#chatting a lot of shit on the tl xx

[marcvscicero]

i get so severely sad + depressed + empty in winter, but it's kind of reassuring to think that humans have always struggled, not just physically, but mentally too, with the dark + the cold + the gloom + the lack of daylight...

like, looking back, SO many ancient festivities took place during the winter months-- not just the ones that still exist nowadays, but so, so many pagan festivals + rituals + celebrations ??? and i believe that humans have always struggled a lot in winter + thus placed great emphasis on shows of community + warmth + light, as well as rest + recuperation (not just bc of the barren, emptier landscapes, but also for their own sakes) ???

these ppl were very much like us, + just how we put up xmas lights + fill the streets with sparkle, they too surely found their own ways to generate hope + comfort ???

[jordanlahey]

Hey can you do number 2 and 32 from your promp list with Billy hargrove xx

Pairing: Billy Hargrove x Reader 

Prompts: 2 - “What’s so special about her that you would choose her over me?”

32 - “Please stay with me.”

Warnings: language, angst, smut 18+

Word Count: 1444

A/n: apologies for it taking too long

Stranger things TL: @intheendyouwillalwayskneel

“Fuck this I’m outta here!” 

“Billy, if you leave whatever this is… It’s over.” Billy didn’t hesitate opening the front door of your house and leaving. The air felt like it was getting thick and you couldn’t breathe let alone find the urge to run after him. 

You and Billy were screwing each other ever since he stepped foot in Hawkins, he would have the odd girl here and there but he always came back to you. It was common that you and Billy would argue every so often but it would result in angry make up sex afterwards but this time it was different. Both of you had said some things that hurt both of you equally but no one was hurt physically beside the heartbreak. How this argument happened? Well,much like every friends with benefits someone caught feelings and in this case both of you did but you two are too stubborn to actually admit it. He got mad at you for spending too much time with Steve and you got mad at him for being too friendly with Tina. You are both as bad as each other at this point. 

You didn’t mean to tell Billy to leave and the first few times you screamed at him to leave he didn’t . He refused but he had no bother leaving on his own terms. As much as you wanted to scream and yell that you were sorry and tell him to stay you couldn’t and it wasn’t the fact that you were having a breakdown but you couldn’t bring yourself to say it what made it worse was you knew exactly where he was going to go and that didn’t make you feel any better. 

“Billy...come back. Please s-stay with me.” You sobbed, he wasn’t going to come back he was going to get in his car and go. 

****

 Billy stomped to his car in rage and swung open the door but he didn’t get in, he cursed under his breath multiple times before going back to your front door but again he didn’t go in he stayed and listened to your sobs. 

“Billy...come back. Please s-stay with me.” Billy was too enraged and stubborn to burst through the door and pick you up from the floor and say that he was sorry for the things he had said.

“Fuck.” He muttered and went back to stomping towards his car and got in it. He punched and slapped his steering wheel multiple times and scream all the curse words he could think of. He calmed down slightly and he started his car and drove down to the first place he could think of that he could express some rage. 

Billy sped down the dark wet roads to her house and when he got there he noticed that her parents car was nowhere to be seen so he banged on her door and she answered. 

“Billy?” Tina mumbled sleepily, rubbing the sleep from her eyes and Billy let himself in. Crashing their lips together and pushing her back into a wall, Tina most definitely  kissed back but she couldn’t keep up with Billy. Anger was still pumping through him and he was sure this was going to make him forget about you and his feelings for you. 

Tina led him to her room and at the same time they discarded their clothes along the way. Once they were in her room they’re lips met again as Billy pushed her down on the bed, tonight he was pissed and he had no mood for teasing at all that would just piss him off more but he was more than happy to do it to her cause that’s just Billy. 

Billy teased her entrance and slammed into her repeatedly but no matter how much he tried to distract himself he was imagining it was you under him, moaning his name as he moaned yours. Billy wasn’t sure if he was starting to feel guilty leaving you in your front room laying in your own tears while he is here fucking the girl that practally started your whole arguement but what’s stopping you from calling Harrington and doing the same as what he is doing with Tina? Oh yeah ‘You and Steve aren’t that close.`` The thought of Steve makes him more pissed off and to even think that he might be there with you right now is even worse. Billy picks up his pace, he doesn’t care if Tina is close or not he is doing this for him not her and he will leave when he is finished whether she is too or not. If he was being honest, he wasn’t paying attention to Tina, as far as he knows she isn’t there it’s you. Billy could feel he was close and his thrusts were getting sloppy as he chased his orgasam.

****

You laid on the front room floor, you had stopped crying a while ago and you are just completely numb. You wanted Billy here, you wanted to take back everything you had said cause you didn’t mean a word of it but he is over at some girls house fucking her senseless while you are here. Broken. If he were at home you would swallow your pride and go to Billy but he isn’t and you also thought about phoning Steve for his words of wisdom that would probably be “Billy’s an asshole.” or “I told you so.” You could really use some cheering up right now but I’m sure if someone saw Steve come here it would get to Billy and he would take it the wrong way, so why bother.

You finally manage to pick yourself up and head to your bedroom, you just wanted to sleep all this off and hope that school won’t be as difficult as you think it is going to be but you know it will be. Tommy with blab on about it and make you out to be the bad guy and the girl Billy is fucking will rub it in your face and he will laugh along with them because you were stupid and caught feelings.

****

“But Billy I-”

“This was for me more than it was for you so zip it.” He collected his clothes and threw them on as he made his way to the front door. 

“You are an asshole Billy!” Tina shouted as she threw Billy out of her house but he didn’t seem to care and for the millionth time tonight he stopped to his car and drove home. On the drive home he passed your house and he slowed down, then came to a stop.  Your bedroom lamp was still on and he could vaguely see your silhouette and he wanted to climb his way through your window but he didn’t, instead once he saw the light go out he drove away.  

***

“You look like shit.”

“Jee thanks, Steve. You really know how to make a girl happy.” You said sarcastically, he wasn’t wrong you spent your night crying and regretting everything. 

“Do you wanna talk about it?” He asked as you both walked into the school parking lot. You wanted to but what was the point? It wouldn’t change anything. “Did it have something to do with that dick head over there?” You looked in the direction Steve was talking about and you weren’t surprised but yet you were. 

Billy was looking directly at you while Tina was clinging to him and chatting his ear off, you could tell he was annoyed by her already but he was being too friendly with her before. Tina soon followed his gaze and she smirked at you. 

“He isn’t worth it Y/n.” Steve tried to move you but your feet were stuck to the floor. 

“What ‘s so special about her that you chose her over me?” You mumble, more to yourself cause Billy isn’t going to hear you. Soon you notice Tina make her way towards you and you also notice Billy trying to stop her. “Here we go..” You whisper. 

“So Billy finally dumped you and went for me.” Tina smiled and you glared at her. “Everyone knew it would happen eventually, you’re nothing special really it was bound to happen at one point.” 

“Does it really make you feel better about yourself that he fucked you for his own pleasure and didn’t give two shits whether you were finished or not.” You shot back and looked back and Billy who had a guilty face. Tina screwed up her face and stomped away from you. 

“Y/n lets go it’s not worth it.” 

[ao3feed-frerard]

The Group Chat AU That Nobody Asked For BUT MORE BECAUSE IM UNORIGINAL :)

read it on the AO3 at https://ift.tt/32LWsJR

by Ziggy_Stardusts_Tardis

Yep its ANOTHER gc w/ those bands Yes its ANOTHER unofficial sequal to the original Yes its got shit humour and is terrible due to how badly i write ...... fuck im meant to be getting you to read this um yh basically its another unofficial sequal

TL;DR ITS SHIT AND UNORIGIONAL BUT RLLY FUN TO WRITE AND ID LOVE IT IF YOU READ IT (OFC YOU DONT HAVE TO LOL) SINCE ITS IN PROGRESS FEEL FREE TO SUGGEST STUFF, ASK FOR STUFF ECT ITS ANOTHER UNOFFICIAL SEQUAL TO THE ORIGINAL HAVE A NICE DAY :D

Words: 1143, Chapters: 2/?, Language: English

Fandoms: Green Day, My Chemical Romance, Panic! at the Disco, Fall Out Boy, I Don't Know How But They Found Me (Band), Twenty One Pilots

Rating: Not Rated

Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings

Characters: Frank Iero, Gerard Way, Ryan Ross, Ryan Seaman, Dallon Weekes, Brendon Urie, Billie Joe Armstrong, Mike Dirnt, Patrick Stump, Pete Wentz, Ray Toro, Mikey Way, Tyler Joseph, Josh Dun, Tré Cool

Relationships: Frank Iero/Gerard Way, Ryan Ross/Brendon Urie/Dallon Weekes, Billie Joe Armstrong/Mike Dirnt, Patrick Stump/Pete Wentz, Ray Toro/Mikey Way, Josh Dun/Tyler Joseph, Billie Joe Armstrong/Gerard Way

Additional Tags: oh shit where do we start, yes its ANOTHER rip off of the origional, but as the title says im both unorigonal and depressed so ye, Swearing, bad sense of humour, like i think its funny but i laugh at anyhting lmao, Alternate Universe - High School, groupchat au, read if ya want id love ya for it lol, Everyone is Queer, everyone is also english because american speak is too hard for me, also idk where its gonna go so if you have ideas hmu xx, find me on tumblr im @darkgothicchicken and @mothman-anon, TL;DR THIS IS TRASH BUT I LOVE TRASH AND IMMA WHORE FOR GC, TL;DR ITS AN UNOFFICIAL SEQUAL, TL;DR I LOVE ALL YA PPL LOTS XOXO

read it on the AO3 at https://ift.tt/32LWsJR

[isitstraightvodka]

so buckle in: so way back when i was 21 (.. so three years ago) which i know doesnt seem young when you're it, but looking back im like HOLY SHIT i was a BABY, i was at uni (still am) and when i was picking my classes for the semester found it amusing that two of my classes were with the same professor. i'd had him before, he was pretty chill, and ugly as all fuck. like. he was known for being the professor that all the good professor's chucked their shitty classes at bc he'd never published (1)

and anyway it was all good! u know, the classes seemed interesting and i was coming out of a really bad depressive period that had lasted about a year or so and i was, to my mind, Recovered. so that semester i put in a lot of effort into…. pretty much everything. my grades were sky high, i was dressing nicely and doing my hair and makeup, i was moving out of home, i was On My Shit. and it had been a bit of a joke among my friends and i that the prof seemed to quite like me (2)

he was always joking about with me, he handed out extensions to me like candy, and one time he was caught staring down my shirt which. was just sort of Funny at the time because??? this dude is in his late thirties and a bit sad, so whatever you know. it just became a running joke amongst my friends and i that i was going to fuck my professor. until, of course, end of semester came about and he invited the whole class (for one of the units) out for end of semester drinks (3)

and so my friends and i trundled along and got…. fucking obliterated. he did too. and then as the night goes on people start leaving and it somehow ends up just being he and i as i figure out how to order an uber (i’d never used uber before at the time, it was still relatively new in perth) so i can get home. anyway my phone died so i was like… well. Fuck! and he invited me to come to his office and charge my phone. anyway ended up fucking him because im a Disaster who wants validation (4)

and he’s a dickhead in a position of authority exploiting that position and also out relative drunkenness to get a fuck. anyway all good, all fine. the next morning im freaking out like holy shit CAN’T HAPPEN AGAIN to which he’s like. it’s chill, i really like you and im already planning on notifying the university that i cant teach you again which had me like. oh. oh okay? cool. that’s pretty great, thanks.  and he’s like… so like, would u be interested in going on a date? (5)

and im like…… in for a penny, in for a pound right? so. sure, ig, as long as you. file that paperwork, that would be nice i suppose. anyway we end up dating for eight months, i meet his friends, some of his family. it’s all cool, but also im not actually sure if i like him or not or if i just like the fact that someone’s into me? and then i meet a girl through a friend of mine who is like oh man i met this girl i think you’ll get along with you should join us for dinner tonight (6)

so, i do. and while we’re at dinner i mention something about the prof just casually to my friend and the girl stops and goes “oh, you know x?” and im like oh yeah we’ve known each other a while and she sort of went quiet. and then later on she’s like “hey, dont take this offensively, but do you know if x has a history of sleeping with his students?” and im like. alarm bells ringing. like yeah! my dude he sure does! in fact, i’ve been fucking him for 8 months (7) 

and she goes “that motherfucker, i’ve been dating him ‘exclusively’ for five months” :) and so we confronted him and it turned out! he also had a chronically ill fiancee at home! who none of his friends or family that i’d met had said anything about! anyway someone ended up reporting him to the university without our consent and he ended up getting away with the whole thing (and! he never submitted that paperwork lmao). that’s the story of my shitty ex! who i still have to see around campus (8)

tl;dr: don’t fuck people who are in positions of authority over you. even if you think you’ve got control over the situation, you don’t and they Will fuck you over and destroy your mental health!!!!! (9) 

well THAT was one hell of a rollercoaster! men ain’t shit, he is disgusting and I can’t believe you still have to see him, that must be horrible. and he’s a fucking professor, it’s wrong and foul to take advantage of students like that, and he’s engaged too?? like wtf dude, he sure is fucked up for thinking all this is/was ok. i’m fuming, this is why i don’t trust many men bc they’re act in terrible ways, I hope you’ve had/will have better experiences, lo, it’s what’s best for you, and you deserve everything good when it comes to relationship. I pray you never go through something like this again, but thank you for sharing! xx

let’s chat about shitty exes!

[ao3feed-joshler]

The Group Chat AU That Nobody Asked For BUT MORE BECAUSE IM UNORIGINAL :)

read it on the AO3 at https://ift.tt/32LWsJR

by Ziggy_Stardusts_Tardis

Yep its ANOTHER gc w/ those bands Yes its ANOTHER unofficial sequal to the original Yes its got shit humour and is terrible due to how badly i write ...... fuck im meant to be getting you to read this um yh basically its another unofficial sequal

TL;DR ITS SHIT AND UNORIGIONAL BUT RLLY FUN TO WRITE AND ID LOVE IT IF YOU READ IT (OFC YOU DONT HAVE TO LOL) SINCE ITS IN PROGRESS FEEL FREE TO SUGGEST STUFF, ASK FOR STUFF ECT ITS ANOTHER UNOFFICIAL SEQUAL TO THE ORIGINAL HAVE A NICE DAY :D

Words: 1143, Chapters: 2/?, Language: English

Fandoms: Green Day, My Chemical Romance, Panic! at the Disco, Fall Out Boy, I Don't Know How But They Found Me (Band), Twenty One Pilots

Rating: Not Rated

Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings

Characters: Frank Iero, Gerard Way, Ryan Ross, Ryan Seaman, Dallon Weekes, Brendon Urie, Billie Joe Armstrong, Mike Dirnt, Patrick Stump, Pete Wentz, Ray Toro, Mikey Way, Tyler Joseph, Josh Dun, Tré Cool

Relationships: Frank Iero/Gerard Way, Ryan Ross/Brendon Urie/Dallon Weekes, Billie Joe Armstrong/Mike Dirnt, Patrick Stump/Pete Wentz, Ray Toro/Mikey Way, Josh Dun/Tyler Joseph, Billie Joe Armstrong/Gerard Way

Additional Tags: oh shit where do we start, yes its ANOTHER rip off of the origional, but as the title says im both unorigonal and depressed so ye, Swearing, bad sense of humour, like i think its funny but i laugh at anyhting lmao, Alternate Universe - High School, groupchat au, read if ya want id love ya for it lol, Everyone is Queer, everyone is also english because american speak is too hard for me, also idk where its gonna go so if you have ideas hmu xx, find me on tumblr im @darkgothicchicken and @mothman-anon, TL;DR THIS IS TRASH BUT I LOVE TRASH AND IMMA WHORE FOR GC, TL;DR ITS AN UNOFFICIAL SEQUAL, TL;DR I LOVE ALL YA PPL LOTS XOXO

read it on the AO3 at https://ift.tt/32LWsJR