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[lulew1988]

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[dragonbaby93]

Well I am bruised all to hell from my ultrasound. The lady had to push really hard because of where she was looking and everything. You can’t see the bruising yet but when I feel I can feel it underneath the skin it’s bruised. It hurts really bad especially on my stomach because that’s where she had to push the hardest to look at the blood vessels. My ribs are not appreciating me much either. On the plus side upping my BP med is making a difference in at least one area. Seeing as it doubles as a diuretic it’s kicking in really good now with my testosterone suppressor. In a way I’m glad I’m starting to get things figured out but at the same time I kind of wish I would never had started on the path to figuring out what was wrong with me. My menstrual cycle doesn’t regulate like it should, I get horrific cramps, I feel sick if I don’t eat every couple of hours. These are the things that started me on this path to discovery. And don’t get me wrong. I’m happy I’m on meds now that help. I’m happy I can actually tell people that it’s not entirely my fault that I have put on so much weight since I started puberty. It’s not my fault that my body doesn’t hold out as long with certain things. My body just started turning on me one day. And since then things have started going down hill. Hopefully I’ll be able to get work but that’s still questionable at this point. I have a lot of undiagnosed physical problems still. If not then I’m probably going to be screwed. My stepmom has a lot of physical problems and she keeps getting denied for disability because she can’t work. She can barely help with housework without needing to sit down after ten minutes. That seems to be the point I’m getting to. I’m going to do my best to work. Hopefully I can find a place that will accommodate the fact that I can’t sit or stand for too long. Cashiering is probably going to be my best bet at this point. Chronic illnesses suck. That’s really all I can say at this point.

[dragonbaby93]

Do you ever wonder how you wound up with such an awesome person? Because I have been wondering this a lot lately. Even with all my health problems. Diagnosed and undiagnosed.