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[rollanan]

seems like google is going to remove the old web gmail soon, its not like anyones using it, no most definitely not

[inland--empire]

OH FUCK YEAH THIS SOUNDS LIKE THE BEST-Dynamite

Hey guys Dynamite is here!!!-CC

Carol....-Goldie

Yes she is!!!! We're very happy to see her-Charolette

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[aroacenezhaanddainsleif]

i will preface this vent with the fact that it is 11 pm in fall and i am on my period so i might wake up in the morning thinking "nah i was just overreacting lasrtr hgj9-tn1f g36f7ctb8z night." yeah. i'm finew 0-3mc3 ccccccccccccccccccccccc anyway i forgot anxiety is a disability til it came to the point that i actively get panic attacks every single time i try to open up google classroom out of fear of seeing all my missing work (from being sick and other anxiety attacks) staring back at me because oh god oh fuck i'm a failure, aren't i? because i just can't do it? seeing all my AP work i know damn well i was not prepared to do an AP this year but my parents insisted bc of the college money and now i'm missing everything and i'm gonna flop and it'll be my fault. love having my worth boiled down to my grades bc whenever i get sick or breakdown my parents' first concern is always my school attendance and my missing work and never how i feel. not to mention now realizing that applying to preferred college in my city means i will probably still be stuck in the same house with my parents for the next 4 years, so fucking YAY! MORE time of always having everything i do judged, being told i'm too disabled or too queer or i suck or i'm not good enugh at school or i'm lazy or i shouldn't say that shouldn't do that shouldn't BE that, because god fucking damnit THAT I HAVE WORTH AS A PERSON! i'm sorry i'm not enough, okay? fine. i'm sorry.

[still-we-rise]

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[skeleton-dream-demon]

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oH nO ShE gOt mE ;( ;( ;( D; D; D; D; D; D; D; 

[have-i-not-given-enough]

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[asfdkjl321]

:ccccccccccc Juro que tengo una vida mega hermosa no me hace falta nada , estoy con familiares amigos o con mi bebé bien feliz xD y de repente mis putos pensamientos de mierdaaaaaaaaa me dicen para que seguir viviendo es aburrido esto , que feo que dependan de ti o asiii y siento que existe una lucha en un lado me dice que bonito es esto xD (y claro que tengo noción que vivo momentos todos bien lindos ) y la otra parte ya ay que morirnos a la verga todo esto xd ahahahahahahahahahahahahaha lo escribo mega fácil xd pero enceriooo de la nada aparecen estos pensamientos y juro que lucho con ellos me distraigo pero en mis risas sacadas de verdad pum llega ese sentimiento y ahahaha de luchar con esto llevo exactamwnte 3 días con dolor insoportable de cabeza e insomnio . Como momentos lindos el día del niño xD ahahaha recibí 4 regalos hahahaha de diferentes personas y jajaja aunque me niegue ya soy una señora xD ahahaha y pues o sea que lindo detalle de las personas que me conocen me dicen que soy como una niña bien linda xD di gracias por un regalo y vean

Que ondaaaaa xddd se que soy maravillosa AhAhahaha y me levanta el ego por qué asta mi nuevo trabajo es o son bien lindos conmigo xD pero juro que quiero morir y e pensado en cortarme otra vez ahaha compré gillet (navajas) para cortarme de nuevo y no seeeeee hace unos días quería que me borrarán mis cicatrices y AhAhahaha :c . :'ccccccccccccccccccccccc

En qué momento pase de sentirme bien y en paz a volver a sentirme tan triste y vacía.

Writings

[skittlesandlemonade]

10/10/20

oh... my god

i had to come on here and vent

day one of the BTS MOTS: ONE concert was last night/this morning from 5-7:30am and i couldn’t sleep til 8 bc i had to find a recording of the entire concert SO I COULD GO BACK AND WATCH SHADOW SINCE MY STREAM DECIDED TO GET TAKEN DOWN RIGHT IN THE MIDDLE OF MY FAVORITE SONG ON THE ALBUM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

but it’s ok i found one and watched filter and shadow and ooohhhhmygooodddddd

min yoongi SINGLE HANDEDLY STOLE THE SHOW LAST NIGHT WOWOWOWOOWOWOWWOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOWWW - IN UGH, SHADOW, AND BLACK SWAN WITH OT7 A WHOLE!!!!!!!

BROOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO UGH WITH THE BOXING CONCEPT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! A FUCKING VIBE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

FUCKING JUNGKOOK WITH MY TIME TRYING TO DESTROY MY LIFEEEEEEEE

AND JIMIN IN FILTER!!!!!!!!!!!!

ALL OF THEM DID AMAZING

ALL THEIR SOLO STAGES

HOLY

SHIT

i’m still on a concert high just thinking about it

and the fact that the visuals they hit us with last night would only be possible in a virtual setting???? like this was a curse and a blessing!!!!1 AND THEN LITTLE JIMIN CRYING AT THE END BC HE WAS SOO SAD THAT FANS WEREN’T THERE LIVE MY BABY omg :ccccccccccccccccccccccc 

ughHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH i’m so upset that i don’t have anyone to freak out with - i found out an hour before the concert started that rachel planned on watching it too but i didn’t wanna spam MY timeline by tweeting my rollercoaster of emotions the whole night; and she has a whole separate fan account LMAO literally me in hs with WWE sksksksks i’ve been thinking about making a separate account for a while LOL so i can actually find army friends 

but this night was so enjoyable omg you could tell how hard they worked. they’re alllllllll amazing performers. this isn’t one of my favorite albums from them but i thoroughly enjoyed the effort they put into this. and their speeches didn’t make me feel like i watching it alone at all, i actually felt connected to them. and it was so trippy thinking about how they were performing LIVE IN FRONT OF MY FACE (through a screen of course) BUT THAT IT WAS HAPPENING IN REAL TIME IN KOREA. may have cried during butterfly and we are bulletproof the eternal

just thinking about it makes me tear up rn omg

i love them so much and am so happy i found them when i did so i could see them grow before my fucking eyes from the VERY FUCKING BEGINNING to becoming the biggest fucking group in the entire universe ugh. i’m so proud of them.

brooo lmao i didn’t even plan on watching this hoe tonight sksksks it was 4am and i was like.... fuck it i guess i can stay up til 5 but if i feel sleepy at any point, i’ll just find a recording and watch the rest later - NO BITCH NOT EVEN AN OPTION THEY DIDN’T LET ME GET THE CHANCE I’M SO SURPRISED I ENDED UP WATCHING THE ENTIRE THING LMAOOOOO

day two tonight!!!!!!!!!!!

[ichimatsus-ass]

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[holykniight-a-blog]

tarasylnin replied to your post: cadmium yellow & honey !

my soft stinky boy

excuse me pls dont be a meanie hes fragile

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[divinebird]

i wan nt nt to do th emso ochin