#carm rewatches thk

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Fadel lecturing Bison about not getting involved and not being careless...

Fadel totally not getting involved and not being careless at all... He didn't stumble upon another jogger because he missed the annoying guy that had been pestering him for days, nope.

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Kant trying to convince Style to work with him after telling him the truth about Bison and Fadel in episode 4.

Episode 11 under the cut

Kant and Style seeing their boyfriends go to prison in episode 11. It seems things didn't exactly go as you had initially planned, boys...

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Style in episode 1

Style in episode 10

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This conversation is interesting because Style knows what Fadel is talking about. And he says that. After that, he admits to Kant that he is starting to worry about Fadel. I just love this reckless man so much.

But besides the conversation, I really like how this scene is filmed. There are so many gorgeous frames.

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Weird but visceral love confession. Desperate, angry, resigned. He's pushing but pleading at the same time.

Gods, I love this boy. So lonely, so hurt. So in need of love and touch, and so scared of it at the same time. It speaks to me.

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Style in episode 2, questioning his life choices

Style in episode 9. I don't even know how to caption this part 😅

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I love this part, even though it breaks my heart because I wonder what would have happened if Style told Fadel (and I've read a couple of fics with that premise). Because it was obvious (more than once) that he wanted to. At this point Style knows about Fadel's main job, and has told him that no matter who he is, he'll still like him. It is true for Style, but he still hesitated.

And then Fadel telling Style he'll tell him when he's ready... But he never has the chance to do it because of everything that happens later 😭

I wonder how it would have gone. So much potential for canon divergent fics, truly.

Anyway, I miss them and I need to see them again and again.

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Keen and Fadel in episode 3

Keen didn't have to say that, especially knowing what he knew about Fadel's ex "leaving." That's just cruel, even if Fadel still didn't know the truth here.

It makes me want to punch him. He is a very punchable character.

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Bison giving... advice? warning? about Fadel to Style in episode 2.

Bison encouraging Style to not give up and go talk to Fadel in episode 9.

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Even though this conversation happened after Style ambushed Fadel at the support group (which I still find very annoying and don't like), it made me laugh because why the hell would Fadel ask him that? He had interacted with Style enough times to predict he'd have a cheeky retort. Fadel can't help but play Style's games, even if he desperately tries to convince himself otherwise.

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While I'm rewatching the episodes, I just realized how much I love Bison. I'm gonna need to do a rewatch focused on him and Kant. I also love love love the way Kant's expression shifts every time he remembers he's not with Bison just because the guy's cute and the sex is amazing. Every time he remembers he's on a mission (before the truth is out and everything happens) his face turns so gloomy. I love it.