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Favorite Writers

Hey! Just wanted to spread a little love to some of my favorite writers on here. I'm sure this list will grow haha

@slashingdisneypasta

@ongaku-ato-kakikomi

@oozedninjas

@tmntxthings

@ju1cyfru1t

@kaicobras

@sardonic-the-writer

@dancingdonatello

@rumble-aint-a-rumble-without-me

@normal-internet-user

@yandere-toons

@musical-shit-show

@elithe31st

@the-milk-monarch

@ssadumba55

@theyhavetakenovermylife

@assortedvillainvault

@td-scenarios

@jester-writing-things

@cow-smells

@bigfatbimbo

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It's nice to have someone with you, but you'll be so tired from the medication afterwards that you'll just sleep. Or at least I did. I slept for like a full day afterwards. After the first day, you would feel tired as much, maybe a little achey. And then just sore after that. But painkillers, ice, and soft foods help. I recommend having some easy to grab/make soft foods available, like mashed potatoes, pancakes, jello, pudding, yogurt.... (Just no soup or ice cream).

I got my wisdom teeth out a few years ago and it wasn't as bad everyone says. After a week, I was almost back to normal, except the whole can't eat anything but soft foods thing.

I have to get my wisdom teeth removed... whoopie...

Any stories? I'm not sure what to expect 😅

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Random update/post but......

New favorite podcast alert!

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AHHHHH!! I am so close to graduating from school!! Literally like 2 weeks!

It's been a long 3 years and I have been ready for it to be done for at least the past year. And it's finally fucking here!

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💚💜🖤 SO. FUCKING. GOOD.

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Debating on whether or not to buy tickets to see Beetlejuice on Broadway before it closes...... hm.......?

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Let's chat: Helluva Boss Episode 7

Non-Spolier: I love this episode so much!

Spoilers are below, so click and read with discretion if you haven't watched episode 7.

Here are some things that stand out to me:

THE ANIMATION. It is just so beautiful and fluid! With every new episode, I can't help but be blown away by the increasing quality of animation. It's just so beautiful! I still can't believe that we are all getting this content for FREE!

M&M! They are so adorable in this episode! The fact the Moxxie planned out this whole big night for him and Millie to celebrate their one-year wedding anniversary is so fucking cute and wholesome!

Also, Moxxie has a lot of guts to sing a love song in the lust ring tbh.

Millie going after Fizz for insulting and interrupting Moxxie's song is just the best! She wanted to hear the end of that song and she was going to, even if it meant taking down Fizz.

Speaking of Fizz, he's amazing! I love the design and how it's similar to Robo Fizz, but just distinct enough to tell the difference between the two.

THE SONG! Ozzie, Fizz, and Verosika's song attacking Moxxie and Blitz is so fucking catchy and good!

VEROSIKA! It's so nice to fucking see her again, even if she's only in the episode for a little bit.

STOLAS!

He's too fucking precious! Someone, please protect him!

When Stolas was talking to Blitz on the phone and asked if Blitz was asking out on a date, I fucking screamed.

He was just so happy and content to be around Blitz.

It's so nice to see Stolas just wanting to hang out with Blitz without trying to get him to fuck him afterwards.

Yeah, I know that in Loo Loo Land, he hung around Blitz, but even there Stolas kept hitting on Blitz, even in front of his own daughter.

So the fact that Blitz turns down Stolas' invitation and goes off a bit on Stolas, hurts, even if I kind of know where Blitz is coming from.

THE ENDING!

Are we not gonna talk about how Blitz really crossed himself out of photos with Moxxie, Millie, Loona, and Barbie Wire around his apartment?

Blitz really thinks that little of himself. Or at least enough to x himself out of photos with his current friends and family.

Also, just the fact that Blitz even keeps all these mementos of his past, no matter how much it hurts, just shows how much he cared for them and how much he really was happy back then.

For example, despite having a nasty breakup with Verosika, he still keeps a photo of them on his phone from when they were dating.

He also keeps photos of him and Fizz from when they were younger, even though he clearly is not a fan of Fizz or the many mass-produced robot clowns around Hell.

The fact that Blitz broke down and cried after just seeing a picture of his family hurts so much. As we've seen in the show, Blitz isn't someone who easily shows his emotions, unless joy and anger.

He's hurting and doesn't know how to go about these feelings and isn't coping with these emotions all that great.

It kinda makes me think back to the line Blitz made about his therapist in one of the earlier episodes. I don't know if that was just a throwaway joke and Blitz isn't actively seeking therapy, but I think that it would help him greatly. But I also think that if Blitz is in therapy, he's probably not truly sharing his past or anything with his therapist. Just based on his reaction to the photos on his phone, I highly doubt that he's openly talking about those memories and relationships with his therapist, especially if it makes him that upset. Blitz is the type of person to bury these feelings deep down and never speak of them.

Also! Tilla?! It's so nice to see her make an appearance, especially since I thought that she was just a scrapped character from the pilot!

Given everything else we know about Blitz into consideration, he's insecure in relationships and clearly has some sort of trust issues stemming from whatever happened in his past. We've seen in various episodes that despite ragging on Moxxie and Millie's "boring, monogamous marriage", he desperately wants someone in his life to do those things with. Or at least love him as much as Moxxie and Millie love each other. I think that's why he inserts himself so much into their relationship(stalking them outside of work and trying to highjack their date at Ozzie's).

We know that he had a relationship with Verosika and it must have been somewhat important to both of them for Verosika to get a tattoo of his name on her arm. We also know that based on the information both Verosika and Blitz said about the breakup, Blitz ran away. I have a feeling that he ran away because things between Verosika and him were getting too intimate and vulnerable, which is something that we know that Blitz doesn't like.

With Stolas, Blitz clearly has some sort of feelings for Stolas that he doesn't want to admit to or work through. It's not as if Stolas doesn't want that kind of relationship, because based on this episode alone, it is crystal clear that he does. I also think that their initial arrangement is only going to prove to make things worse. They met and ended up liking each other because Blitz and Stolas made an arrangement to trade the grimoire for sex. Blitz would rather hide behind that than admit that he is starting to like Stolas.

I can't speak much about Fizz and Blitz's past with him, other than that they seemed to have practically grown up together. It does seem that Fizz does have robotic limbs now and from what we can see in Blitz's picture, Fizz didn't always have robotic limbs. I wonder if this incident that caused Fizz to lose limbs for robotic prosthetics is part of the reason why they separated themselves from each other and why they dislike each other so much. I also can't help but think that might be where Blitz got his white scar on his face. Because after the pictures with Fizz, we see that he has that scar now.

Blitz is someone who's very insecure in relationships. We see most of this with his relationship with Loona. He pushes the whole family and adoptive dad card a lot, especially in episode 3. The fight between Loona and Blitz relieved quite a bit about how Blitz views himself. But, the most telling and by far best evidence of this is the drug trip sequence from episode 6. Blitz sees himself as a clown with a broken heart. He also sees himself surrounded by his previous and current failures. Fizz is his failure in entertainment. Verosika is his failure in love and relationships. Striker is his failure as a businessman and assassin. Moxxie is his failure in platonic relationships and mirrors his failures as a boss. Stolas is his failure in relationships and mirrors Blitz's loss of hope for a real relationship. As we see in the sequence, Blitz's drug trip Stolas has Blitz on a leash and treats him more as a pet and a thing than as an equal in a relationship.

Overall, Blitz is someone who likes to keep others at a distance and when they start to get too close, he runs. He likes to know everything about Loona, Millie, and Moxxie, but hates when they ask things about his personal life(i.e. asking him about his previous relationship with Verosika). He wants intimacy so badly, but is scared of it and pushes others away before they can leave him.

Some things that I'm hoping to see in future episodes:

Verosika completely explaining to Blitz how much he hurt her. I have a feeling that Blitz somewhat knows. But it'd be nice to see Blitz and Verosika have that conversation down the road. It'd be nice to see Blitz own up for his shitty behavior and the way that he's hurt her.

Blitz's past with Fizz. It's clear that Blitz and Fizz go way back based on Blitz's photos, but all we know is that they were closer and now they're not.

Some more exploration of the other rings! I'm dying to the Envy and Sloth ring!

Blitz and Stolas actually discussing their feelings.

More of Stolas actually treating Blitz with respect and using his name. I like that we see how much Stolas is genuinely into Blitz.

Flashback episode! As much as I love Stolas, Moxxie, Millie, and Loona! I think that starting off the next season with some sort of flashback to a young Blitz would be fucking amazing!

Barbie Wire and Blitz meeting after so many years. It seems that Blitz has partially cut off contact with Barbie and Tilla, so seeing him reunite with one of them or both of them would be so amazing! Imagine them also meeting Loona, and finding out that Blitz actually adopted her!

I'm very curious to see what part 2 of the finale is going to involve, besides more Blitz and Stolas.

But I'm also not sure if my heart can take much more of this.

I just wanna give Blitz and Stolas a hug.

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Happy 1 year!

It's been officially a year!!

Starting this blog was not really an intention of mine, but just something I did in between homework assignments during my remote senior year.

Thank you to everyone who has followed, commented, liked, or just have read. It means a lot.

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NSFW Content

I've thought about how I want to approach this content from here on out, and I don't really want to write it.

I'm okay with implying sexual content, but I'm not comfortable with out right writing smut material.

Most of NSFW content that was written are funny/awkward moments, because I was too uncomfortable to write anything else. I am going to keep them up, just because I've already written them, but I will no longer be writing NSFW/super explicit content. As I had mentioned previously, I am fine with alluding to sexual content or referencing it, but not going into super detail about it. For that reason, I will not be accepting NSFW/super explicit requests, like the NSFW Alphabets.

I don't want to do something just because I feel like I should have to. Thank you for everyone who has been very understanding and encouraging about my decision to stick by myself.

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Due to some unfortunate news in my personal life, I will be taking a bit of a break. I lost someone close to me. I just need some time to really grieve and feel that pain. I don't know how long of a break it'll be.

I'm also going to be closing requests by 11:59pm EST on 7/16. So if you want any requests, submit them now.

Thank you💛

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6 and 19 for the Disney ask game?

6. Favorite Villain?

Cruella DeVil, Captain Hook, Hades, Yzma, and Syndrome. They're all just so much fun to watch.

Honorable mention to Gaston tho.

19. Least Favorite Villain?

Hmmmm......probably Doris from Meet the Robinsons. I love that movie(despite it's flaws), but Doris is not a villain that I liked at all.

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27 for the disney related ask game?

27. First Disney Character you had a crush on?

Honestly, I know that this is a basic answer, but Aladdin and Jasmine both had a chokehold on me growing up. Belle did too.

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UPDATE: I bought the tickets!!! I'm so excited!! This js my first Broadway Musical!! I can't believe that I get to see it before it closes!

Debating on whether or not to buy tickets to see Beetlejuice on Broadway before it closes...... hm.......?