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Bloody Moon By: Chrisee Anne De Guzman

Dear anyone who reads and found this. Do not blame me or accuse me. This is a secret and I trust you. You better not never tell nobody but God.

 I lived at the town of Pandora. I am only child and my mother died for about three years ago. My father has an another wife already and I live with them since I have nowhere to go. My life has been a typical Cinderella story wherein the step mother and her daughters always hurt the main character. But my life is not fantasy. How I wish that my life is like Cinderella’s life that in the end it will be happy but it’s not. Let’s face the reality. My life is a mess andi t will be a mess forever because my mom is already gone.

  Phew…. Another tiring day. Maybe I should rest but…. My step mother knocks the door of my small room. She was so angry but I don’t know why. Psssh there’s nothing new. She’s always mad at me so I opened the door but what she did has really surprised me. She got all of my clothes, items, things and she threw it outside. I am not dumb so I got the meaning of what she did. I looked at my father, begging for help and telling that I’m innocent but he just ignored me.

From that day, I stand on my own and provide for myself. Yes it was so hard until I met this guy named Calyx. He helped me a lot and he introduced me to his friend, Alessandra. I worked at Alessandra’s house and luckily her family treated me as a member of it. They didn’t treated me as a maid or other person. Her parents sent me to school and loved me like their own kid. At school the competition between me and Alessandra has been developed. Alessandra always ranked first but me? I’m always second. I never had a chance to ranked first and I can’t stand out and beat Alessandra even though I’m doing my best. I even tried not to sleep justvto be better than her but I can’t.

  As I went home, I saw Alessandra and her mother. They are so sweet and ideal. I became so jealous. I missed my mom so much so I closed my eyes and reminisced the good old days when our family is still complete and mom is still around. I remembered what my mom told me when she’s still alive and my father’s promise to my mom that really caused my tears to fell down. “ Honey, I promised that I will take care of our only child, our princess even though you’re gone.”

After those words my mother smiled and then she closed her eyes. Doctors and nurses came to the room trying to revive my mom but she was gone. All she wanted is the assurance that nothing bad will happened to me but it seems that my father’s promise is now broke. I rushes into my room and called Calyx. After telling this to him, I cried a lot. He offers his back and shoulder for me to lean on and he hugged me the tightest it could ever be. And then he treated me. He wiped my tears away and we went to the nearest milk tea shop to bought some drinks “French Vanilla , XL 25% sugar level with tapioca pearls” we said in unison and we laughed. We have a lot of similarities and maybe that’s the reason why we are so close. So basically, Calyx became my stress reliever. The reason why I still manage to be happy and why I still go on despite of my dark days. Through time I learned to love him and I love him more even single second of my life. He even showed so many signs that he feels the same. Until one day, my phone vibrated. It was Calyx’s call  so I hurriedly picked up. The tone of his voice was so excited. “Hello pretty girl! How was your day? Get dressed. I’ll picked you up at 8pm. Something memorable will happen tonight and I will tell you something!” he said. I became so excited too telling to myself that this is it!!! Yes!!! I rushed to the bathroom, had a quick shower and I went to my closet and picked the most beautiful dress of mine. The shining, shimmering one that will make me look as a princess. I putted a little bit of make up on my face. I make it look more natural because to be honest, I’m already beautiful.

 “beep beep”. It was Calyx’s car. He’s already waiting for me. “Just a minute” I yelled and I took the last glance of myself to the mirror. When Calyx saw me, he became speechless. “ Wow, you looked beautiful tonight and as always.” He complimented me. I blushed but I didn’t show it to him. When we reached our destination, I became so amazed. It was so perfect and probably one of the best place that I’ve been. Calyx holds my hand and told me “I love you. When I saw you, I saw something more beautiful than the stars. You mean the world to me and I’ll never love you any less than I do, right after this second”. As he said those words and lines, my heart beated fast. I was so happy. “Will you be my girl?” he continued. I was about to say yes but I saw Alessandra. She came near to us and Calyx said “she’s already here”. I am so blank that time, asking him what was that but all left to me is confusion. “Uhmmm.. I thought you will ask or confess something to me? “ I said. “What? Wait” he replied. “I thought you love me!” I asked. “pssssh. It was only a practice. I just want you to be here on our special night because you are our bestfriend” he answered. After hearing that, my heart broke into a million pieces. I assumed too much. I thought he loves me too.

  Seeing the one that you love, happy with someone else is so painful but the pain is doubled when your love, fells inlove with your bestfriend. Arrrrrgghhh!! I hate you Alessandra! Such a traitor! How much ot will cost to be you? Arrrgghh. I ran as fast as I can but I bumped into a car. *bbooooggs* I thought it was the end bur instead of  myself dying for that, Alessandra died. Months later, I inspected what happened I also became a detective just to give her the justice. The person who’ve done it to her is really a kid of Satan!

Dear Diary,

   Deep down. Deep down��� my evil side arised.

   Eversince, I was so insecure to her. She had everything that I always wanted and longing for. My mind has been poisoned. I am sorry. Until now , it was all mystery and left unsolved.

    To you who is currently reading this, I warned you at start. Whoever founds this book will be cursed and will be marked by the mark of death unless you will keep the secret of this book and never reveal forever until the end of your life!

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When the rain fell, my eyes did. I see my vision through candid. Waiting for the sun to lighten up my day. Crying every moment, crying everyday. I am the girl who wants rain, For I can join to it to release the pain. My life has been storm, it is dark. It has no color it is full black. And then suddenly your presence has came. You’re like a fire full of flame. It is so difficult to deal with you at first, Whenever I see you, my anger always burst. You became my fire boy and I’m your water girl. Tornados may came and can make us whirl, But I will never leave you, my love will never fade. Even loving you is like I’m walking with blade. People say we’re not suitable for each other. You’re a fire but I’m a water. Water can avoid you and your flame, but for everything happens, I will not blame. And yes, we’re making a dangerous love, but we can’t escape and fly like a dove. We can’t be separate from each other. Even fire can be destroyed by water.

Chrisee Ann De Guzman, Dangerous Love