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idk really if your requests are open- bUT CAN I REQUEST CHIFUYU WITH A GIRLFRIEND ANS EVENTUALLY FIGURE OUT SHWS FROM ANOTJERBGANGG?????

❝ by your side ❞ chifuyu matsuno x reader

[𖤐] THANK YOU FOR THIS REQUEST AND IGNORE HOW IM STILL TRYING TO FIGURE OUT HOW TO FORMAT THESE MF POSTS ;; and (g/n) means gang name btw because i couldn’t think of another gang without it making the plot kinda messy OOPS

❧ masterlist

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a low sigh escaped your lips as you slurped on the last of your milkshake, your head in your hand as you tried to think of a way out of your dilemma. 

you had known when you first started getting closer with chifuyu that he was a part of the tokyo manji gang, and it wasn’t exactly a big deal to you. he had seemed really nervous that you would want to distance yourself from him, since from his perspective, you were somebody who got decent grades in their classes and was a part of the newspaper club. 

you felt horrible for not telling him that you were also a part of (g/n) before you started dating, but it felt like it was too late to tell him now. what if he got mad at you for deceiving him and broke up with you? it would be a valid reason, but the thought still hurt your heart. 

“guhh...my brain is too fried to think of a solution…” you ordered another milkshake, unconsciously furrowing your eyebrows as you thought of different scenarios of chifuyu breaking up with you. the next milkshake arrived, marking your sixth milkshake since you had started thinking about this. 

“(y/n)?” looking up, you almost knocked over your glass at the familiar face. 

“oh! uh, chifuyu, what’re you doing here?” you hoped that he didn’t notice anything off about you; you were definitely not ready to tell him yet. 

“i met up with takemitchy earlier, so i came here to get something to eat-” he leaned down, taking a sip of your milkshake, “-and found you here instead.” the smile he sent your way instantly shot your heart, and you had to resist the urge to just tell him everything. 

“oh, that’s nice!” chifuyu paused for a moment, raising an eyebrow at you before sitting across from you in the booth. if he had any concerns, he didn’t say them out loud, which you were grateful for. 

your eyes wandered off to the side, looking out a nearby window. it was starting to rain a little bit outside, and you couldn’t help but to think that it sort of matched your mood. the silence that hung over you and chifuyu felt odd; there was always a sort of comfortable atmosphere with him, so you weren’t sure why it had suddenly changed. 

were you ruining-?

“(y/n), is there something wrong?” you looked over to chifuyu, who had a concerned look on his face. it didn’t exactly take a rocket scientist to figure out that something was up with you; it was hard to hide your emotions when it came to him. 

“i’m alright, just tired is all. what did you do with takemichi?” he looked at you a little suspiciously, but he started to tell you about his time with takemichi anyways. 

“-he also made me third-wheel with him and hina-chan, which was kinda boring, so i’m glad i ran into you. i’m pretty sure that if-” his sentence got cut off by a small ping! noise from your phone. 

“oh, sorry about that, you don’t mind, do you?” he waved his hand at you, shaking his head. 

“take your time.” as soon as you saw the message on your home screen, you started to panic. 

kiji: where tf are u

“ah, actually, i have to go right now, my mom is asking me to help her out with something. i’m sorry chifuyu, can we do this another time?” he seemed slightly taken aback by it, but he just smiled and nodded. 

“yeah sure, i’ll swing by your place later. i wanted to drop something off for you anyways, so i’ll see you then!” you slid the rest of your milkshake over to him and left some cash on the table. 

“you want me to walk you home?” 

“um! no it’s alright, but thank you for asking! okay bye!” you left the scene quickly, cringing at your “cover-up”. you were so obvious; there was no way he didn’t know that something was up. 

there was no point in trying to think a lot about it now, since you had to hurry up to meet with kiji, (as well as some of the people in your division). 

when you arrived, you were glad that nobody really noticed it. kiji and the rest had acknowledged you and had greeted you, then moved on with whatever they were discussing. in all honesty, you just wanted to go home and scream into your pillow. 

good thing this decision has literally nothing to do with me…

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evening came a lot sooner than expected, leaving you with just yourself and your thoughts, in the same spot you had been in since you had arrived. everybody else had left a couple minutes ago, and it felt like you could finally get some peace to try and actually think for once. the feeling of your head leaning back over the edge of the bench you were on made it feel like you were floating. 

feeling a flick on your forehead, your eyes flew open, muttering about your annoyance to who you assumed was kiji. to your horror, you saw the image of an upside down chifuyu, looking down at you from above. 

“c-chifuyu!? how long have you been here!?” you suddenly stood up, backing away a few steps from him. he sighs, his hands shoved inside of his pockets. 

“i’ve been here for a while.” you’re not even sure what to say to him, so you just look off to the side awkwardly, trying to come up with some sort of excuse that would buy you some more time. 

no, that’s not going to work… 

your mouth opened and closed a couple of times as you tried to figure out what to say. 

come on (y/n)!!

“uhh, so...surprise?” as soon as the words left your mouth, you internally started beating yourself up. 

what’s wrong with you!? he finds out you’re in another gang and all you can say is surprise!?

“ah...i mean, uh, i’m…” your brain was scrambled, trying to find words to put together in a sentence that was not completely idiotic and stupid. 

when you looked at him, there was a small smile on his face, although you could tell that he was relieved in some sort of way. 

“is this your big secret that you’ve been hiding (y/n)? you really had me worried, i thought that was something seriously wrong.” 

...huh?

he walked up to you and started pinching your cheeks, pulling them out with a somewhat annoyed face, (it was really cute though). 

“oww…”

“i thought that you were going to do something hard without asking for help! i thought that something bad had seriously happened! don’t worry me like that again, alright? just tell me whatever’s on your mind or what’s troubling you!” 

he let go of your cheeks, and instead just held your face between his hands. 

“hell, i could care less if you’re in another gang (y/n), i just...you need to be careful!! and, if you need help, just ask me, alright?” 

you couldn’t even get a word in while he was talking. relief had washed over you, and it felt like a burden had been lifted off your shoulders. 

“yeah...i’ll do that. definitely.” chifuyu’s face relaxed at your words, and he ruffled up your hair a bit, giving you a grin. 

“you can talk to me about anything, i promise i’ll believe you.” there was a certain seriousness behind his words that comforted you and made you really believe in him. it was probably dumb of you to think that he would break up with you about something like this, especially when he’s a part of toman itself. even so, his reassurance made you feel a lot better. 

“now c’mon!! i said i had something i needed to drop off at your house, right? i’ll walk you back.” you smiled a bit, linking your arm around his. 

“yeah…”

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it’s 2am when i’m writing this so please excuse any grammar mistakes jlkdfjgh -- probably gonna edit this later because i feel like it kinda sucks but oh well LMAO I TRIED