#chishiya x OFC

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This fic is so well written and HOT - I definitely melted - and now I want more LOL!

suckerpunch ; chishiya

SUMMARY: you and chishiya are the leaders of the two rival gangs that control the city, but, one night, when you see chishiya being unfairly harmed, you save him.

this is smut, be aware of what you read!

warnings: chishiya x fem!reader, you're a fucking badass, chishiya's older than you, enemies to fuck buddies, this was a request so here it is (i hope that what i did is okay to the person that asked for a hate fuck, cause i wanted to be a little more rough), drugs (only weed), degradation kink, chishiya has tattoos, choking, spanking

word count: 4,4k

english is not my first language, i'm sorry for any mistakes.

i hope you like it.

Maybe you shouldn't be doing this, but there was no other option. You weren't going to leave him in the hospital, he was going to put him in jail and there was a certain balance in the city with the two gangs and you knew it, it wasn't worth destroying everything over a shitty new gang.

You and Chishiya were the leaders of the gangs that dominated the city's traffic and the two gangs left the city balanced, running normally and it was like that for so many years that it was already part of everyday life, but a third gang had begun to want to take over the city. You were trying to find them to destroy them, but you didn't have much information yet.

That night you were going to a convenience store to get some food when you saw three guys punching and kicking a fourth guy on the floor of an empty parking lot, you thought the fight was unfair and decided you were going to stop it, it got even more personal when you saw who it was the blonde guy on the floor, his face all bruised and bloody from the blows he had taken. You weren't going to let a random gang kill the enemy that was yours even more so in a fight like that.

So you killed the three of them and took Chishiya to your car. He wasn't easy to carry him, but you did it. You wouldn't share your city with people who enjoyed that kind of unfair fighting.

When you noticed you were sitting Chishiya on top of your toilet, inside your bathroom, inside your studio apartment. If there was no way to get Chishiya to a hospital and you didn't know how to contact his gang to get their leader, then you had to take care of him.

“Chishiya?”, you called softly, lightly slapping his face, who woke up startled, ready to punch whoever called him, but you wrapped your hand around his fist, “Calm down, calm down, I won't hurt you .”

Shuntaro's eyes widened and he looked around, "What do you think you're doing?"

“Can you calm down?”, you asked, letting go of his hand, opening the mirror cabinet over the sink to Chishiya’s left and taking out a heavy-duty first-aid kit you had (heavy-duty as it had a needle and thread to sew up wounds, if needed).

“Where am I?”

“Okay, let's go”, you placed the first-aid kit over the sink and opened it taking cotton, alcohol, gauze and plaster from inside and placed them on the sink, doing it while explaining: “I was going to buy…”, and you decided not to say what you were going to specify what you were doing, he didn't deserve to know, “something when I saw three people hitting one in an empty parking lot. I thought the fight was very unfair, it was three against one, the person on the ground was already unconscious and I considered stopping the fight, until I saw that you were the one on the ground and decided that I was definitely going to stop the fight.”

Chishiya listened in silence and watched as you soaked a cotton ball in alcohol, “But why did you save me? You could have let me die.”

You laughed, stood in front of the other and pulled his face up by the chin, still smirking, "If there's anyone in this town who's going to kill you, it's going to be me."

Chishiya's eyes widened a little. That statement was supposed to sound threatening, and it did, so why did he feel his stomach turn over and not with fear? His concluding thoughts were cut short when the alcohol swab touched his cut lip making him shift and move away from the swab.

“No, no, no”, you said holding him by the back of the head, “I'm going to have to clean these wounds so swallow your crying.”

Chishiya should have been offended, but once again his body reacted differently, maybe he hit his head or got hit too hard. What he didn't think about was how strange and different that was, they never had that dynamic, they had already met and talked several times, but it was a strange situation. They had never touched each other before. It felt like where your fingers touched him it burned his body.

You didn't feel different, being silent with the other and taking care of him was strange and you liked it. What your shouldn't, you were just taking care of the enemy that way so you could personally kill him in the future.

“Take off your shirt”, you asked.

Chishiya frowned at you, “Not even a wine? Not even a little vodka just to cheer me up?”

You rolled your eyes and laughed, "Fuck you, just take your fucking shirt off."

“So violent… Jesus, you sound like a criminal… like a gang member.”

“Shut up, Shuntaro, just do what I say.”

Chishiya laughed and pulled his shirt up, his torso hurted a little doing that, but it could be worse. There were some shallow cuts on his chest, that was where the blood on his shirt came from, but luckily nothing that needed sewing up. You just kept cleaning up, not wanting to pay too much attention to the bruised and tattooed chest.

“How did they get to you like that? Alone?”, you asked, trying not to pay attention to his body, it wasn't the moment to be attracted to Chishiya.

“I have a suspicion that someone from my gang told them where I was going”, Chishiya sucked in air between his teeth as alcohol fell into his chest wounds, “I didn't like one of them anyway, now I'm sure that he must have been in on it."

“And why did you let him join the gang if you didn’t like him?”

“He was already in the gang when I became a leader”, he explained, his face contorting as you cleaned his wounds.

“And how do you intend to take care of it? It is not good to have a snitch in the group.”

“First, I'm going to try to see if it really is him”, began the seated man and once again sucked in air between his teeth, “Maybe I should pretend to go somewhere alone and see if they show up again, so I can do some kind of ambush and destroy them all.”

“Would you like some help?”

"What? Do you want to help?"

"The enemy of my enemy is my friend, isn't it?", you shrugged, "And I don't like them, I like them less than I like you."

“Awwwn”, Chishiya placed his hand over his heart and pouted.

“Fuck off", you commanded laughing softly, “And they're messing with my business too, it doesn't hurt to get together and end this little game, there's already two people running the town and that's enough.”

"We can join forces then, princess", Chishiya nodded, "But it will be for a very short time, we'll settle that and each one will go to their corner."

“Deal, Shuntaro.”

You offered your hand and Chishiya shook it briefly, sealing the deal. After that, you continued to clean his wounds and soon started bandaging all the cuts. Silence reigned, the two thinking about many things that did not involve rivalry or what happened. They both thought the same thing, in fact, how attractive the other was. Perhaps all the adrenaline had them a little out of their minds.

“Are you going to put gauze on my wounds and choke me to death?”, asked Chishiya, breaking the silence, making you laugh.

“Not today”, you replied smiling, “You're hurt, it wouldn't be fair. If I ever plan to kill you, it will be a fair fight, with both of you well rested and fed, no firearms, just bladed weapons and our fists and whoever dies, dies.”

The blonde nodded, "And in that case, it's going to be me the one who dies, right?"

 You leaned towards his face, getting dangerously close and smirked, "Of course."

“What makes you so sure you'd win, kitten?”, Chishiya challenged, the twinkle in his eyes was making you extremely tempted.

“I'm clearly faster”, you said, smiling.

Chishiya laughed wryly, and quickly fell silent as you took the scissors from the firs-aid kit and pressed the sharp tip against the blonde's Adam's apple, who swallowed hard.

Chishiya's strong, beautiful hand wrapped around your wrist and pushed it away from his neck, "And I'm stronger", he said, you forced your hand back into place, but the older one was stronger anyway, even if he wasn't the best conditions to fight.

You tried to attack using your other hand, but your wrist was also grabbed and Chishiya joined both of his hands and held it using only one of your hands.

“Do you want to keep playing, princess?”, teased the oldest.

You laughed wryly, tried to move your wrists and were unsuccessful, "You're still going to get fuck for crossing my path, Chishiya."

“I honestly think you're the one who's going to get fucked over this, baby girl.”

And the two faced each other. Hearts racing, that kind of talk was releasing too much adrenaline to make them think straight. Your eyes dropped to Chishiya's pretty lips, who mimicked the movement, it wasn't something easy to resist. Neither of them noticed exactly when this had happened, but in a moment one advanced towards the other and they began to kiss.

There was so much anger in that kiss. Chishiya would sometimes let out low whimper of pain, because his still delicate cut lip was being crushed by your lips. Even though you didn't want to admit it, those whimpers were making you so fucking horny. Maybe they shouldn't do anything since Chishiya was hurt, but you were leaving it up to him to say he wanted to stop.

Chishiya finally released his grip and grabbed your thighs pulling you onto his lap and pinned you against the cold tile wall.

“You are so light”, mocked the older one.

“Shut up, motherfucker”, you said, rolling your eyes.

“Wow, you sound like a criminal”, mocked the other again.

You rolled your eyes, "Are you going to do something or are you going to hold me here on the wall and get degraded?"

"There should be fetishes just for that."

“Do you have a fetish with that by any chance?”

The blonde chuckled and clasped your thighs in his hands, “No… not like this anyway…”

Chishiya came out of the bathroom with you in his arms and walked to your bed, where he threw you on the mattress and got on top of you. When he went to try to kiss you again, you grabbed him with your legs and arms and spun you around on the bed, getting on top.

“Are you as strong as you think, Chishiya?”, you teased.

The blonde laughed and leaned on his right elbow while his left hand went to the back of your neck pulling you closer, "Yes, I am", he informed, returning to kiss you.

The hand on the back of your neck that caressed your hair slid to your throat and wrapped it gently at first, wanting to know if it was okay to do what he wanted to do. As there wasn't any kind of displeasure shown, he gently squeezed the sides of your neck, receiving a soft sigh in return.

Chishiya parted their lips and watched the scene for a little while. You took your hand to the other's wrist and held on to it as if you needed help to hold yourself together. Your face was contorted adorably and your lips pretty, red and glossy. Chishiya was so hot with the cuts and bruises, he was already beautiful, but this was another level of attractiveness.

Your hips slowly rocked against Shuntaro's hips, "Kiss me", you ordered through gritted teeth.

“How do you say?”, teased Chishiya, grinning.

“Now, you fucking piece of shit.”

Chishiya laughed and just accepted, how could he say no to that cutie? He let go of your neck, he had choked you enough (for now), the action made you whimper softly, "How cute."

“Shut up, Chishiya", you ordered angrily.

“Make me”, he teased once again.

“I still will punch you until you pass out…”

The older one laughed and the kiss resumed. Chishiya's hand was still on your neck, without squeezing, just caressing the skin with his thumb, it went down your chest, squeezing your breasts.

"Cute", Chishiya said when you moaned as your nipples were pinched over your shirt.

"Fuck you."

"You should be ashamed of yourself for rubbing that pussy on my lap and acting like you're better than me."

"Ah… but I am…"

The blonde smirked, "Fucking bitch."

Your shirt was taken off and Chishiya started sucking your nipples gently, not doing too much, not doing everything you wanted. He was doing it on purpose, he wanted to piss you off and he was succeeding. You wanted more, you wanted to be pinched and squeezed, but nothing came, making you groan.

“I hate you so much", you complained.

“Why?”, Chishiya was a bastard.

“I have little patience.”

The older one chuckled, "Then feel free to take control, baby girl."

You rolled your eyes and pushed him onto the bed. You leaned over to the night stand and picked up a joint and lighter from the top of it, putting the blunt in your mouth.

"Are you really going to smoke? Marijuana? With me here under you?", complained Chishiya pretending to be angry, "I'm going to call the police."

"Don't you ever shut up?", you asked, lighting your cigarette.

Chishiya laughed, he was enjoying making you angry, it was so funny. The fun ended when you sat on the other's legs and started to smoke, it wasn't fun anymore it was just hot.

"Do you want some?", you asked, showing the joint in your hands, noticing that he was very entertained watching you smoke.

Chishiya nodded, you took the joint to your lips again and smoked it taking your hand to his chin, he parted his lips waiting for what you would do. You blew the smoke to the blonde's lips and kissed him, brushing your tongue gently against his.

If it was up to Shuntaro, they would do that for hours. You repeated your act a few more times, smoking and sharing it with the older one with kisses.

"Fuck", cursed Chishiya softly making you laugh.

You returned the two objects to the bedside table and adjusted yourself, hugging Chishiya's neck, kissing him again, the kiss was less nervous now, but that didn't stop you from scratching the other's chest with your nails, being careful not to scratching at the cutted areas, making him moan softly as they kissed.

With a peck, you broke the kiss and pushed the blonde's body back onto the bed, running kisses down his chest, biting the skin from time to time, always being careful with the cuts, but always licking the bruises, because you loved to hear his adorable whimpers. With Chishiya's skin between your teeth, you proceeded to unfasten his belt, making him sigh in anticipation.

"I like you like this… quiet", you commented, licking where you had bitten, eliciting a low whine from him, "It suits you, Shuntaro."

"Fuck…", was the only thing he managed to say when your hand tightened on his cock over his pants.

"How cute", you smiled, "Is your cock so hard because of your enemy, Chishiya?", you laughed at the snort the older one let out, squeezing his still covered cock, "How do you explain that to your friends?"

"Go fuck yourself."

You adjusted yourself over Chishiya's body and took off his jeans, leaving him only in black underwear. Your beautiful lips wrapped around the man's cock over the cloth and licked, eliciting a breathless groan from him.

"Fucking shit", Chishiya cursed, throwing his head back, shuddering when the hot mouth wrapped around the head of his cock covered by the cloth, "Baby girl… don't do that…", he asked softly, looking down at you who was staring at him from under you lashes. Chishiya had dark eyes, the unreadable expression and the bruises on his face, it was all so sensual. Your tongue flattened against his cock, saliva marked the cloth leaving it glistening against the light, pre-cum also marked the tip, "Shit. You have to… you have…", he couldn't talk with you licking him like that, you could feel his blood boil as you felt the pulse against your tongue, so hard and fast.

"If I give you a proper blowjob, will you shut the fuck up?", you asked with an expression of boredom.

"I do not promise anything."

And Chishiya laughed when you rolled your eyes. You could complain, but you were too horny to be against what was going on, so you just removed Shuntaro's underwear and slid your hands down his thighs, his hard cock pulsing gently against his beautiful abdomen. You lay back down, taking his cock in your hands, making him sigh.

You licked the length of the thick cock and moaned softly feeling the pulse directly against your tongue. Chishiya purred and laid his head on the pillows, bringing his hand to your hair, stroking and squeezing the strands tightly as his cock sank completely into your mouth.

Your head began to slowly rise and fall, the rhythm gradually increasing as the other's moans became more desperate.

"Fuck, kitten", moaned Chishiya, he called you that to annoy you, but now it was exciting and you hated it.

One of his hands was in your hair, tightening the strands in his fists, and the other held his cock, helping you to swallow it.

The moan that came out of Chishiya's lips made your eyes roll back in pure pleasure. You moved your head up and down, he could feel saliva sliding down his cock to his thighs. He moaned louder as your delicate hands caressed his balls.

"Shit", growled Chishiya softly, stopping your movements, panting heavily, "Lie down on the bed now… go, come on", he ordered impatiently.

You did as asked, laying down on the bed. Chishiya got on top of you and lay down between your legs, "I should just fuck your pussy and leave, but I can't resist a pretty little pussy like that, all wet and just for me."

And Chishiya began to undress you quickly and began to suck you off, making you moan loudly, making you squirm. The fucker knew what he was doing, he seemed to know how your body worked, he licked just the right place and made the biggest mess, his mouth completely covered with your pleasure.

"Shut the fuck up", Chishiya swore, "The whole building will know you're being eaten."

"Shhh", you silenced, grabbing his long blonde hair and forcing him to go back to licking you, "use your mouth for something worthwhile."

Chishiya laughed, "Slut", his strong hand covered your mouth with ease, "I should gag you, but look how beautiful you look with my hand like that…", his other free hand went to your neck and caressed it gently, fingers enveloped in skin, "So pretty at my mercy, you should think about being like this more often."

"Shut the fuck up", you commanded in a voice muffled by the big hand on your mouth.

Chishiya laughed, taking his hand away from your mouth, "Unbearable bitch", he whispered.

The blonde tightened your neck and went back to eating you out, he thought it would be better to choke you than cover your mouth for now, it made your moans more sly and he liked that.

“Chishiya", you whimpered, rolling your hips, not really wanting to sound that desperate.

And that drew a wry chuckle from him, "Moaning like that? Because of the enemy, princess? What are you going to tell your friends?"

“Shh”, you hushed again, your hands going to the blonde hair and you forced it down once more.

Chishiya laughed and accepted, he ran his tongue up and down the wet pussy, sucking the clit and sank his skillful fingers inside you, loosening you. You moaned softly, your fingers caressed his hair gently, it wasn't your intention, but it felt so good that you thought Shuntaro deserved a reward. The older man's hand didn't stop its back and forth movements, opening you for him.

Chishiya pulled away, brought his thumb to your clit and stroked in circular motions, “I need to fuck you.”

"Please."

It was the first time that had been said that night and it was said so delicately.

Wasting no time, Chishiya grabbed you around the waist and flipped you over on the bed, lifting your hips, leaving you completely exposed for his own benefit.

"What a nice little pussy", said the blonde, observing your wet pussy, spreading your lips with his fingers, "It's already all loose."

“Don't you shut up-”, your sentence was cut off when he spanked your ass.

“What were you going to say, kitten?”, asked the older one ironically, giving you another slap.

You whimpered, “Just fuck me, Shuntaro.”

“Of course, all for you, my sweetie.”

“If I wasn't so horny, I swear I would-”, and a long moan left your lips as Chishiya thrust his cock inside you hard, without giving you time to adjust.

"You swear what, baby?", he asked, his face leaning over your.

"I swear I'd kill you right now, Shuntaro", you stated clutching the sheets as your pussy was fucked mercilessly.

"I think it's funny that you think you could kill me", Chishiya whispered, biting your earlobe.

Chishiya held your waist, thrusting hard, but the pace was still too slow for your liking, "Faster, you motherfucker."

"Of course…"

And he obeyed such a crude request, starting to speed up his movements. Your moans started to get louder and louder, you were too lost in your own pleasure to control yourself.

It wasn't so loud that it would disturb the neighbors in the apartments next door, but Chishiya still chuckled softly and put his hand over your mouth.

"You'll wake up the whole building like that", he warned softly, continuing to thrust.

You just whimpered and grabbed the sheets as you were harshly fucked. Chishiya's hand gripped your hip tightly, squeezing the skin in his fingers, you were sure it would get purple.

"You're so hot", growled the man softly, his lips close to your ear, you shivered with those words, "I think that me talking doesn't bother you anymore, huh?", his hand on your waist slid down your skin down to your ass and squeezed the flesh.

"I'm still going to destroy your entire gang and take care of the entire city by myself", you stated.

"Do you think you can do it, baby girl?"

"I already do that, only you pretend to do something and get in my way."

He straightened his posture and took both of your hands, bringing them behind your back, squeezing your wrists into one hand to keep them there. His free hand went back to squeezing your ass and began to slap the skin.

Neither of them had any sense of time anymore, at that moment, they only knew that they were very close to an orgasm and that they hated each other so fucking much.

“Chishiya”, you purred, “I'm going to cum…”

“Me too", Chishiya stated.

“I- AH!”, you were going to say something, however Chishiya's hand that remained resting on your ass, which was already hot and red with the countless spankings, went down to your pussy and started to masturbate you quickly.

You twisted your arms trying to free yourself, but the blonde man was much stronger than you. It didn't take long for a ragged moan to leave your lips and you came on Chishiya's cock.

The older one chuckled softly and pulled out of you, letting go of your wrists. Shuntaro sat on his legs and jerked off briefly, his free hand gripping your ass, squeezing hard as he reached his climax watching his cum fall over the red skin. When he finally came, he lay down beside you and sighed softly.

“You're not going to sleep here”, you said, making the other open his eyes wide.

Chishiya groaned and got up, "I'm not going to sleep in this shitty place", he informed you as he sat down.

You laughed, "If you say so, I could have sworn I saw you dreaming, and dreaming of me still."

“God have mercy on you", he said as he searched for his clothes, “I'm still going to break both your legs.”

“Why don’t you break it now?”

“Because I got beat up and I just came”, the comment made you laugh putting your hand under your head to support it and be able to observe the other, “I'm not in full mental faculties.”

“If you say so", you said as the other dressed, “I guess I'll have to find a new place to live.”

"I would never attack you in your home, but if it makes you feel safe, it's not a bad idea."

“Do you think it would be viable for us to unite?”, you asked, sitting on the bed after a while of silence, Chishiya crossed his arms, “This third gang can't keep thinking we're accepting their presence.”

“If you're willing, I am too”, the blonde was sincere, “It's better to unite against a common enemy, but that's all it will be, after we get what we want, it's each one to one side, correct, kitten?”

“I wouldn't dream of doing otherwise, Shuntaro.”

“Do you have any plans in mind?”

“I have, I can tell it to you later. Could you give me your phone number?”, you asked.

The eldest smirked, “Are you in love now, kitten?”, you rolled your eyes, “Do you want to send nudes on my personal phone?”

"You don't give a minute of peace, how can you compete with me?", you questioned, rubbing your forehead, "It's so we can talk, fucking piece of shit."

"Oh, yes, of course."

You groaned and threw your phone at Chishiya for him to add his contact, and when he were done, he threw the phone back to you, "Fuck you from the bottom of my heart, Chishiya, see you in hell."

“I’ll wait for you there, princess.”

And with that said, Chishiya unlocked the door and left. Leaving you alone and naked in your bed.

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NSFW Musical Magnetism - UPDATED!

Kyūma x Reader / OFC - NSFW 18+

Musical Magnetism - Part II

Rating: Mature / NSFW / 18+

Description: Kyūma has a transcendent experience with a fan following a show. & Smut ensues.

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Part Two

Her agreement and the way she acquiesced to my touches filled me with a sensation of warmth and trust. The sentiment and insight of knowing that, not only did she accept me, but she also wanted to take part in my sensual and erotic invitation, swelled within my chest as I smiled down at her, our foreheads still touching. 

She was soft and pliable under my guidance as I nodded against her, then began motioning her further back onto the bed. The faint glow from a small bedside lamp combined with a view of the Tokyo Skyline created an elusive ambiance that bounced contours of light across the room, casting shadows upon the contours of our bodies. 

 Once we were properly laying side by side, I felt her move closer to me. Quickly sensing both her hesitation as well as her desire; I could feel her breath change, see the rise and fall apart in her chest as I glanced down at the beautiful curves of her cleavage. Our lips then found the others rapidly, as though we were being pulled together by some magnetic force. 

The desire I possessed for her was intense, intriguing, and it captivated me in the most intoxicating ways. My insatiable appetite, already attuned to her, painting erotic portraits of her in my mind, imagining her in all mediums of art, while my hands wanted to memorize every inch of her until I could sculpt her, if only as a form of subconscious remembrance. 

My arousal quickly made itself known as she bridged the gap between our hips, feeling the rush of blood flow changing, causing the nerves in my pelvis to tremble under the tight barrier of my jeans. I pulled her closer, noticing her arm slipping around my back, and then gently rolled my hips into hers. The act itself elicited similar, breathless moans from both of our mouths as the sensation and relief brought upon by that simple, minute amount of contact and pressure hummed throughout the both of us.

My eyes scanned her face, searching for the reaction I yearned for.  --The sweet blush that crept up in her cheeks and a smile that was only meant to look shy, as she felt my pulsing erection pressing gingerly up against her. I then deepened our kiss, feeling her tongue seek entrance, licking at my opened mouth, and nipping at my lower lips. I wanted to devour her the way that my passion was devouring me. The cinnamon sweetness of her mouth remained in sync with my own as our tongues sought out an intemperate dominance, only then to submit to the other’s kiss willingly, it was as if we were choreographing a sugary sweet dance with our lips.

“You’re intoxicating...” I professed, as I brought my lips to her ear, and then continued, “I know you can feel how hard I am for you.” My words were met with a genuine shyness, made apparent to me by the way she ceased her movements and hesitated to make eye contact once my gaze had returned to meet hers. 

“I could kiss you for an eternity....” She allowed herself to trail off, rather than concisely finish her sentence. Meanwhile, my hand had tangled itself in her hair and my kiss at the pulse point to the right of her neck, “It’s just … that you feel a lot bigger than anyone I’ve ever been with.”

A compliment that made my pride swell and my cock to throb - intoxicating; however, it was nothing I hadn’t heard before.

“We’re nowhere near that part right now, my love.” I responded, “I promised you pleasure tonight.”

I felt her nod against my head in response. 

I couldn't tell you how long we spent wrapped up in one another, sharing kisses, smiles, and occasional glances. Enjoying ourselves in the present moment and allowing ourselves to both feel alive as well as share the art and experience of simply feeling and feeling something together.

When I felt her nudge against my hips, using her body rather than her words to tell me what she longed for, I happily obliged in the same fashion, placing my hand on her hip to steady myself and control my movement as I rolled my hips into hers more forcefully than I had previously. I felt her breath hitch and her eyes met mine as she wrapped her leg around my waist in an attempt to pull me down and on top of her. Close couldn’t feel close enough in this state, if ever at all. 

TBC...

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[starrylili]

please stop making y/n a genius i cannot relate !!

[realisticjupiter]

haihaii!! your profile has been like.... THERAPY to me bc the aib fixation is back AND ITS STRONG ESPECIALLY TOWARDS CHISHIYA 💔💔💔 i love the way u write as well !!

so with this could i request a touch starved chishiya... like a chishiya that needs readers attention so bad but is too embarrassed to downright tell them "I WANT CUDDLES" or smth... still he does everything in his power to get readers attention atp the only thing left is to just BEG

also could i be 🎶 anon ? i picture myself being very active here from now on... have a nice day!!

Summary: Chishiya can't sleep without you.

Genre: Fluffy

Pairing: Chishiya x gn!reader

Warnings: None! :)

Word count: 784

a/n: Aghhhh i hope this is okay!!!!! That is actually so sweet of you, I'm so glad you've liked my account!!!<3 And ofc you can claim an emoji, hello 🎶!!

Chishiya tried everything to get you into bed with him. He tried seducing you, gaslighting you, and of course his manipulation tactics didn't work either.

All you were focused on was trying to fix the phone from last night's game. It was still on, so you thought it would be easier to get into before it powered off.

Every time he'd call your name, you'd brush him off. Mostly because he always used a certain tone of voice you've become far too familiar with when he tries to get what he wants.

All he wanted to do was kneel at your feet to tell you exactly what he wanted. To tell you he just wanted you to hold him, to tell you all he needed was your attention.

But he couldn't. He never has been able to ask for help, or ask for anything without feeling vulnerable for that matter. He was closed off, that's what people knew about him; that he didn't show those types of emotions in fear of being belittled.

Chishiya could feel his eyelids getting heavy and his eyes burning from keeping them open, but he knew no matter how hard he would toss and turn; he wouldn't be able to sleep without you.

It was pathetic, he'd admit that. It was a loop he found himself getting stuck into, and found there was no way out of it. He hid it pretty well, though. Through late nights where you'd fall asleep alone and wake up to him beside you. You truly had no idea he struggled so much.

He was so tired. He'd do anything if you'd just stop and sleep already.

And he found his last option, the one thing he dreaded the most.

"Y/n?" Chishiya whispered, his voice husky as he climbed out of bed and walked towards you with slow steps.

"What?" You hummed in response, never peeling your eyes away from the task at hand.

"Please," He spoke underneath his breath in an almost incoherent whisper as he stopped to stand beside the chair you sat in.

"I don't know what you want, Chishiya. No one is keeping you awake." You sighed, watching from the corner of your eye as he stood by your side, rubbing his eyes with his palms.

"You're keeping me awake." He murmured, watching your hands as they played around with the device's motherboard.

"How?" You said in defeat, finally turning your attention to him. You looked up at him with your hands thrown in your lap, clearly waiting for his response.

He let out a huff as he looked around the room; avoiding eye contact. When he finally looked at you, his eyes were soft and glassed over.

His next sentence was incoherent.

"What?"

[inaudible]

"Chishiya. Speak up, please." Your words were soft as you stood up from your seat, placing your hands on his upper arms.

"I can't sleep without you." He finally spoke, his words finally registering in your mind.

When he realized you had finally heard him, he felt like he could say anything. And with his new found confidence he continued to speak.

"Why is it so hard to ask you to touch me?" He breathed, letting his head fall onto your shoulder.

You smiled at his soft demeanour. You knew how hard it must've been for him to admit something so close to himself, especially since it was about you. You've found a new side of Chishiya you haven't seen before.

You brought a hand to comb through his hair as the other scratched up and down his bare back, "I'm sorry, Chishiya. I should've just read your mind." You whispered against his shoulder as you held him close to your body.

Your words were an obvious tease, trying to humor the situation at hand. Which did make Chishiya snicker.

"You should have. You've always been able to." He muttered, wrapping his arms lazily around you.

You smiled warmly as he spoke, pulling away to drag his hand towards the bed. You climbed in with him closely behind you. He waited for you to get comfortable, before he joined you under the covers to tangle his limbs with yours.

"I'm proud of you, Chishiya." Your sultry breath hit his forehead as you mumbled against his skin.

He stared down at the way your bodies fit together, processing your words with a smile he knew you couldn't see.

"Now go to sleep, 'm here." You spoke once more into his skin, kissing his forehead and massaging your fingers into his scalp.

His cold fingers danced around your bare skin, trying to bring himself impossibly closer to you before his body fell limp into a night's sleep.

reposts and comments are appreciated <3

[chichix]

Hello! Your Chishiya posts are so good!

Could I ask one where Chishiya and y/n are playing the Jack of Hearts and he is trying to save them even if the others around are trying to manipulate y/n or get her in danger?

Maybe a worried and over protective Chishiya? u.u

Thank you so much for your time and patience! 💜

Ofc! I appreciate the request and the idea! <3

Chishiya x Fem!reader

Warnings!: AIB s2 ep 3-4 spoilers! Protective!Chishiya x Fem!reader, Worried!Chishiya x Fem!reader, attempted manipulation to reader

*has the ending of them finding the Jack

Summary: Chishiya and you are playing the Jack of Hearts game..others around are you are trying to manipulate you or put you in other danger, but Chishiya is here to protect you from them.

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Chishiya and you were waiting for the game to begin, you wondered what the collars are for, but tried to brush it off to not make you stress as much. Chishiya had noticed your look on your face, a nervous look he suspected. "Something wrong?" He said lifting one of his eyebrows up slightly. You looked at him and bit your lip, "Just wondering what these collars may be used for." You replied stepping an inch closer to him. "Well, we'll see in a few when another player joins." He said trying to convince you not to worry to much, though he was one worrying a lot to protect you with all cost. You just nodded while you put your hands in your pocket. Another player had joined the game, the game was ready to start.

Once everyone heard what the game was about, some people panicked. “You’ll tell the truth to me right..” You said firmly not looking at Chishiya. “Yeah, you know I will.” He said doing a side smile, you smiled as well at his words. After waiting, the first round was going to begin. The speaker had spoken again and addressed to go in any room to tell your answer. You and Chishiya were going to the rooms that you were told to go, “Remember your symbol?” Chishiya spoke, you nodded and went into one of the doors and so did Chishiya. When you got into the room, the door shut automatically. The speaker had said to say your answer, you paused for a second, “Diamond.” You said confidently. You made it out alive, the doors opened and the people that people survived got out. You patiently waited for Chishiya to walk out the doors, when you saw him you softly smiled. You both walked together to the cafeteria to get a snack, once you got there you picked out your favorite snack, while Chishiya picked some cookies, that you assumed was his favorite as well. You both sat down at a table and started discuss whats going to happen, “The Jack most likely won’t make a move at the moment, but when people begin to kill off people and lesser people are here the Jack will then make his move.” Your partner said while taking a bite of his snack, “I just wonder who it is.” You replied, “They’ll reveal themselves near the end of the game, possibly.” He responded to you looking at the group of people in the cafeteria.

You and Chishiya chatted for awhile until it was the next round, you were going to go into one of rooms again until someone stopped you. Chishiya noticed but acted like he didn’t see anything so he hid behind the doors that were open. “What?” You told the girl with the blue dress, “Hello! I’m Urumia I wouldn’t trust that man that you are with~..I think he may be the Jack. Since your always with him I’d say lie about his symbol to him. Well..goodbye then! If he is the Jack..thank me for saving you!” The girl said while walking away smiling, Chishiya walked behind you, he touched your shoulder that made you turn around fast. “She’s trying to kill off people to figure out the Jack. If you believed her and killed me off you could be another victim of being killed off.” He said reassuring you that you can trust him. “Okay..I promise I’ll let you live next round. We’ll get out of this together.” You responded confidently, he smiled and went into a room, and so did you. Once the round was over you both went in the cafeteria to tell each other your symbols. The girl that talked to you kept staring at you, the look was like ‘you know what to do.’ You looked away from her and looked at Chishiya’s symbol. “You’re a spade” you said, “Alright then, turn around and I’ll tell you yours.” He said turning around facing you. “Okay!” You smiled and turned around. “You’re a heart” He replied.

It was the next round, you both went into the rooms and told your answers. The round ended, as usual you and Chishiya walked together to the cafeteria. Urumia noticed you let him live, she was going to kill you off. Like Chishiya said. She was talking to her group and explaining there symbols, until..“Hey guys..I think she’s the Jack.” She said pointing her finger at you but not making it obvious. “Ima go get more snacks, I’ll be right back.” Chishiya told you, touching your hands. “Okay! Be back fast so I don’t have to be alone.” You teasingly said while doing a side smile. He just smiled and left, while he was getting snacks he’d always keep an eye out for you. He stopped when the girl came up to you again, he carefully watched what she was doing. “Can you tell me my symbol?” Urumia had asked you tilting her head, “Sure..!” You said standing up, Urumia smiled and turned around. “Your symbol is a club.” You reassured her you weren’t lying. “Lovely~! I can tell you yours!” She replied, “Oh okay..” You turned around making your back face her. “You’re a..spade!” She was lying. You turned around and nodded. Urumia left and went back to her group. You sat back down and waited for Chishiya. He came back and placed the items on the table, “Let me see your symbol.” Was the first thing he said, you just faced your back towards him and let him look. “Well she lied. You’re a club.” He looked away from your back and back at the table, your eyes widened and faced him. “I almost got..” “Tricked.” You both looked at each other until you booped his nose. He smiled and shook his head, “Ima just make you follow me everywhere now. Can’t trust no one.” He broke the silence with his words and booped your nose as well. You rolled your eyes and smiled.

{Time Skip}

After rounds and rounds of the game, people continued to die, same with Urumia after someone had lied about her symbol. Now, it was only down to six people. Who is the Jack? Chishiya and you were talking to a man that never talked to us, just Banda. “Can you tell us are symbols, we’re being sure that its true.” You said, the man just walked off. Chishiya held your hand but you didn’t mind. “By the looks at him I won’t trust him. He’s most likely the Jack. Chishiya whispered while lifting his eyebrows. “Possibly.” You said mumbling. The man stopped for a moment, “You’re a club, she’s a heart.” He then walked off somewhere else. “Wrong.” You said almost giggling. Chishiya just smirked and put his left hand in his pocket. You were getting snacks and drinks..and of course Chishiya was there with you just holding the bottom of your shirt. “You don’t always have to keep following me.” You stated. “Yeah but I don’t trust other people. Besides I want to keep you save.” He replied smiling, you chuckled while walking back to the table. Chishiya sat down next to you. A woman came into the cafeteria and got the small packets of cookies..again. You and Chishiya noticed the pattern with the man and the woman, they were teaming up together secretly. You both ignored her..but were watching her carefully, the woman felt eyes watching her so she slowly walked away. “I have a feeling she may kill off the man she’s with.” Chishiya curiously asked. "I agree as well." You explained, you bit your lip and shook your head.

It was time for next round. As you were walking to the rooms, the man that you and Chishiya spoke to came up to you. You looked at him and stepped back. “I wouldn’t be with or trust the guy your with. If you really think about it, he’s using you to stay hidden from the others. He might lie to you and kill you.” He stated and stepped closer to you. Chishiya walked past him grabbed your hand, “How should she trust you. You could be the Jack yourself.” The man stood quiet, he looked at you. “You’ll see for yourself sooner or later.” He left and went into one of he rooms, “Hm.” Chishiya mumbled while you patted his shoulder with your free hand. You both went into the separate rooms and said your final answers.

The round was over. The man that spoke to you walked out, he saw no one come out of the rooms. “I..won.” He said, he had began laughing until Chishiya came out one of the rooms, “And so we were right.” He said with a side smile, you then came out of one of the rooms and went over to Chishiya beside him. The man was confused and shocked. Banda had came around the corner, and so did the suited man.

As soon you and Chishiya left the building, the blimp hovering over it exploded. “Well then. Next game?” You lifted one of your eyebrows and waited for his response. He hummed, “Lets go.” He replied, you nodded.

You both walked to find a new game. Will you guys survive this time?

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[urperfectcinnamonroll07]

Hi, are your requests open? If not, ignore this please, but I would really, really like a chishiya x reader fluff where readers love language is "nah I'll do it for you" but not like grand gestures, just random things. Kinda like the peeling an orange thing, or going downstairs to get a snack or running a bath after a hard day. But like, it goes both ways, reader doing stuff for chishiya and vice versa. Also, could it be post borderlands where they remember everything? Feel free to change anything or don't do it at all, I wouldn't mind. Also, I haven't ever actually requested with my real username, so I don't know if it would notify me if you post with this, but can you @ me? Bye and I really enjoy your writing!!!

I'll Do It!

requested?: yes pairing(s): shuntarō chishiya x gn!reader genre: fluff, angst if you squint warning(s): mentions of nightmares, fluff, mentions of sleeping pills, mentions of very poor mental health, chishiya being sweet towards reader (shock horror gasp), mentions of trouble sleeping, mentions of eating disorder summary: 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘥𝘦𝘳 𝘥𝘰𝘦𝘴 𝘢𝘭𝘮𝘰𝘴𝘵 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳���𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘤𝘩𝘪𝘴𝘩𝘪𝘺𝘢, 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘷𝘪𝘤𝘦 𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘴𝘢 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘮, 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘥𝘦𝘳 𝘩𝘢𝘴 𝘢 𝘯𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵𝘮𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘮 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘣𝘰𝘳𝘥𝘦𝘳𝘭𝘢𝘯𝘥𝘴, 𝘤𝘩𝘪𝘴𝘩𝘪𝘺𝘢 𝘩𝘢𝘴 𝘵𝘰 𝘳𝘦𝘮𝘪𝘯𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘮 𝘰𝘧 𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘨𝘰𝘰𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘴 word count: 1k a/n: ofc you can! my requests are practically always open and i do try my hardest to get through them, so sorry if this is late lol. also, think this is so cute and you have a great idea. just to add, can somone request something for bang chan please lmao, i wanna write for him but all my ideas are literally gone lmao. make sure to eat and drink something, love yas, mwah! (P.s so sorry this took a while, ive been busy recently lol) tags: @ultimate-duck-king-lucifer

you and chishiya did absolutely everything for eachother. you both remembered the borderlands, which was a downside for the both of you, but you did both get over it. when chishiya went back to work, a lot changed.

it was almost as though he was never around, and he either worked so late that you were already asleep, or he would just crash when he got home. but of course, on the rare occasions he was working from home, you would bring him snacks and keep him company while he did so.

you had am office in your house that you had both decorated with comfy sofas, so you would sit and scroll through your phone while he worked, occasionally getting up to get a snack or a drink and bringing something back for him. you would also stand behind him sometimes and ask what he was doing, resulting in you being confused with the big fancy doctor words your boyfriend used in order to explain, so you ended up just sitting back down and pretending to understand (which he knew you wouldn't, and just chuckled anyways).

of course, you worked aswell, which also resulted in chishiya doing things for you. your work was mainly based at home, but you would have to go out and about to the office and do stuff sometimes. if it was a particularly stressful day, chishiya would run you a bath for after you finished work, and if you were working in the seperate office you had in your home, he would peep his head around the door and ask if you needed anything. if chishiya knew that you hadn't eaten anything yet, and you had said no to him asking if you needed anything, he would go get you a snack nontheless.

even though you both led very busy lives with your work, you also made time to cuddle in bed on a night, which took chishiya a while to get used to, but it was definately worth it.

there also lead to a problem with sleeping. sometimes one of you would have a nightmare and unintentionally wake the other, resulting in the other holding the other in their arms while the other calmed down and went back to sleep. more times than others, chishiya wouldn't wake you up when he had a nightmare, because he was a silent sleeper. but you, however, did wake him up since you were a quiet sleeper, but a one that moved around quite a lot. so you thrashed around quite a lot, with the occasional mutter of "no" or sometimes even you screamed.

the first time this did happen, however, chishiya thought there was an intruder, so he ultimately went into panic mode aswell, jumping awake and turning the light on, before realising it was just a nightmare you were having. he managed to wake you up as softly as he could, holding you in his arms as he whispered to you that everything would just about be alright. you believed him, well, almost.

the time he woke you up, he was just flinching and twitching in his sleep, and you woke him up. chishiya being chishiya, though, pretended nothing was wrong, but didn't say no to you holding him until he wemt back to sleep.

you almost believed that everything would be alright, because when your mental health started to slowly get worse, so did the nightmares. chishiya did notice you slowly started to eat less, and also sleep less, but he thought you would manage to get yourself back up on your feet. only when you started to get a lot worse, did he start to intervene.

it started off slow, just small snacks, before it turned into small meals, then bigger meals, then you were eating properly again. but that didn't change your sleeping. even though your eating patterns were improving, your nightmares were still getting worse.

almost every night you woke up screaming and crying, but even the nights you didn't, you would still be up throughout the night. chishiya was starting to get worried, even though he didn't show it that much, he worried.

after a while, you got a cat, aswell as sleeping pills perscribed from your doctor boyfriend himself. he thought the cat would help with anxiety, and the pills with sleeping. and they did, for a while at least. as much as chishiya loved you, he couldn't keep waking up due to your screams and nightmares.

the pills worked for around a month, before you started to get worse again. the pills weren't working as much as they used to and you were waking up a lot more. you had both tried everything, from pills to pillow mist, nothing was working.

your cat, did hep with bits of anxiety when you had the occasional anxiety or panic attack. but other than that, you were practically on your own. chishiya did help, but he wasn't there all the time. he did advise you to go get therapy, but even if you did, nobody would believe you other than the man l who suggested it himself.

at this point, you were barely sleeping. you would try not to wake chishiya, but whenever you were awake, so was he. it was almost as though he just knew you would be awake.

this one particular night, you had a worse nightmare, you were thrashing around all night and chishiya was awake. it was only when the screams started that he woke you up, you were hitting his chest in protest until you realised it was him.

"sh, sh, sh" he says, bringing your sobbing frame into his arms, your face soaking his night shirt with your tears. "you're okay, i'm here, everything is okay" he whispers, stroking your hair and leaving soft kisses on the crown of your head.

your sobs eventually died down, and chishiya just about thought you were asleep until you whispered.

"i'm sorry" you whispered into his chest.

"what for?" he says, cupping your cheeks in his hands and making you move your head so you were looking at him.

"keeping you awake every night" you whisper back.

"honey, it's fine, as long as you're okay" he says, bringing you back into his chest.

"i love you" you mutter, and you just about hear him say it back before sleep overcame you.

[infranuz]

“I heard that you fell in love, or near enough”

📹 SNAP OUT OF IT!! ; chishiya x fem!reader * social media au

synopsis — [name], the poor hopeless romantic who’s been told countless of times to not fall just for anybody goes and gets tangled with her brothers best friend. It is now up to chishiya kuina and arisu to snap her out of it. “[name] he has a girlfriend!!” “WHAT!?!”

genre — fluff, slight angst, modern/college au, childhood friends to lovers, slow burn-ish?, unrequited love, crack-ish

warnings; one sided pinging (for a little while), cursing (ofc..), kys and kms used as a joke, most likely horrible spelling and grammar, writing from a beginner 😭 read at your own risk.. reader does like karube here but it’s not a karube x reader fic

status — ongoing 012523— xxxxxx // ON-HOLD

taglist — open !!

“you’re hopeless” || profiles (2)

< nwjns 3 ,, fluffies

> if you would like to see profiles go to my blog bc tumblr breaks my post when I put links to my post, apologies in advance

꩜ — for chapters with written fic

I ,, your hands are cold ; ꩜

II ,, a kiss for you ig ; ꩜

III ,, OMG

IV ,, hopeless ; ꩜ chishiya focused

V ,, im so in love ; ꩜

VI ,, operation : crash the date!! ; ꩜

VII ,, hypnotized?

VIII ,, what

IX ,, decent guy

X ,, dreams

XI ,, save your tears

tba . . .

[borderlinebox]

imagining/headcannon reader (this could be a continuation of childhood friend reader) making a handmade bracelet or keychain and giving the ones that they’re proud of to chishiya

when they head over to his place they didn’t expect to see the same bracelet/keychain on his desk from years ago, they thought he probably threw it away (like he DID WITH A CERTAIN LETTER 🤨)

He denies it so they drop the topic but couldn’t help the dumb smile on their face

Making Gifts for Chishiya Headcannons!

A/N: I love this request! And it just fits so perfectly with the bestfriend!reader hcs!!

Pairing: Chishiya x Reader

Warning: Season 2 spoilers, not proofread!

Feedback is appreciated!!!

friendship bracelet meme friendship bracelet meme

"i made this friendship bracelet for you"

"im not a jewelry person, y/n"

"you dont have to wear it-"

but instead of saying he would wear it forever, he would just.. do it.

no words

seriously though, you gave chishiya his first bracelet 3 months into your friendship

even though you already made a lot -6 months into it

he wouldn't show much interest

he would be more silent when you put it on him

"oh" is all he would say

but chishiya is screaming at himself inside

like he genuinely wants to say thank you

but god bless him because he's awkward in a situation like this

but you didn't need a thank you because that dorky smile on your face made him smile so softly

and that made you smile even more

he would then be admiring the sky blue bracelet a lot

it has the dice letters that say "chishi"

chishiya would help you gather materials for your craftiness

he loved watching you work and make

maybe he would even join in on making some

you would teach him how

unless you're the type of person to get nervous when someone watches

if that's the case then he would mind his own business

but compliment whatever works you decide to show him

chishiya secretly wears as many friendship bracelets you make under his jacket sleeves

maybe that's the reason why he doesnt want you to hold his arm 👀

and he puts your keychains on any keys he's got

he alters between like 3 keychains at once

per key holder he has

his parents, mostly his dad, makes fun of him for it

so that's why he hides them most of the time, especially in the house

and ofc, the more y'all grew older, the quality became prettier

sadly he threw some of the ones you made that could break easily or were like made out of macoroni

but he never told you

he just said he lost some of them

soon, you started ditching your bracelet/keychain hobby

because you were busy of course

i mean so was chishiya but he secretly missed your little crafty moments

he kept any bracelets and keychains he had left from you

he kept it in a small chest box on his desk

chishiya secretly wore that sky blue bracelet under his sleeves any time

even when working in the hospital

he has it on

and then one day you asked chishiya if you could come over for a bit

because you both had a day off and you had nothing else better to do

with a lot of persuasion, he said yes

and then you came in, admiring his little apartment

and then you saw it

the lil bracelet on his desk

you would let out the biggest squeal of the century

and chishiya, being a big tsundere, told you it wasn't what it looks like

"you kept iiiiiiiiittttt?????"

"kept what? thats a medical bracelet. its none of your business"

and then like quickly puts the bracelet back into the chest collection

you knew he wanted to drop the topic

and you wanted to tease him so badly

but you just couldnt stop with the biggest stupid smile on your face

chishiya hated how much it made you so fucking happy and ecstatic

because he wanted to smile and giggle with you. about how he kept everything

so he just told you to shut it and act like nothing happened

but he couldnt chat with you properly because that big cute smile on your face was distracting him

later, you snuck a peek into the chest to find all the things you made and gave him when he wasnt looking

but he noticed

because you were even smiling bigger and like a dork

like- just so dorky

you were so giddy

but he didn't do anything about it because..

he cant

he knew that you weren't going to let this go

like ever

AND AND AND

I'd like to add that if you ever got into the borderlands with him,

you'd notice that he has the bracelet on at all times

and there was never-ending teasing from you

he would turn down anyone who notices it!

chishiya's in denial

OR

if you weren't there in the borderlands, and it was just him,

chishiya would just look at the bracelet when things go wrong

he so subtle tho

he would still turn down anyone who asks.

you bet your ass that he kept it safe from the fire. so careful.

when he got shot by niragi,

he was fiddling with the bracelet and watching it like a homesick puppy.

cause he wants to return home

to you

[dorisslut]

I missed you

Niragi x fem reader

summary: Y/n and niragi finally see each other again after her brother chishiya burnt him at the beach.

fluff and some soft niragi

Me Kuina Arisu and Usagi arrived at the king of clubs game when Kuina brought up Chishiya.

“Do you guys think he will be okay? Chishiya I mean”

“I think he’ll be okay, he’s a smart guy” Arisu stated comforting her. I wont lie I was worried about him but after what he did at the beach I still refuse to talk to him.

Flashback

“Chishiya!” I yelled stomping over to him angry as ever.

“What’s wrong?”

“How could you do that to him” i yelled with tears running down my face after finding out he burnt Niragi at the top of the beach.

“Do what to who?” ofc course hes acting confused.

“To Niragi”

“y/n I was doing it for your safety, he’s not a good person. He’s dangerous.”

“Are you kidding me right now? He was my boyfriend he was one of the only people that made me happy in this fucked in world!” I hit his chest crying because i just lost my boyfriend… so i thought

End of flashback

After all that, I refuse to talk to him at all. Sure I feel bad for it but he hurt me really bad, I do hope he’s okay though.

“So we finally have 5 players” someone from behind us said, we all turned around and saw Niragi standing there.

“You mean, your alive?” Arisu said looking at us and then back to him. Niragi tilted him head making a slight hum as confirmation.

“No, there’s no way i’ll be on a team with that jerk, he’ll never cooperate with us!” Kuina yelled at Usagi me and Arisu.

“My only goal is to enjoy these games, so if you don’t want to play with me then just fuck off”

“Who cares what his goal is, we either play this game and survive or we die to our visas or the king of spades.” usagi said to all of us while grabbing a wristband putting it on. Arisu did the same along with me.

“Ah fine” Kuina rolled her eyes clearly not wanting to play with niragi. The sound of the door opening startled us, but we walked in the door niragi following us.

“Didn’t know someone could live after being set on fire and after falling off a building.” I said my eyes tearing up seeing his beautiful skin all scared and him wrapped from his legs to his torso.

“Why are you crying? I’m still here, there’s no need” Niragi said cupping my face in his hands wiping my tears that had just fallen from my eye.

I pulled him into a soft hug being careful not to hurt him at all.

“I’m not made of glass y/n, you can hug me properly.” He pulled me into a tight hug kissing the top of my head mumbled something that i cant quite make out.

“I’ve missed you so much Niragi” i whispered into his chest.

“I missed you to, i love you so much y/n” he said taking my face into his hands again and pulling me into a passionate kiss. I kissed him back and once we pulled away he linked our fingers together and going up to the others to play the game.

[thinkingofchishiya]

can I request some headcanons, chishiya with a reader who's in a different field than him such as (teacher or fashion designer)

Thank you!!

Hiii my love ofc, I really like the idea of him with teacher!reader so i’ll do that one☺️ hope you like this !!

Chishiya shuntaro x Teacher! reader headcannons

•Chishiya and reader working not too far from eachother, but because of your busy schedules he makes every effort to see or call you when you both have the rare time

•him picking you up on your lunch breaks when he’s not busy and either you both go somewhere to eat or if it’s a more hectic day he arrives with food he picked up already and you eat in the car together until one or both of you has to go back to work

•kind of a black cat x golden retriever type of relationship

•Chishiya constantly talking about how he doesn’t want children because of his past, but after seeing you with your students he realises how much of a soft spot he has seeing you with kids

•one day one of Teacher!reader’s pupils bumps into her in a supermarket with their parents and excitedly gives her a big hug, it melted his heart and he jokingly complained of chest pains after the family went away

•especially when you had to go past the baby section to get to the canned goods afterwards (he’s now envisioning himself up at the table with you guys mini me spoon feeding them applesauce while saying here comes the airplane✈️ 🥄) he feels violently sick and doesn’t understand why (it’s baby fever, the man has baby fever)

•him leaving you to sleep as long as possible in the mornings because his shifts start way earlier than yours, but every other morning he quietly rummages through your wardrobe to pick an outfit out for you for the day, when you wake up there’s always a dress or skirt and shirt combo hanging on the door (man has taste too)

•however the favour is always returned when he wakes up in the mornings to find a home-made lunch packed for him ready to take to work, cute bento boxes and his other favourite foods in either a paper baggie or a lunchbox, but whatever it’s been packed in it never comes without a note of how much you love him

•he has a desk drawer full of these notes as he’s unable to throw them away and looks at them at work when he misses you

•has a picture of you and him on his desk and in his wallet, vise versa

•your students always question you about who the mysterious blonde man is in the frame on your desk and you happily tell them he’s your husband (even if you guys aren’t married)

•even though you have a well paying job he still loves to spoil you with his doctor money (rich bf “problems”) so a lot of these aforementioned clothes are actually brought by him

•takes you to work events like parties and dinners with him, introducing you to all the other doctors and the nurses always say how they’ve heard so much about you

•working around kids you get sick quiet often, but not to worry your doctor bf is here to take care of you every single time

•because he usually has longer days than you, you like to make sure the place you guys live in is always clean when he gets home with food ready on the table because he’s had a long day, this also saves time to spend with him when he is home

•after this you guys might shower together, a common occurrence because you both soak up any chance to be together when your both home

•overal a difficult relationship considering your occupations but you both make it work and chishiya puts in so much effort !!!

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Savior

Requested by anonymous: Are your requests open? If they are can u do chishiya x teen!reader platonically ofc. Like the reader is friends with karube and Chota and Arisu somehow and they are in the tag game when chishiya saves them?😅

Pairing: Chishiya Shuntaro x reader (platonically)

Word Count: 1019 words

Warnings: curse words

A/N Reader is 16, also reader is Karube's sister, because of convenience.

The roads were empty, the whole of Tokyo was. Maybe even the whole of Japan. You were just lucky that you were with people you knew, you doubted that others had the same kind of luck.

Luckily, you were stuck with your brothers and his friends. Okay, maybe not too lucky but it was better than nobody.

You'd already finished the first game in this land and to say you were terrified was an understatement. Chota had gotten hurt, that woman who joined your group was a pain in the ass to both you and Karube, and of course this game. You didn't know what game it was just yet, but the phone in your hand just made realize how depressing this was for you. You might die at this point, hell you had enough visa yet you were standing here anyway.

"(Y/n), you okay?" Arisu was kind enough to notice your stress and you gave him a kind smile, sighing softly as you pulled at your sweater.

"I'm nervous, what if this is a tough game? What if it's a heart game?" You asked, your voice going up as you started stressing again. Arisu was quick to cover your mouth, giving you a stern look and you sighed before nodding. He let go of your mouth and you thanked him softly.

Just then the phone rang out, announcing the game to be a tag game. You could feel some relief about the fact that it was a physical game and not a mental game. You were just a bit better with physical games.

When the game started, you were quick to run into the complex while trying every door, hoping that one would miraculously open. Of course it wouldn't be so easy, the first floor was too stupid. So you went up to the highest floor and started searching again before hearing a scream, followed by loud shots.

The hunter had a gun.

"How is this a tag game?" You mumbled as you leaned over the edge to look down, eyes landing on the hunter with the horse mask. One problem.

They were looking straight at you as well, gun raised in your direction.

"Get down." Someone growled and you were pulled to the ground, shots fired right above your head, leaving burn and bullet marks on the wall. You looked to your savior, a man with blond hair and cat-like eyes was staring at you. It was clear that he was a bit annoyed as he sat down while you tried to ignore the shots that were still aimed at you.

"Thank you." You mumbled, the fear in your voice was clear to anyone. You didn't expect a game to be so cruel.

The previous game was horrible and inhumane, but it was still just a game against a system. This wasn't a game anymore, this was straight up murder where the tagger was basically promised the win. They didn't even need to search, just shoot everyone from a distance and they'd win. It was unfair, which in turn terrified you.

Without even noticing, you were panicking again. The man next to you seemed to notice this, but he didn't move or anything.

"Just hide yourself, someone will figure it out. If not, then at least the hunter dies too." He spoke and you looked at him, snapping out of your trance to stare at him in shock and disbelief.

"I can't just let others do all the work, that's unfair. Also dangerous, everyone might be fucking idiots." You said and he scoffed before getting up. The shots had seized, the hunter had moved on and you could hear others yelling loudly.

"Seems they found the room." The man stated, his eyes trailing to the door that Arisu stood by. You quickly got up as well, staring at Arisu before running down the stairs to his floor and joining him in the found room.

"(Y/n)! There are two buttons, help me out!" Arisu exclaimed and you nodded before shrieking when a gunshot sounded again, followed by a sharp pain in your arm. You turned around, being faced by the hunter. They towered over you and you could only shrink back further as they refilled the gun before raising it back to you. Before they could shoot, they jerked before falling to the ground with the blond man behind them, taser in his hand and still crackling loudly.

"That's the second time." He stated before looking up as someone else climbed through the window, looking around the room before getting up to help Arisu with the buttons while you just backed up again. When she got ready to hit the button, the hunter awoke again and started firing at her and Arisu. You got pulled back again, landing on your butt behind the blond man as he slammed the door shut. The shots stopped and he opened the door again, throwing the taser to the female climber and she tased the hunter again. Then she and Arisu slammed their hands on the two red buttons, to which the phone chimed and the announcement rang.

The hunter on the ground was revealed to be a woman before the necklace exploded and effectively killed her while also covering everything in a layer of blood.

"Three times, kid. You own me one." The man besides you said and you looked up, frowning as you tried to figure out if he was serious. He seemed serious, his face remained emotionless like before.

"I didn't ask you to! You just did." You replied and he looked down at you with a smirk.

"If you ever want to return the favor, find me on The Beach. Tell them Chishiya recommended you." He said before stalking off with his hands pushed into his pockets. You just stared at him before getting up to follow Arisu out and find your brother again.

Chishiya on the other hand had already returned to the car he came in, waiting for his others teammates before thinking back to you. You were a student, that much was clear, hence why he told you about the Beach.

He was responsible for multiple deaths by now, but he could save you.

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Part Two

Her agreement and the way she acquiesced to my touches filled me with a sensation of warmth and trust. The sentiment and insight of knowing that, not only did she accept me, but she also wanted to take part in my sensual and erotic invitation, swelled within my chest as I smiled down at her, our foreheads still touching. 

She was soft and pliable under my guidance as I nodded against her, then began motioning her further back onto the bed. The faint glow from a small bedside lamp combined with a view of the Tokyo Skyline created an elusive ambiance that bounced contours of light across the room, casting shadows upon the contours of our bodies. 

 Once we were properly laying side by side, I felt her move closer to me. Quickly sensing both her hesitation as well as her desire; I could feel her breath change, see the rise and fall apart in her chest as I glanced down at the beautiful curves of her cleavage. Our lips then found the others rapidly, as though we were being pulled together by some magnetic force. 

The desire I possessed for her was intense, intriguing, and it captivated me in the most intoxicating ways. My insatiable appetite, already attuned to her, painting erotic portraits of her in my mind, imagining her in all mediums of art, while my hands wanted to memorize every inch of her until I could sculpt her, if only as a form of subconscious remembrance. 

My arousal quickly made itself known as she bridged the gap between our hips, feeling the rush of blood flow changing, causing the nerves in my pelvis to tremble under the tight barrier of my jeans. I pulled her closer, noticing her arm slipping around my back, and then gently rolled my hips into hers. The act itself elicited similar, breathless moans from both of our mouths as the sensation and relief brought upon by that simple, minute amount of contact and pressure hummed throughout the both of us.

My eyes scanned her face, searching for the reaction I yearned for.  --The sweet blush that crept up in her cheeks and a smile that was only meant to look shy, as she felt my pulsing erection pressing gingerly up against her. I then deepened our kiss, feeling her tongue seek entrance, licking at my opened mouth, and nipping at my lower lips. I wanted to devour her the way that my passion was devouring me. The cinnamon sweetness of her mouth remained in sync with my own as our tongues sought out an intemperate dominance, only then to submit to the other’s kiss willingly, it was as if we were choreographing a sugary sweet dance with our lips.

“You’re intoxicating...” I professed, as I brought my lips to her ear, and then continued, “I know you can feel how hard I am for you.” My words were met with a genuine shyness, made apparent to me by the way she ceased her movements and hesitated to make eye contact once my gaze had returned to meet hers. 

“I could kiss you for an eternity....” She allowed herself to trail off, rather than concisely finish her sentence. Meanwhile, my hand had tangled itself in her hair and my kiss at the pulse point to the right of her neck, “It’s just … that you feel a lot bigger than anyone I’ve ever been with.”

A compliment that made my pride swell and my cock to throb - intoxicating; however, it was nothing I hadn’t heard before.

“We’re nowhere near that part right now, my love.” I responded, “I promised you pleasure tonight.”

I felt her nod against my head in response. 

I couldn't tell you how long we spent wrapped up in one another, sharing kisses, smiles, and occasional glances. Enjoying ourselves in the present moment and allowing ourselves to both feel alive as well as share the art and experience of simply feeling and feeling something together.

When I felt her nudge against my hips, using her body rather than her words to tell me what she longed for, I happily obliged in the same fashion, placing my hand on her hip to steady myself and control my movement as I rolled my hips into hers more forcefully than I had previously. I felt her breath hitch and her eyes met mine as she wrapped her leg around my waist in an attempt to pull me down and on top of her. Close couldn’t feel close enough in this state, if ever at all. 

TBC...

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Musical Magnetism

Kyuma x OFC

Rating: Mature / NSFW / 18+

Description: Kyuma has a transcendent experience with a fan following a show. & Smut ensues.

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Prologue

It was a show like any other, full of energy, cheering, singing, dancing, catharsis, freedom, expressionism, filled with that tangible feeling of transcendence permeated through the air and I indulged in that energy, basking in the praise from my fans. It was one of the only times where I truly felt alive. When I sang, my soul poured out from my mouth into sounds that pleased the ears of others. I loved how they always seemed to want more. 

I could feel her energy as she stood there, dancing in her spot to our music. Singing my own lyrics back to me in a way I'd never seen or felt. It 'felt' as though she understood every minute of emotion behind every song. I felt myself becoming increasingly intrigued by her and tried my best not to give myself away; however, I couldn't help making eye contact with her. Afterall, She was in the front row. 

Once our eyes met, we couldn't stop looking away, quickly looking back, smiling, and looking away again. Rinse and repeat. I was never one to indulge myself in the carnal comforts often offered by my fans and yet there this beautiful creature was, radiating something more than the rest, shining brightly amongst the sea of bodies in the crowd behind her.  

And now here she was in my hotel room.

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Part One

“Is this something you do often?” she questioned, as we sat on my hotel bed. 

I shook my head without hesitation, “No, it is not. … although, I won’t lie to you, I am guilty of doing this twice before.”

Her body stilled and her skin flushed. The rise and fall of her chest changed slightly. She averted her eyes to the carpet. I could almost feel her become increasingly more timid as seconds passed and it was then that I knew my candor must have been too forthright for her liking.

I reached out, cradling her face in my hands, as I began to speak to her with slow sincerity. 

“No, no, my dear, please do not mistake me. I want us to enjoy this moment together tonight. I want us to share ourselves with one another and experience all of the pleasures that our bodies can compose. You and I have created a spark that has ignited something strong inside of me, it is full of passion, and that passion is you…” I trailed off and leaned forward, a kiss ghosting over her cheek. 

Though her head was still nestled between my hands, I felt her slowly ease back, just enough to see me, as her eyes re-emerged from the carpet to examine my expression, and then finally meeting my own, which were filled with openness and love.

“Remember when I said I wouldn’t lie? Please trust once more when I vow that I’ve never quite seen nor sensed anyone feel my music the way I witnessed it with you tonight …not even close.”

Involuntarily, her body replied with a sharp intake of air as she gasped and trembled under my touch, causing the blush in her cheeks to deepen. I slowly eased her closer to my face, sensing her yield to my touch, as I brought our lips together in a lingering closed mouth kiss.

“Is this still okay?” I asked

“Yes.” she swallowed, slowly and nodded her head against my own.

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[littlewriterfullofwords]

Now it's time to say goodbye

Pairing: Chishiya x fem!reader

Summary: Y/N has a crush on Chishiya but hides it very well.

Warnings: angst, hidden feelings, a little bit of swearing, some spoilers for season 2, blood, being shot

A/N: Hi! I'm back. This time with Chishiya because it's another character I'm obsessed with (ofc with Nijiro as well). I hope you like it. Please tell me about any mistake. Requests are open

You had no idea how long you had been here and how long had you been playing those crazy games but you knew one thing, you wanted it all to end. You had enough of this running, hiding, gambling your life like it was some money you weren't scared of losing. It wasn't. You have done a lot to stay alive in the real world, you survived your stupid ideas and God's will to kill all your motivation so loosing everything you had gained due to hard work wasn't on your 'to do' list. Especially not from hands of a psycho who was pointing a fucking gun at you.

"You don't have anything to say?" Niragi bent down and moved his face closer to yours so you could feel his breath on your skin. "Nothing? I can make you speak."

"Calm down." interrupted him Ann with her serious look and pushed him away from you. "Hatter will deal with her."

"He doesn't have a gut to hurt her!" yelled black haired and lifted your chin with the rifle so you locked your eyes with his. "He's weak."

"You better don't tell him that." you joked with a smirk.

"Let's go." Ann grabbed Niragi's collar and walked him out of the room in accompany of his yelling, promises of death and cursing, leaving you alone.

The room was big, as almost everything in the 'Beach', yet now it felt small, almost claustrophobic. You didn't know what Hatter would do with someone who killed three of his people without a reason...well, you had a reason but you knew that this so called "big boss" wouldn't understand. He was a man and men couldn't understand women's reasons and ways of their thinking. Oh, and they couldn't keep their hands for themselves.

"You better come back alive." Hatter came in with a silver-blonde haired man behind him and they both stood in front of you. "Come back alive and we will think what to do with you."

You were confused. Did Hatter just let you go without consequences?

"What?" you asked blinking like if something was in your eye.

"Chishiya said your visa is about to expire." explained the 'big boss' what only made you look at the quiet man besides Hatter who was looking at the window. "Go, play the game, win and then I will deal with you. I know what you did. And you will pay for that."

"It's not like they are....well, WERE innocent." you knew explaining wouldn't do anything but anyway you tried. "They needed to learn to keep their hands off of me. And any women here."

"Here, no one cares what we should or shouldn't." to emphasise his words, Hatter grabbed your chin and forced a kiss, making you wiggle to get away from his touch. "We do whatever we want, sweetheart."

"Don't you have your massage session?" mentioned nonchalantly Chishiya, the quiet silver haired man, what made Hatter move away from you and straighten up. "You don't want to miss it."

"I don't." agreed the 'big boss' and left the room, leaving you still tied to the chair and Chishiya with calming smile.

When the door closed behind Hatter, silver haired came closer to untie the knot at your wrists.

"Why did you lie to him?" you asked, your visa had few more days till expiration date. "Why did you help me? It's not your normal behaviour."

"If you didn't kill them, I wouldn't have to." the rope fell on the ground and finally you felt the blood running through your hands and fingers again. "Now move. We need to find you a game."

"You don't have to. I can help myself." you rolled your eyes as you walked out of the room, leaving Chishiya behind.

Some may ask why were you mean to the silver haired when he obviously saved your ass and gave you at least two days of life. Maybe because you were trying to hide your true feelings, maybe because you weren't grateful, maybe because you wanted to be your own prince charming...who knows.

The next day you left the 'Beach' to play a game in the city. You really didn't think while choosing so you were surprised when you found yourself in a game of hearts.

"Fucking hearts." you murmured when you took the phone and read the rules.

On the one hand you were happy you didn't have someone with you, someone like Kuina, Arisu, Usagi or Chishiya. Yet, on the other hand some help from one of them would be amazing. But you had to do that alone, so you started doing your job to survive. The game was only 3 of hearts so it was one of those easy yet still difficult, thanks to the hearts, ones. Playing with someone's heart, killing them at the end just to have 5 more days of your own life...it was worth it only if you had a reason to stay alive. And you had. So after an hour you proudly left the building, covered in blood from head to toe. Your eyes were shining with dangerous light, the fire of blood and life lust.

You didn't come back to the 'Beach' that day, you spent the night in the city almost all night looking at the card. 3 of hearts.

"Like an octopus." you laughed at your own, biological joke. "Three hearts, one in their butt so no one can find it. So it never dies."

The next day you headed back to the 'Beach' to meet with Hatter and his verdict about your life. Unluckily, or luckily, you only saw big, burnt ruin. The 'Beach' didn't exist anymore. Only big, dark smoke reminded you, and probably other people, of this place, place of joy, music, alcohol and freedom.

"You missed the big 'boom'." you turned around to see Chishiya slowly walking with hands in his pockets.

"I had my own problems." your answer was short and harsh, almost like if you were mad at the man for no reason.

"You won." silver haired looked you up and down with his calmness. "Hatter would be proud."

"Hatter would have killed me by now." little smile crawled on your lips when you heard this approval he had put in someone else's lips.

"Y/N!" Kuina joined the two of you along side with Ann, Arisu and Usagi. "You are back."

"Yeah." you nodded. "I've missed a lot, haven't I?"

"Totally. So it started with..." and the whole story was told by Usagi and Arisu who were interrupting each other to mention every detail from every point of view.

And that's how you ended up in their team for the next games.

Face Cards.

The King of Spades. You were so done with this man running everywhere with his guns and shooting people. He was worse than Niragi who only had been threatening people not actually killing them unless in a game. And thanks to this King, you were separated from the group. You were alone. Had been for few days, trying to survive in the city you used to live in. And those games. They were everywhere again until there was only King of Spades and Queen of Hearts.

"Fucking hearts." you murmured while looking at the big banner with the face card in the sky.

You really started to hate those red marks in the corners of the card which were reminding you to worry about the silver haired boy who was nowhere to find. You knew Chishiya was clever and would easily get out of any trouble yet you still were worried. You have been hiding your own feelings, even from yourself, that they had enough of being tossed together in the trash bin and now decided to show themselves in a form of worrying and constantly thinking about this man.

"Don't make me feel crazy!" you yelled and kicked the nearest trash bin which flew meters away and rolled on the floor, stopping by the dead boy of a woman probably killed by the Kind of Spades. You had to regret that, your wound from the bullet in your leg made you hiss and bend in half. "I will kill you, Shuntaro Chishiya. You will see, I will do it."

And that's when you saw him. White jacket on his shoulders, silver hair shining in the sun and of course hands in his pockets. You wanted to run towards him, to hug him and say how much you worried but you only stood there and waited.

"You are alive." when Chishiya stood in front of you, you smiled, hiding your wound behind it. "Well done. We don't have to look for your body."

"It's not like you would mind me being dead." his smile woken up butterflies in your stomach you were trying so hard to kill.

"Probably I will be dead first so I won't see that." you whispered but quickly smiled to hide the dark thoughts behind the mask, you were begging he hadn't heard you. "You know anything about Arisu or the rest?

"No." Chishiya shook his head. "I lost them when King of Spades attacked for the first time. When we lost you."

The way he said the last sentence...like he cared about loosing you then. You wanted it to be true but you knew it couldn't be so you just shook your head to get rid of those thoughts.

"Let's find them." you proposed, knowing damn too well you didn't have chances of finding them in this big city and it was the only way not to think about the man next to you.

But you didn't walk far. The King of Spades appeared out of nowhere and started the massacre again, making you run for your lives. You were trying to catch up with Chishiya whose hands were hidden in his pockets, as always, but your wounded leg was almost yelling at you to stop.

"Shiya. Here." you turned right and hid in the abandoned flower shop, and waited for the man to join you.

"You think he doesn't like flowers?" joked Chishiya, a little smirk appeared on his face.

"They don't suit him." you answered and when tried to move towards the window, you hissed in pain. "Fuck."

You moved a hand from the wound and looked at the blood on it, contrasting with your pale skin and white floor of the shop. Your eyes slowly moved to Chishiya's and you were sure he saw apology in them.

"Listen to me." you straighten up and pointed a finger at the silver haired. "There are two things I know."

You took a deep breath and, before continuing, you checked if the King of Spades was on the horizon..he wasn't.

"First thing, I might die soon." you locked your eyes with Chishiya's and maintained the eye contact. "I will try as hard as possible to catch up but I don't know for how long I will be able to run. I won't give up...haha...I am not that easy to kill yet as you can see, I am wounded. I will do my best...I will protect you."

The last words you whispered as if you were scared of them. You actually were. You were scared of your own feelings. Yet it was the only time you wanted to listen to them. It was your only chance.

"And the second thing?" it sounded like he didn't listen to your previous words but you have known him for some time, he had heard you.

"But promise you won't laugh." you asked him.

He rose his pinkie, the symbol of promise.

"Damn, it's hard for me." you laughed at yourself. "And embarrassing. But here we go."

Last breath before saying everything that you had bottled up inside. You weren't ready yet it was the time.

"You know...I've been mean to you. It's not like you did something or so...I was just....how to say that?" you brushed your hair and glued your eyes to your shoes, as far away as possible from Chishiya's eyes. "I was masking...I was masking my feelings. You probably realized that you weren't JUST a person to me. You are kinda important."

Another break for a short laugh session. You weren't good with explaining your emotions, not even mentioning understanding them.

"You are making me feel insane." you said with a smile. "Like every time I saw you I was like 'damn, he's so clever, he's amazing, so handsome.' So when I was separated I was so worried about you that I almost poked out my own eyes... Of course that's a joke, I like them. So...yeah...that's all."

"So you wanted to say, that you almost poked out your precious eyes because you were worried about me?" asked unbothered silver haired man with a lifted eyebrow.

"I- I-...." you chuckled at yourself and the situation you two were in. "Yeah, kinda. More like 'I have a crush on you' but your is better. So now as I told you everything I want you to know I really care about you, you mean the whole fucking everything to me and I will die today...probably."

The silence now lasted too long for you, you were impatient. You wanted to know his thoughts about your monologue, you wanted to hear anything, even just "okay" but something, not the silence.

"We need to go." Chishiya looked through the window and checked out the surroundings. "I think he left."

You wanted anything and it was your anything yet not the one you were expecting. But it was Chishiya, you would forgive him everything, even those words out of context of your speech. You smiled sadly and nodded.

"You have to survive." you whispered as you stood next to him. "Survive for me, Shutaro Chishiya."

Without any warning, you placed soft and gentle kiss on his lips before you left the shop. You didn't look at him, you knew you couldn't. You told him everything, you opened up and now felt naked...like Adam and Eve after eating the forbidden fruit in the Paradise. He saw the vulnerable side of you, the side no one ever saw so he could do anything with this knowledge, he was at the winning position now.

The neighbourhood was quiet...too quiet for this world.

"Let's go." you ordered and quickly moved on the other side of the road.

And it was a mistake. The gunshot announced the presence of the King of Spades.

"Run!" yelled Chishiya and followed you as you sprinted straight ahead.

You wanted to be faster, you wanted to live but the God, or the gods, of this world had other planes. And you hated them...you hated them all.

The pain...the pain was everywhere, in every part of your body. In your leg, in your hands, in your head and even in your precious eyes you liked the most. The voice got stuck in your throat, you couldn't yell when you were falling on the ground. You tasted the blood on your tongue, you felt it under your fingertips. You got shot.

"Y/N!" Chishiya's voice was coming from away but in your eyes he was close...which of those was wrong?

"GO!" you got the control over your voice so you yelled loud enough for him to hear. "Survive! Do it for me!"

He hesitated for a second yet when he heard another gunshot he left as you had ordered. You were breathing slowly, every breath worth everything you had ever had. The blood was sinking into ground, disappearing quickly from the surface. But you? You were smiling. You knew that this would come and you were kind of prepared. You had not regrets...especially after you told Chishiya everything you had been hiding.

The book's cover got slamed nonchalantly.

"Fucking hearts." you murmured before you closed your eyes letting the darkness consume you.

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"People's imagination is just too much." Chishiya threw the object on the ground and headed out of the ruined library. "They need to create something new other than getting shot and confessing almost on their deathbed."

"You enjoyed it." you joked and rose an eyebrow. "I saw that on your face."

"You were hallucinating." of course Chishiya wouldn't mention that he changed the original characters in his head and put himself, and you in their places...no one had to know.

You followed him with eyes full of admiration and this feeling you didn't want him to see. Maybe the book was true after all...at least about the main character's feelings.

The silence of almost dead Tokyo got interrupted by the shotgun.

"That's a King of Spades!" someone ran out of the alley and started running, passing you two. "Run!"

You looked at Chishiya, he looked at you...you knew. You two knew.

"Don't get shot in the leg!" yelled Shutaro when you were running away from the King.

"I thought you didn't like the book." you joked.

"I said it lacked creativity." answered silver haired. "Now run. I don't want to hear your drunk confession."

"She was shot not drunk, that's the first thing. And the second is ... I can confess now." you smiled brightly at Chishiya whose eyes were almost telling 'go on.' "I like you dumbass."

"I know yet I thought you would tell me about poking out your eyes but this will do."

[inanisomnia]

Hiiiii

Can you do some headcanon chishiya x reader where reader looks really arrogant but in reality is soft and shy?

Thank youuu!!!

lay me gently.

fem! reader x chishiya shuntaro

warning/s: mild profanities, slightly ooc! chishiya, mentions of ... (idk what's the term, someone tell me pls) forceful interactions... ??? WTF

ins.note: i'm currently reading tshoe (the seven husbands of evelyn hugo) that's why im not really active here in tumblr again... but no worries since i alr laid out the plot for entropy of chaos tot i'll upload it soon hehe

also if u enjoyed reading this, kindly let me know by liking or reblogging this post ^^ (only do it if its okay with u <3 ) ily all !!

- okay this is kinda tough but imma try

- we all know how deadly, and dangerous each game is in borderland and that's the beauty of this place – it brings out the human and true motives of each individuals ;

- and chishiya shuntaro, like the observant man he is, noticed you leaning on the beach's columns on the side, your left hand gripping your right elbow – away from all the jumping, drunk, wasted people on the dancefloor.

- you have a phlegmatic expression painted on your face, eyes lazily scanning each people up and down then switching to another individual then scoffing.

- someone randomly approached you, and he instantly recognized its someone that you're not close to since ever since you joined the beach, you never seem to approach anybody, seemingly annoyed at everyone's company.

- surprised, you looked at him up and down, eyebrows knitted together in ... is it confusion or irritation ? he can't seem to decipher what it is.

- you shook your head, and crossed your arms, and straightened your posture, away from him, signifying that you're not interested in whatever the man was saying to you.

- chishiya analyzed you closely ; you strike him as someone arrogant, and boastful – someone who's hyper independent, a woman who is a know-it-all when he first saw you at the beach.

- but are you, really ?

- the man paced a little closer to you, his drunken state visibly irking you as you step back the moment he got closer to you.

- you walked away from the man, eyebrows furrowed in annoyance, but you were grabbed by the wrist.

- chishiya didn't know what took over him, but he just suddenly picked up his pace towards you and wrapped his arms on your shoulder.

- "what seems to be the problem here, princess?" (but ofc in nihongo ++ with his hoarse, alluring voice, faints)

- you seem taken aback but you went along with it, "im sleepy. lets go?"

- wow

- just wow. chishiya was shocked by how your voice sounded so mellow, so soft, so tender - a complete contrast to his husky and gravelly voice.

- upon reaching a desolated hallway, he lets go of you. you thanked him and asked him how could you repay him, but he dismissed it by shaking his head.

- you smiled.

- and bid your goodbye.

- well damn. you were nothing what chishiya has thought.

- you have a tremendously soothing voice, the one that's not overly forced to sound like that, but naturally.

- ever since your encounter with each other, chishiya kept tabs on you every now and then, trying to make sure if you're okay and unhurt – from the games and the people here at the beach.

- sometimes he would go up to you to casually mention tips on how to win games in his own way. he would notice how surprised you would be when someone goes up to you unannounced, and how baffled and quiet you would be when someone tries to strike up a conversation with you.

- but with him, you seem to relax a little, and chishiya doesn't know why he's bothering to befriend you, he doesn't need anyone who'll weigh him down on his plan.

- but you're an exception, plus you're not a burden. you're intriguing and reliable, cunning, yet reserved.

- after a while, you seem to open up to chishiya, and god, he doesn't realize it yet, but he's falling for you, bit by bit. you were far from what he expected of you.

- he adores watching you analyze the world before you, he loves how tender your touch was on his skin, he adores your soft smile, the sound of your laugh.

- little did he know that he was abstractedly memorizing your features - the creases in your eyes whenever you laugh, smile, how your eyes sparkle -

- a part of him unconsciously swore that he'll protect you, and soothe you on all your anxiety-ridden days, hours, just as how you pacify all his inner demons that he himself couldn't understand.

- he just wished that he met you before waking up in this hell.

[realisticjupiter]

hey! 😁 love your works for chishiya.

Can I request some fluff? Chishiya gets home late from work and reader (fem if it matters) has this weird thing where she sleeps better when Chishiya reads to her?? Like the first time it happened it wasn't on purpose he was just quoting something he liked in the book and suddenly reader's just dead asleep.

Also can I claim an emoji? I can see me requesting a lot more 🤭🤭

-🥀

Summary: Chishiya makes you sleepy.

Genre: Fluff !

Pairing: Chishiya x gn!reader

Warnings: None

Word count: 238

a/n: I'm so glad you enjoy my work!!! Ofc you can claim an emoji, hi 🥀!!!!

You and Chishiya were spread out on the sofa, he was leaning back onto the arm of the couch as you sat between the crevice of his body and the back of the couch.

Your arm was laid on his stomach, fidgeting with the zipper of his jacket as you held your eyes closed; in an attempt to chase the sleep you had been yearning for all day.

"Have you read this before?" Chishiya's voice was soft, but still his harsh kind of tone as if he was trying to be more quiet in case you were fully asleep.

"Read what?" You muttered against his body, your fingertips tracing around his torso.

"Mm, you probably haven't." He whispered, looking down at your hand that almost tickled him as it moved around.

"There's a quote that reminds me of you," He whispered once more, but it was softer than the last; as if it was trying to hide away beneath his sultry breath.

You couldn't even process the words he spoke next, you had already fell into a deep sleep by the time he finished the quote.

Chishiya looked down when you didn't respond, noticing how your breathing changed and your hand had stopped moving. He raised a brow at your state, and when he realized you were truly asleep, he brought his free hand to the top of your head; fidgeting around with your hair with his fingers.

reposts and comments are appreciated <3

[chichix]

Can I request a chishiya x fem reader in which chishiya has to deal with a drunk reader , who he has to take care of, reader starts to be flirtatious etc🥸

Ofc! Thank you for the request&idea! So sorry if its short.

Chishiya x Fem!reader

Summary: You got drunk and Chishiya has to take care of you in the meantime..you were very flirtatious at the moment.

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It midnight, you and Chishiya were staying in an apartment for awhile to rest. But you had found some alcohol in one of the cabinets, you took the bottle of Japanese whiskey and took out spare shot glass. You poured some of the alcohol in the glass then took the shot. You continued to take shots until you stopped and laid back on the couch you were sitting at.

Chishiya was out for a walk but got back to the apartment seeing you laid back with alcohol on the coffee table with your used shot glass. You noticed him at the doorway, you squinted your eyes and smiled. Chishiya took a few steps until he sat down next to on the couch, “Hey pretty boy~.” You murmured and leaning closer to him, Chishiya lifted his eyebrows. “How much did you drink when I was gone?” He questionably asked looking at the coffee table, “Ehh…moon is looking quite lovely tonight hmm.” You responded very hazy. Chishiya rolled his eyes, he got up and put the bottle of whiskey away back in the cabinet same with the shot glass. “Come back here lover man~.” You laid down fully on the couch waiting for him to come back, “Way to much go drink.” He mumbled while walking back to you, he crouched down near you. “Has anyone told you have handsome you are?” You rolled your head to the side and reached your hand to touch Chishiya face. “Do you always get like this when you’re drunk?” He replied tilting his head, “Mmm..why would you care silly man~. You want me your something?” You mumbled, Chishiya took a deep breath. “You need to eat or drink something thats not alcohol.” You murmured ‘hm’ and closed your eyes before opening them again. Chishiya had a hygiene bar in his pocket and opened it, “Eat this now.” He put it near your mouth, you looked at it then back at him. “Aww pretty boy offering me food. You want to take me out?” You smiled. “Its going to be a long night..” He said in response as he just pressed the bar to your lips.

After awhile of him convincing you to eat, you finally ate after multiple attempts. He shortly got annoyed at the flirtatious comments, but enjoyed it a little. He was going to make you go to sleep, but he knew it’ll take awhile for you to go to sleep.

“You need sleep.” Chishiya said while putting a pillow under your head and putting a blanket on you he found on top of the couch. “Not unless you come sleep with me~.” You leaned in near him, he rolled his eyes and made lean back. “You’re very helpless, please go to sleep.” He stated, you looked at him and furrowed your eyebrows. “I’ll go to sleep if you lay with me~.” You uttered out. “I’ll sit with you, not lay with you.” He replied, you smiled as you sat up and waited for him. You sat on the couch and watched you go near him and lay on top of him and put the blanket over you. “Whatever it takes to make you sleep.” He whispered, you rested your head on his chest and smile. “Pretty boy~.” You finally said, “Okay stop with the name calling and sleep.” Chishiya said looking down at you, “Aww your no funn.” You teasingly replied. Chishiya sighed and laid back his head and closed his eyes. You closed your eyes as well and easily fell asleep, Chishiya lifted up his head and looked at you. He side smiled and stared off into space for a minute before falling asleep himself.

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