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mayrubyy · 4 years ago
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Clouded III
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➻ Pairing- Chanyeol x Reader  ➻ Genre - Angst + Fwb! 
➻ Word Count - 3.7k  
➻ Rating - (M) Warning! this contains strong language, fwb, sexual and angst themes that are intended for mature audiences. Please don’t read if you’re not comfortable with the said themes and if you’re under 18! 
A/N - hey guys, so.. it is time to say goodbye and i was always full of hope and love for this series. sadly, it won’t see the light of day like i hoped for but in all it’s unfinished, glory, i present to you ~ Chapter III of Clouded.
This is my last post. So, farewell. 
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.  ・ 。 × fragments=͟͟͞͞evanescent-lucid͟͟-transcending × 。・ .  
Wayfaring aimlessly, you were drenched from head to toe and your senses were heavily distorted. The icy pellets of rain were unrelenting, not gentle in the slightest as they slapped against your skin. Streaks of lightning pierced through the forlorn sky in iridescent veins of electric and purple.The wind kept howling around you, the violent rainstorm having no mercy as it obscured your vision. Cars were zooming by at full speed, splashing puddles on to the pavement in their wake and when thunder roared above you, it sparked some kind of urgency in you as if the universe was telling you to take that one step forward, one step closer to starting a new chapter of your life– only you couldn't fathom that by doing so you were inviting trouble. 
All you could think of was Chanyeol and you found yourself knocking at his door, in the dead of the night.
Moreover, being completely soaked to the bone and nearly shivering to death wasn't fun. A mild wave of panic coursed through your body when you realized he wasn't answering the door. You rang the bell a few more times, begging, hoping and praying he was home. 
But, it was all drearily for nothing. 
Just when you were about to give up, you heard him shuffle. His footsteps thundered across the hallway and with a hasty turn of the knob, the door was ineptly flung open. The light fixtures in the foyer did little to illuminate his features, flickering about as they swathed his tall form in subtle hues of orange and gold. Chanyeol stood before you like a tower, silhouetting the buttery glow of his apartment and for a fleeting second, you couldn't decipher anything. Your mind was swirling in a heart stopping haze, his cologne dominating your senses as you stood there, wavering under his gaze. He rubbed his own bleary eyes, looking dazed and spaced out in the soft light, hair a complete mess, perhaps from wearing headphones. His breathing was erratic, chest tight against his shirt as it rose and fell, elucidating he had dashed all the way to get the door. To get to you. 
"Y/N?" He faltered, gaping at you with furrowed brows. "Wh-what are you doing here?" He asked you, dipping slightly to look at the expensive watch that adorned his wrist. "It's like one in the morning," ruffling the crimson locks away from his face, he tilted his head to the side like a lost pup and an awkward wave of silence crept between you two. The frigid air was stinging and your damp shirt was unpleasantly clinging to your body, the dewiness itching and nibbling away at your skin. Quivering in your bones, you wrapped your soaked arms around yourself and stuttered through chattering teeth. 
"Ch-Chanyeol… I'm c-cold."
"Fuck– my bad." He shuffled from one feet to the other before cautiously leaning towards you. "Here, let me–," then carefully draping his arm over your shoulder, he lead you inside, the warmth of his body effectively engulfing you as he did. The minute you set foot in his apartment, you were taken aback by how huge and spacious it was. And oddly enough, it was welcoming and cozy– just like him. 
It wasn't an ordinary apartment at all. It was rather luxurious for an undergrad and you could say you were mildly shook. You caught a whiff of coffee coming from his kitchen and some beats blaring through the headphones that sat tacitly on the counter. He was after all, much to your relief at home and completely immersed in music. That's why he couldn't hear you ring the bell or knock the door. He clumsily hooked his leg around the scaffold of the stool and dragged it closer to the island. Gently squeezing your shoulder, he ushered you to sit and after you quietly perched yourself down on the stool you looked up at him. His gorgeous pair of eyes sparkled as they met yours and deep in your heart, you felt relieved for having someone like him to rely on. A shoulder you could lean and cry on. 
"You, alright?" he asked you, concern swirling in his dark orbs. You kept your head low and nodded while he paced towards the coffee-maker and quickly grabbed a mug from the cupboard. He poured the hot liquid into it and scampered back to you. "You might want to have some. It'll help you warm up." He mumbled, voice deep and soothing to your ears. His fingers brushed softly against yours as you took the mug from him. "You probably need a warm bath too. I'll be right back." And with that he hurried away again, disappearing into the bedroom this time. He seemed anxious and quite restless like he didn't want to linger around you. 
You began to fret you were bothering him for turning up unannounced and so out of the blue like this. For a good moment you were contemplating whether to leave again. The door was right there, maybe you should...but your limbs had failed you. Your joints were beginning to ache and there was a sharp pain seeping through your nerves from the cold. Feeling defeated and worn out, you winced as you brought the rim of the mug to your lips and sipped quietly. The warmth from the coffee slowly began spreading down your throat and into your empty belly.
Your eyes flickered around the apartment as you placed the mug back down on the counter. A huge shelf made of glass had intrigued you. It was filled with action figures, a collection of sorts, of Chanyeol's favorite manga and anime characters. There was a record player sitting by the same shelf which had a robust and vintage feel to it. And, a glass door beside it leading further into something that looked like a mini studio, with guitars racked neatly in a corner and some dreamcatchers celestially hooked to the wall above them. The other end was adorned with the One Piece flag hanging on the wall which confirmed his addiction to all things Japanese. It was adorable. You squinted through the glass door again and found a desktop– an iMac sitting right in between the space with acoustic diffusers surrounding it. You could tell Chanyeol was very passionate about music. You had once heard him play the guitar at a local club on a weekend but you didn't know he had a whole studio in his exquisite apartment like this. 
Your bestfriend Kyungsoo had told you that Chanyeol was from an affluent family. He was in the Basketball team along with your boyfriend Taehyung. Highly competitive and charming to a fault, musically talented and really tall, kinda clumsy with a goofy grin and big fluffy ears– that was all you really knew about him. 
It was at a party after a match that Baekhyun had introduced you to each other. And, all you could vaguely remember was playing beer pong and getting drunk out of your mind. Taehyung had abandoned you in the middle of the party and the next day, you found yourself waking up on top of Chanyeol. It sure as hell was fucking awkward, you recall. Although, he had chuckled nonchalantly and assured you that you were just woozy and beyond sloshed. That you held him tightly and wouldn't let him go till you were out cold and passed out on the couch. Chanyeol went as far as calling you cute that day and you felt your face go embarrassingly crimson and returned him with a sharp punch to his gut, making him groan frantically. He did put up a dramatic show that day because he loved attention and took much pride in teasing you. 
Quickly enough, your little encounters with him followed. You ran into each other at the games a lot. More mini trips to 7-Eleven at the campus, talking about music and other things that amused you and you came to realize that you both had a lot in common. You were beginning to grow fond of his company everytime Taehyung left you hanging. And whenever you'd get anxious you'd end up texting Chanyeol asking if Tae was at the game. 
Chanyeol would facetime you and tell you that guys like to go into their little caves from time to time. That it wasn't anything you should be worrying about. Although, to your shocking revelation, it was far from an ordinary man cave. Your world turned upside down after Chanyeol ran into your boyfriend making out with one of the cheerleaders in the locker room. 
He kept it from you for two weeks before fidgeting and stuttering, then finally spilled everything out and suggested you moved on from Taehyung. That it was for the best. At first you thought it was some kind of a pathetic joke but turns out, it wasn't. 
You'd never felt so broken and so ditched. You felt ridiculed and helpless. Taehyung never really cared to bring the matter up. And when you asked him if he was seeing anyone, he simply told you not to be ridiculous, persuading you to drop it with all things romantic and velvety later on. You were starting to feel sick of his behavior. Of course it was you who was being delusional and not him shoving his tongue down someone else's throat. It must have been so easy for him, right? 
As the weeks flew by, your mind hopelessly drifted back to how your boyfriend would rather spend the weekend with some chic who'd had sugar, spice and everything nice and honestly, it wasn't fun or healthy for you to fret over him anymore. It made you dizzy, made you want to throw up. He was cold blood lying through his teeth. He was cheating on you and you'd had just about enough. 
Barely hours ago, you'd stormed out of Taehyung's apartment after having a nerve wracking argument with him. Completely blinded by rage you wandered forcefully in the streets until it had started raining violently. And then it dreadfully occurred to you that you had absolutely nowhere to go. Kyungsoo wasn't in town and the last person to cross your mind was Chanyeol. His apartment was around the corner and of all the people, you never really fathomed you'd end up knocking at his door all doused and a drenched mess like this but here you were.  
You balled your fists and sniffled quietly, trying to stop the tears that were welling at the corner of your weary eyes. Chanyeol was still nowhere in sight while the beats continued blaring from his headphones from the other end. You wiped a lone tear that had trickled down your right cheek and returned your attention to the white foam swirling delicately in your mug, trails of steam dancing above it. 
"Y/N?"
You heard Chanyeol's voice echo from within the room. You quickly placed your elbows on the counter and ducked your head to conceal your tears away from him. 
"The bath is ready. You'll find the clothes on the dresser. And, I– uhm, I have some bath bombs. If you wanna use them. Go ahead." Chanyeol reappeared scratching the back of his head, his lips had curved into a daffy smile. 
"You have a...g-girlfriend?" It wasn't that you were curious but you knew you shouldn't have blurted that out so mindlessly. It was obvious. It was so goddamn obvious. He's a young adult, a drop dead gorgeous one for fuck's sake. He plays basketball and guitars, has got a whole studio of his own and must have plenty of girls over. You couldn't have been more nuts to ask him that? You mentally shrug and cuss at yourself. 
"What?" Chanyeol looked at you as if you were delirious. "Uhhh, no? I don't." He mumbled, a huge pout adorning his lips. "I'm not.. really.. in a good headspace for love." He crossed his arms and leaned against the door. "Also, love is fucking illusive, you know?" 
Illusive? Is that even a word? You both eyed each other intently and the more you looked at him the more you were mystified by his words. You bit your lip quietly and urged him to continue, "tell me more."
"How about you get out of those clothes first." Chanyeol's voice was barely a whisper. He then furrowed his brows but his expression quickly morphed into an awkward one like he was ready to pull his hair out. "I mean, you must be cold –not that– I– fuck–.." 
Another wave of awkward silence crept between you two and he began pulling at his hair frantically. "That sounded awful.." He stomped about cursing and letting a string of fucks slip out of his tongue again. He then collapsed to the floor and hid his face dramatically in his hands. You couldn't help but chuckle at his actions and wheezed loudly enough for him to peek from between his fingers to look back at you. He slowly loosened up and smiled quietly to himself. "I'm serious." He walked towards you and sat himself on the stool, "don't want you falling sick, babe." 
Chanyeol looked at you adoringly, the apples of his cheeks were glistening, still blushing pink. "You done with that?" he pointed at the mug. You took one last sip and nodded, never taking your eyes off him. "I am." You pushed the mug towards him and his fingers found their way around the porcelain again, brushing softly against yours like they did the first time. You mouthed a soft 'thank you'. He darted his tongue out to wet his lips while you continued gazing back at him, mesmerized by his pink fluffy ears. A hearty smile fluttered on his lips as well as yours. He wrapped his long fingers snugly around yours and whispered back to you, fondness gleaming in his eyes. 
"Don't worry about it, baby."
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The lump in your throat was gnawing its way slowly down to your chest as you helped yourself out of your damp clothes. Your head was starting to spin again when you finally caught a glimpse of your disheveled state in the mirror. You mocked yourself cynically and wondered why Chanyeol wasn't mortified, hadn't gasped and shut the door back in your face. You looked ghastly but he was being far too sweet with you. He was gentle as ever, taking your icy hands that had gone numb into his huge ones, rubbing them together to get them warm and whispering sweetly and huskily that it was alright, that you were safe in his hands now. 
The more you looked at yourself the more you felt exasperated like you were wallowing away in wades of self pity. Your eyeliner was smudged around your dreary eyes as though someone had beaten the living crap out of you. And, being alone by yourself again only allowed the bitterness to creep back into your heart.
'Love is illusive' Chanyeol had accented and you couldn't help but dwell on the thought as you ensconced yourself into the steaming tub, allowing the lush scent of lavender to cloud your senses. The water soaked and engulfed you in a lukewarm trance, washing away the remnants of the rainstorm that had pierced your fragile skin not merely an hour ago. 
"Love's like a game– a game you just can't win." 
Chanyeol's words echoed in the back of your mind. He kept citing whilst showing you the way to the bathroom. He can't just be saying that to make you feel better would he? He looked pretty suave and confident saying he didn't have time for romance but then again with a charming aura like that he could get any girl at any shack. It would be his call. You had no hint or clue about his past flings although he'd grown to be so close to you. However, somewhere deep in the pits of your broken heart, you felt like you've known him for years even though you'd only started talking to him merely months ago. 
As much as you wanted to drown your thoughts into the night in the tub, you couldn't keep him waiting. If it wasn't embarrassing enough he'd heard your stomach growl to which he had softly grazed your cheek with his thumb and asked you to hurry up, rasping away that he'd cook you something. You were in fact enthusiastic about wanting to give him credence for his witty nuances about love and join him back in the kitchen. If you were a damsel in distress– Chanyeol was your knight in shining armor. You chuckled at the thought and huffed away, blowing and lifting some of the delicate foamy bubbles that were settled on your knees. 
Perhaps, it really was time to turn the page to a new chapter in your life. "Fuck you, Tae." You spat bitterly, soapy suds slithering down your dewy, glistening body as you rose to your feet, planting them firmly on the ceramic underneath. "Fuck everything." You crouched again and pulled the stopper out, watching what was left of the effervescent mixture of lavender whirl about and get sucked into the drain, taking along with it parts of you that you no longer wished to carry the burden of. 
You felt like you deserve the chance to clear yourself of this mess and you were willing to explore what the universe had to offer you now. If it had so spurred you into risking hypothermia enough to end up at someone's door who could in fact be your saving grace. Someone who believes that love is all but a load of bullshit, then maybe Park Chanyeol might actually be the one for you. And, you could definitely rely on him to help you piece your broken heart together without having to worry about the perpetual matters of love. You wanted to step into the light, without having to look back again. 
And you were glad you could seek the light past love and its hazy horizon for once.
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A hoard of concerns were lurking before you. With all your clothes soaked and dirty now, including your garments, you stood in front of the dresser, scratching your head in confusion. 
Huffing away, you put Chanyeol's t-shirt on which had engulfed you completely, all the way down to your knees. The most frustrating part however, were the shorts he picked for you. They didn't sit at your hips at all and had drooped down your legs the minute you put them on, instantly piling at your feet. 'How the fuck am I supposed to secure this?' You fretted, shrugging as you picked them back up. 
You tried again but failed miserably. It would be fucking awkward walking back into the kitchen, dressed only in his shirt. You had absolutely nothing on underneath. Fuck. It's not like you were going to touch him or anything. You can manage this and maybe he won't notice, right? It was your last resort and you quickly had to make your mind up. Out of nowhere you heard your stomach growl again. It was either do or die now. You had to decide. 'I'll keep my distance from him and he won't bat an eye' were the words you chanted to yourself before leaving the bedroom. 
As you walked back into the living room, your ears were invited by the soft music playing from the record player, the one that was by the glass shelf. You stopped by the dining table facing Chanyeol's back who was busy in the kitchen. The aroma of pancakes whiffed through the air and the atmosphere was perfectly cozy. Although, you didn't dare move from the table and decided to keep yourself away and at a distance. Then Chanyeol turned around and his eyes flew wide open in surprise. 
"What the fu– ...you startled me." He yelped, placing the pan back on the stove and clutching at his heart. "I thought I already had you stricken with horror when you first opened the door," you snorted, "I looked horrendous, didn't I?" Chanyeol simply shook his head in denial and retorted with a playful smirk. "You looked quite hot. I'm not gonna lie."
"Shut up, Chanyeol." You felt your face flushing an awful shade of pink at his remarks. "It's the truth, babe." He quipped, whirling about and chuckling away as he returned his attention towards cooking the pancakes again. "Come here, you need to eat!" he called out and your limbs immediately went limp. 
"Um, can you place it on the counter for me?" you purred, requesting him in your humblest tone. "I'm..kinda.. in a fix here." Your voice wavered and when Chanyeol turned around to look at you again, he grinned sheepishly. "What's wrong?" he asked you as if he had no clue what you were going on about.
"It's an embarrassing...outfit situation." You cleared your throat and Chanyeol quickly mouthed an 'oh'. "It doesn't sound like much of a problem to me." He rasped, dripping maple syrup on pancakes. "Your belly needs some food and that's more important." He then brought the plate with the freshly made pancakes and placed it on the counter and ushered you warmly to join him at the island. His voice suddenly grew a little stern. "Come on now before it gets cold." His sudden strictness made you chuckle. He possibly can't get more adorable than this, can he?
"Fine." You faltered in your steps and met him at the island. Thankfully, the structure blocked a good amount of distance between you two. When you settled down on the stool, he handed you the fork and you started taking measly bites out of the plate. Chanyeol watched you intently, his arms were propped up against the counter, hands cupped around his face as he gaped at you in awe. "Stop looking at me like that. You're making me nervous." You mumbled in between bites. He gave you a squinty eyed grin before snatching the fork away from your hands and making you gasp. 
"Geez baby, you're supposed to wolf it down." He cut through the pancake haphazardly and jabbed at a huge chunk, "like this." He then shoved the massive bite into your mouth and a muffled moan left your lips as you swallowed it down. "This will fill you up." He then glanced  at your lips coated with the sweet syrup hazily and mumbled huskily in his deep voice. "God, I could fill you up."
Of course you were going to choke upon hearing what he had just said. You wheezed frantically and couldn't pluck enough courage to look him in the eye anymore. Your heart thundered in your chest as you squirmed and scooted anxiously away from him, a faint blush spreading over your cheeks. You could tell he was violently biting down on his bottom lip, shutting his own eyes close, as tightly as he could. 
You both were awfully quiet again. Too embarrassed to take the conversation any further. But then Chanyeol interjects, breaking the awkwardness, "I didn't mean to…" 
 "D-don't.. worry about it," you bite on your own lip and jab at your pancake with your fork. He looks at you cryptically, "are you sure?" 
You nod your head and lick your lips and when you do, something triggers Chanyeol and he quickly gets off his stool and much to your relief walks back to the stove with an excuse to make you more pancakes. You try to gobble the rest of the pancake as quickly as you can while trying your best not to dither about what had just happened. As soon as you're done, you pick your plate up and scamper towards the sink but Chanyeol blocks you. "Woah, hold up. You're not done eating until I say so." He looms over you and his voice is yet again, stern and you push him away and boy you wish you didn't. 
The second your palm came in contact with his abs  through the fabric you knew you fucked up. You could feel the ridges and he was so perfectly packed and built. The girls at uni, they were right. Park Chanyeol was irresistible and you were only inches away from him.
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A/N ~ 
this is it guys. it’s broken and full of errors lol. i lost the doc that had everything written beyond this.  i had wiped my drive for work last year and other reasons. anyway,  i’m happy you made it this far with me in this clouded journey. if you wish to find out what happens after, feel free to ping me i’ll sum it up for you, sweet & short, only if you really wish to find out how these two end up haha. but yeah. this is it. i haven’t got anything else to say. so yeah, stay safe and most importantly, be happy. love y’all. <3
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chim-chimchii · 5 years ago
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Explanation (Chanyeol)
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Genre: Angst with Fluff at the end 
Note: This is the second part to Change of Heart. I felt like I needed to make a second part because man that first part broke my heart and I needed closure for myself.
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Seeing Chanyeol after the engagement was called off without an explanation, felt like a dagger slowly stabbing your heart. You weren't surprised to see him at your own best friend's engagement party since she was marrying Chanyeol's best friend. What you were surprised to see was how happy Chanyeol looked as he talked and laughed with his old group of friends. You were also surprised to see the girl who was holding onto his arm. You recognized her immediately as his "family friend" Harin. When you asked him about her, he reassured you that she was just a friend, but it was apparent they were more than just friends now. You bit your lip to hide the fact that it was trembling, and turned away. You wanted nothing more than to leave, but the party had just started.
"Hey!" An arm wrapped around your shoulder and telling from the bracelet you had bought her for her birthday, it was your best friend. You quickly blinked away your tears.
"Hey! Congratulations. I didn't see your engagement coming." You grinned sarcastically at her, which made her laugh.
"Oh, shut up. Come on, Sehun wants to see you." She guided you through the crowd and over to her fiancee, who was now talking to Chanyeol and Harin.
Y/BF/N took notice of the scene and how you hesitated a bit. She tried to reroute away from them, but it was too late; they had already noticed you standing there.
"I'm sorry, Y/n." She whispered. You smiled slightly and shrugged. Your heart was already broke, so maybe you were already used to the pain.
"Sehun! You're stealing my best friend from me!" You playfully pouted before giving him a quick hug. Sehun laughed and shook his head.
"She came willingly." Y/BF/N gently nudged Sehun which caused him to wrap his arm around her waist and pull her close. You stepped to the side of them and caught Chanyeol's gaze.
Chanyeol stepped towards you but the girl next to him tightened her grip on his arm and pulled him back.
"It's nice to see you too, Chanyeol." You smiled slightly and returned your focus back to your friend and Sehun.
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After the awkward encounter with Chanyeol, you found yourself wandering around the party trying to find a quiet place to be alone and sort out your thoughts. After what felt like you were going through a maze, you found a door that led to a balcony. The fresh air filled your lungs as you took more deep breathes. You hadn't noticed the tight feeling of your chest until you left the party. 
You leaned against the railing of the balcony and overlooked the city. Behind you the party was still going on and everyone didn’t seem to miss you. Which was okay with you since you came out here to escape them and especially Chanyeol. Your chest felt extremely tight and in any second you felt like you could burst out into tears. Saying you missed Chanyeol would be an understatement. You yearned for him, his touch, his love. You laced your fingers together and stared down at them. When was the last time he had held your hand like this? Sometimes he would whine like a little kid if you let go of him. You tightened your grip and bit your lip to try and stop yourself from crying.
What you would give to know what he was thinking. Did he miss you? Does he remember all the promises you made to each other? Did he forget all the special moments you shared with him?
You sighed and shook your head. There was no use thinking about that stuff. You were only hurting yourself more. You were too distracted by your own thoughts, you hardly felt the soft material of a jacket being draped over your shoulders.
Thinking it was Y/B/N, you turned with tears in your eyes ready to break down to her but instead you were met with Chanyeol. As quickly as you could, you wiped your tears away and tried to put on a brave face.
“H-Hey. What’re you doing out here?” Your throat felt like it was being squeezed. He mimicked your position and leaned against the railing.
“I should ask you the same thing. It’s freezing out here and you don’t have a jacket.”
You didn’t even realize the frigid air.
“I didn’t even notice.”
He nodded still unconvinced.
“Won’t Harin be looking for you?” You said glancing back through the window to look at large amount of people still partying.
“She’s in the company of a soju bottle so I don’t think she’ll miss me too much.”
“So, are you two a thing now?” You asked quietly. Chanyeol turned to face you.
“Me and Harin?” He began to chuckle. “You’re funny.”
You weren’t laughing but you were relieved. Chanyeol took notice of your lack of amusement.
“I’m sorry.” He cleared his throat and stayed quiet.
“You make it look so easy.”
Chanyeol turned towards you obviously wearing a confused expression.
“What do you mean?”
You paused. “You make getting over someone you loved so easy. I just don’t understand how you can do that.”
Your were struggling to keep your tears from falling.
“It’s not that easy.” He stated in a low voice. You looked at him and saw how tired he looked.
“If it wasn’t going to be easy, then why did you do it?”
It took him a moment to respond.
“I just got scared.”
You frowned at his excuse. “And you didn’t think I was? I was terrified, Chanyeol.“
“I thought I didn’t love you anymore-“ He confessed.
Those words felt like a slap to the face.
“I was scared because I thought I fell out of love but when you left it felt like my entire world was crumbling around me.”
“Then why didn’t you come back for me?” Tears slipped down your cheeks.
“I thought you were better off without me. I was also afraid you would turn me away because of how I let you go.” He hung his head low and you could faintly make out the tears that were brimming his eyes.
“Do you still love me?” You asked quietly afraid of what his answer would be.
“I never stopped loving you. I guess my mind was just playing games with me when I thought I didn’t.”
You were both quiet for a few moments before he spoke again.
“I can’t see myself with anyone other than you, Y/n.” Chanyeol turned to you tears falling freely.
“Please let me make it up to you.”
You searched his eyes for any indication of doubt in his words but all you saw were the kind eyes that you had fallen for all those years ago.
“Chanyeol. . .“ your voice cracked.
“Please. . . I can’t go another day without you.”
“I don’t think we can pick up where we left off.”
His hopeful expression dropped.
“Then let’s start over. I promise I’ll make things right.”
You took a deep breath and let it out.
"Don't make promises you don't intend to keep, Chanyeol." You turned away from him again, afraid of letting him back into your heart.
"I don't intend to break this one, Y/n, look at me." He took hold of your arms and gently pulled you to face him.
"I love you."
You stared into his eyes and felt yourself falling again.
"I love you too." You whispered.
 Chanyeol let out a breath of relief. His hands were sliding up your arms and to your face to cup your cheeks. He didn't hesitate to kiss you.
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tvehyungs-gf · 5 years ago
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Part one of my Chanyeol fluff/smidge of angst mini series, will be coming out today! Happy thanksgiving everyone! Please look forward to it!
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fanficsofmine · 7 years ago
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The Accident Chapter 3- Chanyeol Scenario
A/N: SO sorry about the wait guys and happy Chanyeol day!!! It’s been a long morning but I am finally able to get up the accident part 3. this will be at least 4 parts. I love this series so far and I hope you do too! -A
Pt 1, 2
Reader POV: I wake up, white light surrounding me. Unsure of where I am, I sit up, my head pounding. I look around and realize I’m in the hospital, hooked up to multiple wires and monitors. I shut my eyes for a second, trying to readjust my eyes to the light.
I hear something next to me and I shifted. My nurse had come in to check my vitals, and to my surprise I also see a strange man sitting in the chair next to me. His features were striking. He had large dark eyes and dark hair that covered his eyebrows. He looked incredibly worried as he sat up in the chair to speak to me.
“Baby, I’m so sorry, so so sorry. Listen, please forget everything that happened last night. I need to tell you everything and I need you to listen to me, please?” He begged as he picked up my hand and kissed it gently.
I looked at him for a moment, panic setting in. Who is this person? Why can’t I remember anything about last night? Why the hell does my head hurt so bad?
I quickly snap myself out of it before I begin speaking to this strange man.  
“That’s nice that you’re sorry and everything, but there’s just one problem. I have no clue who you are.”
He looked at me as if I kicked him in the stomach. I felt bad, but I genuinely couldn’t remember who he was.
“You..You don’t remember me? I’m your boyfriend. Wait, are you playing a joke on me? Because if you are it’s not funny.” He said, his hand still holding mine.
“Not a joke. I can’t remember anything that happened yesterday, I can’t remember what happened last week. I genuinely have no idea who you are. I’m so sorry.” I explained, my nurse looking at me for a moment.
“Can you explain to us what’s going on? Why can’t I remember him?” I asked, incredibly confused about the situation.
“Miss, you were struck by a car last night. You had a nasty cut to your head that required stitches and you lost a lot of blood. We got you stable and were waiting for you to wake up to do further tests. It seems like you have amnesia of some sort. We don’t know if it’s short term or long term, and we won’t know until further tests are completed.” She explains. “Is there anything else I can get you before I leave?” she asks, smiling at me.
“No thank you. I’m okay.” I reply, fidgeting with my covers.
She leaves the room and I see the strange man run his hands through his hair almost in frustration. He leaned over and placed his elbows on his knees before placing his head in his hands.
“Sir, are you okay?” I asked, still not sure about the situation at hand.
“I just… I just don’t know how this all happened. Oh my god. This is all my fault.” He exclaimed, tears brimming his eyes.
  “Okay wait, I don’t remember anything at all but can you at least tell me your name so I know how to address you?” I asked, hoping to distract him from whatever it was he was sad about
“I-It’s Chanyeol. My name is Chanyeol.” He stuttered out as he looked up at me “I’m so sorry for all of this, you have no idea.”
“It’s okay. I’m alive, I’m going to be okay, I just have to figure out what’s happened in the last like, 6 months or how to get my memory back. I’m sure the doctor will give me some ideas when he comes in.” I replied, fiddling with one of the wires I was attached to.
“Can you at least tell me who you are? Like what are you to me?” I asked, still curious about the man in front of me.
He was quite handsome. I watched him as he tried to collect his thoughts. There was something familiar about him but I just couldn’t remember.
“I am, well I was, still am, your boyfriend. At least I think. We had a bit of an argument last night and you ran out. I honestly don’t know what we are now, but I know we had dated for quite a while now.  He replied, still unsure of what to say exactly.
“Oh, I see. Well it’s definitely nice to meet you. Do you think it would be okay if you went home for a while though? Not trying to be rude, I’m just really tired and confused. You can come back or you can text me if you want to.  It will give me someone to talk to when I am awake.” I said as I smile at him. “And I can get a better idea of what to do once I talk to my doctor and let you know” I explained.
He nodded and smiled politely. I asked him if he needed my number and he chuckled slightly.
“I have it. We were dating after all.” He said as he excused himself. “I’ll text you later to find out what’s going on. He said before waving goodbye and leaving the room.
Chanyeol POV:
I still couldn’t believe she didn’t know who I was. I just left the hospital, leaving her to her thoughts and letting her rest.
I got into my car and drove home, still completely confused about how I was going to help (Y/N) get her memory back.
When I got to the house Minseok and Jongdae were there, waiting for an update on everything. I let them in on what was going on.
“What are we going to do?” Jongdae asked, showing concern for her.
“I have no Idea, but she’s going to talk to me once she talks to her doctors. She wants to remember, she just can’t.” I said, trying to figure all of this out.
“I have to get her back. I love her too damn much to lose her now.” I stated, “But how the hell are we going to make this work?” I asked them, trying to come up with a  plan to get her memory back.
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inspired-by-the-music · 5 years ago
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Text (Chanyeol)
Text: Chanyeol x Reader
requests are encouraged! please read my guidelines before submitting your request!
Genre: angst, fluffy end
Word Count: 583
Note: I was challenged to write this by @chim-chimchii. Hope you like it, twin!
 You weren't upset about the hours you wasted on your couch, wearing that new dress and anxiously eyeing the front door and your phone as hours slipped away. You weren't even that surprised or annoyed by the realization that Chanyeol had forgotten about the date since you knew too well that he was spending hours at the studio. 
 However, as the evening slipped into the early morning, and you shed the dress in favor of pajamas, you started to worry about him. Usually, no matter the time, Chanyeol would text to tell you about his day. Had he made it home safely? Or had he decided to spend another night working? 
 After scrolling past the texts you sent to ask about the date, you discovered that he still hadn't answered. Quickly, you typed, "Don't worry about the date-- we can reschedule. Are you okay?"
 Given how he had been silent all day, you hadn't expected an immediate response. And considering how hard you tried to be understanding, you didn't expect Chanyeol's uncharacteristically harsh text. 
 "No, I'm not okay. And I don't have time to worry about dates. I can't just drop everything for you."
 As you read through it again and again, eager to recognize some kind of misunderstanding, the part of you that longed to understand Chanyeol's demanding lifestyle rationalized that he was likely lashing out because of the stress of preparing for his comeback. But the part of you that was increasingly exhausted from suppressing your disappointment for the sake of maintaining the relationship remembered that this wasn't your fault either. 
 You typed several drafts of the same message wherein you detailed the extent of your frustration with Chanyeol's lack of communication skills -- wherein you reminded that the date was his idea in the first place -- wherein you reminded him that you were trying to be supportive. 
 But you didn't send any of them. No matter how you phrased your thoughts, they sounded too dramatic or too trivial, so even though you were annoyed, you decided to reply, "Let's just talk about this when you have time," before crawling into your bed. 
 Because you didn't want to spend the night fixating on Chanyeol, neither through anger nor sadness, you spent the next hour sending memes to your best friend until you heard the familiar four-beat knock on your front door. 
 You weren't surprised to find Chanyeol filling the doorway, wearing an unusual frown. Your apartment was at least an hour away from the studio, so you quickly realized that Chayeol must have raced over right after receiving your text. And the gesture alone melted your already weak grudge against him. 
 "I gave you a key so you wouldn't have to drag me out of bed like this," you teased to break through the tension. 
 "Yeah, I know, but I forgot it at home." Chanyeol reluctantly smiled when you laughed. Then, slowly, he confessed, "And I didn't think you'd want me barging in after I acted like a total ass."
 That was the thing about Chanyeol: on the rare occasion that he did snap at you, he was quick to apologize. 
 And you didn't have any desire to perpetuate the fight, so you stepped aside and gestured for him to come inside. "Well, I guess you can barge in if you're really sorry."
 "I am really sorry," Chanyeol said once he pulled you into his tight embrace. "Hey, if I say please, will you go out with me tomorrow night?"
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exo-ffics · 7 years ago
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Title: The Fault in Byun Baekhyun
Author: blehmeh Status: Completed Length: Chaptered Rated: NC-15 Genre: Angst, Romcom, Sliceoflife
Summary: Baekhyun and Chanyeol hate each others guts.
It was the start of a new college year, with hormones flying and emotions sinking, with idiots roaming and jerks slinkering. Chayeol prays that he will survive the year, hopes that he can get closer to a certain guy he’s had a crush on since forever.
But what he wishes above anything else is that he doesn’t get roomed with Baekhyun.
However, scenerios cna appear deciving and thing never go as planned.
What happwns when Chanyeol finds a certain Byun Baekhyun stumbling on his door horny, drunk and smelling of sex.
{AFF}
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baekhyun2k17 · 7 years ago
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CHANYEOL 01.
summary: nine men, one game.
      when nine men come together after an online       ad caught their attention,       promising five million dollars,       with one simple game,       they didn’t think only one of them would see the light of day again. category (tw): gore, blood, death, angst, tragedy fandom: exo
ESCAPE ROOM MASTERLIST.
PARK CHAYEOL, 9 PM, 12TH OF JANUARY.
A rough day was once again lived through. The past six days have dragged Chanyeol trough hell and back. On the young age of 17, he had seen more death than any order person. It messed with his mind, completely throwing him off the bubbly and happy personality he once had. Those past days he reflected on everything he had done wrong, trying to wreck his mind over how he and the other players got chosen, but he truly didn’t have a clue. Was it something he posted online? Did they stalk him before all of this to see what he had done so wrong for him to end up in such a place? Chanyeol didn’t know, and his brain hurt a damn lot.
His eyes focused over the monitor, watching the remaining players on their mattresses, taking their naps. His gaze moved over to the glowing red ‘ELIMINATED’ sign over Junmyeon’s and Minseok’s monitors, quickly looking away before the awful memories shot back into his mind. But when he looked again, he saw that one person sitting at his table, hands tangled up in his hair. Kim Jongin, was the name he read on screen. Jongin was Chanyeol’s sense of comfort ever since he arrived in his room. Whenever when he looked at him, he felt at peace and forgot about where he was, and about the players they had lost. Jongin was a calm morning breeze, and Chanyeol was head over heels in love, despite the situation they were in.
‘’Jo-Jongin?’’ He nervously called out, a hushed whisper as to not wake any of the players. A head shot up, those kind eyes looking at his monitor. The boy walked up to the monitor from his position at the table, rubbing his eyes. ‘’Chanyeol, hey’’ He muttered, showing that smile of his that made Chanyeol’s heart leap out of his chest. ‘’Do you need anything, did anything show up in your room?’’ Jongin continued to ask while he nervously bit down on his lower lip. ‘’I uhm, I wanted to ask you something’’ Chanyeol’s voice shook as he mumbled the words. ‘’Go ahead’’ Jongin proceeded. Chanyeol didn’t know how to put it, he stumbled over his words. ‘’Once we get out of here, will you date me?’’ The words blurted out unexpectedly , confusing both him and Jongin.
There was a moment where he thought he saw Jongin hesitate, but that wasn’t before a huge grin spread across the latter’s face, pulling against his cheeks. ‘’Of course Chanyeol, once we get out of here, we’ll date’’ It was really that easy? Chanyeol confused himself, always thinking he only liked girls, but the second he saw Jongin he was lost in love. ‘’Yes, let’s do that’’ The two continued to stare trough their screens, the biggest smiles on their faces. That moment was ruined when Chanyeol’s screen was suddenly covered, the guy appearing on his monitor making him drop the grin.
‘’Park Chanyeol, it’s finally your turn’’ The guy said, the evilest of smirks tugging at his lip. The 17 year old gulped, color draining from his face as he awaited his quest. He understood the order now, it was from room to room in which they sat, and he undoubtedly forgot that his turn was next. What would happen? Would they have his mother? Please not his mother, not after what he did to her. ‘’It’s your choice this time Chanyeol, you have to choose wisely, are you listening to me?’’ He swallowed the lump in his throat, nodding slowly. ‘’You are going to make a choice between two players Chanyeol, we will eliminate them straight away’’ And that got his knees wobbly, eyes watering up. He liked the other players (Jongin more) and he would never hurt them, even if some of them were suspicious.
‘’Zhang Yixing or Oh Sehun, make you choice Chanyeol’’
 WHO WILL CHANYEOL CHOOSE? PICK HERE!
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