#ciaran to fuck him and hes just like. chill man. itll happen when i say it happens.
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the fun but also frustrating thing about reading three entire years of my writing back to back to back is that I see a lot of stuff that makes me go HE WOULD NOT FUCKING SAY THAT so so so so often
#oc talk#i go on and on about how much my characters have changed as i fine tune these plots but for real. he would not say that.#yixing literally walked out IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT on a relationship hed been in for ten years (almost all of his adult life thusfar)#to a person he was supposed to MARRY IN LIKE THREE MONTHS#bc he was too scared and embarrassed and ashamed to talk to her about his stupid idiot feelings.#you know this bitch would NOT be talking about insecurities with his EMPLOYER. no matter how bad he wants to fuck him!!!!#i leep making notes of stuff thats just like 'make him worse make him worse make him worse make him worse'#he isnt a bad person but he makes stupid decisions and is all around a complete idiot when it comes to any kind of relationship#anyway i have CRINGED so hard reading some of this older stuff but ive also laughed out loud and had a great time#absolutely gutted that some of my favorite scenes will have to be axed in the name of making yixing a worse person lmao#also i dont know how it happened but they dont fuck until like. well past the halfway point. what the hell man.#i guess the fucking isnt the goal here but its really funny that hes practically on his hands and knees (phrasing) BEGGING (phrasing again)#ciaran to fuck him and hes just like. chill man. itll happen when i say it happens.
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