#cille 📚

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hiii ally... my dear! i'm just here to send some love and good vibes your way, because you deserve that, for being such an amazing and lovely human being! i hope you're doing well, that life is treating you the very best, that you're surrounded with everything that makes you happy! and that you're enjoying the spring and sun as well! sending lots and lots of hugs and kusjes to you! <333

... also, i'm a little late (sorry for that), but congrats on "i want it all" turning one year! i still remember when i read that first chapter and every chapter since. it's one of the best and most wholesome sobbe fics ever! thank you for blessing us with it! <333

Heyyyy Cille 💕💕💕 I don’t know whether it would be better to respond to you now or wait until I’m less emotional, but thank you for this. 🥰🥰 You are the sweetest, kindest person for sending this and spreading love around. You have no idea how much I needed to see something like this today. Things have been…hard lately, today especially. I’ve been a weepy mess all day, so thank you so so much for making my day brighter and for being an amazing and lovely person yourself. Your gifsets and headcanons and asks bring me so much joy, and I hope you never stop. (Book quotes too…I think you’re responsible for at least half of the books I added to my tbr list this year. 😆😌)

And thank you about iwia 🥺🥰. It’s my baby, and I’m a little irrational about it. I’m just so glad it brings other people joy too (and you know how I feel about wholesome 😆🥺🥺🥺😭). I hope you are well and have a wonderful day and week. Sending lots of hugs back, you lovely human! 💕💕💕

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🥺🥺🥺 I love that scene. There’s no way Sander wouldn’t remember.

Sanders in mourning today. I can’t believe Bowie’s been gone six years

has it really been six years? like how can time be real? idk why, but i remember when i found out bowie had died, i was in high school and i remember being surprised to hear about his dead, since he had just released a new album. i knew who he was and was familiar with his music, but... of course with sander's love for him, i know more about him and his music now than I did back six years ago

i'm sure this is an emotional day for sander. i remember in ally's fic "i want it all", that there's a scene where robbe rushes to sander as soon as he heard about bowie's passing, so he could be there for him, just hold him and give him the comfort that he needed in that moment his biggest inspiration died. I'm sure something similar is happening today... maybe sander has been drawing all day, not necessarily bowie, but just whatever comes to him, whatever inspiration he gets while listening to his favorite bowie playlist

while sitting at his desk, he can sense robbe coming up behind him, his sent and warmth making sander feel more at ease and relaxed. robbe stands behind him, as he circles his arms around sander's shoulders, holding him tight, as robbe gives him a kiss on his cheek, before resting his chin on sander's shoulder, no words needed, he just knows that his presence and hug alone, is enough. sander can't help but fall into robbe's embrace, interviewing his hands with his, placing a small peck on robbe's hand, as he close his eyes, letting the sweet melody of "heroes" surround them. nothing matters in that moment expect the comfort and the love he receives from robbe, nothing else matters than bowie's voice, robbe's touch and his kisses, because even though this day is just one he has to get through, sander knows he always will, because he has someone by his side, who loves in elk universum <333

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hiii ally! just dropping by to give you some love, because that last fic you posted was so good, it left my heart a fluttering mess and my cheeks was hurting for smiling so much! one of my favorite things about robbe and sander is how they're showing their love, especially with robbe through his touch (the same with sander), and I feel like you captured that so well, it made me so emotional. I also saw you were thinking about writing a part two where robbe is winning, and that would just be the most amazing thing ever! love your writing so much, and just thank you for keep blessing us with your sobbe fics, they truly are such a gift! much love to you! <333

CILLE 💕💕 Heyyyy omg you’re so sweet! AFSJSGSJSGKSJDKS THANK YOU!!! This means the world to me. I’m so glad you enjoyed it and that it made you feel things. I get so emotional thinking about how they express themselves with one another and just how well they compliment each other. Like they’re exactly what the other needs and it’s so beautiful and perfect (and that’s kind of what I was trying to express in the fic—within the whole koala Robbe concept of course 😂—so yay). And yesss, after so many ppl commented about wanting Robbe to win (I actually started to feel really guilty 😳😆 tho I would argue that him losing is more in character, at least to me and my hcs lol), I kinda wanted to see him win too. So now I’m trying to figure out how that would work. I can see sander losing for completely different and just as in character reasons. Maybe I’ll have something out by New Year’s. We’ll see. 🙃🙃🙃

Thank you for being so lovely and thinking to drop in and make me smile. 🥰 I smiled as soon as I saw your ask and haven’t stopped since. As always, I’m so glad you enjoy my fics. Hopefully the ideas keep coming bc my plan is to keep writing. Thank youuuuu💕💕💕✨

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ally… my dear! i just want to thank you for bringing robbe, sander and sobbe back on my dash. it makes me miss them so focking much… but it also makes me smile! so thank you! <333

oh Cille, I miss them too, so freaking much! 🥺🥺😭😭😭 You're welcome. Making this queue has been fun for me, and I'm so happy that it also makes you smile. 💕💕💕

I saw your tags the other day (yesterday?), and I wanted to warn you that season 4 is queued for the next week....so yeah. Be prepared bc i know you and i feel the same way about season 4 Robbe. 🥺😍😭

Thank you for being so lovely, and have a wonderful weekend!! 💕

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hiii ally! how are you my dear? hope you're enjoying this sunday! idk if you're still taking the asks for "fanfic end of the year asks" and idk if you've already done these, but i'll ask for 3 + 15 + 23. sending lots of hugs and kusjes to you! <333

Heyyyy Cille!! 💕💕 You're so sweet. I'm doing well this fine, partly sunny Sunday! 😌 I have a cup of coffee and a cat in my lap. I'm good, lol. I hope you're doing well!! 🥰 I'm jealous of your snow. Ours melted by evening the other day. If only we could have snow and not be cold at the same time...

Unfortunately, I already answered all of those questions. 3, 15, 23

BUT, since I did dialogue for number 3 (favorite line/scene), I'll add my favorite non-dialogue moment from ch 1 of iwia.

"The lights in the flat were off, and just as he put his things down and moved to turn on the light, he spied a figure on the couch. He moved to check on them, and what he saw changed his world forever. His vision blurred momentarily and then narrowed, zeroing in on Sander. It was like he’d been seeing the world through a wide lens, and now he had a microscope.

Sander lay on his back asleep, shirtless, one arm arced over his head and the other resting solidly on Amelia’s back. She lay directly on his sternum, wearing nothing but a diaper, butt bumped up in the air and fingers curled in his light chest hair.

Robbe’s heart stopped. His everything stopped. He stared and realized he couldn’t stop staring. Shit. Shitshitshit. Oh shit. Robbe had never seen anything so sexy and wholesome in his whole life. They were perfect. He wanted them so much his heart ached. He wanted them to be his. His family. They were his perfect family."

Bonus: I'll answer 18 (current number of wips)

3 (?) - a buddie fic i started in a fit of writing distraction, more bonus chapters of iwia, and a sobbe oneshot. I'm actually working on turning that koala Robbe drabble (by request) into a short oneshot, so hopefully that will be out in the next week. 😌

Thank you for asking!! Have a lovely day! 💕💕 💕💕

End of the Year Fanfic Ask Game

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OMG ALLY ITS YOUR BIRTHDAY! OML HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR SWEET ALLY! i hope you’ve had the most amazing day so far, and that it’s been filled with everything you could wish for and more, because you deserve all the best things in the world! from the bottom of my heart; thank you a million times for always being so sweet and so supportive, this place wouldn’t be the same without you! and thank you a million times again for blessing us with so much amazing sobbe content! i’ll never forget your sobbe as dads fic, it really is one of my favourites with the most wholesome moments. one of the most well-written and well-thought fics ever! you deserve all the love and happiness in the world for being tbh amazing, lovely and kind person you are. sending lots of hugs and kusjes to you. AND ONCE AGAIN HAPPY BIRTHDAY! 💛🧡💛🧡

CILLE!! 💕💕💕 this message 🥺😭😭😭😭 you’re just the sweetest, it’s too much, you’re too lovely, omg thank you 🥰🥰🥰. I did have a good day, thank you! (I spent a good chunk of it writing, which was nice—blue beanie anyone?😆) and just—😭 thank you about iwia. As you know, that fic is close to my heart, so your words just make my heart happy. Thank you for this lovely message. You are an incredibly talented, kind, caring person, and I love seeing all of your edits and posts on my dash. Hugs!! 💖💖

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Hiiii Cille!! 💕💕 I started reading Aristotle and Dante Dive into the Waters of the World, and I had to come over here (bc I know you’ve read it) and share that I think I’m going to die of angst. I forgot how angsty Ari is. Just…wow. And this novel is deep in such a different way. Some of it is downright painful. Every time I wanna quit bc the angst is giving me anxiety (that happens to me sometimes) something absolutely beautiful and surprising happens. It’s a very lovely book, but Ari is intense.

I hope you don’t mind me coming over here and randomly talking about a book. ☺️💕📚 I hope you’re having a lovely day and are reading something wonderful!! 🥰

aww ally! the way i smiled when i saw your ask this morning! and i don't mind at all, i absolutely love talking about books, so you're always more than welcome to drop by with an ask or some of your thoughts about a book, or whatever really <333

i was so excited for the ari and dante sequel, because after reading the first book i just needed more, especially with the way it ended. i just needed more of them and their relationship. idk how long you are with the sequel, so i'll not be saying too much (... don't want to spoil hehe), but so much happens in it, like damn. tbh i think it was maybe a 100-150 pages too long... the middle part of the book is a little long to get through, but other than that i loved it! i love how we got to see more of ari and dante's relationship - all it's different sides and how they're there for each other in different situations too. i love how we get to see more of ari's family dynamic. but beside the ari and dante content, i absolutely loved ari's journey and growth throughout the book. it's so rare you get to see a character evolve like that, and how all the different events change him and influence him... i just really love that about the book!

but i agree with you that it's angsty. considering the time in which the books take place in and in the period ari is in his life, it's kinda understandable, but it also makes it hard to read. for me, it was more the end that was hard for me to get through (... you'll see why), but even though it was hard, it was still amazing, so yeah this book can definitely fock you up, because you never know what to expect... whether the angst is there to stay or not. but let me know when you've finished reading it, because I would love to hear your thoughts on it. and lots of hugs and kusjes to you too ally! <333