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i wanted to bite not destroy to feel her underneath turning into the light

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stars shining bright above you night breezes seem to whisper "i love you" bodies swinging in the sycamore tree dream a little dream of me.

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to the centre of the city where all roads meet, waiting for you, to the depths of the ocean where all hopes sank, searching for you, i was moving through the silence without motion, waiting for you, in a room with a window in the corner i found truth.

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there is a house built out of stone wooden floors, walls and window sills tables and chairs worn by all of the dust this is a place where I don't feel alone this is a place where I feel at home. and i built a home for you for me

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unknow me as hard as it seems decide it and feel light on the breeze and it’s alright you can lean it on me.

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run and break the chain i hope to get away some day. to feel just what i want and to feel the hold you have on me. climbing up a wall i'm waiting for the weather to sway, i'm feeling like a fool in a cage there's nothing left to say.

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a moment of love a dream a laugh a kiss a cry our rights our wrongs

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woken up like an animal teeth ready for sinking my mind's lost in bleak visions i've tried to escape but keep sinking limbs lost to a dead weight stake skull cage like a prison and he's lost faith he'll ever see again so may he once thought of me then underneath the skin there's a human buried deep within there's a human and despite everything I'm still human but I think I'm dying here

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drown me in the water drown me in the sea lose me in the dark drag me to the deep let your water wash over me

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take me to church i'll worship like a dog at the shrine of your lies i'll tell you my sins and you can sharpen your knife offer me that deathless death good god, let me give you my life.

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stranded in this spooky town, stoplights are swaying and the phone lines are down floor is crackling cold, she took my heart, i think she took my soul with the moon I run, far from the carnage of the fiery sun driven by the strangle of vein showin' no mercy i do it again open up your eyes you keep on crying, baby I'll bleed you dry skies are blinking at me i see a storm bubbling up from the sea and it's coming closer you shimmy-shook my boat, leavin' me stranded all in love on my own do you think of me? where am I now, baby where do I sleep? feels so good but I'm old 2000 years of chasing takin' its toll and it's coming closer

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i was angry and brash as a bull. you were devastatingly beautiful. i was crude i was lewd i was rude i was not in the mood it's a peculiar stance it's me reaching for the olive branch i say yes i will do all the things that you ask of me i say yes i will, come on darling, have no fear and though the way is dark and hands will grab at us i’ll remember this and only this.