#chen jingshen

[sillylanzhou]

i was constantly wheezing with the shenfan reunion situation where yu fan was constantly overthinking like "we may have found each other again but things aren't as simple and i still have to explain the thing with my dad blackmailing and extorting from his mom and he'd probably want to break up with me after that anyway-" while chen jingshen is waiting for yu fan sitting on yu fan's bed in yu fan's pajamas in yu fan's house going (*´ω｀*) "ah, a beautiful day of getting to see my beloved..."

[angieloveshua]

When he was finally no longer able to see Chen Jingshen from the stands, Yu Fan raised his hand and covered his eyes.

Shit…

He wasn’t acting right just now.

Ha! We're slowly getting at it.

[melreadingdanmei]

“Chen Jingshen, have you had enough? Don’t you know what I want us to do??” Chen Jingshen quickly recovered from the surprise. He said, “I don’t know.” “Date!!!” Yu Fan’s face was burning hot just like the clouds in the sky. He suppressed his voice and said with both frustration and anger, “Let’s date! I fucking said that we should date!! You get it now?!?”

Quote from: Wait For Me After School by 酱子贝

[angieloveshua]

He saw the two boys sticking close to each other. Chen Jingshen was sitting a little slouched, making him look a little more relaxed than usual, and the other person was leaning against him with a school jacket over their head----

For a moment, he felt that it resembled those traditional wedding photos where the newlyweds sat next to each other on their wedding bed.

SHENFAN MARRIED CANON.

[angieloveshua]

“Have you read my love letter?” Chen Jingshen whispered in a slightly hoarse voice.

“…”

You fucking have the nerve to ask that?

And while we’re standing at the school gates, in front of the director??

Yu Fan didn’t even raise his head. He said fiercely, “I tore it.”

“En.” Chen Jingshen put his hand in his pocket, “I wrote a new one last night.”

[angieloveshua]

[Although in last semester's final exam, you returned to last place again, I believe you have a talent for studying, particularly in mathematics. After all, scoring 9 is something most people cannot achieve.

So, as long as you are willing to work hard, you will definitely get better results.

The following are some guidebooks and question banks I feel would be good for you:

“A Beginners Guide to Mathematics”, “Dumb Birds Learn To Fly 2017”, “Summary of Junior High Mathematics”.

I hope all goes well with your exams and studies.

Chen Jingshen.]

“SCORING 9 IS SOMETHING MUST PEOPLE CANNOT ACHIEVE.” LOVER OR HATER? HAHAHAHAHAHA

[angieloveshua]

Holding his wrist, Chen Jingshen calmly exerted some force and turned his hand so his palm faced up.

He could even feel Chen Jingshen’s breath as it fell onto his fingers.

Half a second later, Chen Jingshen lowered his eyes and kissed his palm.

Yu Fan felt as if there was electricity running through him.

That place that was touched seemed like it was on fire, the heat travelling through his blood vessels, reaching his ears.

I once read that a kiss on the palm of the hand means “I adore you.” Notice how Yu Fan is slowly falling. 🥺

[angieloveshua]

Chen Jingshen was silent for several seconds before he reached out for a card.

He flipped the card closest to him and a small mascot with their lips puckered was revealed. Below it was a line of words ----

[Passionate kiss with the person next to you.]

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA THANK YOU, DESTINY.

[angieloveshua]

Just as he turned around, his arm was suddenly grabbed, and he was brought back to his original position.

“Wha------”

Chen Jingshen raised his hand and inserted his fingers into his hair, making Yu Fan lose his voice.

He had his head slightly raised so Yu Fan could see his neck as wel as his Adam’s apple.

Chen Jingshen’s fingers slowly fiddled around in his hair. Every time his fingers touched him, Yu Fan’s entire scalp felt numb.

I see that Chen Jingshen likes touching Yu Fan’s hair. 👀

[angieloveshua]

Zuo Kuan smiled gently at him, “Once you learn how to smoke, you’ll be able to use it to relax when you’re stressed from studying too much------”

Clang!

The leg of his chair was suddenly kicked by someone. Zuo Kuan was pushed back from the momentum.

He looked back in surprise and was met with Yu Fan’s icy cold eyes.

[...]

“If you’re concerned about having too many cigarettes, shove it into your nostrils and smoke them yourself.”

Yu Fan got up and gently kicked Chen Jingshen’s chair, “Let's go.”

A MAN.

[angieloveshua]

“Fan Fan.”

Yu Fan subconsciously turned around ---- Together with the dog beside him.

Chen Jingshen was originally looking at the dog but when he felt his gaze, he turned his eyes and looked at him.

Yu Fan, “...”

Why the fuck did I turn around???

JAJAJAJAJAJAJA

[angieloveshua]

A while later, the person behind him asked again, “Have you had dinner?”

Yu Fan ignored him.

Chen Jingshen, “I haven’t eaten.”

“Then just starve.”

“He also hasn’t eaten.”

As if he understood, the dog stopped in place, “Awoo~”

Yu Fan, “…”

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA LIKE I SAID, IT'S A WELL-TRAINED DOG.

[angieloveshua]

Chen Jingshen lowered his eyes and was silent for a while. He tapped open the keyboard and began to type a reply when something heavy fell onto his shoulders.

He was stunned for a moment. He lowered his head and saw a crumpled school jacket.

The head inside the school jacket moved around to find a comfortable position. After leaning against him for a while, it shuffled around again.

I LOVE THIS CLICHÉ.

[angieloveshua]

Yu Fan frowned and responded casually, “I don’t want to be taken for being gay.”

Chen Jingshen supported himself up with one hand and he leaned back against the wall. His collar had become messy from Yu Fan grabbing it, making him look different from usual.

A while later, he said, “Okay.”

Yu Fan relaxed his brows with satisfaction. He got ready to sit back down.

“Then I’ll just have a crush on you.”

He's willing to love him for the shadows. 🥺🥺🥺

[angieloveshua]

“And then you stood on the side to watch others jump, refusing to leave. You cried as you watched----”

“Cry, my ass!” Yu Fan tightened his grip around his collar and corrected him fiercely, “Sand just got into my eyes!”

“En.”

After saying that, Chen Jingshen suddenly fell silent and turned his head to the side.

Yu Fan’s heart skipped a beat. Just as he was about to tell him to shut up, Chen Jingshen had already raised his eyes to look at him again, “But it was cute.”

My goodness, they make regret not having a teenage romance. 😭🤍

[angieloveshua]

“First year of middle school.” Chen Jingshen suddenly spoke up.

Yu Fan was taken aback, “What?”

“First year of middle school, at Chengshan Middle School.” Chen Jingshen, who was still lying down, looked calmly at him, “You participated in long jump.”

“…”

SUCH A LONG TIME! Since he was technically a kid. 🥺💖