#character☀️: dazai osamu

[helios-writings]

I Drank Dry the River Lethe

Osamu Dazai x gn! Reader

wc: 1.2k

Warnings: none

Dazai is in love with you, he has no idea. He just knows that you make him feel…weird.

Dazai doesn’t know what’s happening to him, as far as he’s aware, you don’t have a special ability. But, that has to be the only explanation for how his heartbeat quickens whenever you walk into the room, how his breath is stolen every time you smile. How every accidental touch makes him yearn for more, like a siren song he can’t get out of his head, even if he were to jump overboard.

You were always so kind to him, a far cry from Kunikida who you claim to be best friends with. But it’s Dazai who you always hand a cup of coffee to, Dazai who you always save a pastry for. He can’t bear it, your kindness. Like he doesn’t deserve it. He’s sure you know, and yet….you still smile at him. Your smile is so bright it could rival the sun, and Dazai wouldn’t mind burning in its ultraviolet rays.

He’s staring at you now, as you sit on the corner of where Atsushi is sitting, talking animatedly at him, gesturing so wildly with your hands you nearly hit yourself in the face. You laugh, embarrassed. It’s like music to his ears, he wants to record the sound and play it on repeat over his headphones so he never forgets it, so it's ingrained into his brain.

“Dazai,” you say, “want anything from the shop?”

He blinks, taken out of his thoughts by the lilt of your voice. “What?”

You're next to him now, the scent of your body spray nearly intoxicating to him. He wants to press his nose to your throat and drink it in.

“The shop, I’m going to pick up lunch from there. Do you want anything?”

He stands, stretches and yawns. “I’ll just come with you.”

You roll your eyes, but smile still. “Well, don’t make it sound like such a chore, I could’ve offered to get you nothing.”

Dramatically he leans against your shoulder, hand over his forehead, feigning a sorrowful swoon. “And starve me to death? How cruel, even for you.”

You laugh, Dazai loves making you laugh. He craves it, almost, wants to keep doing it.

“You’re so dramatic, but alright, come along.”

He’d follow you to the ends of the earth if you asked, but for now, the shop down the street would do.

You say hello to a bunch of people as you pass by, almost all of them complete strangers. You even hum as you walk. He’s so content watching you, that he almost runs into a lamppost.

You pull him away just in time and frown. “It’s not good to have your head stuck in the clouds all the time. What if you got hit by a car?! Dr. Yosano wouldn’t have been able to heal you!”

“Awe, you’re worried about little old me?”

You let him go. “You know what, actually? Next time you daydream I’m letting you hit the pole, and I hope you get the ugliest bump on the middle of your forehead. And when you beg and plead with me for an ice pack, I am going to say I told you so.”

You let the silence linger for one moment. “And then I’ll get you the ice pack.”

He laughs, absolutely enamored with you. “I knew you enjoyed my company.”

“Of course, that’s why I get gray hairs trying to keep you around. Now, come on. I’m starving and I want to grab a good onigiri before they’re all gone!”

You grab his hand and pull you along and oh. He thinks this is the first time you’ve touched him on purpose, the feeling of your hand so impossibly warm in his he doesn’t know what to think or feel. He wants to pull you into him, wrap you up in his arms and never let go. He could die in your arms and nothing else would ever be more perfect.

Dazai knows what he feels when he looks at you now, the shortness of breath, the skipping heart. It is no spell, no special ability.

He is in love with you, drawn to you like a moth to a flame, a nail to a magnet.

Suddenly, all he wants to do is tell you, the need clawing his way to the top of his throat, being stopped only by sheer will. He will not tell you this in a shitty convenience store, where anyone could overhear. No, he won’t do that. Dazai has some semblance of romance after all, even if Kunikida thinks the opposite.

“What do you want?” You ask, observing the onigiri with a seriousness that otherwise would’ve made him chuckle, had his very being not been shaken to the core.

His eyes land on the first bento he sees and he grabs it. “This is perfect.”

You raise a brow. “Are you okay? Did you actually hit your head and I didn’t see?”

Dazai rolls his eyes. “I’m just really in the mood for….salmon.”

He absolutely was not in the mood for salmon, but you shrugged and continued perusing for the items the rest of the ADA had asked for. He even managed to regain some state of being long enough to help you carry the bag back to the agency.

You grin brightly as you enter the office. “Lunch! And I can say with one hundred percent certainty that nothing got crushed. Except for Dazai, almost.”

“I’m telling you, I could’ve avoided any oncoming traffic.”

You roll your eyes, but smile at him in exasperation. “Okay, okay. You’re tough as nails.”

Dazai shoves the whole piece of salmon in his mouth to prevent the feelings from spilling out. He nearly chokes.

You hand him a glass of water, eyes crinkled in the corner from amusement.

***

It’s just you two in the office at the end of the day. The atmosphere is almost stifling now that he has the perfect chance to confess.

It’s funny, how easily he was able to proposition other people that he thought were perfect candidates for his dream. But now that it was you, someone he knows, that he cares for….he almost can’t get the words out. Everyone he’s ever propositioned pales in comparison to you, you have wholly ruined him; there’s no one on earth like you.

You’re nervous as you turn to him. “I know why you're acting weird.”

“You do?” Shit.

“You found out about my feelings for you. I knew I was too obvious.”

Dazai blinks. “Huh?”

Realization that he didn’t know dawns on you and you rush to leave, but he grabs your arm and pulls you into a desperate kiss, like if he didn’t kiss you in that moment he would explode.

Your lips against his are a religious feeling, something to worship. He wonders if he could get amnesia so he couldn’t experience them for the first time over and over again. Wonders if, perhaps, he’s already dead and this is his eternal heaven.

Knows he’s alive once you pull away and laugh, eyes shining in disbelief and joy. He kisses you again. You smile into it.

Dazai spends a lot of time doing that until he’s certain he’ll never get tired of it.

[this-is-krikkit]

Hey Sunshine ☀️

If it's ok to send another Kiss Roulette prompt, how about 🎲 35 "A kiss against a wall" for Soukoku? 🫶

hi Vabe, thank you for the prompt and your patience! couldn't resist making this one a snk crossover, because that's my only thought whenever i read the word "wall" nowadays (they say, like it hasn't been a problem for a few years now)

hope you'll enjoy this!

Wall maintenance - 👉 read on ao3

fandoms: bsd x snk (bsd character in snk verse)

word count: 4.3k

ship: soukoku, no snk ship but both Levi and Hange make an appearance because i'm OBSESSED WITH THEM DID YOU KNOW

rating: T

summary:

Southern Division recruits Osamu Dazai and Chuuya Nakahara are on Wall maintenance duty together. Dazai, who happens to have a crush on his one and only friend, quickly gets bored.

additional tags: Teenage Dazai Osamu/Nakahara Chuuya (Bungou Stray Dogs), Childhood Friends, Alternate Universe - No Ability Users (Bungou Stray Dogs), Dazai-Typical Suicide Mentions (Bungou Stray Dogs), Past Suicide Attempts, First Kiss, POV Dazai Osamu (Bungou Stray Dogs), Fanboy Nakahara Chuuya (Bungou Stray Dogs), Pining Dazai Osamu (Bungou Stray Dogs), blink and you'll miss a dead apple reference, Pre-Canon SNK universe, snk x bsd crossover

💋 pick a ship and let's play kiss roulette! 💋

[ao3feed-nalu]

☀️ E sol e la lua 🌑

read it on the AO3 at https://ift.tt/Mv0RJo1

by Alishne

Some ships with a sun and moon theme,

Later I will upload it in Spanish

Words: 369, Chapters: 2/?, Language: English

Fandoms: Multi-Fandom

Rating: Teen And Up Audiences

Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings, No Archive Warnings Apply

Categories: F/F, F/M, M/M, Multi

Characters: John Doe (unOrdinary), Uchiha Sasuke, Uzumaki Naruto, Hasegawa Langa

Relationships: Uchiha Sasuke/Uzumaki Naruto, Arlo/John Doe (unOrdinary), Hasegawa Langa/Kyan Reki, John Doe/Remi (unOrdinary), Dazai Osamu/Nakahara Chuuya (Bungou Stray Dogs), Natsu Dragneel/Lucy Heartfilia

Additional Tags: Multifandom Drabble Exchange, One Shot

read it on the AO3 at https://ift.tt/Mv0RJo1

[ao3feed-renga]

☀️ E sol e la lua 🌑

☀️ E sol e la lua 🌑

by Alishne

Some ships with a sun and moon theme,

Later I will upload it in Spanish

Words: 61, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English

Fandoms: Multi-Fandom

Rating: Teen And Up Audiences

Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings, No Archive Warnings Apply

Categories: F/F, F/M, M/M, Multi

Characters: John Doe (unOrdinary), Uchiha Sasuke, Uzumaki Naruto, Hasegawa Langa

Relationships: Uchiha Sasuke/Uzumaki Naruto, Arlo/John Doe (unOrdinary), Hasegawa Langa/Kyan Reki, John Doe/Remi (unOrdinary), Dazai Osamu/Nakahara Chuuya (Bungou Stray Dogs), Natsu Dragneel/Lucy Heartfilia

Additional Tags: Multifandom Drabble Exchange, One Shot

From https://ift.tt/VeI9x1W https://archiveofourown.org/works/48820873

[nanamis-aiko]

Call me Ry

Name: ✨No✨ Nickname: Ry [rhymes with lie]

Birth: January 1999  Sex: Female ♀️ Status: Alive

Blood type: B Height: 1.53m / 5′0″ Weight: Avg 35 kg / 77 lbs Hair color: (Natural) Black Eye color: Dark Brown Measurements: 30-24-31

Gender: I really don’t know. I don’t care. Sexual Orientation: Heterosexual Romantic Orientation: Biromantic

Capricorn ♑☀️, Sagittarius ♐🌕, Aries ♈⬆️ MBTI: INFP-T Hogwarts House: Slytherin 🐍 Traits: Introverted, Stubborn, Emotional, Brash, “Smart”, Resourceful, Empathetic Strength/Weakness: Attention span, Stubborness,

Likes: Anime, Korean Drama, Culture, Reading, Writing, Singing, Dancing, Arts and Crafts, Cosplaying, Occult, Math, History, Hoarding Collecting (Shells, Lighters, Rocks, Bullet Casings. I wish, etc. I hoard collect whatever I like), The Moon

Music: EDM, RnB, HipHop, Pop, Rock 

Genre: Horror, Thriller, Psychological, Action, Adventure, Fantasy, Sci-fi

Dislikes: Whatever the fuck I don’t like, dumbass.

Crushes/Kins:

Haikyu: Tsukishima Kei 🥇, Kageyama Tobio, Kotaro Bokuto, Kuroo Tetsuro, Miya Osamu [Honestly, almost all Haikyuu characters are simpable.] 

Boku No Hero Academia: Bakugou Katsuki 🥈, Kirishima Eijirou 🥉, Shinsou Hitoshi, Kaminari Denki, Hanta Sero

K Project: Mikoto Suoh

Tenkuu Shinpan: Sniper Mask, Honjo Rika

Bungou Stray Dogs: Chuuya Nakahara, Dazai Osamu, Ryunosuke Akutagawa

Tokyo Ghoul: Kaneki Ken

Free!: Matsouka Rin, Tachibana Makoto, Nanase Haruka

Assasination Classroom: Karma Akabane

2.43 Seiin High School Boys Volleyball Club: Haijima Kimichika

Actors: Lee Dong Wook (Goblin/Guardian: The Lonely and Great God), Tom Hiddleston (Marvel Cinematic Universe - Loki, Kong: Skull Island), Chris Pratt (Marvel Cinematic Universe - Star Lord/Peter Quill, Jurassic Park Universe - Owen Grady)

[ao3feed-nalu]

☀️ E sol e la lua 🌑

read it on the AO3 at https://ift.tt/Mv0RJo1

by Alishne

Some ships with a sun and moon theme,

Later I will upload it in Spanish

Words: 369, Chapters: 2/?, Language: English

Fandoms: Multi-Fandom

Rating: Teen And Up Audiences

Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings, No Archive Warnings Apply

Categories: F/F, F/M, M/M, Multi

Characters: John Doe (unOrdinary), Uchiha Sasuke, Uzumaki Naruto, Hasegawa Langa

Relationships: Uchiha Sasuke/Uzumaki Naruto, Arlo/John Doe (unOrdinary), Hasegawa Langa/Kyan Reki, John Doe/Remi (unOrdinary), Dazai Osamu/Nakahara Chuuya (Bungou Stray Dogs), Natsu Dragneel/Lucy Heartfilia

Additional Tags: Multifandom Drabble Exchange, One Shot

read it on the AO3 at https://ift.tt/Mv0RJo1

[ao3feed-nalu]

☀️ E sol e la lua 🌑

read it on the AO3 at https://ift.tt/K1nLDCu

by Alishne

Some ships with a sun and moon theme,

Later I will upload it in Spanish

Words: 61, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English

Fandoms: Multi-Fandom

Rating: Teen And Up Audiences

Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings, No Archive Warnings Apply

Categories: F/F, F/M, M/M, Multi

Characters: John Doe (unOrdinary), Uchiha Sasuke, Uzumaki Naruto, Hasegawa Langa

Relationships: Uchiha Sasuke/Uzumaki Naruto, Arlo/John Doe (unOrdinary), Hasegawa Langa/Kyan Reki, John Doe/Remi (unOrdinary), Dazai Osamu/Nakahara Chuuya (Bungou Stray Dogs), Natsu Dragneel/Lucy Heartfilia

Additional Tags: Multifandom Drabble Exchange, One Shot

read it on the AO3 at https://ift.tt/K1nLDCu

[ao3feed-nalu]

☀️ E sol e la lua 🌑

read it on the AO3 at https://ift.tt/K1nLDCu

by Alishne

Some ships with a sun and moon theme,

Later I will upload it in Spanish

Words: 61, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English

Fandoms: Multi-Fandom

Rating: Teen And Up Audiences

Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings, No Archive Warnings Apply

Categories: F/F, F/M, M/M, Multi

Characters: John Doe (unOrdinary), Uchiha Sasuke, Uzumaki Naruto, Hasegawa Langa

Relationships: Uchiha Sasuke/Uzumaki Naruto, Arlo/John Doe (unOrdinary), Hasegawa Langa/Kyan Reki, John Doe/Remi (unOrdinary), Dazai Osamu/Nakahara Chuuya (Bungou Stray Dogs), Natsu Dragneel/Lucy Heartfilia

Additional Tags: Multifandom Drabble Exchange, One Shot

read it on the AO3 at https://ift.tt/K1nLDCu

[ao3feed-nalu]

☀️ E sol e la lua 🌑

read it on the AO3 at https://ift.tt/pkjSa1L

by Alishne

Some ships with a sun and moon theme,

Later I will upload it in Spanish

Words: 61, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English

Fandoms: Multi-Fandom

Rating: Teen And Up Audiences

Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings, No Archive Warnings Apply

Categories: F/F, F/M, M/M, Multi

Characters: John Doe (unOrdinary), Uchiha Sasuke, Uzumaki Naruto, Hasegawa Langa

Relationships: Uchiha Sasuke/Uzumaki Naruto, Arlo/John Doe (unOrdinary), Hasegawa Langa/Kyan Reki, John Doe/Remi (unOrdinary), Dazai Osamu/Nakahara Chuuya (Bungou Stray Dogs), Natsu Dragneel/Lucy Heartfilia

Additional Tags: Multifandom Drabble Exchange, One Shot

read it on the AO3 at https://ift.tt/pkjSa1L

[ao3feed-nalu]

☀️ E sol e la lua 🌑

read it on the AO3 at https://ift.tt/pkjSa1L

by Alishne

Some ships with a sun and moon theme,

Later I will upload it in Spanish

Words: 61, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English

Fandoms: Multi-Fandom

Rating: Teen And Up Audiences

Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings, No Archive Warnings Apply

Categories: F/F, F/M, M/M, Multi

Characters: John Doe (unOrdinary), Uchiha Sasuke, Uzumaki Naruto, Hasegawa Langa

Relationships: Uchiha Sasuke/Uzumaki Naruto, Arlo/John Doe (unOrdinary), Hasegawa Langa/Kyan Reki, John Doe/Remi (unOrdinary), Dazai Osamu/Nakahara Chuuya (Bungou Stray Dogs), Natsu Dragneel/Lucy Heartfilia

Additional Tags: Multifandom Drabble Exchange, One Shot

read it on the AO3 at https://ift.tt/pkjSa1L

[ao3feed-nalu]

☀️ E sol e la lua 🌑

read it on the AO3 at https://ift.tt/pkjSa1L

by Alishne

Some ships with a sun and moon theme,

Later I will upload it in Spanish

Words: 61, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English

Fandoms: Multi-Fandom

Rating: Teen And Up Audiences

Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings, No Archive Warnings Apply

Categories: F/F, F/M, M/M, Multi

Characters: John Doe (unOrdinary), Uchiha Sasuke, Uzumaki Naruto, Hasegawa Langa

Relationships: Uchiha Sasuke/Uzumaki Naruto, Arlo/John Doe (unOrdinary), Hasegawa Langa/Kyan Reki, John Doe/Remi (unOrdinary), Dazai Osamu/Nakahara Chuuya (Bungou Stray Dogs), Natsu Dragneel/Lucy Heartfilia

Additional Tags: Multifandom Drabble Exchange, One Shot

read it on the AO3 at https://ift.tt/pkjSa1L

[ao3feed-nalu]

☀️ E sol e la lua 🌑

read it on the AO3 at https://ift.tt/Ga9WBy2

by Alishne

Some ships with a sun and moon theme,

Later I will upload it in Spanish

Words: 61, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English

Fandoms: Multi-Fandom

Rating: Teen And Up Audiences

Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings, No Archive Warnings Apply

Categories: F/F, F/M, M/M, Multi

Characters: John Doe (unOrdinary), Uchiha Sasuke, Uzumaki Naruto, Hasegawa Langa

Relationships: Uchiha Sasuke/Uzumaki Naruto, Arlo/John Doe (unOrdinary), Hasegawa Langa/Kyan Reki, John Doe/Remi (unOrdinary), Dazai Osamu/Nakahara Chuuya (Bungou Stray Dogs), Natsu Dragneel/Lucy Heartfilia

Additional Tags: Multifandom Drabble Exchange, One Shot

read it on the AO3 at https://ift.tt/Ga9WBy2

[ao3feed-nalu]

☀️ E sol e la lua 🌑

read it on the AO3 at https://ift.tt/Ga9WBy2

by Alishne

Some ships with a sun and moon theme,

Later I will upload it in Spanish

Words: 61, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English

Fandoms: Multi-Fandom

Rating: Teen And Up Audiences

Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings, No Archive Warnings Apply

Categories: F/F, F/M, M/M, Multi

Characters: John Doe (unOrdinary), Uchiha Sasuke, Uzumaki Naruto, Hasegawa Langa

Relationships: Uchiha Sasuke/Uzumaki Naruto, Arlo/John Doe (unOrdinary), Hasegawa Langa/Kyan Reki, John Doe/Remi (unOrdinary), Dazai Osamu/Nakahara Chuuya (Bungou Stray Dogs), Natsu Dragneel/Lucy Heartfilia

Additional Tags: Multifandom Drabble Exchange, One Shot

read it on the AO3 at https://ift.tt/Ga9WBy2

[ao3feed-nalu]

☀️ E sol e la lua 🌑

read it on the AO3 at https://ift.tt/Ga9WBy2

by Alishne

Some ships with a sun and moon theme,

Later I will upload it in Spanish

Words: 61, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English

Fandoms: Multi-Fandom

Rating: Teen And Up Audiences

Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings, No Archive Warnings Apply

Categories: F/F, F/M, M/M, Multi

Characters: John Doe (unOrdinary), Uchiha Sasuke, Uzumaki Naruto, Hasegawa Langa

Relationships: Uchiha Sasuke/Uzumaki Naruto, Arlo/John Doe (unOrdinary), Hasegawa Langa/Kyan Reki, John Doe/Remi (unOrdinary), Dazai Osamu/Nakahara Chuuya (Bungou Stray Dogs), Natsu Dragneel/Lucy Heartfilia

Additional Tags: Multifandom Drabble Exchange, One Shot

read it on the AO3 at https://ift.tt/Ga9WBy2