#charley my god
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"I could fix him" "I could make him worse" I could make him care about me so much that he's risk the universe to save me, that he'd kill himself to save md. i could make him leave me behind and i could love him enough to stay with him. he could become worse of his own volition in a way that only hurts me. we could walk in circles for daysweeksyears, long enough that our joined hands fuse together and we become as one. we could become one another completely and utterly and we could say i will not see the other dead, i would die before they did, and so we stay alive together. we could become our own people again, but there is a part of him in me and a part of me in him. we could walk away, and we could hold hands and he could say it's no longer necessary and i could say i know. and we would still hold hands.
#GOD#eightcharley#doctor who#eighth doctor#charley pollard#my lonely rambles#zagreus#scherzo#audio: zagreus#audio: scherzo
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i should collect country songs with the word angel in the title there's a lot
#just off the top of my head:#angel from montgomery by john prine/return of the grievous angel by gram parsons/kiss an angel good morning by charley pride#tarnished angel by george jones/it wasn't god who made honky tonk angels by kitty wells/infamous angel by iris dement#etc etc etc#soapbox
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Sometimes a family is just a Romantic gentleman, his takes-no-shit Edwardian adventurer girlfriend and their pet time pterosaur thing
#charley pollard#Doctor Who#8th doctor#Big Finish#I only just started the Big Finish Stories#I'm on my third one#So no I haven't heard Scherzo yet but I know something big happens#but god I'm already so attached to these DORKS#ramsey
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Our first and last selfies together.
2015/2024
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A Natural History of Fear is an absolutely batshit audio, not least because it leaves you sitting to the sound of a humming top for the final few minutes just so you can process how utterly batshit it just was
#the house of leaves of dw audios#not in the sense that there's a haunted house but in the amount of layers of fiction involved in the story#like you'll be hearing something and like cool standard listenening experience but then it will shift to the right hand side and surprise!#it was a recording all along! we're in the main action now! except then THAT will be a recording too and so on and so forth#and the (re)use of actors was very fun it was kinda the 'haha was 12 actually at pompeii that time with 10 and donna' idea to its#most extreme#and THEN THE END#'how many limbs do you have' 'eight of course' like HELLO.#like i have my problems with it this makes the second (or possibly 3rd depending on what happened in creed of the kromon) audio where#charley gets assaulted like come on.#but My God#doctor who#eight
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i would like my body to stop acting like it's the worn out hollowed shell of a 40yo soccer player. pls
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currently thinking about how... Charley had to stand there and cry while the doctor said he wanted to end it all like god, fuck, and how is it diffrent with Samson because she screamed at Samson all of her true emotions. she was true with Samson, Charley Pollard screaming all of her problems because that's all she has, and it worked! with his! how suprised she was!!
and yet when the doctor comes up to her and crys, she feels like she can't say all she thinks, because she feels like she has to be gentle with him, to keep up a balace she signed up for, while she helps him to drag all of them away from danger, fuck the perallels are screaming at me as much as Charley screams and all i can do is sit there and scream for her
#doctor who#dw#dweu#charley pollard#8th doctor#eighth doctor#big finish#tw suicide mention#terror firma#currently easing myself back to the audios mindset in preparation to come back to them#but this has never left my head its so heart crushing#ESPESHELLY IF YOU COMPARE IT TO EMBRACE THE DARKNESS#WHERE SHE SCREAMES AT HIM TO CUT IT OUT#BUT HERE SHE IS SO PAST THAT SHE FEELS SO TRAPPED#GOD
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literally why did charley write a love song abt him and frank’s relationship. wtf was all that
#if he’s not gay. then what was that for#that song is also so so fucked like my god sondheim#way to recontextualize every motif that came before of it in while the characters have no idea what’s to come#like it is the summary of everything they’ve been through but charley can’t have any idea when he sings it.. sick#merrily we roll along#ted talks
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My stomach suddenly started cramping and spasming? what thebfuck
#not like a period pain like a oh my god the fat and skin in my abdomen is getting a charley hhorse#gwon
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well shit. just checked out the lineup 4 bluesfest this year and i may have 2 actually brave the crowds 4 once. there might just be enough ppl id wanna see to make it worth it, altho tbh matthew good is almost enough for that on his own lol coz like. matthew good!!! that's the music of my freakin childhood man!! (*the most canadian sentiment ever)
#but also: ben howard; orville peck; charley crockett; mother mother#and of course. motley fucking crue. for some reason. i mean why not right? lol#ftr no i dont know why its called bluesfest when theres so much non-blues. they DO have blues its just. theres a lotta other stuff.#idk. perpetual mystery here in the nations capital.#i REALLYYYY wanna see matt good tho i was supposed to in 2020 and he CANCELLED instead of rescheduling like every1 else 😭#still might go to mtl in april to see him tho. festival sets are just Not the Same lbr#NOW i just gotta see if any of the artists i wanna see are on the same days..... pls..... so much more cost effective....#my whole life ive lived here and ive never been 2 bluesfest. maybe thisll be the year that changes#hmmm. $280 for a 'pick any 3 days' ticket is Not Bad At All.... definitely gonna b Pondering this further....#tho $410 for a full pass is also not terrible. relatively speaking bc tgats is still Not A Small Amount of Money#not sure the full lineup is worth that 2 me tho#HMMM#anyways hey bluesfest. why the FUCK is your website so bad my god the scrolling lag good fucking lord. what the fuck are u DOING back there#also also. on the topic of music festivals. i KNOW its not coming back but.... heavy mtl return W H E N 🥺😭🙏🔥#i just. wanna go 2 a metal music fest. w/o breaking the bank and/or subjecting myself to festival camping. which i refuse 2 try by myself.#not that we really have that sorta festival here at all but it seems the Really Big european ones are like that and uhhh.#it just seems like A Lot to do that solo. for a first time doing smth.#ANYWAYS !! still contemplating whether i want 2 spend altogether Too Much Fucking Money to see metallica and iron maiden later in the year#like on the 1 hand its A Lot Of Money plus id have to travel (edmonton 4 metallica; mtl or TO 4 maiden)#on the other hand. those guys arent gettin any younger. and the FOMO is unfortunately real af when u never know if theyre gonna retire#or like. DIE. (ok ok or like. idk break a hip or smth lol) ( they arent THAT that old just. u kno. fear.)
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oh now im thinking about what if charley and crizz reversed roles in absolution, ie. charley dies and its just the doctor and crizz left in the tardis to either keep travelling like always or stop and process or part ways. does the doctor have a similar Shut It Down And Move On reaction? does c'rizz even notice how unhealthy that is? if c'rizz decided to leave what would u even Do with him he has no home in this universe or any...
#idk no solid hcs im just riffing#but fwiw i Do think otd b a similar reaction from the doc#maybe im just buying into his own lie but i do believe when he says its just the only way he can exist w so many ppl leaving/dying#and god esp w charley and how wierd and codependant they got. if she Doed Horrkfically...#i truly dont think he would have a thing to say abt it#bc if he let himself start... how could he stop#a#oh also this is my pitch for dropping c'rizz off on gallifrey bc i just think itd b fun to see him and leela and narvin interact
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Just. Just finished Neverland. What fun! What joy! I am full or merriment! (I am lying What The Fuck did I just listen to)
#its not as emotionally crushing as some other stuff but its still BONKERS like. my god#its reinforced my Vansell apologist mindset yes he staged a coup but have you considered he was. right#big finish audios#Big finish: neverland#i haven't listened to any of the other 8 audios but i think i got the jist-Charley is really cool i like her
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BEHOLDE. MASKS PEOPLE IN THEIR GLORY
That format up there is Name - Pronouns - Exact Division - Broader Magical Term - Species
Silly silly shenanigans! They are one of the trios ever I love their friendship so much
frankly I am obsessed
Woahhhh
and. lastly
I love how Rosemary and Charley actually have wings and fly accordingly but Philliam is naturally a floating disembodied skull. And the best part is that’s NOT what Charley is surprised about
I am going to be working on their official ref sheets complete with colours soon!! Might even throw in a photo of the actual irl mask on the sheet :0
Please expect more of these sillies!!
#LOVE THEMMMMM THEY’RE ONE OF MY FAVOURITE ‘OC GROUPS’#ocs#sketches#oc art#traditional sketch#:3#i think about these three a normal amount#i love taking inanimate objects in my home and making them fleshed out characters !!!#i once made a whole species of like.. stone cows based on a specific kind of lamp#and well we’ve gone over ruby a million times#erm! coughfha chokes#itzabell.u#they’re very minor parts of the god division except for charley#i kind of spread out which medias they are prominent in! each one gets their own special place to thrive#charley thrives in itzabell.u gen 1 SPECIFICALLY as a major part of this like. bird side story#philliam thrives in- surprise- OCTONAUTS of all places as this sort of version of Death#rosemary thrives in tnbc as something akin to a land siren#they ofc appear in other medias but they’re the most prominent in those places ! and will always reference each other at least once#they’ll even be background gags for each other :3 true friendship#for example rosemary is part of an underwater structure in the same au where philliam is octonauts grim reaper#there’s PLENTY more examples of this but i am running out of room in the tags#i’m putting all of this in a note that i might have as its own post someday :3 i love these three SOOO MUCCHHH
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Zagerus is like
Doctor to Charley: no baby don't be like that
Doctor to the TARDIS: no baby don't be like that
#Zagreus#Doctor Who#I know it's 2022 so there's no new ideas about zagreus but oh my God it's good#8 and brig!tardis 💋#Eighth Doctor#Charley Pollard#I would literally love to read a book on the creative decisions in this story#Big Finish
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im going to peoples inboxes so if i went in ur inbox, no i didnt. no i wouldnt. why would i? that was a glitch. this man is ROTTING my brain and i need him OUT.
#battampria#bats frosting#flutta flutta > <#the bat rants#so far its NOT working oh my god#johnny rayflo... the man you are..#i love u too charley dont think i forgot abt u
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the ending of absolution is so good. i love that at the end of the day the doctor just. isn’t that upset about c’rizz dying; i think you can debate about how much of a front that is but i think charley is right that he just genuinely is relieved that it can go back to being just him and charley. and she nails what appeals to him about their dynamic so well because he does want to be adored and to have some naive earthling hang on his every weird no matter how much he might deny this. it’s also interesting bc although i love c’rizz i was just thinking aw i kinda wish we could back to pre divergent universe bc i personally didn’t love it. so feeling somewhat schooled by charley there. anyway great ep
#ais.dw#its like. the inverse god complex#again. fueling my desire for charley to meet amy#c’rizz is dying / this ain’t about me moment from me there i am very sad to see him go i love the strange lizard boy
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