#cant wrap my head around this.
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#who are all of you people???#im literally a teenager with horrific brainrot#why do people like my stuff huh?.#cant wrap my head around this.#5000. my posts have appeared on other blogs 5k times#what the fuck#lee speaks#shitpost#5k reblogs#5000 reblogs#tumblr milestone
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V: chooms I have 2 bdays this year…somehow!!
#2.0 was amazing but still cant wrap my head around this particular decision…#cyberpunk 2077#male v#johnny silverhand#kerry eurodyne#male v x kerry
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pieced together a short timeline now that ive replayed the game. followup to this
november 7 '50 - date of issue of harry's new badge
november '50 - klaasje arrives in martinaise
december '50 - the strike begins
january 29 '51 - harry is assigned the two drunks case
february 4 '51 - soona arrives at the church
february 12 '51, overnight - the next world mural appears
mid february '51 - joyce arrives in martinaise
krenel arrive in martinaise
around february 28 '51 - lely's birthday
sunday march 4 '51, 23:30-00:15 - lely is killed
thursday march 8 '51, past midnight - klaasje calls the rcm to report the body
friday march 9 '51 - harry arrives in martinaise
afternoon - ruby flees martinaise to the fishing village to hide from harry
night - harry tells people about the investigation and shows everyone his gun
saturday march 10 '51, night - harry crashes his coupris and parties all night with the union of moribund alcoholics
sunday march 11 '51, morning - harry leaves the alcoholics
night - harry listens to disco before trashing his room
monday march 12 '51, around 08:00 - ruby flees to the feld building
08:30 - harry wakes up without his memory [DAY 1]
#*the ledger gives the next world mural the date 12/02 but its alphanumeric code is 12/01. one of those must be a typo#**the strike is said to have been going on for two months but started in december. i suppose if it started at the very end#of december it would Scrape into being two months If you round down#***joyce arrived in martinaise three weeks ago in mid february. suppose its Late mid february eg the 19th#i actually didnt know lely's birthday had a date. still choosing to believe he and harry have the same one tho#all in all very pleased i started the run on the 12th i did it :-)#gemitus#disco elysium#Not fucking doing the whole timeline thatd be insane i cant wrap my head around the dolorian century ngl#this was the first run i made notes during and. Nineteen pages. brother
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i like to think they swap scarves before he left
#throws this and runs#im still playing with krita. i cant fucking write head in my hands#im going to make it worse. macaque keeps the scarf and its in extremely bad condition but he keeps it#theyre both sentimental i like them#also i hate i HATE drawing their hairlines. in my brain i know theyre monkeys so it has to wrap around the fsce#but like it just. it goes too close to the eyebrows and theres no forehead shudders#my art#myart#doodles#lego monkie kid#lmk#shadowpeach#lmk six eared macaque#lmk macaque#lmk sun wukong#lmk swk#lmk wukong#monkie kid
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Does anyone have any Percabeth fics that include:
1.) Percy and Annabeth not liking each other at first and slowly emotionally bonding over time like they do in the books?
2.) Exploration of Annabeth's family trauma, but Frederick Chase is not considered to be a complete villain?
3.) Also, no smut please. Thank you!
#im fine with smut for nhie because ben and devi canonically have sex and sex is a large theme in their narrative#but percy and annabeth... idk they're the same age but since it's middle grade it's just odd for me to read#i cant wrap my head around it#percabeth#percy jackson#pjo
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how i look after a long day of being embarassing on this app
#do you ever just start out a relationship#but have very little to no experience#and you still cant wrap your head around the fact that youre actually in a relationship#and that its ok you can kiss him he’s literally your boyfriend#but the idea is so weird to you. likw since when. how#idk if this is in character i just love to draw cringe#i need them to be cringe#jamiazu#azujami#ashenviper#twisted wonderland#twst#POSTS CATERED TO ME AND ME ONLY:#jamil viper#azul ashengrotto#2022 me wouldve never posted this#art tag#this is a bit okder but i think my art block is leavinng
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Man I don't even know. Deleted the last post because maybe I'm too hasty, seen how insulting it can be to be accused of AI generating shit, but my god! I cannot help but feel so much more for writers—writers who use words to craft their art, already fighting for a place in a world that prioritizes visual language/graphics over their medium, writers who are much quicker to be criticized than artists, writers who have to find a way to hone their crafts just so they keep your attention all the way to the end of their stories, writers who have no other means to present their creation and being told to pick up an entire other skill just to be appreciated in a community space, writers who are so much easily more exploited by AI generation because their medium is TEXT.
I don't fucking know dude. Sometimes it feels like people are fighting against AI art but not AI generated writing, voice acting, music or any other creative medium because visual graphics/language takes more precedence in this world, and everything else is secondary to it even though we are constantly preaching that all mediums are considered art
#neesan texto#“let me ai generate fics for my rare pair otp” ill fucking kill you bitch ill skin you alive#you cant be against ai art then spit on the faces of other medium artists#also making fun of people who can only present visualizations through moodboards#descriptions and picrews ill fucking kill you too#some of you guys feel so entitled that you can't seem to wrap your head around that people shouldnt NEED to become visual artists#just to get people to care about their product
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A CHRISTMAS MIRACLE HAS OCCURED 🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉
#i’m no longer a girl with 60k in student loan debt for an art degree#I CANT EVEN WRAP MY HEAD AROUND IT#i’ve been checking online to make sure it’s the offical studentaid email#i still have like 6k from beauty school but!!!
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even though liam at the end of his life was not the liam i adored when i was a teenager, he still shaped so much of my childhood and meant so much to me.
rest in peace.
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her weirdgirl transfem swag... unrivaled. oh also peppino is here
bonus:
[image descriptions: the first image is a page full of drawings of noisette and peppino from pizza tower. on the page is a drawing of noisette walking happily, a simple headshot drawing of noisette with a trans flag-colored thought bubble above it, a drawing of peppino that has the words "strangely hard to draw" written next to it, and a comic. the comic contains noisette tugging on peppino's shirt and asking him "hey. why are you gay", to which peppino replies anxiously "I AIN'T-A SAYIN' SHIT WITHOUT MY LAWYER". the background of the page is filled with doodles of pizza
the second image is a simple drawing of noise wearing a business suit and carrying two suitcases with the words "his lawyer" above him. end id]
#i think that they are sososo sillay :o]#these characters are way out of my drawing comfort zone but i THINK im gettin the hang of them?#my peppino could certainly use some work#cant wrap my head around his face shape#doc talks#my art#eyestrain#pizza tower#peppino spaghetti#noisette#the noise
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tonight's insomnia is brought to you by:
in the ending where mycroft narrates the aftermath, he briefly mentions how one of his agents’ vehicles was ignited during a surveillance operation..
mycroft then says, “there's only one man who could orchestrate such a feat - or perhaps two.”
i'm pretty sure one of the "two" is M. him being responsible for something like this is my personal canon and just makes sense. but the way mycroft says it right after talking about sherlock and how he's afraid for him, and right after saying, "i suspect he is growing paranoid," drives me insane. the way it's phrased seems to suggest that mycroft is referring to sherlock as one of the two men who could have been responsible, and that seems to be what led mycroft to suspect sherlock was growing paranoid..
but why would mycroft even suspect sherlock, and why would sherlock even do such a thing?
"she was lucky to get out alive" implies the incident was pretty serious and could have killed the agent and whoever was inside the vehicle with her. i doubt that sherlock would intentionally endanger people's lives like that..
and why would he even go out of his way to sabotage mycroft's operations in the first place? unless this “surveillance" operation was actually a “keep an eye on my brother and make sure he doesn't do anything stupid” operation. and when sherlock realized that he was being followed/watched, he set fire to the agent’s vehicle to protect himself and scare her off, perhaps thinking she was sent by someone he antagonized in cordona?
i've spent more time than i care to admit squinting at this screenshot depicting Mystery Man Around the Corner. M would definitely hire someone to do the dirty for him, but sherlock is more of a hands-on kind of person, right? i mean... the hairline kiiiiiind of resembles sherlock's, i guess? maybe? if you squint? i'm probably just seeing things at this point..
what further firms my suspicion that the "two" is in reference to sherlock and M, is how the phrasing seems to play into the idea of them being equals. the idea of only two people possessing the same level of intelligence and cunning, who have access to certain information, and who are capable of knowing exactly when and how to intercept mycroft's operations. M, who seems to have consistently stayed at least one step ahead of mycroft, and mycroft's own brother, who knows him a little too well and shares his brain genetics, who is also familiar with many of his agents, some even by name.
i love this ending because it's the only one where we get a glimpse into Sherlock After Jon from a perspective that isn't sherlock's. he's lonely, he's likely paranoid, his brother is worried about him... all of it contradicting the other endings in which sherlock tells us that he's fine and has moved on with his life.
so the whole fire incident thing and mycroft’s line about who could have been responsible could be a way of hinting at the negative consequences that jon's loss is having on sherlock. now, without jon to course-correct and reorient him, he's more prone to (extreme?) paranoid reactions such as this. though i'm not sure if i like the aspect of going to the extent of jeoprodizing lives... (also, funny how the loss of what sherlock perceived as his "irrational" part probably caused HIM to act in irrational ways..)
it gets even sadder when you think about it from mycroft's perspective, especially with him saying, "i saved my brother. he will never forgive me" right after he mentions the fire incident. if he truly believes that sherlock could have been responsible, then it would not only sprout worry and confusion, but also send him into a spiral grappling with conjectures, because what if sherlock WOULD go out of his way to deliberately break mycroft’s trust? what if it's an act of retaliation because mycroft broke HIS trust by lying to him to save his life? but mycroft attributes it to paranoia, possibly because he doesn't want to fully lose faith in his little brother and their relationship yet, but most likely because he's resignedly too aware of their family history...
from mycroft's perspective, even if sherlock truly did it, he had to have been driven by something out of his rational mind, rather than by mere spite or a desire for revenge. and mycroft doesn't hold it against him because he knows that sherlock only did it to defend and protect himself from a perceived threat. instead, he fears for sherlock and his mental health because the last time someone close to mycroft took action against a perceived threat in a fit of paranoid delusion... well, we all know how that went..
anyway. i'm choosing to end the ramble by rolling down the brighter side of this hill: mycroft dropping hints about his awareness of M in this ending (and his knowledge of M in TA in general) implies to me that sherlock taking jon's advice and swallowing his pride to ask Big Bro for help regarding M is most likely very canon. weeee :')
#ive seen this ending too many times ive practically memorized it. and still cant wrap my head around that part...#sherlock holmes chapter one#i just realized i'm looking at this from the perspective of someone who played the M dlc...#which makes me wonder how those who never played the dlc interpreted this line.#if not M#then... vogel?#frogwares holmes#frogwares mycroft#m for mystery#thoughts & rambles#spoilers#shco spoilers
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last day to blame it on your youth guys
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thing that i learned about mirage tmnt that made me wanna give up: april is a drawing come to life and not a real person at all, this fact is presented as bad to her because it means she cannot give casey babies
thing that i learned about transformers that made me wanna give up: the first female prime is the only girl because her type of transformer is girl (other types include: beast, combiner, minicon) and also she was killed by her lover (classic penetration style) just to become the literal BIRTH CANAL of the planet cybertron, where all life that grows will pass through
anyway. can all male writers like. stop. just... stop. what if you imagined woman outside of having womb? what if??
#the tf binge thoughts#just one last post before i go do something else cuz my head hurts from yelling about this out loud#cant even begin to have a conversation about the trans part of trans formers#too busy trying to wrap my head around the EXPLANATION of women in the universe
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I wonder what about me, a trans man with boobs, make people think I don't experience misogyny 🤔
#like do you think i have male privilege as well?#do you think i dont benefit from feminism?#curious#i was talking with my mom about it and she was surprised i still got treated “like a woman”#like maam no one sees me as a guy ok they see me as a weird androgynous girl at best#idk man but this shit usually comes from cis women and im tired#like i once got called the enemy because im a trans guy??? like sure noemie#i dont even consider myself a binary man im transmasc but cis people cant wrap their head around that i guess
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I be like"this is so high calorie" and the high calorie is 90
#i genuinely cant wrap my head around the fact that 150 cals is technically low calorie to a normal person#@n@ buddy#@na motivation#@na shit#light as a feather#⭐️rving#starv1ng#⭐️ ing motivation#⭐️ve#tw disordered thoughts#anadiet#ana rexx#tw ana bløg#tw ed ana#tw 3ating d1sorder#tw a4a#tw restriction#tw skipping meals
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It's missing my father hours rn so imma just dump a bunch of pictures here and cry
( sorry i don't know the source of anything I just had them on my phone)
(also dont read the tags i just need to let it out lol)
#I just realized I can call him dad easier than my real dad and now I understand why am I so damn attached to him#I always knew he was a parental figure for me#but now I connected the dots#How when u have an absent dad and a d34d mom a guy shows up in ur life#that tells u life advice that both of ur parents failed to do so#and makes u feel safe the first time in ur life#ofc ud become attached#i know for sure its unhealthy how much i love and miss him#he occupies most of my thoughts honestly#But how could i not cling to him so much when he was the only one who gave me hope in life#i try to keep going and even tho he is not here i keep telling myself whatever he taught me. i keep reminding myself he wants us to live an#bloom and be free#and that's what ill try to do#but you know somedays i wish i could just disappear and be wrapped in eternal happiness#its so fucking hard to pull yourself out of the slump man im so fucking tired im so so tired#somedays i wish id have the courage to off myself but i know that deep down i want to live and ive always wanted to live but i have no idea#how to live. i feel like i finally found a purpose and someone i love. but at the same time im always doubting myself and im scared of losi#g this little hope again and i know i should cherish and use it instead but each day i have this anxiety because rn i have nothing else if#lose this i seriously will lose everything atp. but ill still try bc rn its this or death so i should try im just damn tired yes anyways#sorry for being depressing some days just dont work out but thats okay#yes at the same time i want to get out of my head and try to find some friends but i cant deny that im highkey fucked up and i just cant le#go of my past and i still feel like that helpless unloved kid and idk how to form relationships this way. i dont trust myself at all so idk#how to trust others. and i feel like in order to find ppl that would love me i have to overshare abt my whole lifestory bc it still dictate#my life heavily. and since i met this band its better cuz im learning to deal w it and i want to heal from everything but yes at the same t#me who would wqnt to be friends w. someone that has like a year of life experience and 18 years of depression lol#so yes its complicated. bc i have friends but im like the funny friend. the one that is as shallow as puddle and has no problems but honest#y im genuinely sufferint qnd have been sufferinz all my life so i want to come out of my funny friend role. but that wojld mean i have to t#ll the shit i went through to all my friends but tbh it would be so random so ye. i do have a plan though. how it could work. But yes im ti#ed have been tired for 7 years now. But this time around i hope i can successfully get out of this torture cycle lol.#ok sorry this is what happens after puberty guys i could beva research case for a damn mental institute atp xdd
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