#cihan x alya

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Ozan Akbaba and Sinem Ünsal as Cihan and Alya in UZAK ŞEHIR (2024- ) episodes 1-4.

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Uzak Şehir Season 1 | Episode 9

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Cihan: You look devastated. It's because I knew this was what was going to happen to you... I guessed so and didn't want to tell you. I especially didn't tell you. Alya: How can you do this? How can you do this for real? Tell me too. How can you do it? Cihan: What is it?

His heart stopped working for a while, lol. He probably thought she was asking "how can you do this (to me)" and he was like, no, no, no, no... Then after having heard "tell me too" he got confused…

Alya: How can you stay so strong like this? Cihan: Do I look so?

My dear, he cried buckets when he first heard it, it's not only you. But he's an iceberg, he chose to cry alone, maybe you will see it one day.

She didn't mean a general pain here. (Oh gosh, they even have to rate the pains now) This was so traumatic and she tried to say that: why didn't you protest, how could you protect your mental health?

Alya: I don't know what to think about you anymore. I don't know if I should pity or hate you…or get angry at you or feel sorry for you… You live a life that doesn't belong to you at all as if it were your own. How can you do it? What is it that really belongs to you, what makes you survive like this? What was that for you? Was there anything? I should say all of these to myself now, right? I am like this as well. Officially. I, too, have started living a life that doesn't belong to me with you.

They're truly so heartbreaking.

She said "survive", this is what he is doing exactly. He doesn't live, he just survives and exists. And she's slowly losing her path too, realizing she is no different than him. She might be a mother but this is about herself, her soul.

There is a Yalın song which says "I put my joys in front of me and realized all is you."

They will be his only joy and the reason he wants to live his own life with them. They already make him feel alive.

That's why I think if he truly loses them one day, he will lose all his hope and happiness as well. Not having any hope is one thing, losing it after you think you have is another thing. The latter is more cruel.

As for her, she is actually stronger than she thinks. Her adoption story seems like a real battle for her, so she really cares about belonging somewhere. And he's slowly giving that security and will give "love" to her.

Alya: I understand you now. I understand very well why you insisted on this marriage so much. But Cihan, this is madness. So ridiculous. Boran's will doesn't make sense at all. We can't do it. We can't keep doing it. You get it, right? You know, you realize it, too, right? Please, let's end it. Cihan: End what? Alya: The marriage.

This is so interesting. He was listening to her carefully, it was not possible that he didn't understand what she meant and yet he still asked what they should end.

This marriage doesn't seem to an obligation to him anymore. He already sees them as his family, like, they are safe there, so why do they need to divorce? Yes, it started that way, he didn't want that to happen either, he thought he could protect them from Turkiye, and she could find a safe country to live in but he doesn't see any other way now. He doesn't want her to leave, that legal bond might be weak but still counts, gives him some relief. Or he deceives himself thinking this way.

He's so screwed.

SHE KILLED ME HERE.

This couple is giving the peak level of angst.

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#he is such a clown

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UZAK ŞEHIR (2024- ) 5. Bölüm

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UZAK ŞEHIR (2024- ) 9. Bölüm

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UZAK ŞEHIR (2024- ) 4 || 9

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"Mrs. Daughter-in-Law, from now on your place is with your husband."

Cihan (Ozan Akbaba) and Alya (Sinem Ünsal) in UZAK ŞEHIR (2024- ) 7. Bölüm

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Cihan (Ozan Akbaba) and Alya (Sinem Ünsal) in UZAK ŞEHIR (2024- ) 6. Bölüm

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• alya albora's wedding dress and accessories (+ cihan)

UZAK ŞEHIR (2024- ) 6. Bölüm

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I'm sorry. UZAK ŞEHIR 4. Bölüm

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#this had no right to be so cute and wholesome

UZAK ŞEHIR (2024- ) 2. Bölüm

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UZAK ŞEHIR (2024- ) 7. Bölüm

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Why didn't you give my mom up to the police? To marry you. You know perfectly well the reason. I'd have lost my son, what could I do? You tell me. You mom said that if you married me, she would surrender herself. She or me, she said. What were you going to answer? What would you've told your mom, Cihan? Could you've said you would marry anyway? Of course not. You couldn't say it. Because you wouldn't have married. If I had gone to the police, nothing would've changed. You're a witness. Would you be capable to testify? Would you've said your mom shot me? You'd never. You'd do your best to justify her. And she would come at me and start threatening me again. Nothing would change. Nothing would happen to your mom. And I'd have lost my son.

UZAK ŞEHIR (2024- ) 6. Bölüm

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#it's all about how he stops and has a whole debate with himself before giving in, y'know?

UZAK ŞEHIR (2024- ) 8. Bölüm

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cihal drabble?

Sadakat Albora might take pleasure in being her torturer, but Cihan is her jailer. He alone holds the keys to the kingdom (and to her freedom). Alya never, for one moment, forgets that. It makes her hate him the most, more than all her other enemies (and who even knew she had those?) put together. He says (sincerely, always so sincerely) that he is sorry as he brings her new clothes, after Sadakat throws her old ones away. Clothes that are befitting of Doctor Alya Albora, renowned OB-GYN at the Toronto Hospital Center, working mom with a busy schedule of lectures and patients; and not of Alya Albora, wife to Cihan Albora, the leader of (in)famous Alboras of Mardin. Cihan is always so sorry, though. He is sorry that he took her son, sorry that he threw her in jail, sorry his mom shot her, sorry that he can’t let her just go. And Alya fights the sick urge to spit on his face, hearing that word again. To maybe scratch him with her nails and see him bleed - she didn’t appreciate the sight nearly enough the first time. She wonders if he would be mad, drag her around by the arm and yell at her. (A part of her Alya refuses to even acknowledge knows he wouldn’t raise his hand back at her. She saw the contempt in his face and knows that, for all his faults, he isn't like Nare's husband.) He would probably just stand there and take it, she decides. Proud and unwavering, with infinite patience and resignation. As if that too was his burden to bear. That stops her action. Her pain and suffering are not his to bear. They might be his fault, but are her own burden. And she won’t give him the chance to act as some kind of silent, misunderstood, hero, suffering in silence. She is the hero in this story, and he is the devil to be defeated. “Good,” she says instead, “maybe I will find something proper to wear for my job interview with Mine tomorrow.” She watches as he falters for a moment, surprised, and adds, “you can sleep in the couch.” “Alya, mom might…” “The couch, Cihan.” She repeats, finally feeling pleased with herself. Her bed might not be her own tonight (or for the next how many years of this farce), but neither will be his.

sooo, I wrote something...?