#cause I larped in the post trying to cheer myself up

[sl33py-g4m3r]

deleted personal (i'm lost) post cause no one needs the negativity~~ small rant about youtube premium again~~

deleted the existential crisis post that I made as I feel once again that the complaining is sadly not welcome here~~ lest I throw negativity into one of my spaces and then have it reinforced somehow; thus making it worse.....

I hope to henceforth not complain or post deeply personal things here for a good while, as I feel as if I've been doing that too much as of late~~~ and it's not helpful to anyone reading my negativity...

unfortunately I put some of my larp into that post to try to cheer myself up and it had henceforth been deleted as well....

random note, how annoying are ads now on youtube? it hasn't been even 24 hours since my subscription lapsed and I started to get ads again, even now I'm deeply annoyed by them...

but $20 just for many features that I don't use? I still wouldn't download videos as you still need an internet connection to play them anyway, so that's useless.... I don't use the screen off feature anymore and didn't use youtube music anyway.....

most of the features I don't use, and I'm still annoyed at the ads. I got so used to not having ads......

I need to start getting used to the ads again because I don't want to pay 20 freaking dollars on IOS just for no ads on something.

I feel like if there was a modern app to fuse demons, and you get an ad before and after every fusion... or maybe I'm just easily annoyed...

I don't want to pay the money for that if all I'm getting are ad free videos cause it could be going to gas or something else much more useful.

I'm torn because I got really used to the ad free videos, now ads are annoying, but I don't use all of the features so I see it as a waste...

much less negative post~~! just me trying to make up my mind about the stupid advertising crap..... did I have ad free youtube before the ads got really annoying or something?

but then ads are cool tho cause you can learn about something new like a new food or something~~~

idk what do help...... feel like I'm wasting 20 paying for it but is the annoyance with ads worth continually paying for it?

edited to add: I'm oddly interested in some of the videos that just straight up don't seem to have any ads on them.... what's up with that? Are the add-less videos not getting the person ad revenue now cause they were demonetized or something?