#chaos is not a happy camper rn

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The way I fought for 3 hours to make my header a gif 😭 and it’s off center on mobile. I….. 🙂

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Friendly reminder that you’re amazing💕💕 I know things have been stressful and a downer for you lately, but just know that you’re loved and cared about🫂 You’re doing great bb!!! 💜💚 I’m cheering you on!!!!

Omg pls don’t stab me! I know I’m in the trenches this month and I’m trying to pull myself out!

You all deserve a beautiful story! Right now my brain is mush and nothing worth reading is coming out. I acknowledge each and every kind word sent my way as I fight through this rut to update the story! Who knew trying to write smut while getting over a crush could be so difficult?

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Mentally, physically, and emotionally recovering from a date with a guy I actually liked only to be ghosted again. This is why I stick to fictional men. They can’t hurt me.

I have the chapter up when I’m not yeah 🖤✨

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Hi hi 🫶🏻

So I'm reading His Lighthouse on A03 & got a tad confused when reading through the choices 12&3 chapters. After going through comments & back through the chapters, I got more confused thinking I missed something, so I switched to looking at them on tumblr & Choices part 1 & 3 are different on there but in A03 Choices 1 & 3 are the same chapters? Or am I missing something? Sorry for the ask, it's it no way meant to come off in the wrong way I just get confused easily and wasn't sure ♡

NO BECAUSE BLESS YOU @jaysmentalspace ! The way I scrompt and woke up my household. They thought something had happened UH YEAH A WRITER’S WORST NIGHTMARE!!!

“Sorry I died a painful death go back to sleep!”

I don’t know HOW I managed to update the wrong flipping chapter but it has since been resolved and nowwwwwww I’m paranoid and I gotta check everything. It was purely a mistake since I cross post on Tumblr, A03, and Wattpad. Ya girl is shaking rn

Guess I have homework now.

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sigh see here I was making good progress with the update and then BOOOM! Chaos catches a cold.

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If you been here since the beginning, you remember I had hand surgery October of last year. Haha… guess what’s giving me problems tonight?

I thought I was gonna get some major writing done this weekend but my hand literally glitched out on me when I was editing the latest head canon. I hope my cyst isn’t back. Anyhoo!

Back into my old brace until the muscles stop spazzing.

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This is the last time I’m putting myself on a deadline. I’m nowhere near finished, I’m so stressed trying to post on time for Christmas. This oneshot is such a mess omg.

Never again.

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Hey hi loves! 🖤✨

I took a break last week and I might take another to clear my head. Work has been crazy due to the holidays and I’ve been assigned a special project that’s coming up. Although I must say, Writer’s block is real. That’s the real problem. It’s a deadly disease that has me sick!

BUT ANYHOO!

In the meantime, I’m going back and rereading my oneshots and chapters! Sooooo many errors… 😬 this’ll be me this weekend correcting them.

I hate that I’m not posting any stories but gah!! Writer’s block has me in a Mariana trench.

I rather not post anything than share a crappy story. You deserve to read only the best!! So I’m asking you to please be patient with me. You know I’m worth the wait 😭🖤✨