughed along with your bandmates. You introduced your band and each member as they waved to the crowd. " We have been doing this for some quiet time now, and love every minute of it. I hope you enjoy the show and if you know the lyrics of the songs, sing with me. Dance with me. Be loud and more importantly enjoy the night" you blew kisses to the crowd as the first song started.

Your eyes catch where Steve stands as he looks up at you. Once he notices that you spotted him, he waves excitingly and jumps up and down. He's gushing over you even though he knows since the two of you were kids.

A smile appears on your face, in mid break of the song you spoke into the microphone.

" There are some long time friends in the house tonight, Hi Steve, Hi Robin, Hi Nancy..." your eyes turned to lock with Eddie's, those brown eyes that you used to get lost in many times, " Hi, Eddie."

Eddie's eyes widen hearing his face as his mouth open and closed hearing his name like it was something new he had never had heard before. He looks around to make sure it wasn't another Eddie that you were talking about.

That's why I hate myself for loving you

As you continue to sing, you kept glancing over to him. It's been such a long time since the last time you saw him. Many memories flash through your mind as you over look at the crowd. Eddie was the one that pushed you to sing, push you to your dreams and without him, you wouldn't of been here.

Daylight, spent the night without you

" Are you doing okay?" Robin shouted over the music, looking at Eddie to see he has never taken his eyes off of you. You were like an angle that he had never seen before. He was in awe of your voice, of your beauty and how you were singing your heart out. His breath hitched when you first looked at him and his heart sped up feeling it tug at his heart strings.

His shoulder shook him out of his thought looking over at Robin, she had concern written on her face. " I'm okay" he nodded reassuring her. But was he? How was he suppose to be okay after this? You were right there in near reach from him but he couldn't move from his spot. Your voice melted him as his hands on the rail gripped harder.

But I've been dreamin' 'bout the lovin' you do

" There is someone in the crowd tonight that put me through a lot during my teenage years back in high school. He was the love of my life, at least that's what I thought until he took my heart and threw it in the trash. But I want to let this person know, they are forgiven and they always have a home in my heart" you spoke into the microphone over looking down at Eddie. His eyes brim with tears knowing he was the person you were talking about.

God, he hated himself for what he put you threw and how things ended between the two of you.

You sent him a small smile reassuring him that you were past on what happened between him and your relationship. Things were better.

I'm over being angry 'bout the hell you put me through

As the show came to the end, the rest of your band lined up next to you raising your hand in the air as the crowd cheered. Your hair was matted to your forehead. The set list went by fast and the night was coming to the end.

" Thank you for having us, we hope you get home safe and enjoyed tonight. We love you!" you spoke into the microphone before leaving it on the stand for the crew to get.

Hey man, bet you can't treat me right

You had taken your leather jacket during one of the songs, putting it on one of the stairs next to where Andy's drums were. You grabbed it back in your hands following your band, backstage. They all high fives each other.

" Here" Pepper dropped a cold water bottle in your hands. " Thanks" you nodded and uncapping it as you downed it down. You walked past your band dropping the empty water bottle in the trash when you hear a familiar voice.

You just don't know what you was missin' last night

" You can't go back there" one of the security guards said blocking those that wanted to come backstage. You appeared from behind the curtain to see it was Steve and the rest of the gang trying to get backstage to see you.

" What's the problem here?" you asked, Robin breathe hitched as her eyes glazed over seeing that it was you standing behind the security guard. Nancy and Steve gasped at the sight of you. The three of them couldn't grasp still that this was really you. That they came to see you and you were real.

" They are trying to come backstage and-" you cut him off with a pat on his chest. " I got it, it's okay" he grumbled underneath his breath, looking at you as he says something about not being paid enough for his job.

I wanna see you beggin', say, "Forget it" just for spite

" Hi" Steve is the first one to greet you as he comes closer, hesitant lifting his arms up for a hug not really sure if that's allowed or not. " You can hug me, Harrington. I'm not made of glass, you know" Steve chuckled as he wraps his arms around you not caring if you were sweaty after the show. Your own arms wrap themselves around him, hugging him.

" Good to see you" you mumbled into his shoulder. His response was squeezing you tighter. Your eyes looked towards Eddie to see him turned to the side, his face covering by his hair as he looked down not really wanting to be closer than he already was. Steve pulled away as you were embraced by Nancy.

I think of you every night and day

" You and your voice are incredible, god I missed you" she says pulling away as she looks at you. The same old you stood there, just hair plastered to forehead and sweat running down the side of your face with eyeliner underneath your eyes that was smudged.

" Such a rockstar" Nancy says, " so proud of you"

" We are so proud of you" Robin corrected her as she embrace you next. Her hug was tight as she held you in her arms. " God you stink" she says pulling away causing you to laugh.

" Well, you know I just rocked out a show. It's comes with the job" she laughed as she stepped back.

You took my heart, and you took my pride away

You weren't too sure if he wanted to see you or talk to you. His head was turned to the side still as his brain tried to understand that he was still here and your were only a few feet away. He could hear you as you talked to the rest and now he couldn't even move to look at you.

I hate myself for loving you

Steve turned his head towards Eddie, trying to catch his eyes. He could tell Eddie was not doing his best seeing the eyes glazing over and his lips quivering. Robin put a hand on his shoulder to comfort him. His fist clenched and unclenched by his side. He swallowed the lump in his throat.

You waited and waited for him to say something but it never came. Did he hate you? He couldn't even look at you and that stung your chest.

Can't break free from the things that you do

" Well, I should be going..." you started to say and that's when his head moved as he looked you in the eyes. Those brown eyes of his were spilling with tears down his cheeks like waterfalls. He hated the fact that after all this time, he can't move on because you consumed him. The thought of you, the scent of you, you were even where. He still loves you and hates for letting you go.

Your own eyes fought the tears as you locked eyes with him. The one person that you thought was your everything turned into the bandages that kept falling from your cracked heart.

I wanna walk but I run back to you

" I...I..I'm happy....for.. you" he says through his swallowed tears. It was a hard pill to swallow. You were living his dream day in and day out while he felt lost and unwanted.

" Thank you" it melted his heart hearing you say it. " It's all because of you I'm here and doing this" you saw the flash of hurt in his eyes pass but it was gone before you could question him about it.

You hadn't noticed that Steve, Nancy and Robin had walked away giving you this time with him. You had no idea what this was, but seeing him brought a lot of memories and hurt that you were feeling.

That's why I hate myself for loving you

" I'm sorry for hurting you, and I hate myself more than anything that every time I look at you or listen to one of your songs, you are there with me..." he sniffles as he speaks. He has to tell you how he feels even if it was going to hurt him.

I hate myself for loving you

" You are and were the only person that made me feel loved and important" you were listening to him and every word leaving out of him was getting harder and harder to walk away from.

" You're living the dream, the one we talked about. We were going to do it together around the world. Eddie and Y/N" you nodded, licking your lips from the salty tears.

" You ended things between us, Eddie. You broke my heart" he nodded, " you ended our future there. It was gone just like that and I couldn't stay."

Can't break free from the the things that you do

" You didn't tell me you were going to leave for good, I didn't get a goodbye or one last word in" He shook his head as he took a step towards you. His eyes were red as more tears streamed down his cheeks, " I know I hurt you and I never deserved you, but you could of told me you were leaving to do this" he motions with his hands at the almost empty venue. " It wasn't fair to find out from your parents, from Steve and Robin... I wanted one last night with you.." he mumbles.

I wanna walk but I run back to you

" It wouldn't be fair for the both of us, you broke up with me and I needed to go. I needed to get away, everything was hurting me and I couldn't do it. I couldn't face you to tell you goodbye like that"

He chuckled as he wipes his nose with the corner of his sleeve.

" I'm never going to be able to get past you, because you were the love of my life and always will be. There is no one like you, not a rockstar like you" you chuckled with him.

That's why I hate myself for loving you

" I've tried to be with other people, but I can't. They aren't you. They will never be you"

" What do you want me to Eddie? I can't go back to you, I can't let myself get hurt" his hands reached out to take yours in his.

I hate myself (ow, uh)

" What if we went back to being together? What if we gave this another shot?" his eyes lock with yours trying to find the answer that would make him feel better. To make this all better. But there wasn't one that he found in your eyes.

" Eddie..." he shook his head not liking the sound of his name falling from your lips like that. " We can't" his lip quivered as his shoulder shook with disappointment and hurt.

I hate myself (ow, uh)

" You'll find someone" you tell him, but he stepped back with tears in anger shouting, " No!" he shook his head. " I don't want someone. I want you."

For loving you I hate myself (ow, uh)

" It doesn't work like that Eddie. I'm not home most of the year, I am always traveling with the band or I'm making new music" he shrugged. " Take me with you" he mumbles, " Take me on tour. I'll help..."

For loving you I hate myself (ow, ow, ow)

" Oh Eddie, you're always such a sweetheart. You deserve more than what I can give you. You deserve better"

He shook his head again, wiping his eyes harshly from the tears.

" I want you!" he shouted, " I don't want better. I don't want anyone but you, please..."

" You have to let me go, Eddie. You have to move on"

For loving you I hate myself (ow) I hate myself For loving you

You took a step towards him, cupping his face with both your hands. Your thumbs wiped away the remaining tears.

" You're so beautiful, always were" his cheeks hinted a little red, breath hitching watching you lean closer as your lips fall on his. They moved as one, Eddie closed his eyes as he kissed back getting what he can. It was way too fast and as his eyes fluttered opened, he stood alone in the venue watching as you walked out the back door with his heart in your hands.

God, he hated how he felt and how after all this time he was always going to love you.

His first love.

[wheel-of-hyperfixation]

have a plot for an eddie fic ive been daydreaming about buuuut writing is scary

@cinemaquinn @funsonmunson-again idk how y’all do it pls gimme your knowledge pass me the brain cell <33

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@cinemaquinn you deserve all the strawberries (and a hug) <3 🍓🫂

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[eddieschains]

periwinkle, mauve, lavender, timberwolf, burgundy, fallow.

also green and blue. love you.

i love you vv much 🤭

i also very much would love to run barefoot in the wilderness with you 🫶🏽