#cedmar tag

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I'll never get over them giggling like schoolgirls throughout this entire damn interview it's so ridiculous (⁠-⁠_⁠-⁠;⁠) there was something in the air the entire time I've never seen them laugh that much in any video,,

ALSO THE CRAZY BACKHANDED JIM COMMENT OMAR MAKES IN THIS ONE... he gets brought up and Omar pretends to forget about him and then says he's a hard man to remember ok girl whatever WHATEVERRRR

I literally just saw this image in my head where he's mad as fuck sulking through this whole convo saying virtually nothing except that 1 passive aggressive remark about Jim's guitar playing

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absolute bombshell of a diva and her doe-eyed failgirl bestie

they WILL offer you to smoke with them in the parking lot at 3am and only play weird mindmelting songs through the stereo on cds they've burned themselves (decorated with slightly off-putting doodles) and you WILL get a little scared they're gonna kill you

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there's some shit they put in the first 30 minutes of that documentary that no amount of money nor torture could have gotten me to show to anyone. or even review the footage of after the fact. good lord

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happy pride to whatever part of the gay gene makes me create things like this

notably the colour palette used on the cedmar/voltaboys kandi is the cinthean flag. also on the. boyliker badge (😭) . the rest of the song bracelets don't need to be pride flags because the music is gay enough

trans flag lenin Omar pic

(hardly visible) gq flag on emo cedric

conclusion:

THE MARS VOLTA IS FOR FAGGOTS..........? YES!

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everyone around me rn

SORRY I LOVE TO YAP ABOUT MY BOYS .... why couldn't I have gotten math or science autism why did I get cedmar tism

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that stupid "hot sex" Cedric icon won't stop staring at me in my top posts bar so here are are some of the actually good icons from the livejournal I found

these are so fire

I will always adore Cedric's rainbow shirt he has in the last one too... it's iconic... wonderful...

I love these Omar gif ones so much they mean the world to me !!! truly immaculate vibes were coming from the user who had them

also sidenote that swu performance was so cunty.. I will probably talk about it in depth sometime but damn... not just the energy but the outfits and the setlist and everything were soooooooo (⁠＠⁠_⁠＠⁠;⁠)

a few cedmars to finish

I love the viscera eyes single one sm... the original photoshoot for that always makes me laugh,,,, it's great when they have a little whimsy like that

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glad to know we're back liberated on blogging anything and everything about cedmar and volta. anyway. I think this is important following the events of the doc

it's probably been posted before here but... I just need it on my blog it's so important to me you have no idea how often I quote this

HAWT YAOI LOOOOOVERS... also yeah I get them seeing Omar's arms is like. [explosion sound kaboom] you know? please tell me someone gets it.

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love how he just said all that then swerved into a completely different thing YOU CAN'T JUST . DROP THAT AND LEAVE???. old Cedric textposts I love you forever and ever

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sick in the head about these kinda photos of them something something shadows and intention coexisting with solid, overt "recognised" mechanisms. yeah you get it anyway

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would we fuck with a cedmar edit to this I just had a crazy artistic vision

I'm so gonna do it anyway

sidenote all month I've been quoting that "happy pride month.. cause I know you gay n stuff" but hearing it in Cedric's voice and imagining him giving Omar the cake and balloons

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people who have the misfortune of knowing me in real life are really wearing thin on the cedmar talk huh

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whose girlfriend is this

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nightly torrential rain and misery filled intoxication really brings out the best in me huh

(setting up a whole ass chair in front of my Omar door poster -pictured below- and tweaking out of my mind talking to him for the better part of an hour until my vision starts to shake)

he doesn't say anything he just stares and makes me wish I was born in 1974.

anyway I think it's bedtime for the crazed faggot goodnight

there will be no e commerce tonight everyone i know is having fun without me lulw little do they know i got. two copies of Frances the mute IN MY BED.

that's right . in my bed . I'm sleeping with my CDs I like when i have to awkwardly lie around them during the night and I wake up with extreme muscle pain from trying to stay locked in for 9 hours

I was gonna take my copy of despair to bed too but I'm honestly very afraid of it. I feel like it's got evil. in . yknow. what if it has an opposite dream catcher effect. and makes me have a scary sleep. don't want that.

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if this ever gets weird: obscure review edition.

(slight spoilers)(probably more than slight)

if you thought there was any chance in hell I would not watch this as soon as I possibly could.. oh to be wrong. autism always wins.

Things i thought were great:

heart-wrenching cathartic piece of art that made me weep , all the clips of Cedric on stage where the lights shine on his hair , lots of silly little moments... all throughout their time they're just... whimsical , the 1 million shots of all the pedals and tech pieces (love) , very funny English accents , waow ftm backstory waow... , kissing the homies anyone??? oh and also long hair pre 2000s Cedric you have my HEARTTT

Things I thought were not great:

I heard some songs from despair come on and immediately all the life drained out of me in horror because I Knew shit was about to go down. been religiously listening to that cd but still It is like a clarion call from hell. (did anyone get that)

yeah I don't actually have any gripes with it I was too in love with the whole thing ..... glad I saw it now. it feels like this is the right time for me to be viewing this. evaluating what I want in my own life too.

I can't stop thinking about the unconventional uses of love and affection from Omar's commentary too, I really feel it when he says he loves Teri and Cedric. it means so much to me to finally see someone like him just admitting so openly that they feel so deeply and genuinely towards the people around them! using words that might confuse others with a too closed-minded view of what love, and soulmates can be. he's totally radical.

(was loving the taped glasses here)

It always takes me out when Cedric's been very honest in recent years and interviews just, plainly saying what he feels. he's got such an air of sincerity and wisdom about him that's amazing to see so much of in this documentary. The difference in how he and Omar talk about painful things is so interesting to me, their way of recounting and the words they both use is nothing short of a wonder to hear. For Cedric in particular, listening to him really tap into that emotional side and physically express it, crying and letting pain shake his voice a little at times, that's amazing. for someone who seemed to disconnect themselves and push people away in that aspect, being so open and honest now is an insane progression.

this scene... hi girl

At the end of the doc, when they're talking about coming back together and their bond and doing volta again, and it's cutting back to clips of them being young together GOD. THAT HIT ME LIKE A FREIGHT TRAIN. being able to stitch that film together and look back on it, seeing some of the worst times as halcyon in your memory and actually making that mental journey something physical, that other people can experience is so magical. this whole thing is like being let into the deepest recesses of their mind, it's terrifying, I love it.

sharp turn now, um..... lots of technology... big fan.. I'm definitely going to be making a few gifs of the equipment.. I'll probably make a post with 1 million screenshots anyway bleh bleh bleh

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what the fuck was up in 2007 why were they like that

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people who have the misfortune of knowing me in real life are really wearing thin on the cedmar talk huh