#choi san tarot

[romatique]

˚₊‧ ꒰ choi san's ideal type ꒱ ‧₊˚

gif by @bblsan

updated september 2023.

hello! i'm lina, your new ateez tarot reader. i decided to make my first post about san since i connect with him easily, so i hope you enjoy it and give me some feedback too <3

(this is tarot based and for entertainment purposes only. all alleged and shouldn't be taken as 100% truth).

am i allowed to share this? the fool; "sure, go ahead."

01┆physical appearance (the hanged man rx, the chariot, the emperor rx, king of wands rx)

when i tell you my cards literally FLEW. he's pretty much into anything and everything, just like he's said in the past. still, since this is the idealization of a person, here's what i got:

i'm getting a lot of mysterious vibes. like watery traits. san's very open minded and he likes people that dress differently. someone who stands out in the crowd. maybe an alternative style? could be even a person who dresses like they're from another decade. a LOT of presence. athletic slim shape but body positive towards everyone. uses strong and dark colors. red lipstick. deep eyes. he said "androgynous", so i believe someone who balances out what we, as a society, call "feminine" and "masculine" fashion. or maybe it's just the fact he doesn't mind what that person looks like at all. also very out there but still deep.

star signs energy: aquarius or capricorn venus and scorpio mars/moon.

02┆emotional traits (the moon, the empress, death, knight of pentacles rx)

you see, san's been going through a private time, so this is definitely an introverted person. it is important to understand how his energy also affects the type of person he's into.

emotional. mess. but this person is such a control freak, so as much intense as they can be, they won't let it show easily. they've had a pretty intense past and has a hard time letting go of it, even if they don't know it yet ("i can't let go of what happened"). worried about social status. money is an important subject here. mother-like nature: kind, giving and caring. but still demands so much respect. like they wanna be seen as someone bigger. as fragile as this person is, they wanna have a good and strong reputation.

also, we're definitely talking about an artist.

song i heard: butterfly - bts.

star signs energy: cancer sun/saturn, capricorn mars, scorpio mercury.

03┆career (king of wands, lovers, page of cups, page of wands rx)

proactive. "makes a lot of money". leader position. really controlling. could be a lead role actress/actor or a film director. artist. passionate about their job. "do what you love, love what you do". flies around a lot so probably someone with a big influence. busy life but definitely creative. i can also picture drawing as a hobby here.

is this person an idol? (page of cups rx).

no. "i don't wanna cause drama in the industry."

star signs energy: capricorn or pisces midheaven.

[cybrsan]

okay okay!!! can you do a tarot reading for one of the members? just about anything lol

Disclaimer: Please take any tarot readings with a grain of salt. I am not saying any of the below is true, or claiming that the reading is an accurate depiction of the mentioned person(s). Additionally, all readings are open to interpretation, and mine may be different from someone else's.

So, I decided to do a reading for San to just get a general sense of how he's feeling at the moment. The three cards I pulled were The Lovers (reversed), the Ace of Swords (upright), and the King of Swords (reversed).

Based on The Lovers (reversed), it seems like there was some sort of strain between him and someone(s) in his life. There was some miscommunication and one of them—or both of them—got hurt because of it. However, the Ace of Swords (upright) is all about breakthroughs, clarity, and growth. To me, this suggests that the conflict resulted in a chance for San to really reflect on the situation and grow from it.

The King of Swords (reversed) was an interesting pull, and it took me a second to think of what it could represent. This card, when reversed, speaks to misuse of power, oppression, and manipulation. The way I see it, there is a potential outside force that observed the situation and saw it as an opportunity to manipulate something for their own benefit. San should be wary of this person moving forward because they don't have his personal well-being as a priority.

[moontyun]

Ateez: The type of...

☆ ateez masterlist ☆ ...partner ☆ requested? no ☆ genre: fluff, attempted humor, slight angst ☆ warning(s): jealousy, mentions of food, mentions of murder(?), mentions of bug death:( ☆ requests are open!

៚ Seonghwa

loves to spend quality time with you

building legos together is what he loved to do best with you

Music played softly in the background, lights were so bright it looked like a surgery suit. He was super focused on the project at hand. His glasses slipping off of his face, as he put the pieces together and read the directions. You sat next to him, putting your own little piece of the set together. It was peaceful, an absolute fun night for the two of you.

៚ Hongjoong

obviously the jealous type

writes you little love songs in his spare time at work

It was late at night, you hadn't expected to stay this late with him at the studio. You were here to drop off his dinner but then he started to ask for your input on some of the things he had been working on. "Okay, I'm going to play you something. It's a bit cheese-y but I want your opinion on it." You agreed as he played the song. Slowly it clicked with you that it was about you. You pouted cutely when it was finished and told him how much you adored it.

៚ Yunho

loves to match with you but in a more show-y way

gets upset when you don't match with him but tries not to show it

Today was your three year anniversary with Yunho. He wanted you to wear matching neon pink t-shirts with flowers all over it. It was the ugliest thing you had ever seen in your life. You had told him you didn't want to wear it because it wasn't up to dress code for where you two were going. His feelings were clearly hurt, but he agreed not to wear it. You cupped his face, "We can wear them to the beach tomorrow when we meet my parents, okay?" His face lit up, clearly okay with it.

៚ Yeosang

packs your lunch, leaving you little notes telling you to have a good day

expects you to call him every day when you get off of work, no matter how late it is for him.

Today, you had the day off. All day you had been lazing around the house, not really doing much of anything. But now, lunch time had come and you were starving. You opened the refrigerator to see a box of tupperware with a little sticky note attached to it. Immediately, you knew Yeosang packed you something to eat. Pulling it out, you read the note. He wished you a good day and that he loved you, as well as to call him while you were eating. He wanted to have lunch with you but couldn't physically be there. He was the absolute best!

៚ San

cuddle bug galore

follows you everywhere you go because he hates being away from you for longer than 10 minutes

"-and so, he told me to kill the bug. I told him hell no!" He had been telling this little story for about five minutes now as you showered with the occasional "mmhmm", "Oh" every couple of minutes to let him know he was being listened to. You were used to him following you everywhere. He was always following you into the bathroom, the store, wherever you were he was there. So him sitting on the toilet, while you showered was not abnormal for the two of you. It was a cute way to show he loved you and wanted to spend all his time with you.

៚ Mingi

you need to reassure him a lot

needs to be cuddled every night before bed

Mingi had been mopey the whole evening. He was laying around, wrapped up in a blanket like a burrito. You having just walked through the apartment door, noticed this. "What's wrong, princess?" you asked, immediately. He didn't say anything but buried himself deeper into the blanket. You waltzed over to him and threw yourself on him, moving the blanket from his face, peppering his face in kisses. "You didn't answer my question earlier." You had to think back, he did text you a question. "Oh! I got busy helping my mom. I'm sorry, baby." He nodded his head, "Just let me know next time please?" he pleaded. You hugged him tighter, "I will, I'm sorry!"

៚ Wooyoung

jealous when someone starts to get too close to you

loves to ramble on and on about his day to you, because he loves having your feed back

You knew this guy had been trying to hit on you all night and you were getting to the point of just throwing a drink in your face. You and Wooyoung kept moving away from him but the guy wouldn't get it. "Should I just kill him? Can I?" You laughed a little. "Let him have it, babe." You said. Wooyoung got close to the guy, "I'm their partner. Get lost." The guy backed off and you hadn't seen him since.

៚ Jongho

always stays on the side closest to the street

protective over you

The first time he did it, it spooked you a little because he switched sides so suddenly. He pushed you to the other side gently, so he could walk along side you. You furrowed your eyebrows in confusion as you continued to telling your story. "And so, she was li- I'm sorry, can I ask why you did that?" You asked halting your story. He laughed a little, "Making sure your safe and a car doesn't hit you." Your face flushed, none of your exes had ever done that. Ever since then, he's done it every time you guys were out walking.

[403tarot]

. . . NSFW Q&A ATEEZ HONGJOONG + SAN ✶

* yesterday i was chatting with my friends and they made some nsfw asks about hongjoong & san so i decided to share it here <3

** all answers were given based on tarot cards, take it lightly etc etc etc. just for your information, both askers are women.

SAN

what nicknames does he like to use? does he like using pet names in sex or just calls by your name and stuff?

san doesn't usually use pet names, he kinda prefers using affectionate names like, "love," "baby," "honey"...

does he enjoy that whole thing of having sex while looking in the mirror? *cuz he has a big mirror on his bedroom

he would like the idea of having sex with someone while they can clearly see what he's doing to them. i asked if it has happened before, and it might have happened but not intentionally. he would also like to see through the mirror to get another angle or just like something about self-affirmation here... like "look at what i'm doing to you now"

what's he like during aftercare?

he doesn't do aftercare like "oh now i'm going to do aftercare because it's important after sex"; it's something that happens naturally. when it's with someone he likes, san lays down with his partner, cuddle, and talk about random things, just chatting.

knowing he wouldn't be rough with me... would he slap me in the face without me having to formally ask? *i'm not thinking about a hard slap though, just gentle taps on the cheek like in blowjob or smth

not on the face. without you asking him to, san would like to slap you in other body parts, he would do that anyway because he enjoys it. on the face... he wouldn't even think about it, but if you asked for it, he would – very carefully but he would.

what about overstimulation? giving and receiving

san would enjoy overstimulating you, feeling in control with it... he might get a taste of being sadistic and mistreating you by making you orgasm so much, the thought of it would turn him on. but about receiving... maybe he would try it experimentally once but then i see he wouldn't like it/wouldn't be able to handle it then san would ask to stop or try to dodge it.

can we delve into the theme "san would like it if you two acted like puppies together" as a treat? [op is a pet play enthusiastic and is referring to the sexual reading i took for her & san]

san would prefer to act as the owner most of the time but he would also like both of you to act as pets. it's something like "can i also try it?" by the way, using a collar would be something that turns him on... having his collar pulled. so yeah, it would be a topic that really heats up for him, and if you two acted like you were puppies together san would really enjoy having sex like that. freaky sex.

i remember when you did my sexual reading with him, it came out things like he would enjoy if i stayed on top of him [in sex] but is there any other position he likes/prefer?

he would like positions where his dick goes in deep and where he can play with your pussy while fucking you, but his favorite would be you riding him. positions where he can see his dick going in and out as well, from behind also to see your ass, positions that give him access to your neck... he would be the guy who likes to hold your neck not to do breath play but just to put his hand on it (?)

knowing he can be a fan of explicit pics, what kind of photo turns him on the most?

he prefers to be surprised with a photo and not have to ask for it, just like getting a regular pic and then a more provocative one. he likes cute (kawaii?) aesthetic but also sexy & elaborated photos, might like the person dressed up for him then with lingerie or nice clothes/costumes. san might likes pics that show everything (explicit body parts!), pics posing especially sitting on thighs. he likes someone who knows how to take these photos, who puts on a little show, and then looks beautiful for him to keep. he might also likes to send this kind of photos.

HONGJOONG

what would hongjoong think of the idea of ME giving him a lap dance while i'm just wearing lingerie and he can't touch me until i tell him to?

hongjoong would be playful about it... "i can see it but i can't touch it, so close but also so far..." he would think in a bittersweet way. he would try to keep his hands to himself for the sake of the dynamic but there's a hint of impatience, he's not the most rational when horny

so would he disobey and touch me?

yes.

would he let me suck him under the table while he's working in the studio? [oh she's a real one]

actually he would really like that. a lot. the world card, just do it and he'll think about it like it's part of his creative process.

is he the kind of guy who would mark me in places that could be seen? like a hickey on the neck and stuff? even if it was unintentionally?

visible places, no. as for non-visible places, he might like to leave some marks but it would be more like slap marks, marks from gripping... all of it hidden though. and biting, of course ...

hongjoong may have a tendency for playing a "cruel"/cold role or lightly sadism and masochism along with psychological games. what exactly would he enjoy in psychological games?

there was a vibe going towards roleplaying of dubious consent like forcing something until the other person accepts.

i want to know if hongjoong is also an overstimulation enjoyer

he wouldn't enjoy doing overstimulation on you but he would enjoy receiving it. he would like to be induced to overstimulation. hongjoong would try to endure it properly... so eager for control, even if it's just to challenge himself.

what positions would he enjoy doing with me?

he would really like positions where you make eye contact, where he can see your face. he would like having sex with you standing out of the bed and seeing you riding him while he holds your boobs.

this isn't sexual but if i were dating hongjoong and a guy flirted with me in front of him, how would he react? (don't need to delve, just see the reaction like if he would say something or pretend nothing is happening, if he would make a face...)

he wouldn't handle it well. he doesn't really like to feel jealousy and for him it's not funny so he would feel kinda bad but would try to show that he's with you. he would come, grab you by the waist, "love, who's this you're talking to?" in a bittersweet voice then pull you away from there. he would get very touchy-feely to keep you close because he doesn't handle jealousy well but wouldn't verbalize it... although his actions betray him.

you can also get answers like these with hongjoong, san or any other idol of your choice buying a combo of questions ❤️‍🔥 dm me to know prices and additional infos about it !

[starsinkpop]

ATEEZ Choi San Tarot Reading - Personality

Disclaimer: I do tarot readings for fun, so please read them with a grain of salt. Don’t take my words too seriously and just keep an open mind. Tarot is a divination tool that can’t predict the future, as every single individual has their own will and makes their own decisions. Tarot is not a fixed fate. It should be seen as a guidance and a good friend that just has your best interest and gives you advice when needed. I’m not putting anyone in my readings on a pedestal nor am I trying to harm anyone. One last side note, I’m not a native speaker, so please excuse any wrong spellings or poor grammar.

Date of Reading: July 8th 2024

Decks: Edgar Allen Poe Tarot, Wild Mystic Oracle

doesn’t like being told what to do

loves freedom and flexibility

can be quite rebellious and enjoys breaking some rules from time to time

pretty chaotic energy

is often questioning other’s intentions

but also traditions and established systems

kinda loves to go against society

loves to try new things and is very open to change

enjoys everything and everyone who’s a bit different

can be stubborn, especially when it comes to his beliefs

loves to live unconventional

runs away from responsibilities

is very open minded

whenever he’s in a position of power, he would most likely abuse his power

it’s like he wants to be in a position of power

wants to provide for his loved ones

is okay with working hard if that means his loved ones can enjoy life fully without having to do anything

is very confident and ambitious

could have control issues

sometimes possessive

is a really good leader and dependable

creates healthy boundaries

he’s rather logical and rational than emotional

but this is more like a self protection, he has a big and thick wall built around his heart, only a handful of people knows his feelings

in general could sometimes struggle with expressing his feelings and emotions which causes misunderstandings

wants to be strong for others

but could sometimes lose his cool if things don’t go his way

handles his finances well

is a loyal partner

he’s very understanding

actually loves to organize

loves to study and learn new things

but also enjoys being a teacher for others

one of his main goals in life could be financial stability

is admired by others in his work field

many people look up to him

and he really enjoys that, because it’s like a reward for his hard work

he can be easily overwhelmed and hates having too many choices

is sometimes quite confused for no reason

at times he’s pretty dreamy and could lose touch to reality

lacks commitment because of his unrealistic fantasies

works hard for a harmonious home

again, loves changes and new beginnings

he’s always seeking knowledge and wisdom

needs mental stimulation

enjoys exploring and traveling

very interested in foreign cultures and languages

always leaves a lasting impression

the type of person that is hard to forget

has a pure heart and intentions

is very disciplined

Hope you enjoyed!

Love, Nicky 🫧

Masterlist

[cheolsfae]

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hello sweetie :) can you please do the same for ateez? thank you ❤️

Yup, sorry this took so freaking long!

Note(s):

Past represents now and progresses forwards if that makes sense? If not, you'll understand when you start reading!:)

Jongho's is a little weird. It's more about current situation, but towards the end of it, it explains how he meets them!

Mingi's is a little more blunt than I thought it would be:(

*For fun!*

Seonghwa 𓃭

Past: ace of wands (reversed), queen of pentacles

So, right now, something hasn't gone as he had hoped. Maybe something he was working on. A project or maybe a situation-ship. Either way, it didn't happen the way he wanted it to. He's trying to put the pieces back together for himself. Working on himself trying to heal himself. Trying to mother himself. Maybe something like inner child healing. That's what this feels like.

Present: the fool, the tower

It feels like when he meets his future spouse he's going to be completely thrown off. He could meet this person through a mutual friend or something. It looks like he's having a fun time when he meets his future spouse. I don't think he is particularly looking for anything when this person comes in, which is why it throws him for a little bit of a loop.

Future: the moon, 4 of pentacles

He might pull away for a little bit. He's going to go into something like a hermit mode but not really. Because he's pulling away from this person to figure out what he wants but he isn't completely isolating himself. He's just avoiding this person. He's still going out with friends and everything but he's just ignoring them to figure out what he wants.

Hongjoong 𓃭

Past: 6 of cups, 6 of swords

So right now, he's trying to move on from something. Someone from the past. He might have been having dreams about this person. And he may have wanted to reach out to them. But he stopped himself. He's trying to let them go. It's more of like a bittersweet letting go, yes, he cared about them but he knows it would never work to keep going how they were going.

Present: the magician, 10 of cups

He might end up trying to manifest something that does work for him and the future he wants. He's possibly wishing with all his heart to the point that it's a desperate dream. That's the vibe I'm getting. He wants that loving home, the partner, the house, possibly kids if that's what he wants.

Future: 7 of pentacles, the moon, the lovers, 3 of pentacles

He might feel a bit of defeat for a bit, because he feels like he's wasting time hoping and investing in something that may not even be happening but when he least expects it that's when this person shows up for him. Just as he's about to give up on wanting this anymore, they show their face to him and it's like an instant connection.

Yunho 𓃭

Past: temperance, 9 of wands (reversed)

Currently, he's just chilling I think. He's not on guard, he's just going with the flow of everything. I don't think he's seeing anyone or has any thing going on currently. He's just waiting patiently for the universe to bring someone in for him. Not really expecting much to happen in any sector of his life. He's content with how things are going right now for himself.

Present: the devil, 4 of cups

When he first meets his future spouse, the whole thing might start out as a situation-ship. It's going to start out of boredom. They might be hooking up frequently. I don't think anyone is going to find out about it. It's just going to be a cute little secret amongst the two. It's going to end at some point. It's like they just stop for no real reason.

Future: 6 of cups, 8 of cups, 2 of cups

Okay so, he's going to walk away from this person with no really negative thoughts about them. He's holding nothing against them. He cherishes the times he's had with them. It was fun while it lasted but he's walking away. It's more to figure out if he has more feelings for them then he initially thought he did. Of course he does.

Yeosang 𓃭

Past: 8 of swords (reversed), king of wands

So, he's going to have to release some his (don't want to say) player ways. Maybe not player but not taking relationships seriously. He's just letting his romantic relationships fall apart. It's not that he doesn't care. It's more like this isn't something that is super important to him right now. It's going to take a lot of strength on his part to pull it together and I don't think he is capable of it right now. It's not something he's particularly keen on doing.

Present: judgement, ace of wands, 5 of wands

Sooner or later, he's going to come around to some cross road. Like he's going to be trying to figure out if he wants a more serious thing or not. If he wants to be a new person or not. It's going to be an internal conflict. I don't this is something he is going to outright say, I think he's having this problem because his future spouse has finally shown up. They will make him want to figure out what he wants. He needs to look at the bigger picture of things with it. What is going to benefit both of them, not just him and truthfully, I think that scares him.

Future: queen of pentacles (reversed), knight of swords

He might walk away from this person temporarily. Completely out of panic not so much that he's trying to protect them from himself but just to think. It's just like a quick decision. All on impulse, he might just freak out and bounce out for a while. He's being cautioned to think it through a little more than what he had been. Again, it's an impulse, it will fade if he chooses to not act on it.

San 𓃭

*Flavour of the month by Rina Sawayama might be relevant?

Past: page of swords (reversed), 10 of cups

We know he's a flirt. Isn't a thing wrong with that but right now, he's making empty promises to those he's talking to. Like he's saying I want something with you but I'm not ready for a relationship. Real situation-ship red flags. He really needs to knock it off with that kind of energy. He's going to end up fucking himself over:'(

Present: page of cups, the chariot

It looks like he's going to try talking to his future spouse and he's plowing through full force but I don't think it's going to work. They won't be buying what he's selling. He's going to need to actually prove himself to this person. He might even think it's a game, but it's not. He needs to take his time to get to know this person instead of just going all out right away. This person is most likely a slow mover. They don't move that quick and they certainly won't when they realize that he's just trying to run game on them.

Future: king of wands, 8 of swords

He's going to be forced to step up and level up. He's going to realize giving this person page energy isn't going to cut it. He really doesn't want to be forced into it. But At some point, he's going to cave and do the work to get this person and do whatever he can to keep them.

Mingi 𓃭

Past: 3 of wands (reversed), king of swords (reversed)

Right now, he's definitely on a little bit of a power trip. Just letting his ego rule over everything, he's not grounded here. He's delaying a lot of good things that can come in for him but because of the way his ego is right now, the universe is just like taking it's hands off the wheel and letting him hit a brick wall.

Present: death, the emperor, 9 of cups, knight of pentacles

In order for him to meet his future spouse, he's going to have to come to something like a rock bottom and change. A huge transformation needs to take place here and I don't think he really wants to do that. But eventually, he will change, it's going to take more time. He's going to have to become someone who is more consistent. He's going to have to "suit up" and be the kind of partner he wants to be in order to attract his future spouse. He will eventually come around to it though.

Future: 7 of cups (reversed), queen of cups

He's going to have to cut out his current delusions. He's going to have to be more emotionally open with people and be willing to be more vulnerable with "outsiders". Does that make sense? He needs to be more willing to trust people than he currently is. Not everyone is going to hurt him

Wooyoung 𓃭

Past: the sun, 8 of pentacles (reversed)

Right now, he's in a state of mostly all play and now work. I think it's mainly because they are on tour right now and so it doesn't feel like it's actually work right. It's just having fun with the guys and the fans. Nothing really that serious or doesn't feel like it is. I don't think he's currently looking for anything romantic right now. He's just enjoying life as is. He's just being blindly optimistic about the future in general. Kind of golden retriever/himbo energy.

Present: 6 of cups, the hermit

This person is definitely a blast from the past. This could be someone who he previously dated or maybe went to school with. Either way, when he meets them again, it's going to force him into hermit mode. It's going to be a real shock to his system. That's why he pulls back almost immediately when they start to approach him. He might need to take this step back to heal his inner child. This person could have really hurt him in the past but are now trying to rectify it and he's not having it.

Future: 7 of pentacles, the moon

Eventually, he will come around and he's going to start putting in effort with this person. I think his feelings for this person will slowly start to develop. He definitely won't admit to anything right away but he will slowly open up more to this person with time. He's going to be relying on someone who is like a mother figure, could be his actual mother, for advice and help. But he needs to be careful about letting this mother figure help out, they could end up controlling him.

Jongho 𓃭

Past: 5 of swords, 7 of swords, 2 of cups

It's someone from his past. Someone who he might have constantly had a love hate relationship with. Someone who he might have been playing cat and mouse with. It's very 2 sided energy. He might have only been showing the more "mean" side of himself more than the other side. He really did care and love this person dearly, I just don't think he could admit it out loud to them. Like his ego would not allow him to do so.

Present: 3 of wands, 5 of pentacles, wheel of fortune

Currently, he's planning out his next moves. He really feels like he's abandoned this person. Like he's left them out in the cold but he's pushing himself to ignore what happened with them. He's possibly thinking about reaching out to them but he's kind of hoping that if it was meant to be with that person fate will bring them back to him. The wheel will turn in his favor. That's what he's hoping for at least.

Future: queen of sword, queen of cups, 4 of swords

Which, yes, he is correct this person is coming back. But they are coming back with a more guarded energy than they had been before. They have all this love for him but they are not sure how to show it without getting hurt again by him. They may just take things really slowly. Baby steps.

[lunarsights]

Heyyy Sun! It’s good to see you on my TL again :)

I was wondering if you can do a reading of the members of ATEEZ, what are their thoughts on dating and /or marrying a foreigner who is a POC if they were not Korean or East Asian? Thank you - 🐚

𝘼𝙩𝙚𝙚𝙯 𝙤𝙣 𝘽𝙚𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙍𝙤𝙢𝙖𝙣𝙩𝙞𝙘𝙖𝙡𝙡𝙮 ���𝙣𝙫𝙤𝙡𝙫𝙚𝙙 𝙬𝙞𝙩𝙝 𝙁𝙤𝙧𝙚𝙞𝙜𝙣𝙚𝙧𝙨

Hongjoong

𝐒𝐡𝐮𝐟𝐟𝐥𝐞𝐦𝐚𝐧𝐜𝐲:

“Let Me Clear my Throat [Old School Reunion Remix ‘96]” by DJ Kool

𝐂𝐚𝐫𝐝𝐬:

Five of Coins, Two of Wands (Rx), King of Coins (Rx), Four of Coins, Seven of Wands

Final Answer: Page of Wands, Nine of Coins, The Hanged Man

𝐑𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠:

hongjoong seems a little hesitant to be romantically involved with a foreigner. this could be in relation to not knowing enough or even this question being too broad; there could be certain ethnic or racial groups he’s had more experience around, so he feels more comfortable, but it’s like he knows there’s a wide “array” of people, so it almost doesn’t make sense to make a blanket statement. most of the foreigners he might’ve had the opportunity of being romantic with might’ve been fans or aware of his career, so there’s a worry of running into people only into him for that aspect that could be making him hesitant also. he could be closed off from engaging with foreigners romantically as a result; “one bad apple spoils the bunch” in this idea, but seven of wands is present showing that if someone was persistent enough “and had/has the right intentions”, then he’d likely be open. he is genuinely interested in connecting with foreigners though! it seems he’d want to be with someone who has something going for themselves though, so he wouldn’t have to worry about being used. 

TLDR; solid maybe

Seongwha

𝐒𝐡𝐮𝐟𝐟𝐥𝐞𝐦𝐚𝐧𝐜𝐲:

“Be Gone Thot!” by Lil Mayo

𝐂𝐚𝐫𝐝𝐬:

Page of Swords, The Hermit, Four of Cups, The Empress (Rx)

Final Answer: The World (Rx), Knight of Wands (Rx), Four of Coins, Eight of Cups

𝐑𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠:

despite the shufflemancy song and the way all the cards seem, seonghwa could actually be interested in the idea of being romantic with a foreigner. it could be the type of things where in his head he’s curious, but he’s apprehensive to actually do it in real life for a multitude of reasons. he could get very caught up in all the ways things could go wrong? like the media could find out and how would he deal with that? how would a nda even work? how would the relationship even work? would they “learn to speak” korean? he seems to be blocking his actual want to interact with foreigners romantically because of these worries. therefore, his answer right now is that he wouldn’t be romantically involved with a foreigner. he could feel he’ll be more stressed and frustrated with all the trials of dealing with the relationship and therefore it would be better to stay away from being interested altogether. 

TLDR; technically is interested, but thinks a lot about the logistical side and therefore would not

Yunho

𝐒𝐡𝐮𝐟𝐟𝐥𝐞𝐦𝐚𝐧𝐜𝐲:

“Creep” by TLC

𝐂𝐚𝐫𝐝𝐬:

Page of Wands (Rx), The Star, Wheel of Fortune, Three of Cups, The World

Final Answer: The Sun

𝐑𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠:

yunho could be a little naïve when it comes to interacting with foreigners romantically (or even in general “sometimes”). he seems interested and hopeful though with the star being present! he could have an idea along the lines of “i don’t know a ton about that, but i’m interested/curious”. he could see things going either way in being easy or hard to deal with. he might be more open to the idea if he was introduced to a foreigner via his friends or family or a gathering; he’d like the chance to interact naturally before trying to flirt or things like that. overall, it seems he has this idea that love can come “from anywhere at any time”. 

TLDR; strong yes

Yeosang

𝐒𝐡𝐮𝐟𝐟𝐥𝐞𝐦𝐚𝐧𝐜𝐲:

“Monkey Wrench” by the Foo Fighters

𝐂𝐚𝐫𝐝𝐬:

Eight of Swords, Strength, Ten of Swords (Rx), Ace of Wands, Eight of Coins

Final Answer: Ace of Cups, Four of Cups, The Empress

𝐑𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠:

at one point in time yeosang might’ve been worried about being romantic with foreigners. this could’ve been out of feeling like they were too different, but it seems more likely it was out of feeling like he himself was too different. it’s not like he necessarily had the idea that he would be “the problem”, but he might’ve been self conscious about showing up in the relationship – maybe in relation to not being culturally sensitive enough, being worried about adapting to someone else’s culture, and things aligned with that. now, he seems to have done away with those thoughts, and he’s a lot more confident. he might believe it’s “inevitable” to interact with people who are different from him, so there’s no reason to bar them from dating him. he also seems to acknowledge he would still need to work on being “sensitive” and “aware”, but it’s something he’s willing to do (if needed). 

TLDR; yes

San

𝐒𝐡𝐮𝐟𝐟𝐥𝐞𝐦𝐚𝐧𝐜𝐲:

“the light is coming” by Ariana Grande (feat. Nicki Minaj)

𝐂𝐚𝐫𝐝𝐬:

Ace of Wands, Nine of Coins, The Hierophant (Rx), The Sun, Two of Swords (Rx)

Final Answer: Justice, Ten of Wands (Rx), The Moon (Rx)

𝐑𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠:

san could view being romantic with foreigners as a new way to interact with people. he could be in a period of life where he’s in contact with foreigners more than ever (and maybe finding interest in them as result), so he could see his attraction as result of this contact. with the hierophant in reverse he’s definitely open to breaking traditions and doing his own thing although he does “appreciate them”. he could more so be focused on being happy in his life, so suffering or missing out on a wanted love because of tradition may not be his thing; he might be more afraid of not experiencing true joy than the fear of possible ostracization. his focus is on his own personal happiness, and if a foreigner is part of that, then “that’s fine”. 

TLDR; strong yes

Mingi

𝐒𝐡𝐮𝐟𝐟𝐥𝐞𝐦𝐚𝐧𝐜𝐲:

“Return of the Mack” by Mack Morrison

𝐂𝐚𝐫𝐝𝐬:

The Empress, The Devil, Eight of Swords (Rx), Nine of Swords, Three of Coins (Rx), Three of Wands

Final Answer: Nine of Wands (Rx), Nine of Cups, The Emperor 

𝐑𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠:

he kinda delves into ideal type, but mingi could be into people he can make strong connections with. the idea of “soul ties” and “soul tying” comes to mind. at one point in time he could’ve felt restricted when it came to who he was attracted to or who he “could show attraction to”, but he’s let go of these restrictions despite continued concerns. he might’ve had romantic attractions to foreigners before/for a long time, but viewed them as unrealistic to pursue (or people told him it was unrealistic or “silly” for him to do). now, it seems he’s able to do so freely, and he’s “happy about that”.  despite this, there is still an air of things being unknown? maybe the ideas people pushed on him have stronger foundations than he thought they did? like people around him have been pessimistic for so long that on an unconscious level he’s taken those whispers more into account than he think he has. 

TLDR; maybe; he wants to be able to say yes, but is still reckoning with what people have told him

Wooyoung

𝐒𝐡𝐮𝐟𝐟𝐥𝐞𝐦𝐚𝐧𝐜𝐲:

“There Goes My Baby” by Charlie Wilson

𝐂𝐚𝐫𝐝𝐬:

Five of Swords (Rx), King of Swords, The Star, Ace of Wands, Knight of Wands, Six of Coins (Rx)

Final Answer: Wheel of Fortune, The Magician

𝐑𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠:

wooyoung could be the type of person who at the end of the day has to “be honest with [himself]”. he really values honesty and being courageous and outspoken about who he is, so this kind of gives the energy that the way he portrays himself is the way he is.”it’s obvious, no?” comes to mind. he could find it engaging to talk with foreigners in general, and he’s definitely an intentional flirt with the knight of wands present. he might be hesitant to fully engage for some reason. it could be similar to hongjoong’s situation in that people try to take advantage of his status, but it feels like something else also. there could’ve been a situation where he tried to “go all in” in some way with a foreigner and ended up getting his feelings hurt, so he could be a little hesitant to settle down with one, but this feels like a temporary feeling. 

TLDR; likely yes

Jongho

𝐒𝐡𝐮𝐟𝐟𝐥𝐞𝐦𝐚𝐧𝐜𝐲:

“Story of Us” by Tinashe

𝐂𝐚𝐫𝐝𝐬:

Five of Swords, King of Swords, Three of Cups, Page of Swords, Death (Rx), Seven of Wands

Final Answer: Wheel of Fortune, Knight of Cups

𝐑𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠:

jongho could feel as if being romantic with foreigners goes against the life he might have dreamed up for himself. he could enjoy the company of foreigners especially in regards to talking with them and learning more about things through them, but his interest could mainly stop there. he might’ve even tried to seek out foreigners he might be attracted to (maybe in that they have similar features or personality types to people he’s usually attracted to who are korean), but he doesn’t necessarily feel compelled to specifically seek out foreigners. this could be a situation where if he came across someone he's interested in he may think about it a little more, but currently he’s not really attracted to foreigners romantically. 

TLDR; maybe, but likely no as he just doesn’t find himself romantically attracted to them

[letmeoutofthebasementt]

Ateez Energy Check 6/20/24

San:

So, with San, he feels very hopeless. I’m getting something is going down with the group. There’s this hopelessness and maybe traumas he wanted to forget are resurfacing and it’s giving him really bad anxiety about most things in life. He’s jumpy now, and his head is on a swivel.

Wooyoung:

He’s about to play the martyr. He’s going to let go of something big in his life because he thinks it’s best for those around him, whether it’s true or not. He’s sacrificing something because he thinks that’s the right call to make.

Hongjoong:

He’s trying to look at the big picture and be a good leader that the group really needs right now. He’s overcoming a lot of obstacles and challenges in his life right now, plus having to deal with what the group’s going through and the individual members. And that’s getting to him.

Seonghwa:

He’s listening to SOMEONE or SOMETHING that is leading him astray. He can’t see through the lies and the illusions, and he’s suppressing what his intuition is telling him. Possibly a toxic relationship. Either way, it’s affecting the entirety of Ateez. He also may be unconsciously pushing the group away.

Yunho:

He feels like the group is drifting apart, and there’s a large disconnect between them and the company right now. He’s contemplating a lot of things, and possibly growing colder to the members off camera.

Jongho:

He’s more focused on himself. He’s searching for his own purpose and maybe debating on following another path, which is blinding him to the issues the group is faking because he’s so focused on making these big decisions. He’s lost in the clouds.

Yeosang:

He wants more. He wants more success and publicity for Ateez and it’s starting to get to a pint where he’d do anything to get it. He wants them to achieve their goals and he’s working as hard as he can to get to them. There’s also probably people here who are more successful who are manipulating him and guiding him in the wrong direction.

Mingi:

My first thought was “Oh shit”. I don’t know who did what they did to Mingi but whoever did it…Wow. He’s feeling beyond bitter, and he’s even started getting borderline cruel because of it? Someone broke this man, and he’s getting colder to pretty much everyone. This may be what affected Yunho’s energy so much. Mingi is probably pulling away from the group at least momentarily

[bluemoonpunch]

Relationship Reading for Choi San and Jung Wooyoung - Tarot Reading

[This reading covers the relationship dynamic between Choi San and Jung Wooyoung on a subconscious and energetic level. This particular reading can cover romantic, platonic, and familial relationships and is designed to put a connection between two people into perspective, showcasing what is gained from the relationship and what the highest potential of the connection is. I used The Linestrider’s Journey Tarot for this reading. This spread is an original design by me. This reading lasted less than 1 hour.]

Reading Performed: July 4, 2024

Posted: July 13, 2024

Back in November/December of 2023, I had random hyperfixation on ATEEZ for a solid month or so — I heard Bouncy and it was all downhill from there. My dumb ass, as always, started reading in on their energy and there were some interesting things that came through the first time I watched the MV for Bouncy, and came to find out, I did readings on a couple of the members back in 2018 and some of that same energy was coming through. It was really interesting because I recognized it, saw it so clearly, and then found out I wrote about the exact same imagery years ago. That led to me SPIRALING and basically breaking down the entire group's current state, purpose, past lives, bla bla bla, the whole thing. Like, I was going to write a 50-page report on all of it because it was genuinely fascinating what was coming through and how it was seemingly showing up in their personal development and work now.

Depression and physical health issues hit, so I never did write anything, but I saw some really, really, really interesting stuff for San and Wooyoung that suggests an isolated lifetime centered on healing and protection that stems from issues that arose in a past life where Wooyoung would have been on his own due to necessary soul development that was needed in order to occupy the same space as San on a higher level. Quite literally, it looked like they were just casually fucking around on Earth for centuries, popped out, and realized they couldn’t go where they wanted to go together without Wooyoung’s soul experiencing more development, so they threw him back in on his own in a hyper-compressed incarnation cycle and things just didn't go well.

That lifetime, which was actually an incarnation cycle of three lifetimes back to back, ended up being quite negative and left “scars” on the souls of everyone involved. I really could write a whole other thing about all of this, I have a ridiculous amount of notes on it because out of everyone, they have the most interestingly deep soul connection I have ever seen out of all the readings I have ever done. Like, they are literally here to do nothing else but heal Wooyoung’s soul and balance energy — balancing energy and healing seems to be the group’s collective “purpose,” although they seem to have given themselves this purpose. They are not, as I’ve seen it, “on the roster,” but are to be influential, especially as individuals.

For San and Wooyoung, when I first watched the video I was like, oh they definitely have some vibes together, don’t they? And then I found out that San is a Cancer and Wooyoung is a Sagittarius. I have, FOR YEARSSSS, wanted to analyze a pair made up of a Cancer and Sagittarius because I’ve always found their reflective energies together to be so interesting. You have Cancer, Cardinal Water, Firery Water, boiling water, a spewing geyser, and Sagittarius, Mutable Fire, Watery Fire, flowing fire, an erupting volcano. They’re quite literally the SAME energies, visually they line up, they just erupt from different spaces. Fire and Water are the most difficult elements to balance, but Cancer and Sagittarius have an inherent balance within them between Water and Fire, although it can make them a bit temperamental and sensitive.

To me, it always felt like a Cancer and Sagittarius would simply have to hate each other until there was just one split second where they both happened to “erupt” at the same time, express something from within at the same time, and suddenly they’re like, “oh, you’re me, i’m you” and then it’s just best friends forever. And that’s basically what I saw between them when looking at their energetic connections now within this lifetime.

For the sake of not getting too wild off the bat, I will just focus on what came through in this reading alone, but if anyone is interested, I will GLADLY unload all of what I have for ATEEZ down the line.

Overall Energy

As expected, Healing and Regeneration are at the head of the overall energy between them. Healing and protection are extremely strong links for them that are rooted in the soul. So deeply rooted that this may feel more instinctual for them at this point than emotional or mental. Healing represents the energy, while Regeneration marks where and how that energy is being used. It gives me the sense of the souls re-expanding after experiencing a few downfalls, especially on Wooyoung’s side where, as I mentioned, he has acquired some pretty deep soul scars from past lifetimes.

Discovery (Mercury in Sagittarius) and the Lunar Eclipse both give this incredible sense of conscious level expansion to match with the expansion of their souls. They could explore spiritual things together, or discuss personal philosophy with each other. This is very focused between the two of them and gives me the sense of them being able to holds a “birs’s eye view” when they ponder things together, as if their vision becomes clearer through the other, allowing them to understand themselves, each other, and the world much easier when they seek it out together.

The Queen of Cups at the end there grounds a lot of this energy into a more physical and conscious place, but still highlights the strong soul connection and suggests tightly woven emotional bonds as well. One of the keywords with this card is “devotion” which suits them well on all levels of connection.

Before we get to the main reading, I just want to point out how INSANE it is that the mirrored state of their souls showed up in this reading so clearly. I really do want to do a deepdive post on them at some point because everything that I’ve seen for them has honestly blown my mind, and their cards here just add to that.

San’s Projection: Ten of Wands (rev.) Wooyoung’s Projection: Ten of Swords (rev.)

This set marks the energy that San and Wooyoung individually project into their relationship with each other. This is purely an energetic projection and may not reflect emotional or mental connections. Here, San is projecting the reversed Ten of Wands while Wooyoung is projecting the reversed Ten of Swords. These are the “bad 10s” in tarot, both holding quite a lot of pain, frustration and even death in their upright positions. There may be a display here of conflict between the soul and the conscious level aspects as both of these cards essentially are in denial of themselves, but seemingly for the sake of each other.

Tens mark the end, and when reversed, that end is being denied or something isn’t being brought to completion. On San’s end, the focus is on Wands, Fire, energy, and matters of the body, while Wooyoung’s focuses on Swords, Air, thoughts and communication, and matters of the mind. It displays a set dynamic where San is the body and Wooyoung is the mind, which is somewhat similar to what I saw of their souls in a state before they started incarnating on Earth. On a conscious and physical level, this settles more as physical and mental burdens they both share partially being withheld from the other.

Essentially, it’s like the reversed state of these cards came by two hands. For example, if San is feeling physically unwell he may hide it from Wooyoung to not worry him, but Wooyoung may also be someone he wants to be around when he’s not feeling well. Therefore there could be a kind of secret nurturing where sometimes they have to ask each other or very directly express their negative states to each other, and other times they can care for each other without much talking at all. So, in some aspects, they reverse their own cards, and in others, they reverse each other. Either way, they will never get to a breaking point, they will never hit a physical or mental “rock bottom” so long as they have the other to balance them.

To explain the cards more, the Ten of Wands, when upright, traditionally features someone carrying a lot of sticks (Wands/Fire/Energy) towards a destination that is quite far away in the background of the image. In the Rider-Waite deck, the man in the image is shown to really be struggling, hunched over with his face buried in the sticks as he tries to keep hold of them. In the image in this deck, it’s shown as a young girl who has collapsed on the ground with a bag of sticks on her back as she stares at her destination in the background.

It’s physical overwhelm or overexertion that puts a lot of strain on the body. This card can have a positive side to it as it can suggest that whatever overwhelming or strenuous situation you are in right now may come to an end soon, but when it is reversed, it’s more so allowing yourself to drop those sticks and take a breather. This can be positive as you can catch your breath and regain some energy, but in other situations, reversals here could line up with someone giving up just before they’re about to hit their finish line.

For San, I really feel this in a literal way where there is overexertion on the body, or a tendency to overdo physical activity, especially in a stressed state, and either for Wooyoung’s sake, or with the help of Wooyoung, he pulls that energy down, grounds himself, and sort of tempers his own Fire. It’s making me think of someone who would work out quite hard for hours, and then finish up with a grounding meditation. I will say that San’s soul, where it stems from, is a very high place, his energy is very high frequency and with that, it can be quite hard to hold that energy in the body. A lot of movement or bodily focus is necessary for him to stay grounded, so this may be connected to that as well.

The Ten of Swords, when upright, traditionally shows a man lying dead on a shoreline with ten swords in his back. In the background, we can see the sky either clearing or gathering in a storm, and the sun either rising or setting in the background. As Swords relate to Air energy, thoughts and communication, logic, and harsh reality, the Ten of Swords marks an undeniable end, one you can’t alleviate or run from. This can have a lot to do with anxiety and depression, as well as negative self-image if you can imagine the swords as your own thoughts and the body as yourself.

As I’ve seen in past explorations with them, both in past lives (and out-of-body lives) and the current lifetime, Wooyoung seems to have quite a bit of mental weight to him, but it’s not necessarily observational, as in it’s not so much that he’s thinking a lot, it’s like he takes in a lot of what is around him, what he hears, what he sees, and he holds onto it. The image of the Ten of Swords here in this deck is more so accurate to what I feel for Wooyoung.

In the image, a deer (I think) is shown to have been shot by many arrows and is twisted in pain. Those arrows could be equated to the words and actions of other people that Wooyoung carries with him. This can reflect his soul state with the soul scarring, as well as his current state where there does seem to be some sensitivity and maybe some personal insecurity to him.

They hide from each other a little bit, they hide this stress from each other, but at the same time it’s kind of impossible to do such a thing when they are so closely linked that you could argue they may be able to read each other's minds. They hide these states from each other, but at the same time, they each help the other to maintain and balance these quite heavy energies and keep them from ever reaching a true breaking point.

How San Sees Wooyoung: Nine of Cups + Ace of Cups How Wooyoung Sees San: Ace of Pentacles + Nine of Pentacles

This was the most insane part of the reading for me. The mirrored Tens already had me like O.O, and then this shit came out and I was like, what the fuck am I even supposed to do with this??

This set covers how, based on the current state and their projections, they see each other within their relationship. San sees Wooyoung as the Nine of Cups and the Ace of Cups, while Wooyoung sees San as the Nine of Pentacles and Ace of Pentacles. I find it interesting that while they are “hiding” their Tens from each other, they actively acknowledge and seem to praise each other at their peaks with these Nines. What’s even more fun is that in these suits, Cups and Pentacles, the Tens are some of the most positive cards in the deck, and with these Aces here, it almost feels like they look at each other as if they have the ingredients to make the Ten of Pentacles and the Ten of Cups — Ace (1) + Nine.

Here, they also seem to really acknowledge each other as a counterpart, someone they balance with, or someone who has what they are missing. Wooyoung, who may experience a bit more emotional and mental turmoil, looks to San as this space of stability and support, a strong foundation based in Earth energy with the Pentacles. There’s an admiration through the Nine of Pentacles for how independent he is and how well he is able to accomplish what he sets out to do. San, who seems to be a bit more physically oriented for the sake of staying grounded, sees Wooyoung as this flowing energy, seeing him as having more Water to him. A strong, open sensitivity that he finds fulfilling and relaxing. There’s an appreciation here for creativity and fluidity as well.

My favorite thing about this, is that as they acknowledge each other as counterparts through these energies, they are essentially blending Earth and Water energy. Similar to Water and Fire, Water and Earth can be a bit tricky to mix as you can destabilize Earth with Water, or dry out and absorb Water with Earth. In its perfect balance, however, as it is displayed here with these mirrored energies, Water and Earth come together to create clay. Something, energy, that can be shaped and molded at will into anything. Combining that with an element of balance between Divine Masculine energy on San’s side and Divine Feminine energy on Wooyoung’s side, you basically have two people who, when working together, are a magic wand away from being The Magician, a master manifestor.

In other words, anything they create together or work on together where they can focus on each other could be considered magic in the sense that they would have quite a lot of ease in bringing their visions to life while working together.

Current State of The Relationship: The Lovers Highest Potential: Ten of Pentacles

Here, The Lovers came out to represent the current state of their relationship, while the Ten of Pentacles popped out to showcase the highest potential of their relationship going forward. I put them together because what it looks like to me is that the Lovers represent the soul connection while the Ten of Pentacles represent that soul connection being completely integrated into the physical and conscious levels. They’re already there pretty much, perhaps that’s the significance of the Nines and Aces combos, but this suggests that they’re supposed to get to that higher state and integrate more of those higher aspects.

In one of the many readings I did for them, I did see, especially for San as his soul is quite BIG energetically speaking, that there were multiple stages of soul integration that he would experience in this lifetime that would be marked by alterations of the body — found out a bit later that he did bulk up quite a bit over the last few years, so I assume, especially when it comes to the need to ground into the physical through the actual body, that this is reflective of that. Wooyoung doesn’t have as much to integrate, but his soul is still occupying a much higher state than he is right now on a conscious level. The integration for Wooyoung may be noticeable in drastic changes regarding self-perception, self-esteem, and how he operates or expresses himself artistically.

As this entire lifetime is very self-focused (focused on each other) for the two of them, specifically in the realm of healing Wooyoung and progressing his soul a bit more so that he can join San out of body on a more well-matched level, it makes sense that potentially the Ten of Pentacles here marks, in its entirety, the completion of this lifetime with all that they set out to do being accomplished. The current state of The Lovers implies personal alignment, but in this context, reflects their deep soul unity and recognition of each other as soul counterparts (the term "soulmate" doesn’t quite capture how significant this connection actually is).

The Lovers, on a soul level, based on the traditional Rider-Waite image, showcases personal inner alignment of the layers of consciousness — conscious, subconscious, unconscious — through the images of Adam, Eve, and the Angel Raphael. Adam represents the conscious mind that looks to Eve, the receptive, intuitive subconscious, who looks to the Higher Self, the higher unconscious mind represented by the Angel.

In addition to that, Adam and Eve stand in as representatives of the Divine Feminine and Divine Masculine as Eve, the force of Life, stands in front of a flourishing tree and Adam, the force of destruction or deconstruction, stands in front of a burning tree. When they are in balance, Life and Death dance happily, but if Adam looks away from Eve, if the Divine Masculine loses sight of the Divine Feminine, it loses connection to its own soul, stagnates, and becomes destructive toward the surrounding environment. If Eve disconnects from either side, she can become destructive toward herself.

The Lovers card in this deck here shows San and Wooyoung as these counterparts, Divine Masculine and Divine Feminine, being in perfect sync with each other, implying that within themselves they hold that personal alignment, and are able to meet each other on all levels. This is what makes soul integration possible for them and is what is fueling the soul healing that Wooyoung is experiencing in this lifetime.

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[bunnakit]

(please bear with me this is the most convoluted question known to man, but whenever you post for asks I can't help but want to scratch my weird lore theory itch, sorry not sorry)

So, like, the chomer's got fancy magic powers, right? And there were those photoshoots back during Treasure where each member had some kind of prop, right? And we've seen a couple kind of appear in other mv's like the telescope showing up in Answer, or Mingi's lines all coming through the radio in Fireworks when he was the one who had the ham radio as a prop. And, arguably, the candelabra Seonghwa has in the photoset and then the lantern he has in Wonderland. (I personally like to think that there are a couple other magic pirate artifacts already in play and its just that whatever they do hasn't been relevant to mention in the diary lore or the point of the timeline we're currently at yet).

I was just kind of idly thinking about how Hongjoong had a wand in that photoset, which hasn't specifically shown up anywhere again in that exact same form, (and quite frankly how in the heck they would ever work a wand into an mv)

and then I was like 'a wand is basically just a long stick, how would you adapt-... wait a minute'

a cane is also basically just a long stick. That he has in Guerrilla and Don't Stop, (and I know Don't Stop is not part of main canon and its own thing, but I love how they just spin slightly different AU flavours of their own lore as it suits them, and the cane in Don't Stop is.... kind of significant in the mv soooooo)

This was my crazily-roundabout way of asking if you had any thoughts/theories etc about Hongjoong and wands/sticks/canes, normal, magical, or otherwise and the lore

AAH LORE ANON YESS thank you for gracing my inbox its always a treat

so i kind of have weird theories on this? my friend [@pop-off-nabokov] and i were doing some Cromer Silvia conspiracy board theories one night and we realized something really interesting about trends in ATEEZ MVs and their themes in general.

so the captains symbol looks A LOT like like The Wheel tarot, a card that essentially breaks down the alchemical symbols of life (with EIGHT in the outer ring)

and then you have their entire last album theme The World

the wands could either be a reference to a 'of wands' tarot or the wand-like objects shown here in The World

and one of the big themes i noticed throughout Halazia is Hongjoong and Seonghwa play off each other in a theme of 'as above, so below' - Seonghwa is bathed in light and on the surface and we meet Hongjoong as Wooyoung gestures down and the camera pans downwards where Hongjoong, dressed in dark colors, seems to be a figurehead of a different gathering.

as for the lantern in Wonderland, well, i've got something for that too

The Hermit also depicts a lantern!

we also have...

Judgement

and...

The Fool - okay this one is a bit of a stretch but the pose is pretty spot on and the meaning of The Fool feels very lore!San (and really, all of the boys entering their journey in the Z World)

so i don't think it's out of the realm of possibility that ATEEZ features a lot of nods to tarot and perhaps some of the artifacts may be related to them in some way. now if they're magic like the Cromer or not? who is to say. i certainly would love to find out the looking glass allows you to see through the dimensions or something similar, or that the staff/wand has the same abilities as the breakers or who knows.

and if we want to be extra ridiculous about it, well, i hope this is at least good for a laugh

please always come to my inbox with any thoughts or questions. i hope my answers are always at least a little fun to think about.

[moontyun]

Pairing: Yeosang x reader Word Count:1.0k Genre: fluff, attempted humor, friends to lovers Warning(s): fwb ending Synopsis: Friendships came and went as time wore on but you were always someone constant for him. Someone who unwaveringly stood beside him. Someone he grew to depend on and care for deeply.

Touch Grass

The air was thick and heavy. The sun was blazing, beating down your back, making you sweat. The heat was miserable, you were no longer having a good time. Why you had to agreed to go camping in the middle of summer, you do not know. It was humid and blistering out. You were miserable. However, your best friends weren't even breaking a sweat. They were yards ahead of you, who was slacking behind. They had been yelling at you to pick up the pace for the last few hours but you could not gather anymore strength. “Come on, [name]! Keep going, we're almost there!” The encouragement was nice but unnecessary. 

You whined. The two of them were just being cruel, at this point. The duo stood, waiting for you to catch up. Slowly, you were making your way over to them. But the teasing was starting to get to you a little bit. “Are we really almost there or are you two of you just going to keep pushing me until I collapse from exhaustion?”

San chuckled at your theatrics, “You'll be fine! Come on, swear we're almost there.” You rolled your eyes, you were doubting you were anywhere near the top of this (beautiful) stupid mountain. You just wanted to go home, shower, and nap. It had been an exhausting day for you. Hiking to get to the campsite with a huge backpack, with all of the essentials, was proving to be more of a challenge than what you had thought. This was not the camping trip you had imagined or signed up for. 

What you had imagined was something totally different. What you had pictured was a place with a light switch, a great big window to enjoy the view in the morning, all from the comfort of the bed. Maybe having a little barbecue and roasting marshmallows over fire. Something more like glamping, not trudging through difficult terrain, in the middle of June. Like the things you had seen on Instagram. 

Turned out, he wasn't lying this time because five minutes later, the three of you were at the top. The first solid rock you saw, you sat your butt down on it. You weren't planning on moving for a few hours. You weren't sure you could even if you wanted to, your legs were practically jelly. “Enjoy the view while you can, [name]. You're going to be helping us set up camp in a little while.” Yeosang teased. Unfortunately, the view was gorgeous. The lake meeting the base of the mountain across the way, the deep valley next to it, so much greenery. Birds tweeting about their day to one another, it truly was beautiful. You hated that this was probably the best place the two of them could have picked. 

The two men, took a seat right next to you. Silence enveloped the three of you for a few moments. With a view like this, it was well worth the hike, even if you were worn out to the max. “‘Kay, time to start making camp. That's enough admiring.” San started getting up and started trying to rally his two troops to do the same. “We're loosing daylight.” 

You guys had just gotten there not even 5 minutes ago and he was already wanting to get started. Not to mention, it wasn't anywhere near sundown. You still had plenty of time to set up. Even Yeosang was a little annoyed with how quickly San wanted to get things done. He, too, looked entirely beaten and haggard. 

Yeosang huffed, “Can you give us a little bit? We just got here.” You guessed he was more tired than what he was letting you believe him to be. 

A break would be nice but you knew how San could be if he didn't get his way. Especially now, considering that his recent friends with benefits of 2 years had just called the deal off with him. That was the whole purpose of this camping trip. It was to get him out of the house and get his mind off of the whole thing. The man needed to get out and become one with nature for the next couple of days. It was Yeosang's idea and you agreed without really putting much thought into what the trip would actually entail. 

You stood up, dragging your best friend to his feet once more. “For Sannie!” You whispered. 

“For Sannie!” He repeated, in the same hushed tone. 

Soon, the sun was setting and you guys finished setting up camp. Meaning that San was going to start overthinking the whole situation, leaving you and Yeosang to comfort him. Quickly, the two of you started pulling out the marshmallows, chocolate, and graham crackers. You forked one over to San with a bottle of liquor too. He happily took it, chugging down about half the bottle before taking even a little nibble of the sweet treat. “The moon is so pretty tonight.” He muttered as your eyes met the sky was dazzling with twinkling lights. 

“Not as pretty as you.” Yeosang teased, trying to hype him up a little bit. You stifle a small chuckle. Trying not to have San notice you laughing at the comment. 

The youngest gave an incredulous look, “Pft, nothing comes close to my beauty.” He joked. It was nice to see him perked up a little. The past couple of days with him had been rough. He wasn't acting like his normal bubbly self. Moping around wasn't like him nor did it suit him. The upset, mopy man in sweatpants and a tattered worn sweatshirt wasn’t him. This was, the man who enjoyed seeing the light of day, who was happy with his friends. It was someone you hadn’t seen in the last week or two. 

“Welcome back, Sannie.” You muttered to yourself. The night was beautiful, the smell of the little fire tickling your nose, the hooting owls and howling wild dogs in the distance. It truly was a beautiful night with great friends. No better way to end the first day.

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CHOI SAN AS HUSBAND & FATHER 💭

reading taken out of san's marriage with anonymous

for those with weak hearts please spare yourselves

the marriage

firstly, he'd get very nervous to ask for your hand, overthinking all the details, wanting everything to go perfectly according to the plan. i see that for the proposal, san wouldn't want something too dramatic or attention-grabbing, but still, he'd aim for something memorable, a moment you both would remember forever when he kneels down and asks you to marry him. likely, he'd propose on a trip you both take together, nothing out of the ordinary but something cliché yet meaningful: bed with flower petals, candles throughout the room, balloons saying "Will You Marry Me?" and then the promise of great sex afterwards.

now talking about your actual marriage, it would follow the premise of your relationship leading up to that point, and yes, it would be very good, though with some reservations leaning more towards the emotional side due to the expectations and demands that being in a marriage brings for any couple. In a previous reading, it was mentioned that san would want you both to live together "early" in the relationship. however, even if that were to happen, when he puts a ring on your finger and you're married, things would change, and it would be a different dynamic for him. san would genuinely take your relationship seriously from the start, but the fact of being in a marriage seems to completely alter his brain chemistry, and the stance he assumes is much more serious. for him, marriage is a lifelong commitment, something that must be handled with significant firmness and delicacy at the same time. i believe his parents are still together even after many years (as he mentions), so i think that significantly influences how he sees marriage and shapes his vision of the ideal type of marriage he has in mind.

if he was already quite firm regarding financial care and comfort in the relationship, in marriage, this intensifies even more. san might insist a bit for you to at least consider taking a break from your work, especially during the time you'd be trying to have children. He might also ask you to take time off from your job to dedicate yourself to your children until they grow up enough or work in something much lighter that wouldn't occupy so much of your time.

in this relationship, nothing would be lacking for either of you. with the energy of marriage, i got the lovers card so romance would prevail even on the worst days. being in this situation would make you understand even more that being with each other is a privilege and that finding something like this happens once in a million. you wouldn't feel the need for anything else, there wouldn't be anything more you'd want beyond what you already have, nothing. no 'grass is greener on the other side' thoughts, no undercurrents of dissatisfaction or regret. i see that in each other, you would find everything you need.

you would never feel alone in your life in any aspect. although this applies generally to both, due to your situation, this would weigh much more on you. san would truly be your partner, someone who does things for you like he goes there and actually does it, and he wouldn't wait to take these actions.

regarding what i mentioned about some expectations that might weigh, they're on san's side. he would be the one trying to win you over every day but would be somewhat anxious and fearful about it. he would want to be a good husband but might have a bit of insecurity about you getting tired of him, of being tired of being married, of being tired of a more peaceful life... anxiety.

ultimately, san would be very concerned and would want you to feel good in this relationship. even by putting a ring on your finger, he wouldn't feel like he 'has you.' i think when you finally get pregnant things would improve, but until then, he might have this kind of internal concern.

as for you, there's nothing to complain about in terms of how you would feel. no tough times, even the bad days are better than some 'regular' days in your old life. you wouldn't want anything to hinder you, your life, or your relationship. you could be very tough about it���anything threatening this relationship even a little could trigger a negative side of you.

the fatherhood

san wouldn't ask for an exact or huge number of children but would like if you planned to have more than one. in reality, it's more like 'let's have however many come.' he might want to be the kind of father who comforts his inner child, which might have had a somewhat complicated relationship with his own father in his childhood.

fatherhood for san would essentially boil down to 'i want to get everything right from the start so I won't be a father i would detest having as a child.' it's as if he has a very fixed and extensive idea of what he doesn't want to be, so san would try to be as much of the opposite of his worst nightmares as possible. because of this, he would put a lot of pressure on himself and worry if he's really a good father, as he could be horrified at replicating behaviors he condemns in parenthood.

san would be very afraid of being an ineffective father or husband, or that you would feel like you have to take care of things alone because he's not capable; afraid of being emotionally absent as a father and not being able to show love to the children properly; afraid of failure, afraid of blinking and then finding himself making the mistakes he fears.

moreover, san would be a kind and dedicated father who would try to be the children's best friend, understand them, and guide them along the path he deems best. he would go to great lengths to be very present in the children's lives, even if his life were still busy, so he would never miss any important events in their lives and would try to accompany them in everything, from ballet classes to football practices. san would be the type of father who enjoys documenting and keeping many records, so he would probably have a folder full of photos and videos of the family from the very beginning. then, he would want to pass on his values to the children more than anything. having a structured family where members prioritize each other is an achievement he feels obligated to attain.

* based on tarot. this is a reading of san with one specific person. his way of showing his personality and taking actions can vary depending on who the reading is done with.

[starsinkpop]

ATEEZ Choi San Tarot Reading - Ideal Type

Disclaimer: I do tarot readings for fun, so please read them with a grain of salt. Don’t take my words too seriously and just keep an open mind. Tarot is a divination tool that can’t predict the future, as every single individual has their own will and makes their own decisions. Tarot is not a fixed fate. It should be seen as a guidance and a good friend that just has your best interest and gives you advice when needed. I’m not putting anyone in my readings on a pedestal nor am I trying to harm anyone. One last side note, I’m not a native speaker, so please excuse any wrong spellings or poor grammar.

Date of Reading: July 31st 2024

Deck: Edgar Allan Poe Tarot

Their Personality - XVII The Star, II The High Priestess, VIII Strength (R)

San’s ideal type is someone dreamy, who never loses hope. He loves someone who’s faithful and peaceful, someone very loving. He feels drawn to optimistic people. His ideal type has to feel like a blessing, someone who everyone would want to have in their life. They should be compassionate and match his energy level. He likes gentle and respectful people, who don’t turn other people’s light off to shine brightest. They have to be nonjudgmental.

San enjoys someone who’s a bit mysterious and doesn’t play with open cards right away. He is into intelligent people. He prefers someone spiritual who never forgets about their dreams. They should be good at making decisions. He loves an honest and truthful person. San’s ideal type is someone he can have an easy emotional connection with, someone he feels safe to be emotional with.

He likes someone who can be self-critical, maybe he’s evenq tinto someone with a low self esteem. San prefers someone who lacks confidence rather than having too much pride. It’s kind of like he would love someone he could “fix” or feel strong next to. So maybe someone weak (mentally and physically) as well or just someone vulnerable. He could also be drawn to someone with no self discipline, like the total opposite of him.

Physical Appearance- No answer

welp 😅 i remember him saying multiple times he doesn’t really care and no cards popping up is just a confirmation for that

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[cheolsfae]

heeeeeyyy <3 may i request for a reading about "things that seonghwa finds attractive" please? ^^ anything that he may find attractive or he might find interesting. looks, personality, smell, habit, etc. about a person.

so yeah, thanks in advance! 🫶🏻

I'm going to try this a different way... Not sure how it's going to go but hopefully you like it? Real quick, don't think I can do smell. But I can definitely try the other stuff! One card pull for each too.

*Don't take this seriously*

Looks: 8 of wands

I don't think physicality really matters to him all that much. I think he just wants someone who can communicate well. Someone who can say exactly what they want and what they are feeling. He wants someone who is direct. I think that's ultimately what he finds attractive.

Personality: page of swords (reversed)

Someone who isn't too insecure about his job. Someone who isn't constantly worrying if he's up to no good. Someone who just trusts him whole heartedly. Someone who won't doubt him when he says he loves and cares about them deeply.

Habits: the star

He wants someone on the more hopeful side. Someone who views things with a little bit of rose tinted glasses. Views the glass as half full rather than empty. Yes, there are issues going on but look at the brighter side of it all. A person who does not dwell on or focus on the negativity.

[lunarsights]

sunnnn, can you please do an ateez san ideal type reading too?

𝙎𝙖𝙣'𝙨 𝙄𝙙𝙚𝙖𝙡 𝙏𝙮𝙥𝙚

𝐒𝐡𝐮𝐟𝐟𝐥𝐞𝐦𝐚𝐧𝐜𝐲:

“Brain Stew” by Green Day

“Just That Girl” by Drew Seeley

“Born Sinner” by J. Cole (feat. fauntleroy)

𝐂𝐚𝐫𝐝𝐬:

The Sun (Rx), The Magician (Rx), Four of Swords, The Hermit, Five of Wands (Rx), The World (Rx), The Moon, Two of Pentacles, Eight of Cups, Four of Cups

𝐑𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠:

san could be somewhat similar to wooyoung in being attracted to people who may not be the most emotionally stable. he could be attracted to those who may usually be naturally optimistic and sure of themselves but sometimes find themselves questioning the point of being that way. those who are kind even when others don’t treat them the same; those who maintain their sense of self even when they don’t have a reason to if that makes sense. 

he could be attracted to those who are able to do some introspection; he could possibly prefer introverts with the hermit being present. he could be drawn to those who “can’t stand up for themselves”; those who tend to be more cooperative with others and avoid conflict even when it’s needed. he seems to be very similar to wooyoung in wanting to “complete” someone or soothe their fears. he wants to be able to help people “realize their worth” so to speak. he’s attracted to people he feel he can “heal”. 

he could be more drawn to those who are water dominant. those who are more in tune with their emotions and possibly even more feminine in aesthetic or looks. those who have a strong-strong-soft mix of features (say, their eyes are piercing and their nose looks sculpted but their lips are soft and pouty as an example). those whose eyes and lips are their standout facial features. 

overall, i’d say san’s ideal type is different from wooyoung’s in that san likes those who are a little softer. those who can do things by themselves but those who are grateful for help wherever it comes from (while wooyoung is more attracted to those who don’t want the help but give in eventually). san is drawn to those with a focus on their emotions while wooyoung is drawn to those who have a strong mindset or ideas.

also for the anon that just asked, his ranking for his preference age wise would be same age > younger > older

[castingspellsanddaisies]

About Choi San (from ATEEZ kpop group) | Tarot Reading

DISCLAIMER: Take everything with a grain of salt and have fun!

How's his current mental health state?

queen of cups reversed + the lovers + 8 of wands + king of swords reversed + king of wands + 5 of wands

San is not feeling very supported by people in his life right now. And I see him trying to communicate these issues with people he cares about, but it's not coming out like he wants to. And any time he tries, he feels like he makes it worse, possibly because of how he talks about his insecurities. It's like people don't quite understand what he means.

San feels like his relationships are becoming scattered, too shallow for his taste. Some conflicts happened that left him really doubtful about how to act and how to address it.

How does he feel about being an Idol?

the star reversed + 3 of cups reversed + 6 of pentacles reversed + the hanged man + knight of swords + queen of wands | back of the deck: king of pentacles reversed

He understands all the pros and cons of being an Idol, but for him there are more Cons than Pros.

He feels very lonely, like not being able to go out and do things without no one looking for him. He feels like he's missing so much from life just because he can't go out on his own, like a non famous person can. He envies normal people from time to time because of it.

But then, at the same time he thinks ''that's the life I've always dreamed of, so I can't go on complaining about it either''. he feels like it's the price he must pay to eb famous and beloved and successful. He is someone who believes 100% in what he is doing in his career, and most importantly, he believes in his career, his talents. He migh be so obsessed with his career to the point f being greedy.

Yes, even though he suffers from ''not living a normal life'' from time to time, he's so obsessed with his career and worried about ''not succeeding enough'' that he accepts this small suffering in the name of his dream. He really loves to be and Idol.

How does he feel about Ateez?

judgement reversed + 2 of swords reversed + temperance + 4 of swords + ace of swords reversed + 4 of pentacles | back of the deck: the star

The band is his joy, his strength in life! Haha

That's why he's fighting for something to be done in here. Let's see...

There's something San has to decide right now, that he must communicate to the group right now, but he's not doing that in the hopes that things will resolve for itself. He's taking his time to analyze what he thinks, how he feels... And it has to do with some decision of his concerning Ateez. It's about some changes that are yet to happen, but San needs to decide it he agress with these changes or not. And he's not choosing any direction for now.

He knows that the changes coming are for the best, but he's not feeling very confident to choose right now. Strange.

That's it, folks. I hope you enjoyed the reading! Take care <3