#cant splel

[fleshfamilymember]

scarred to btalk while fronting.

[0wllight]

My dear Yves,

There is not a day that goes by where I don’t think about how grateful I am to be in your life again. I thought I had lost you, that your life was ripped away. And the agony I had felt was something I could never get passed.

I knew this path I took would be a lonely one. I didn’t expect to find joy or happiness. Quite frankly, I always felt that sort of thing was forever out of my reach. But not anymore. You are my happiness Yves. And this life may not be what I was expecting for us to have, but we’re together at last.

The future is unknowing and I don’t know what lies ahead. But I do know that I can keep going, keep pushing because you’re here with me. No matter what happens or what could ever happen, we’ll face it together.

I lost you once and I don’t plan on loosing you again. I will be strong for and with you. Yves you have my entire heart, I love you.

Yours,

Yone

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GOODBYE.

[titsthedamnseason]

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[kanashiba]

Based on the ambiguous setting, I am 100% convinced that Bioware is gonna play the ole switcheroo with us, and whoever we “sacrificed” in the fade survives and whoever we “saved” and sent to the Warden Fortress (which has since fallen silent) dies

[hinako-supremacy]

i fouind you through nero!!! it was mostly duri9ng that time i was just thinking id lurk and only look and reblog some fanart for my sibling but like........i checked out ur profile and it was so so much but it was so cool at the same time?!?!/!/1/!?! ALSO ANTS ANT SNANMTNDNSNANNA GAITITOS IF YOU DARE I CANT SPLEL THAT BUT AAAAGGHFHGHFDGHRGEHW u rmeinded me of how i used to like anything nd eveyrhting ur vibes were and still r immaculate WHEN U FOLLOWED ME BACK I DIDNT EXPECT IT AT ALL TBH

(cat pic bc the gif is a webmp thing) NOW WE'RE MUTUALS AND TBH ITS GREAT I GET A LITTLE BIT OF SEOROTONIN EVERY TIME I GET THE NOTIF "hinako-supremacy liked ur post" ITS U!1!!! ITS THE GUY!1!1! UR THE GUY THAT LOVES THE JOKES MAN!!!!

[ayzrules]

10 Signs That You’re in an Ayz Novel/Project/Writing Collab/Rp/~Thing~

tagged by @homesteadchronicles​ <3! tysm for tagging me - i love these things!!!

1. SILK & STEEL MOTIFS - [ mai, rowena, camila (ish), all of proper young killing machines! ] ever since i was 14-15 and obsessing over book!sansa / book!margaery, and only enhanced by my gail carriger phase. maybe it has to do with the fact that i’m too lazy to ever get into a physical fight myself? LMAO but i love writing snakey political girls who don’t really do ~fighty~ stuff but absolutely are plotting something and will manipulate/backstab their way to getting it. and ofc they hide all of that behind perfect manners & designer gowns & high heels ;D. normally about working with the system & bending it to their advantage for w/e reason (revenge is pretty common lol), not necessarily destroying the system & making something new/better. which segues into:

2. ICE QUEEN TROPES - [ izzy, mari, yinmei ] i first started writing these girls as a direct foil to #1; i would say characters in both of these categories are just as ruthless as each other, but #2 are more obvious/overt about it and v v v blunt. instead of working with & manipulating the system, these girls tend to be the type to just break it apart with a sledgehammer, hahahha. sub-category/spinoff being the too-old/tired-for-your-shit-so-pls-fuck-off kind of vibe ;DDD

3. THE VERY MEAN VERY TERRIBLE GIRL W QUESTIONABLE MORALS IS A MAIN POV AND ALSO MY FAVORITE AND NO I WILL NOT APOLOGIZE - [ tess + camila, kyvana, tselvya aka the murder princess trio of lay them to rest ] ummmmm no excuse except i might be not 100% straight lmfaoooooooo. i just can’t resist ruthless amoral girls in flouncy ruffles & floral frocks ok next (!)

4. TREE-HUGGING SHIT / POETRY IN NATURE - [ verdínqa, dulcifera, of daisies & ddt, a bit of run devil run ] i’m an envi sci nerd & study something similar w my degree program so no surprise :D ever since high school i’ve been into subverting the light = life & darkness = death trope, just after learning about shit like eutrophication & hypoxic waters etc where growth/a surplus actually leads to death, and sort of the belief that death in nature isn’t inherently bad for the entire system (ecocentric holism & alla’ that). and also a point that’s been driven home countless times by lectures, talks, books, webinars, what have you - the earth as just a planet will be fine even w all the anthropogenic shit going on, it’s humans who will be fucked. so that makes its way into my work a ton!

5. REINCARNATED QUEEN BEES -  [ jenny, chae ] idk there’s just something so iconic about that aesthetic. zombie girls in chanel & luisa beccaria ya feel. the absolute vanity/arrogance/haughtiness of your typical hs movie rich bitch TM meets oh shit im not really alive and also eating brains is gross (i once googled human brain nutrition facts. quora saved a girl but also my search history is wack lmfao)..... yea! :kermitdab:

6. DITZY PINK SIDEKICK WHO IS ACTUALLY PRETTY BOOKSMART - [ steph, lea, lyra ] to (sort of) go with above, i like writing the bubbly girly girls who can throw front tucks and scorpions and double arabians like nobody’s business but also aren’t your stereotypical ‘dumb cheerleader’ trope; they’re just thought of as ditzy because of how nice/sweet/outgoing they are. also 3/4 times they drive crusty mom vans. yes this is me projecting my own driving experience no i will not change

7. SARCASTIC IDIOT MEME QUEENS - [ chrissy, inferna/vicky, angie ] always obsessed with memes, usually obsessed with food/sbux, kpop, or both. these girls are fun to write bc it’s like, 2 brain cells and they’re all devoted to simping for girl groups or copping free food deals (yes i make them all blackpink fans yes i am basic no i do not accept criticism) which is just #same. usually tend to be pretty scathing & hotheaded, also with a bit of a too-tired-for-this-pls-fuck-off energy ;D and that’s highkey my entire internal dialogue so like..... :kermitdab:

8. GLITTER + GORE / MURDER PRINCESSES - [ robot unicorn attack & its spinoff ‘rua: guts & glory’, proper young killing machines, lay them to rest, this new hyper-girly pokemon yugioh-esque collab w loml <333 ] traditionally “”””””””girly/feminine”””””””” aesthetics meets murder/other very dangerous activities you should not try at home! 

9. FACETIOUS REFERENCES TO RL - [ gem quest, robot unicorn attack, lay them to rest, other things im prob forgetting ] basically i’m super facetious and also a clown and i like to poke fun at stupid things in my own life hahahah. gem quest is very modern meme culture meets high fantasy fairyland (& it was a collab with fanfan! so literally just my aes meets hers ;DDDDD) in the way i wrote it (references to twilight, phineas & ferb, kpop, other memes in the fairytale setting basically); robot unicorn attack is allllll about that petty celeb drama (just with a glitzy cyberpunk backdrop & also unicorns) LMAOOO & it does have tons of similarities to the kpop industry! & lay them to rest - aka murder princess aesthetic heaven - has me pulling out shit like ‘picstagram’ and ‘versacci’ (versace + gucci lol i’m so lame). one of the murder-y girls is a social media influencer/beauty guru. yeah!!

& last but not least-

10. MORE AESTHETIC THAN PLOT - [ insert everything i’ve ever written ] look i can NEVER come up with coherent plot lines WHATSOEVER but at least my pinterest is popping & my prose is all overly detailed descriptions of dresses & flowers LOL

tagging: @bebemoon @vampirkaninchen @morningstar1399 @now-on-elissastillstands @atimefordragons @tudorgirl @lend-your-lungs-to-me @bulletgirl @unholieds @artless-whimsy @interluxetumbra @clarienanaberry << sorry i cant splel ur writeblr @n-eusex + anyone who sees this & wants to do it!!! <3 <3 <3

[spongebobarmy]

testing out queue?? js that how you spell it?? i cant splel for shit.

1/28/18

[saviorkink]

my throat is So Wrecked mate fuck this is a new reason for my list: Why I’m Never Giving A Dude A Blowjob

[beanmasters]

why the fuck was i that cringy a month ago.

im Syd, all pronouns (no it/its). I cannot splel anymore so uh yeH. i cant edit the intro post so uh this

[beanmasters]

Intro postttt

Hey hey hey I'm mod Julian and I created this chaos! My pronouns are it/its and I'm genderfluid. I'm also the INFJ mastermind behind you.

im Syd, all pronouns (no it/its). I cannot splel anymore so uh yeH. i cant edit the intro post so uh this