#ch . amelia dorsay .

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mother : caroline dorsay. lawyer. father : edward dorsay. lawyer. brother : lawrence dorsay. CEO. brother : andrew dorsay. entrepreneur. sister : sloane dorsay. real estate developer. sister : amelia dorsay. college student & ballet dancer. brother : isaac dorsay. college student & hockey player. sister : sawyer dorsay. college student. half sister : rhiannon myers. college student & figure skater.

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@memoiers : wiping away your lover’s tears as you kiss them .

small part of her wished he hadn't showed . that last night had been the last time she'd seen him for this visit & eating dinner and dancing together at some bar a hours drive away was the last memories for this time . something good and light hearted and didn't end in her being an emotional mess . could have held it together until she came back to her apartment in london . but he showed up at the airport & for a few minutes , just good . smiling and talking and wrapped up in his arms , soaking up the last few moments she has with him . but her flight is called up and it feels like her heart cracks a bit . every time she has to say goodbye to him , it gets harder . every time she has to say goodbye to him , she wish she didn't have to . standing on tip toes as he kiss her , leaning into him & she can't quite stop the tears , before they fall down her cheek . soft brush of his thumbs and breath exhales shakily as she looks up at him , brows furrow together .    

❝   i'll miss you a lot .   ❞      voice small as hand shift up to side of his neck , thumb brush over his jaw while trying for a small smile . ❝   promise i'll come visit again soon .   ❞

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a part of her knows she shouldn't allow herself this with him. these moments with him that feels a little too close, a little too vulnerable. the music is slow, compared to the upbeat party music that usually play. not sure she wants to curse or thank the one in charge of the music. because can't say it feels entirely wrong. rarely dance to this kind of music. different from the music she dance to at school, at practice & the usual party music. hand in one of his, other on his shoulder. and instead of hiding away in his chest, she is looking up at him. eyes locking upon his : swaying softly to the music and not sure if he is the one leaning down, or she is the one pushing herself up on the tip of her toes. hand slide to the side of his neck & lips find his in a much softer kiss than ever shared with him before.

@loresode. starter call + a kiss while slow dancing.

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@memoiers. a kiss while laughing.

had been pretty reluctant to meet his family, her own not the best. most of her family she barely even talked to & meeting his felt like . . . it was strange. aiden had introduced her to his mom, but it was different because they had been friends. who slept together a few times. but it was never serious. and it didn't matter if she didn't like her or not. but if jace's family didn't like her then, well, she was, in lack of better words, fucked. went better than she had thought it would however. and gotten over the fear of kayla. ( fear might be the wrong word, but definitely not too comfortable with the young girl. ) watched kayla unpack birthday gift, the soft baby pink ballet shoes inside earning a wide grin & already on her way to her bedroom, getting the pink tutu to finish off the look. can't help but feel relief that she'd liked them, eyes drift to jace and there's a slight laugh, smile upon features as she leans up, soft kiss pressed to his lips.     ❝   thanks for bringing me .   ❞

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as long as she get to spend time with him , she can't really say she cares about anything else . did she think it would be fun going out , do something together where they were not in danger of being seen by her brother ? sure . did she want him to risk his health for it ? not at all . sucked that it happened , heart jumped into her throat when he hit the ice , but she is more worried about him , than going out . slight crinkle of nose while looking up at him : air exhaling softly . ❝   you can show me off some other time .   ❞      voice low and soft as he bury his head into her neck & one hand shift to the back of his head , nails lightly scratch against his scalp , smile tugging at the corner of lips . ❝   i'm not , i really do mean it .   ❞

never  imagined  he’d  be  in  a  relationship  where  eighty  percent  of  it  is  through  a  screen,  living  in  different  countries.  felt  guilty  that  he  couldn’t  take  her  out  to  the  club  she’d  wanted  to  visit  because  he  took  a  hit  on  the  ice.  should  probably  time  her  trips  back  to  boston  better,  make  sure  he  didn’t  have  games  during  the  days  where  she  visited.

             ❝  you  deserve  to  be  shown  off,  ❞          he  mumbles  primarily  to  himself,  even  if  she  says  she  doesn’t  care  he  knows  it  might  not  be  the  whole  truth.  not  exactly  easy  on  them  that  they  have  to  hide  behind  closed  doors.  leans  into  her  touch  as  she  wraps  her  arms  around  his  middle.          ❝  don’t  say  it  just  to  make  me  feel  better  okay.  ❞          he  mumbles  burying  his  head  in  the  crook  of  her  neck.  

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as long as she get to spend time with him , she isn't too picky about how . just being around him is good & not just talking to him through a screen . maybe a change of plans from what they originally had in mind , but she doesn't mind too much . the club will be there later and they could always go out some other time , when he isn't sporting a shiner .    

❝   you're the only one i care about to see it .   ❞      slight sneak peak of it in a dimmly lit changing room sent to him a few days ago & looking up at him now : there's a small grin upon features . not exactly caring about anyone else seeing it , as long he does . can't just go out down the street however , by the off chance that someone from harvard or even isaac would how up . and staying in with him didn't sound like a bad thing . small crinkle of nose while leaning up soft kiss pressed to his chin , arms wrap around his middle . ❝   we can go out next time . really , it's not a big deal .   ❞

a  tease  is  what  she  is,  he  walked  right  into  that  one  -  opening  his  snapchat  when  he  damn  well  knew  she  was  out  shopping.  maybe  he  was  a  tad  blinded  by  the  idea  of  her  in  that  dress,  willing  to  risk  his  health  for  a  glimpse  of  her  in  it.  time  together  was  limited,  wanting  to  make  the  most  of  it.  

             ❝  isn’t  it  wasted  on  just  me?  ❞          looked  expensive  too,  compared  to  her  he  was  poor.  and  he  was  far  from  poor.  knew  whatever  she  had  bought  was  expensive.  plus  she  deserved  to  be  shown  off,  not  hiding  behind  closed  doors  always.  because  they  weren’t  ready  to  be  public  yet.  knows  isaac  would  skin  him  alive  if  he  knew  he  was  with  his  twin  sister.          ❝  you  deserve  to  be  shown  off,  in  a  pretty  dress.  not  hidden  in  a  bedroom  because  i  took  a  hit  to  the  head.  ❞

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@loresode. it's definitely something she shouldn't entertain, like, at all. because she should tuck tail and run, the moment she started to feel anything for him. just as she usually would. that's what she is supposed to do. when anything becomes a little too close. becomes too much. she always runs. runs from her family, runs from every thing. but instead she stay here with him like it's the most natural thing in the world, wrapped up in his arms, slowly swaying with him as the music turn slower. because every time she see some girl hanging off his arm, every time she see lipstick marks or perfume lingering : it stings. jealousy coarsing through her, only growing stronger every single time. now however, everything else disappears & there is only him. only them. soft and gentle as she kiss him : thumb lightly brushing against stubbbled jaw. just enjoying the feeling of his hand on her cheek, of being close, leaning into his touch : savoring the feeling while she can.

every fiber in his being is telling him that this was wrong. he shouldn’t be feeling these things, shouldn’t be trying to get with his best friends sister. he’d be lying to himself if he said that feelings hadn’t been manifesting for her. she was his, in every way, even if she didn’t necessarily know it yet. every guy that looked in her direction received death stares from jake, every guy who tried talking to her, he interrupted. there was no reason for him to feel jealous.. but he was. when the music changes, jake finds himself captivated by amelia, one hand gently holding hers, his freehand resting on her waist, rubbing gentle circles against her skin. he notices the way her soft hand felt in his calloused one, the way she smells, the way she feels against him. jake’s eyes never once leave her, swaying to the music as everything else around them becomes a dull hum. the hockey player is solely focused on her and her alone. he’s not aware of who begins moving first, but he finds his lips pressing themselves against hers, softly, gently, gliding with such precision. jake’s hand is slipping from hers moving to cup her cheek as he kisses her, saving the feeling of her soft lips against his slightly chapped ones.

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definitely look worse for wear , looking up at him right now & she doesn't want to make it worse by putting him next to flashing lights and loud music. sure , she had looked forward to going out with him , be a real couple , but not at the expense of his health . soft smile tugging at lips as kiss is pressed to her palm : small shake of her head . he is too good for her . waits for her , even if they live in different countries . just because she is too much of a coward to truly face her parents . falling asleep next to her phone because he is on face time . first thing she check waking up & the last one she text before falling asleep , if they're not actively talking .    

❝   yes , i'm sure i don't mind .   ❞      would rather stay in with him , order in some dinner and just relax , compared to him maybe getting sick at some bar because he is pushing too hard . smile grows a bit , perhaps a glimpse of mischief sparkling in eyes . perhaps teased a few days ago . cut nearly down to navel , just a few thin straps holding it together in the back . ❝   i can still wear the dress here , if you really want to see it .   ❞

leans  into  her  touch  as  fingertips  brush  against  his  jaw,  slightly  humming  to  himself.  dazed  from  the  heavy  hit  he  had  taken.  wasn’t  uncommon  to  take  hits  like  those,  happened  more  often  than  he  wanted  to  admit.  but  that  was  the  prize  of  playing  for  one  of  the  nation’s  best  university  hockey  teams.  

             ❝  you’re  too  good  to  me  you  know  that?  ❞          turning  his  head,  lips  pressing  a  quick  kiss  to  the  palm  of  her  hand.  not  quite  sure  how  he  managed  to  land  on  her  radar,  or  well  rather  stay  there.  isaac  had  been  the  one  to  put  him  on  the  spot.          ❝  you  sure  you  won’t  mind?  letting  the  dress  you  bought  go  to  waste?  ❞          had  looked  forward  to  seeing  her  in  it,  all  he  had  gotten  was  a  quick  snapchat  from  a  dimly  lit  dressing  room.  

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time with him is always limited & she is looking forward to just spending time with him when she is in boston : him being a big reason she comes back as much as she is . doesn't want that to compromise his health however . watch as he swallow the painkillers , teeth dig into lower lip and there's a small frown between brows . how can she not ? he doesn't exactly look like the picture perfect of health .     ❝   okay i get that , but that promise was made when you weren't rammed into a plexi glass an hour ago .   ❞      reach up and gentle hands go to either sides of his neck , thumbs lightly brush over his jaw . ❝   i just want to spend time with you . if it's ordering in something and be in bed for the night , i'm fine with that too .   ❞

takes  the  painkillers  and  water  as  it  is  offered  to  him,  swallowing  it  with  a  gulp  of  water.  promised  they  would  go  out,  and  make  the  most  of  the  limited  time  they  had  together.  the  wisest  choice  would  be  to  stay  in,  but  she  has  less  than  48  hours  in  boston  before  he  has  to  drive  her  back  to  the  airport,  he  could  suffer  the  consequences  of  pushing  beyond  his  limits  after  that.  

             ❝  no  i  promised  you  we  were  going  to  that  new  spot  in  town,  so  we’re  going.  ❞          flashing  lights  and  what  may  be  a  light  concussion  were  not  a  great  combination,  he  knew  that  but  he  couldn’t  seem  to  care  at  this  point.          ❝  just  give  me  a  couple  of  minutes  and  i’ll  be  good  to  go.  ❞

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wants . . . needs the freedom it gives , living out of the country and away from her family . it also keep her from him however . fine the first few times , just getting to know each other over phone & perhaps a part of her thought it would fizzle out like it usually do . never really opened up to anyone , aiden came close but it was nothing like this . jace had her back when most would run away . he kept his promises , something she'd never put any faith in before him . he showed up to her showcase , even if he almost got lost . and she loved him . falling in love with him was easy , maybe from the first time she held his hand & felt like it belonged there . hear the flight being called , but she doesn't want to leave the comfort of his embrace .    

❝   for sure .   ❞      started to become some sort of daily ritual . text when she landed sure , but there were also the good morning or good night texts. fall asleep to him on the line , do homework while face timing . constantly in her life , in her thoughts : but she didn't get to spend nearly as much time with him as she wanted to . another kiss pressed to his lips , not moving away at all . ❝   i really have to go .   ❞

his  car  had  been  illegally  parked,  most  likely  he  would  return  to  a  ticket  or  even  worse  a  towed  car.  but  can’t  seem  to  care  at  this  moment,  part  of  him  wants  to  beg  her  to  stay.  misses  her  like  crazy  when  she  is  across  the  atlantic  ocean.  aiden  the  only  one  he  can  share  his  frustration  and  feelings  with,  easily  becoming  one  of  his  best  friends.  holds  her  closer  to  his  chest  as  she  buries  herself  against  his  embrace.  trying  to  keep  the  tears  at  bay  himself,  but  watching  her  cry  makes  it  increasingly  difficult.  savoring  their  kiss  until  she  breaks  it,  having  to  leave  as  her  flight  is  called.  leaning  into  her  touch,  a  sad  smile  grazing  his  features.

             ❝  i’ll  miss  you  too,  ❞          turns  his  head  as  he  plants  a  kiss  against  the  palm  of  her  hand  as  she  cups  his  jaw.  hates  that  she  has  to  leave,  selfishly  wants  her  to  stay  -  but  know  it  entails  her  having  to  see  her  family  and  he  can’t  ask  that  off  her.          ❝  text  me  when  you  land?  ❞

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not used to the violence of the sport perhaps . used to the bruises and the aching muscles from her own training : injuries might happen . getting a puck to the face or body slammed felt a little exessive . lips pinch together at the mention of her twin , gaze slowly trickle across him . only see him for a short period of time & now he's hurt and she can't say she enjoy the feeling of seeing him like this . air softly exhale while finding some painkillers and grasp a bottle of water , unscrewing it before going back to him .    

❝   here .   ❞      hold the water with one hand and painkillers with others , biting the inside of her cheek for a moment . can't imagine it feels good , being up and about like that . ❝   do you wanna lay down for a bit , waiting for it to work ? we don't have to go out tonight , just stay here ?   ❞

took  a  puck  to  his  temple  at  practice,  courtesy  of  her  twin  brother.  almost  as  if  he  knows  something  is  going  on  between  them.  had  had  a  migraine  ever  since,  nothing  serious  though  -  went  to  the  team’s  doctor  afterward.  solely  for  safety  reasons. 

@acipaer     ❯❯❯     amelia  dorsay  :     ❛  do  you  want  some  painkillers?  ❜

             ❝  might  be  a  good  idea  yes..  isaac  has  a  mean  slap  shot  i’ll  tell  you  that.  ❞          chuckling  to  himself  as  he  rubs  his  temple  to  ease  the  pain.