#ch. study / did i request thee maker from my clay to mould me man? did i solicit thee from darkness to promote me?

[dreameasel]

what tarot card are you?

the fool

there is an endless road ahead of you. long and winding, it is impossible to imagine every fork, every path you could take. like looking down from a high place, the sheer magnitude is dizzying. but it is freeing. god, it is freeing. you have all the time in the world to explore– endless choices to make; take time to appreciate it all. just be careful not to lose yourself to the recklessness that comes with such wondrous freedom.

NUMBER: 0 UPRIGHT: beginnings, innocence, spontaneity, a free spirit REVERSED: holding back, recklessness, risk-taking

Notes: as someone who actually knows 2 whole things about tarot I will say that the most accurate way to read this for Xavier is the Fool in reverse. a more thorough description of the Fool Reversed (taken from biddytarot).

[...] Something is holding you back, and you are preventing yourself from moving forward. You may choose to keep this new opportunity to yourself for now, or you might be ‘parking’ it until a better time. You may fear the unknown, wondering, ‘What am I getting myself into?’ As a result, you have come to a standstill, worried about taking any action where you don’t know the outcome. This often boils down to the need to control everything. [...] [...] The Fool Reversed can show that you are taking too many risks and acting recklessly. In your attempt to live ‘in the moment’ and be spontaneous and adventurous, you may do so in total disregard of the consequences of your actions and engaging in activities that put both yourself and others at risk. [...] [...] the reversal suggests you are exploring this spirit on a more personal and quiet level. For example, instead of letting down your hair and dancing up on stage, you are dancing in your bedroom like no-one is watching. [...]

[dreameasel]

what type of villain are you?

𝖙𝖍𝖊𝖓 𝖑𝖊𝖙 𝖒𝖊 𝖇𝖊 𝖊𝖛𝖎𝖑

you never wanted to hurt anyone, but the world never gave you a choice. you did the best you could with what you had, but every innocent mistake you made was held against you when it counted, every crossroads led you down the wrong path no matter which way you went. no matter what you did, the odds were stacked against you. it wasn't fair, and you are sick and tired of being told what a monster you are for things out of your control. well, fine. they want a monster? you'll give them a monster.

[dreameasel]

𝘄𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗳𝗼𝗿𝗺 𝗼𝗳 𝗹𝗼𝘃𝗲 𝗱𝗼 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗲𝗺𝗯𝗼𝗱𝘆?

𝖑𝖔𝖛𝖊 𝖆𝖘 𝖉𝖊𝖛𝖔𝖙𝖎𝖔𝖓

[ devotion: love, loyalty, or enthusiasm for a person, activity, or cause ] when ruth said to naomi "where you go, i will go, and where you stay, i will stay. your people will be my people, and your God my God" and when hozier sang "i'll be the dreadful need from the devotee that drove [orpheus] underground" and when deathcab for cutie sang "if there's no one beside you when your soul embarks, i will follow you into the dark"

[dreameasel]

what color is your aura?

JADE.

islands, sketchbooks, rainy windows, pendants, puzzle pieces, tree frogs, sea glass. your essence is jade: you are withdrawn and observant, like a sailing ship watching others pass. you struggle between giving too much and too little; it is a hard thing to be both authentic and loved. your sensitivity makes you gentle to others. you are the spirit. you are the philosopher. you find kinship in like-minded individuals of seafoam, teal, blue, and green, who share your thoughtfulness and creativity. you are also drawn to the purposeful chartreuse and fire, who will help you grow and connect to the world around you. however, you may struggle to get along with the ambitious personalities of wine and terracotta who push too hard.

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[dreameasel]

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answered / ic. starters / ic. open / ic. headcanons / ooc. meta / ooc. musings / people think dreams aren't real just because they aren't made of matter. of particles. dreams are real. ch. study / did I request thee maker from my clay to mould me man? did I solicit thee from darkness to promote me? face / he was gaunt. his eyes haunted. there was no cure for what afflicted him. likes / i have things i like. interests even. aesthetic / art is subjective. nothing is art everything is art. how it effects you is more important than its status. ship inspo / have you ever been in love? horrible isn't it? wardrobe / paint finds a way to stain everything.