#cause i know without my mood stabilizers i used to act so recklessly
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#thinking back on this year and like also noticing my ed getting worse#oh i've been manic it all makes sense now#like oh that's why i'm not tired all the time anymore and get up super early now#oh that's why i impulsively bought so many concert tix on pay later#i guess i felt a little insane so it is good to know#none of these things made sense individually#i just don't trust myself like this even when i'm aware :/#i feel like i am saying things and reacting and behaving in the most intense way possible to everything#instead of regulating my feelings like normal#cause i know without my mood stabilizers i used to act so recklessly#like the amount of times a day i'd do “huh that couldve killed me but it didn't��� things during the day was absurd#wish my neurodivergence was only the cutesy adhd stuff but alas#tbd
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