#chances are if I refollow it’s bc I thought I fucked up and was the one who unfollowed

[nobodyexpectsthe]

I guess psa since people are cleaning things out for the new year & im sick and doing a bit of an anxious chihuahua dance.

If you’ve liked an ask call / sent me an ask / we have a thread it’s drafted & I am going to be getting to it in the post holiday season! Or when I’m done being sick. I’m behind on pretty much everything due to a comedy of errors involving car alarms, last minute coloring jobs (& now a write up on what inspired the work) and now the cold from hell. I’m going to have everything zeroed out before the new year.

If I follow you I want to write, this is just a busy season. I’m definitely not an rper who can commit to consistent activity due to my work, some things come easier than others due to my adhd but I do my best to make sure nobody who puts the effort in is forgotten about.

This is to say that threads aren’t dropped & asks are being queued. With that said, if people end up unfollowing / soft blocking & I’ll probably archive my reply to what we had bc nothing makes my anxiety spike like seeing that missing mutuals / follower button before something set to go out. I feel weird about pursuing interactions once that line has been drawn because there’s too many variables as to why it was and I’d rather not risk upsetting someone.

If you’ve unfollowed and ever want to refollow no hard feelings I welcome you back and will follow! But I get too in my head and won’t reach out once that lines been drawn until there’s a signal it’s okay to.

And there is never any shame in curating your space this is 100 percent not to say there is or to shame anybody! Just to make it clear why I may not refollow and pending things might not appear. I try not to step on boundaries and I know what softblocking means has changed through the years. So, again, zero hard feelings you’re always welcome and I will refollow I’ll just wait for a sign it’s okay to.

[destinysthralls]

[prompto voice] i want to rp with my friends all day!

follow forever ! (sorry to everyone i missed by accident)

chocobos : people i haven’t interacted with much/at all, but really really want to!

@mythicheart | @starszakrew | @wayweaver | @beastend | @demonslayvr | @teldurus | @meteofists | @mercuryshot | @moombaliberator | @nortwithnomemories | @littlestchef | @kcystotheheart | @watchfulforeteller | @nortfromthepast | @valoroushylian | @heartsurpluss | @rogueoracle | @lunsai | @divine-identite | @lisaudacieux | @asterites | @starstrucx | @shrpshct | @enigmatias | @untarnish | @soundofmuses | @withinycu | @slainchosen | @knightheartcd | @atonings | @thundaraborn | @ursaced | @novuscaelum | @voiceofmany | @malfestcd | @gaiavowed | @multiplayered | @brandedsavior | @lightsdefender | @cordoliume | @dawnturnstodusk | @pxperhearts | @stormwithskiiin | @praestigii | @ninthplace | @badassbarmaid | @betterhealing | @lunarbranded | @praywishing | @dvngrs and many more who i forgot bc i can’t remember urls !

moogles: people who i’ve interacted with and LOVED interacting with!

@sinnhelmingr: LIGHT OF MY LIFE. supporter of all my muses, all five hundred of them lmfao. u are the most talented writer i have ever met, and i constantly feel my heart leap up into my chest when i see you’ve written me a starter or a reply. i love ur brain!

@marurisen: you were my FIRST NEW FRIEND on this blog, and the first person who really GAVE ME A CHANCE. i was so surprised when you followed me back bc u seemed so amazing and cool and i was like WOWWWWWW so impressed with u, and u followed me back and i was like so pleased with myself lol. ur kind and smart and funny and i LOVE all our characters relationships, especially jester/gladio, the  crossover ship that stole my heart!

@divinarcsa: my WIFE!!!! i love u so much. you inspire me to be better, to work harder, to make my prose more prosey and my outlook more rosey! you’re such a wonderful person, inside and out, with so much to offer the world in terms of art and personality. you are truly beautiful my love! <3

@incoronare: every day i think about how lucky i am that you took interest in this lil ol blog of mine! i mean it when i say u make my childhood dreams come true, of peach being cute and bi and ready to cry but also ready to KICK ASS. she’s so fuckin perfect and SO ARE YOU. ur writing blows me away, and ur such a sweetheart!

@thefatalmarksman: U SHOULD KNOW HOW I FEEL ABOUT YOU BY NOW BUT I THINK UR THE TOTAL PACKAGE, i get COMEDY i get THE MOST DIVINE feelings, i get to hc jam with u, we can be SILLY and SERIOUS and cute and fun and everything i want in a roleplay partner and then some!!! ur amazing!!!! 

@x-purpose: i’m SO EXCITED YOU’RE BACK bc u have the most insane theories and ideas, and i’ve never seen someone so devoted to their muse without projecting literally anything on them? you just love your muses and their potential wholeheartedly to the end and thats it and i love that.... you’re SO creative and smart and intuitive and i love the way our muses and plots click into place! can’t wait to rp with you more!

@mettleforged: we haven’t talked much but i think u and all ur blogs and muses are so fuckin excellent and you have THE BEST OF THE BEST OF FFX OPINIONS. i can’t wait to interact more!

@khresme:  you are such an INTENSE & BRILLIANT person with so many ideas for how to make final fantasy ten dramatic and excellent, giving it the meaning and symbolism that somehow got lost on the cutting room floor. i love how deep you make luna and noctis, and i’m fascinated with all your hcs for both of them! thank you for making me think of luna in a brand new way!

@chosenbythecrystal: you are an EXCELLENT WRITER, definitely one of the best in the fandom BY FAR and you are one of my FAVORITE people to write with. i love your ideas for noctis and how easy you are to plot with in aus. you’re a very giving partner and i feel like i can build whole universes with you and i love that!

@tridentfaith: you are truly just such a nice person and so easy to talk to! i can’t wait to interact with your other blog! 

@gunsandpuppies & @bladesandkittens: while you are both excellent writers and seem so nice and funny, i have to say, my favorite part of following you both is definitely seeing your ABSOLUTELY #BESTFRIENDGOALS everyday. like i log in and i see you guys interacting and it just puts the biggest smile on my face! i’m glad wholesome platonic soul mates like you two can exist in this world!

@holdonescards: corey, i really feel u are like the big brother i never had tbh! tho idek if you’re older than me. i appreciate your maturity and frankness so, so much, but also now that i understand you better, i want to PROTECT YOU FROM THE WORLD. i hope that we get SO MANY MORE platonic/found family ships in the future, and i appreciate and am grateful for your unique outlook on life, your BEAUTIFUL art, and fantastic friendship <3 thank u so much for being a part of my life!

@moonlitsummoner: I STAN!!! YOU!!!! #stanyoona. you give SUCH LIFE to yuna, you make her feel so real and vibrant, like i’m talking right to her through the screen, and it’s just such an AMAZING feeling to see all these scenes i wish were in the game through your eyes. PLEASE NEVER STOP INTERACTING WITH MY FFX MUSES LMAO. they love ur yunie so much! (and your writing? shall we say... magnifique....)

@dawnryse : okay so i’ll admit we definitely got off on the wrong foot in the ffxv server (through no fault of our own really, just big misunderstandings as far as the eye can look), but you’ve given me a real appreciation for platonic relationships. i know we haven’t meshed together perfectly on any one plot, but i really appreciate you reaching out to me so much with the GIFT of your friendship, and i really appreciate every conversation we have bc ur so funny and nice and u have such great ideas!

@dawnled : you realize i will stan you until the day i die? i am TRULY YOUR BIGGEST FAN. LOVE THAT STELLA. your writing is soooo gorgeous and i love the depth you give riku and ALL his relationships even when canon won’t. your ideas for aus are so brilliant, and just seeing you interact with other people on the dash makes me smile so much. you are so, so loved by ALL of us. and you better be---because you’re the shining light in this fandom that gives us all so much inspiration and happiness.

@nymphatragicae : you KNOW i love your aqua! i’m so happy you’re back and i’m LOOKING FORWARD TO THAT GOOD GOOD XEMQUA CONTENT. ur aqua is soooo fuckin good and i love her forever rip in pieces

@alnaari & @pcisoner : HONESTLY LBR YOU TWO ARE A PACKAGE DEAL. i really feel Seen by u two and ur writing. u both Get Me on an aesthetic level, you understand the feeling that i want to portray in my writing, and you portray the same feeling. i stan the both of you, you’re so talented, i stalk all your threads, and TREASURE YOUR FRIENDSHIP!

@guiltscorched: i LOVE all your muses, even the ones i don’t know, and speaking as someone who plays ignis.... i think you just GET ignis. you like understand him so fucking well, and i can HEAR HIM in your replies, and it’s just like WROW. amazing. ur amazing!!! ur writing is so beautiful and delicate and i just want to swim in it like a big pool full of quality writing.

@whosyourcultdaddy : I CAN’T BELIEVE YOU STILL FOLLOW ME AFTER ALL THE BLASPHEMY I POST BUT LISTEN. I LOVE AND APPRECIATE YOU SO MUCH. YOU’RE SO FUNNY AND SO FUCKING TALENTED. PLEASE NEVER CHANGE HOW WEIRD AND AMAZING YOU ARE OKAY. UR ONE OF MY ABSOLUTE FAVORITE BLOGS OF ALL TIME (on every single one of your blogs) and i’ll FOLLOW U INTO THE ABYSS

@dearlybelovedhearts : I ALMOST FORGOT YOU EVEN THO WE’RE LITERALLY TALKING RIGHT NOW OMG. i love how much thought you put into your charactesr and your plots! your docs are SCARY GOOD LOOKIN. ur so true to ur characters and their hearts, and i LOVE talking to you even tho we BASICALLY just met lol.

@invertxgo: we’re not as close as we used to be, but that’s okay! i still think the WORLD of you and all your characters. our friendship is evolving just like my blog is, and i hope we get to have lots of good good interactions on this blog! thanks for refollowing me bro!

[discardedfantrolls]

The whole drama is why I put my sexy sexy stuffs in a sideblog that can be only access via dm bc I don't openly tell the name incase a minor follows me

I am very strict about who follows me and who can see my content. If a follower doesn't have their age displayed in a clearly visible spot for both mobile and pc users to see, then I will soft block them off my blog immediately. If they persist and refollow me, then I will hard block.

This is because I have a mijorly controversial point of view. Teens fuck. This is why abstinence-only sex ed utterly fails to curb pregnancy in young teenage women. At that age, during and post puberty is when people are at their highest drive for sexual exploration. Its the morphing period where people are turning from chimken nuggies inhaling cumstains into functioning adults and developing their own sexual, gender, and personal identities in a culture that systemically shames them for having their own rational thoughts. Which, you know what? Fine. I don't have a problem with that. Except for the systemic shaming part, that's fucked up.

What I do have a problem with is teens who lie about their ages in order to be included with the adult crowd. If you're a teen and you do this, you are a garbage human being. I am 30 years old. You wanting to be mature just for a chance to run with "the cool kids" could ruin my life and put me in jail. I have "minors do not interact with or follow my blog" plastered all over my account in BIG, BOLD LETTERS because people don't know how to fucking read on this hellsite. I'm a one-strike,-you're-out with ZERO TOLERANCE kind of person when it comes to this sort of thing for that reason. If I have to be a megabitch about it, I absolutely will be. I am NOT putting my livelihood on the line to spare anybody's feelings. And if anybody here doesn't like that? They can get the hell off my blog.