#christie wingler

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Isso lá é jeito de começar? Parece uma classificação média do Google.

Mas não é a intenção, a ideia real era apenas parecer reflexiva para te responder o que outrora verbalmente falhei, é que me expresso melhor quando escrevo, não para enfeitar, amenizar ou dizer o que é socialmente mais aceito, apenas para te fazer sentir até o cheiro e o gosto do que eu tenho aqui.

Você me perguntou: "o que a gente tem, o que nós somos Chris?"

A verdade é que eu também estou tentando entender, descobrir exatamente o que é isso, porque sei bem que não é algo que a gente encontra todo dia.

É uma sensação de paredes bem pintadas com belos quadros, ambiente com tons de marfim, com incenso de alecrim, nossos perfumes amadeirados se fundem tanto quanto nosso apreço por bebidas amargas (café, ipa, tinto ou gin?), qualquer música de fundo soa suave nos guiando a um beijo encaixado, a um sexo entrelaçado, sua barba me ralando o queixo, o rosto, os seios, minhas unhas te alfinetando fundo, trememos de desejo, porque unimos o doce e o azedo a chama do primeiro amor, a desilusão de antigos relacionamentos e estamos aqui, agora, um reencontro daqueles que dá prazer e medo, uma química gritante, somos um encaixe perfeito, metricos como um soneto, profundos como um concerto...

Há também algum mistério nos seus olhos que despertam os meus sentidos, não compreendo o que dizem, mas me instigam porque eles me amam enquanto me devoram, me aprovam enquanto me temem e de alguma forma sei que te tenho.

"O que é?" Ainda não vivemos pra descobrir, apenas sei que é magnético o suficiente para não conseguir fugir, você me transborda e eu não quero outro além de ti.

Talvez este não seja o primeiro texto que te escrevo, mas é o primeiro que lê, o primeiro que te toca, a primeira vez que me declaro a primeira vez que lhe remeto.

Com amor,

com medo,

com desejo,

com anseio,

Christie Wingler.

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- Eu não sei mais Maria, o que fazer com estes dias que passam, mas nunca amanhecem.    É que eu estou sobrevivendo, mas não sinto mais intensidade e vitalidade, não sinto as gotas da chuva, e o sol para onde levou o sol?   Não me admiram, nem arrepiam-me mais as canções, tão débil parece o cheiro das flores agora, tão inconsistente o chão.   Seu corpo está distante do meu, abstenho-me então involuntariamente de amar qualquer coisa.    Perdi o juízo e as funções motoras, perdi a cabeça e a memória, não sei mais se seu nome é Maria ou felicidade, não sei mais o que fazer com esta saudade.

Christie Wingler

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“O maior prisioneiro é aquele que vive preso dentro de sí; No cárcere da própria mente Nos acervos da própria ignorância Na quimera de suas convicções como verdades absolutas.”

Christie Wingler

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"Coração quebrado, lábios trancados, Jeans surrados, feições fechadas… Se notasse bem a fundo, através de todo gelo... a água fervia... Era uma doce menina, se defendendo da vida..... " Christie Wingler https://www.instagram.com/p/BuB5AfcHCaO/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=mziqos64sgcy

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July 31, 2019: Obituaries

Harold Royal, 62

Harold Ray Royal, age 62, passed away Monday, July 29, 2019 at his home.  Mr. Royal was born December 17, 1956 in Wilkes County to Earlie Burl and Edith Royal.  He was preceded in death by his parents, one brother; Bud Royal and one granddaughter; Gabrielle Royal.  He loved fishing and boating.  He also enjoyed gospel, the oldies and country music.  

Funeral services will be held 12:00 P.M., Wednesday, July 31, 2019 at Miller Funeral Service Chapel with Rev. Jimmy Gilreath officiating.  Burial will follow in the Burke Cemetery.  The family will receive friends 11:00 to 12:00 Wednesday prior to the service at Miller Funeral Service.  Flowers will be accepted.  

Mr. Royal is survived by his wife, Mona Royal.  Two daughters; Angela Anderson of Moravian Falls and Kristie Royal of North Wilkesboro. Step-son: Justin Holbrook and fiancé Constance Adams of North Wilkesboro. Three grandsons; E.J. Anderson, Preston Holbrook, and Hayden Groncki.  Five granddaughters; Khloe Royal, Olivia Anderson, Kaitlyn Royal, Mya Anderson, and Isabella Anderson.  One Great-granddaughter; Arizona Royal-Hodel.  One brother; Tim Royal and wife, Betty Royal of Hays. Three sisters; Judy Rhodes and husband, James of Hays, Mary Royal and Fiancée, Butch Jarvis of Millers Creek, Patty Royal of Cricket.  

Miller Funeral Service is in charge of the arrangements.  

 Fred Absher, 82

Mr. Fred Harold Absher, age 82 of McGrady, passed away Thursday, July 25, 2019 at Carolina Medical Center in Charlotte.

Graveside services were July 29, 2019 at Mountlawn Memorial Park with Dr. Bert Young officiating.

Mr. Absher was born July 17, 1937 in Wilkes County to Fred William Absher and Lotus Williams Absher. He served in the United States Army during the Korean Conflict. Mr. Absher was retired from Tyson Foods where he worked as Operations Manager and MIS Controller of the East Coast. He was a farmer, a family man and a member of Baptist Home Baptist Church. He enjoyed spending time with his family and animals.

He was preceded in death by his parents.

Mr. Absher is survived by his wife; Joyce Reynolds Absher of the

home, two daughters; Adena Absher Greene and husband Michael of McGrady and Christy Absher Johnson and husband Brandon of McGrady and a brother; Troy Lee Absher and wife Rebecca of North Wilkesboro.

Flowers will be accepted or memorials may be made to the Pancreatic Cancer Action Network 1500 Rosecrans Ave. Suite 200 Manhattan Beach, CA 90266.

 Judy Speaks, 74

Mrs. Judy Gilmore Speaks, age 74, of Traphill passed away Wednesday, July 24, 2019 at Joan and Howad Woltz Hospice Home after a courageous 11 month battle with glioblastoma. She was born September 10, 1944 in Surry County to Raymond Ray and Lucille Sprinkle Gilmore.

Mrs. Speaks was a member of Knobbs Baptist Church, graduate of Elkin High School class of 1962; and a member of Farm Service Agency for 12 years. Judy worked as a sales clerk for Belk of Elkin where her love of people helped forge many lifelong friendships over her 50 plus year career. She worked hard beside her husband on the farm and enjoyed cooking for her family. Nana, as she was called by her grandchildren, enjoyed many precious moments as she instilled the value and importance of God and family. Her kind generous spirit and love of everyone was a constant witness of her Christian Faith.

       In addition to her parents, she was preceded in death by her brother, James Trent Gilmore; sisters, Joy Gale Gilmore; and brother-in-law, James Robert Windsor.

       Survivors include: her loving husband of 57 years, Lee Von "Toby" Speaks of the home; son, Toby Lee Speaks and wife Teresa of Traphill; daughters, Sandy Speaks Welborn and husband Eric of Traphill, Carla Renee Speaks of Tennessee; sister, Kathy Gilmore Windsor; sister-in-law, Shelby Couch Gilmore of Elkin; granddaughters, Anslee Taylor Prevette, Sophia Speaks Welborn; grandsons, Adam Lee Speaks and wife Katelin, Brandon Speaks Welborn and wife Hannah; John Dallas Welborn; and several special nieces and nephews.

       A graveside service was conducted   July 27, at   Knobbs Baptist Church Cemetery with Kent Wood, Linwood Campbell, and Justin Norman officiating.              

       Flowers will be accepted or memorials may be made to Knobbs Baptist Church, c/o Kathy Wood 3059 King Billings  Rd, Traphill, NC 28685 or Mountain Valley Hospice, 945 Zephyr Rd, Dobson, NC 27017.

       Funeral services entrusted to Elkin Funeral Service.

 Richard Knight,  76

Richard Harold Knight, age 76, of North Wilkesboro, passed away Tuesday, July 23, 2019 at Forsyth Memorial Hospital in Winston-Salem. Mr. Knight was born November 29, 1942 in Wilkes County to William Lester and Mae Adams Knight. Mr. Knight was a member of Hilltop Baptist Church where he served as Deacon and Choir Leader. He was also very active with Relay For Life. He was preceded in death by his parents.

       Funeral services were July 26,   at Hilltop Baptist Church with Rev. Ronnie Gregory and Rev. Rodney Blake officiating. A private burial  followed.      Mr. Knight is survived by his wife of fifty seven years, Sharon Royall Knight. Two daughters; Shannon Knight and Summer Knight. Three brothers; Johnnie Knight, Marvin Knight, and James Knight. Four sisters; Sarah Brown, Jean Wyatt, Betty Ann Walker, and Linda Kay Royal. One granddaughter, Olivia Knight.

       Flowers will be accepted or memorials may be made to American Cancer Society, c/o Annette Battle, Relay for Life, P.O. Box 9, North Wilkesboro, NC 28659.

       Miller Funeral Service is in charge of the arrangements.  

 Danny Walker, 71

Danny Vernon Walker, age 71, of North Wilkesboro, departed this life Tuesday, July 23, 2019 at Forsyth Medical Center in Winston-Salem. Mr. Walker was born March 17, 1948 in Wilkes County to Sebon and Flossie Bowers Walker. Mr. Walker was an avid HAM Radio Operator, lifetime member of the American Radio League, and loved learning about new technology. Danny was an amazingly positive person, always had a joke to tell, had a kind heart, and always had a smile on his face. Mr. Walker was preceded in death by his parents, first wife; Joy Waddell Walker.

Mr. Walker is survived by; his loving wife, Nancy Stephens Walker. Two daughters; Cindy Herndon and husband, Bryan, of Winston-Salem, Patricia St. John and husband, Dean, of Elkin. Two grandsons; Justin Perry and wife, Rebecca, of Roaring River, Cameron Perry and Abbie, of Gastonia. A very special great-grandson; Christopher Perry. Step great-granddaughters; Madelynn Haynes and Andrea Haynes.

A Private Graveside Service will be held. Memorials may be made to Samaritan's Purse, P.O. Box 3000, Boone, NC 28607.

Miller Funeral Service is in charge of the arrangements.  

 Paula Sebastian,  61

Paula Darlene Sebastian, age 61, passed away Sunday, July 21, 2019 at Wake Forest Baptist Medical Center in Winston-Salem. Mrs. Sebastian was born May 20, 1958 in Wilkes County to Paul Lester and Betty Porter Wyatt. She was preceded in death by her father. Mrs. Sebastian loved photography and the outdoors. She was a member of Hillcrest Baptist Church.

Mrs. Sebastian is survived by her husband; Edward "Eddie" Sebastian. Mother; Betty Porter Wyatt Cleary. One daughter; Keyla K. Anderson and husband, Michael. Two sisters; Tamara Wyatt, Nikole McGuire and husband, Chris. One brother; David Wyatt and wife, Sandy. One grandson; Mason Dancy. One granddaughter; Milena Dancy. Also surviving are several nieces and nephews.

Funeral Services were July 25,  at Hillcrest Baptist Church in Wilkesboro. Pastor James Wingler and Pastor Danny Dillard officiating. Burial  followed at Mountlawn Memorial Park.  

Flowers will be accepted or memorial may be made to: American Stroke Association, 7272 Greenville Ave., Dallas, TX 75231.

Miller Funeral Service is in charge of the arrangements.  

 Robert Wiles, 81

Mr. Robert Wiles, age 81 of North Wilkesboro passed away Sunday, July 21, 2019 at Wake Forest Baptist-Wilkes Medical Center.

Funeral services were July 24,   at Reins-Sturdivant Chapel with Rev. Ken Pardue officiating.  Burial was in the Anticoh Baptist Church Cemetery in Alleghany.                                                  Mr. Wiles was born January 24, 1938 in Alleghany County to Luther William and Vela Marie Wagoner Wiles.  He attended Antioch Baptist Church.

In addition to his parents, he was preceded in death by a daughter; Edna May Wiles.

He is survived by his wife; Nancy Royal  Wiles of the home, two  sons; Tony Ray and Ronnie Lee Wiles both of North Wilkesboro, and one brother; Albert Wiles and wife Reba of North Wilkesboro.

Flowers will be accepted or memorials may be made to the Parkinson Foundation, 710 West 168th Street, New York, NY 10032 or the American Kidney Foundation, 11921 Rockville Pike #300, Rockville, MD 20852.

Thomas Eller, 70

Mr. Thomas "Harold" Eller, 70, of North Wilkesboro, passed away on Tuesday July 23, 2019 at his residence.

Harold was born on Friday, October 22, 1948 in Ashe County to Charles Eller and Mary Elizabeth Rorark Eller.

Harold is preceded in death by his parents; brothers, Donald and Carl Eller.

Harold is survived by his wife of 43 years, Audrey Eller; sons, Thomas Eller of North Wilkesboro, Abraham Eller of Hays; sister, Geraldine Witherspoon of Jefferson; three grandchildren, Joshua Eller of Statesville, Brennan and Bradley Eller of Moravian Falls and stepson, Steven Massingill of Colorado.

The family will conduct a memorial service at 11 a.m on July 30, 2019 at Pleasant Home Baptist Church; Military Honors will be conducted by the Veterans of Foreign Wars Honor Guard Post 1142

In lieu of flowers, memorial donations may be given to Pleasant Home Baptist Church, 735 Pleasant Home Church Rd, Millers Creek, NC 28651.

Adams Funeral Home of Wilkes has the honor of serving the Eller Family.

 Lillian Hardy, 99

Lillian C. Hardy, age 99, of North Wilkesboro, passed away Friday, July 19, 2019 at Wilkes Senior Village. She was born February 23, 1920.

Surviving are; several nieces, nephews, and cousins.

A memorial service was held July 26, 2019 at Miller Funeral Chapel.

Miller Funeral Service is in charge of the arrangements.  

  Martha Lyon, 85

Mrs. Martha Ellen Cheek Lyon, age 85, of Thurmond passed away Sunday, July 14, 2019 at her home surrounded by family. Mrs. Lyon was born March 9, 1934 in Wilkes County to John David and Bessie Rosanna Thompson Cheek.

Mrs. Lyon was a devoted member of State Road Primitive Baptist Church. She was a devoted mother and grandmother and was lovingly called Grandma by everyone. Mrs. Lyon loved flowers, animals, nature, and taking pictures.

In addition to her parents, she was preceded in death by her husband, Chester Lyon; sons, Raymond Lyon, Benjamin Lyon, Richard Lyon; and brother, Cecil Cheek.

Survivors include: sons, Steven Allen Lyon and wife Susan of Thurmond, Clyde Chester Lyon, Jr. and wife Pam of Traphill, John Toliver Lyon and wife Terry of Blowing Rock, Tracy Matthew Lyon and wife Emily of Thurmond; daughter, Evelyn Campbell Luffman and husband Dale of State Road; sisters, Texie Mae Steele and husband David of Elkin, Wanda Gail Settle of Elkin, Rose Ann Reeve and husband Lynn of Statesville; 19 grandchildren; 31 great grandchildren; and 2 great-great grandchildren.

A funeral service was conducted  July 17,  at State Road Primitive Baptist Church with Elder John Ervin Lyon and Rev. Richard Hackler officiating. Burial   followed in the church cemetery.  

The family would like to thank the staff of Mountain Valley Hospice especially Ramona, Sally, and Jessica for their loving care.

In lieu of flowers, memorials may be made to State Road Primitive Baptist Church Cemetery Fund in c/o Sammy Cheek, 2929  South Center Church Road, Thurmond, NC 28683

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…Coração quebrado, lábios trancados, Jeans surrados, feições fechadas… Se notasse bem a fundo, através de todo gelo, a agua fervia […] Era uma doce menina, se defendendo da vida.

Christie Wingler

[fluiz97]

Não é preciso ser gay, lésbica ou bi para ser contra a homofobia. Basta ter um cérebro e uma boa dose de bom senso.

Christie Wingler

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Eu posso não ser boa o suficiente, posso não ser popular, sou timida, tenho medo, ajudo todos que precisam, não suporto injustiça, não me peça para sentir ódio de alguém, eu não consigo, posso cair, fazer tudo errado, mas curto a vida, e não tenho medo de ser feliz, não me importo com o que pensam ao meu respeito, não acredito em critica construtiva, sempre siguí minha vida normalmente, sou uma garota normal, mas diferente de muitas, não me acho bonita nem melhor que ninguém, na verdade não me importo com isso, sou extremamente boba, risonha, mas também tenho meus momentos de fraquezas, eu choro, sofro. Mas vivo todos os momentos sempre com a maior intensidade. Christie Wingler

[versosviciados]

Eu sempre escrevo um texto de amor para quem não sabe amar.

Eu sempre quebro a cara e afogo as mágoas num bar.

Eu sempre volto a escrever pra lamentar a ressaca do amor, do álcool e dos socos que a vida me dá.

(Christie Wingler)

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Ser escritor é ser louco,

Por isso as vezes me afasto um pouco

Ser escritor é vender a alma pro diabo

E não ter troco

Por isso as vezes eu morro

Pra ver se eu nasço de novo

Talvez um engenheiro ou um objeto oco

Ser escritor é ser canhoto, é escrever um pouco torto,

É não caber dentro de si, não caber nem no próprio verso, que dirá no outro.

(Christie Wingler)

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Me desculpe por todas as vezes que pedi futuro, logo pra você que vive no agora...

Mas vou guardar pra sempre nas lembranças os nossos momentos, porque não sei não ser eterna.

Christie Wingler

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Me aceita solidão,

Com minhas risadas altas sobre piadas sem graça.

E outrora com meu choro asfixiado te achando uma desgraça.

Vem dançar comigo,

ser minha melhor e pior amiga.

E então me acolhe,

mesmo quando eu não merecer perdão.

(Christie Wingler)

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Sabe por que eu estou com raiva de você? Porque eu estava bem, eu não queria me apaixonar, e agora vai doer toda vez que tocar Nando Reis, vai doer quando chegar sexta-feira e eu não puder mais te mandar mensagem perguntando que filme vamos ver e o que vamos comer, se vamos no mercado ou vamos usar nossos cupons do Ifood, mas principalmente porque a gente poderia ter sido muito mais, mas você quis ser pouco.

Christie Wingler

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Não tem nenhum lugar no mundo que eu queira estar agora, porque pra qualquer lugar que eu vá, ainda estarei dentro de mim mesma e está insuportável.

(Christie Wingler)

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Somos regados a falsas promessas, a amores eternos solúveis, a incentivos meramente habituais, a desejos de felicidades e parabenizações formais. Somos formados por átomos e ilusões, que bela decepção.

- Se estou mais pessimista que Schopenhauer, me traz um drink Bukowski.

(Christie Wingler)