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[hum-suffer]

Today in Moon Boy's shenanigans:

I was making a birthday gift for him and the topic of my way of showing affection came up and he said I should be careful and not show too much care for people, because these days, people who care too much get used.

Next mission: stop calling everyone, especially him, by a nickname. Everyone has a name and i shall use it.

New insecurity: does my love come off as too fast and too much and too intense? Even my platonic love, especially that, actually, I'm at peak intensity. I love like I want to be loved. But does my love come off as obsession? Or desparation? Does my love come off as creepy or weird or cringe or cliche?

But who cares, really? My emotional support bestie said that she loves me and that she wishes I were a boy so we could elope. Her acceptance and love for me are enough for me to shove aside anyone and everyone

I've still developed a new insecurity but it's alright, she's here and she loves the way I love her