#cant believe i thought the hyperfixation was leaving my body

[cursed-angelic-art]

Fuck bingqiu actually. These boys are costing me sm money 😭😭😭😭😭

[quiveringdeer]

ok so some things i will try to analyze later after more thought but

-trudy was an excessive smoker apparently. i mean not only in the intro while in the kitchen. but also in the photo of her with the twins in her lap, like what the heck?? i know it was the 70s? but still!

-which brings me to Bo smoking. like he wastes so many cigarettes in this movie. Even the older ones put out on the church steps seem barely used. (i know probs reading too much into this cause it was probs just cause of the film take schedule but stiiill) I half feel like bo just does it to feel cool or somethin but doesnt actually like them lmao but i wont die on this hill

-someone left a perfectly good piece of toast in the toaster vinny uses as a mirror and I'll be rewatchin again but surely there are actual mirrors around vinny 🙄 and also yall need to stop wastin food 😤

-they need a chore chart cause yikes that house. the dust on that floor beneath the billiards table. like guess bo would have to kill me cause i wouldnt be rollin around under that thing bleck

-vinny takes jonesy on his campsite murder spree. she was probs a super good pup just waitin patiently in the car

-bo you need to stop working on those cars and animatronics and go practice with that freak shotgun because christ on a cracker how did you consistently miss them you stupid jerkhole 🙄

-there was one thing that i really wanted to put on here like third but i still cant think of what the heck it was before i got sidetracked!

-i cant decide if it's more likely the handles of vinny's daggers are bone or wood. i like bone cause aesthetics tm --and lester providing them to him for carving

-also vinny uses like so many different knives and daggers in this and just leaves them laying around like you boys need to learn to take better care of your things and yourselves!!

-OOOOOOOOH I remember now!! What if Bo's story was a whole heckin lie??? Cause he says Trudy dies when they're younger and they end up in foster homes. specifically homes so obviously separated. BUT if we are to believe the woman in the coffin is Trudy for real, she doesnt look all that young. and i know smoking ages but dang not that much i wouldnt think! and there's no way she'd be in that decent of a condition after 10 or so years it'd take the boys to turn 18 and return to dig up her corpse and encase it. So like what if trudy did die from a tumor but later in life? and the wax museum was her pride and joy but actually the town had been long abandoned before her passing but the boys didn't want to leave?? and so vincent encases her now older body in wax for the setup.

-it could also just not be her but even when carly isnt around i think bo refers to trudy in the church??

-but yeah. anyone wanna reblog or comment with other musings feel free. this is just my current hyperfixation apparently

[3ambat]

some favourites from my bookmarks/downloads :] unfortunately i did most of my reading on super hyperfixation mode in which i forgot about the bookmarks function and also was using a private window (force of habit) so i have several faves lost in the sauce... ill come back for them someday

Like A Steel Trap - missigma: identity stuff, road trip E, 27k “A young Bruce Wayne travels to Metropolis to try to gather more information about a mysterious new hero, Superman. After his first attempt—questioning reporter Clark Kent in his hotel room—proves fruitless, he returns to his original plan to meet the man himself. Long aware of a kidnapping plot, Bruce allows himself to be taken captive in hopes that Superman will rescue him. While Superman does make an appearance, nothing else goes according to plan.”

Lost Time Without You - rotasha: soulmates + identity T+, 68k “In a universe where your soulmate’s injuries show up on your skin, Bruce is convinced he doesn’t have a soulmate, and Clark is seriously concerned for his soulmate’s well-being.”

The Long Hangover - CoffioCake: identity stuff, overall really funny T+, 55k "Clark knows he should take a break: His powers are on the fritz, he feels like shit, and Batman’s treating him like a liability. But Gotham's villains seem to have it in for Metropolis' Big Blue Boy Scout and Clark won't just wait around for answers. Batman might be the world’s greatest detective, but Clark Kent is one of the Daily Planet’s most tenacious reporters. This is definitely a job for Superman."

Satisfaction Brought It Back - slippin_into_darkness, SpiritsFlame bruce turns into a cat G, 18k "Bruce always thought that Superman's cute shtick of rescuing cats from trees was a bid for publicity—until a confrontation with a magic user leaves him stuck as a cat. He learns how mistaken he was when Superman not only rescues him, but takes him back to a small Metropolis apartment. The opportunity to learn more about the alien can't be ignored, but is Bruce ready for everything he will learn about someone he has only ever regarded with distrust and dislike?"

Conflated - GamiPami: identity stuff + body swap T+, 31k “Are you sure you’re feeling quite all right, sir? I was but fairly sure the head hadn't been impacted.” “No… no, please. Listen. I’m in his body, but I’m not him. I can prove it.” Ill at ease, Clark rubbed at the back of his head, not stopping to think about the weird sensation of feeling not his own curls, but somebody else’s hair. The man continued to stare at him with piercing and scolding eyes. “I believe you.” He nodded. “Mister Wayne doesn’t say please this early in the morning.”

where i come from - soetry: ANOTHER soulmate au, no identity stuff, "will happily write fics where clark's like Bruce I Love You and bruce goes Oh No He's Possessed" <- tag by the author E, 52k "Bruce doesn’t have a soulmark, and Clark doesn’t have a soulmark, on an Earth where everyone has a soulmark. Somewhere in there is a simple solution. Somewhere to that solution is an overcomplicated journey. Surely two of the world’s leading superheroes will not take the overcomplicated route? Surely not?"

Man of Steel, Man of Heart - capsicleonyourleft: identity shenanigans fr.. they work together as the hero + civilian combos... love to see it M, 13k "Clark gets information that Lex Luthor is in possession of Wayne Tech and decides to confront Bruce Wayne about it. As he suspected, Wayne isn't involved with Luthor, but he is ready to look into it. It's just Clark's luck that some paparazzi catches their meeting on film and suddenly the papers are filled with "SUPERMAN: WAYNE'S LATEST CONQUEST?""

Clark Kent, of Krypton - TerresDeBrume: REALLY GOOD krypton survives au. i cant wait to reread this once a little more time has passed :] its kinda dceu but also not really because the dceu is vastly different when superman was simply not there during any of the canon events. LOVE the worldbuilding btw M, 98k "Batman crashes on Krypton a few days before the Turn of the Year celebrations, and Kal-El's life takes a sharp turn to the left, on a path that will, ultimately, lead him to becoming Clark Kent."

under ice the flowers - susiecarter: dceu + no identity stuff BUT its got kryptonian culture stuff and its really cute so i included it anyway. lives in my brain rent free T+, 3k “Clark had already liked wearing the black suit a little too much. The black suit—the black cape.”

(A Superhero's Amateur Guide to Saving a Life, Falling in Love, and Preserving the Space-Time Continuum Despite) Time Travel - susiecarter: dceu with no identity stuff again but theres time travel (as mentioned in the title). the way it all comes together is fantastic, highly recommend. i cried T+, 18k “There isn't anything unusual about the day Bruce dies. Clark wishes there had been. He wishes he'd known it was coming; he wishes he'd been ready and waiting to stop it before it happened at all. But having the chance to fix it after the fact is the next-best thing. He'll take it.”

Anypony got superbat fics i miss them 😔

[theoneicelady]

This is some weird ass reflection I made about an oc

Id recommend you dont read it

Im just posting It cause Tumblr seems great for keeping stuff when my phone is ass

[21/7 12:27] : You know, its quite interesting

Its not the first time Im in a position like this

The first time, he wanted me to die, just because I was there.

The second time, he wanted to never let me go. And I stayed, and it was worse for everyone. It wasnt love, It was just.. guilt. And manipulation.

This time, well this time I really did die for him. There was guilt, theres manipulation..

And I think Im gonna stay, too. I guess some things never change. I guess some people never learn.

Except this time, I think it must be love

[21/7 12:36] : Thats how it works isnt it?

I cant really explain

And if so, love for what?

For humanity? A humanity thats already condemned.

For the ~friends aka the group of cheaters and liars that couldnt stop trying to fuck eachothers lives up for a second?

For..for him? The guy that couldnt stand seeing me prosper for once even if It was as a TRIBUTE TO HIM. That gathered everything bad in his life and took it out on me, who he was suposed to ~love,

[21/7 12:36] : He who took my fucking life

[21/7 12:38] : He who I still try to see sometimes

[21/7 12:38] : Why do I even do that

[21/7 12:38] : Why do I even do any of this?

[21/7 12:43] : Guardian angel? Fuck off is that what the destiny forces me to do? Didnt work too well for any of us did it

Im not a kind floating entity that can do no wrong and suffers for humanity and the mistakes of others Im not an angel I dont know what the fuck I am

Im just a generic-as-can-get girl who had the misfortune to

[21/7 12:43] : .

.

.

.

[21/7 12:43] : Im tired

[21/7 12:44] : And yet I have more energy than Ive had in years

[21/7 12:44] : Heh

[21/7 12:44] : Love they say

[21/7 12:45] : Those voices in my head

[21/7 12:45] : I guess I really cant change

[21/7 12:45] : Even if I dont know if this is who I am

[21/7 12:57] : Now this just for the record since I am writting down my thoughts

"I think,, one thousand of me is hoping that he can change

At least his mind, you know?

He seems lonely and always bored and

I wonder who I am to him. Not generally but, on the times we hang out for hours

I- that- .. Ill never tell him but I really want to believe thats not just to add to my paranoia. That would suck.

I was gonna say maybe its more than 1/1000 but no. I know. It really is just that much that has hope.

Why do I do it then

Well I think the sad truth is that deep down some of that desolate, tired part of me just..wants to be with him. And pretend nothing happened or that it wasnt a big deal.

I could say its so that wherever he is if It can reach him he can have peace of mind

But no... I think Im doing this for me. Just like how funerals are for the alive, you know?

Its as close as Ill get to being with him again. Even if its just his body. Even if its all just pretending.

[21/7 12:59] : I m not even sure if I can feel anymore

So what would it matter if all the feelings were fake?

[21/7 13:00] : Who would be there to notice

If I am not

[21/7 13:01] : . .

.

[21/7 13:05] : And then, It comes

I am suposed to keep fighting and kinda triumphantly win at the end

But that wont bring any peace to him and, I can bring mine at any moment

Would I be calm? No

But, what is peace of mind when ones dead

Just some more despair to transcend my corpse and be thrown into the void

With my luck it would reach him but well what else could I do

[21/7 13:05] : ..than bring peace to at least one of us

[21/7 13:05] : Its not like everyone else has too long left anyway

[21/7 13:07] : Maybe I should try to rest while its lonely; lest I be dragged into another eternal curse once everyone else falls

[21/7 13:09] : Then, finally, we cant ignore the rest, biggest part of the motive which is, I would guess, the burning fury against all thats happened

[21/7 13:10] : That for once, and unlike in real life, It has one and only one culprit, Who caused everything and onto whom to discharge the anger

[21/7 13:12] : Of course this is also an illusion for in that anger I try to hide the pain of who it was that caused him and what I did to elicit it

[21/7 13:15] : Which makes everything even more tragic cause as everyone would agree both that and her were not deserving of what came

Then theres also the other girl who while being an awful human being could not possibly imagine what her actions would result in for us and possibly the world

Obviously she is not at fault for all of this even if she was to blame for starting this awful spiral of pain

[21/7 13:22] : But, back on track, theres so much anguish burning inside that trying to take it out on someone that can not be hurt and looks like the lost lover is just asking for things to go wrong

Since he can not feel could it be that I am harboring the storm that is the feelings of b/o/th souls?

Cause that would be fucked up as fuck and I cant take all this torment for something that is, in all levels of reality, false

[21/7 13:27] : I am too calm at the moment to bring out the real rage iside

And since its the most usual and easy to replicate emotion I think its easy to conceive and will be leaving this here for today, hopefully not forever.

Unless a wet-with-tears rant of rage comes that needs to vent I probably wont get back to it.

I am waiting for it I just really dont want it to visit.

[21/7 13:27] : Goodbye~*

[21/7 13:29] : https://youtu.be/hRBOnA0ak4w

[21/7 13:31] : Then again maybe we're all actors in the roles we have to play and until those days come we're all just lonely and trying to live the weird ass alternative version of Life we're cursed with

[21/7 13:33]: I wont try to make Fear misunderstood and a product of his upbringing uwu for a second but his existence IS different and I see how that could cause things

[21/7 13:42] : God this is such a bizarre experience this is horrible

Like yeah Im here simpathising with my (& my bedt friends) murderer hanging out and carrying a encarnations of Life/death type relationship while I also have to fight and like trick him into dying in the distant future OH and he also likes to psychologically torture me and my friend and we're suposed to have this friendly at odds, lanzando pullitas kind of thing but god dang it this is too much holy god the only way to not go mad is not caring

AND I KNOW HIS OBJECTIVE IS TO DRIVE ME MAD OR MAKE ME QUIT

AND I KNOW in his description by the author a whole part WAS literally "hes the result of being raised without love" BUT HOLY FUCKING FUCK SHIT man WHAT THE HELL

This is worse than stockholms syndrome cause its all from hIS body and I dont fucking

Like

I just

This would never in a millions years work like this if it wasnt HIM and ME and THEM and GOD DAMN this is a weird fucking thing to attach my existence to FUCKING GOD

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Its nice to have an hyperfixation again and It being so unique? Omg. I probably wouldnt be able to be without it (one) no its not worrying its just nice -

Justo después fue la warner

And now, like a week after this

I just saved his fucking life

Sympathise? Lmao

Of course he lied about what I was doing but, I KNEW It wouldnt be good

Did I just make him inmortal. I fucking think maybe.

But he said he needed my help ah

Also when I freak at how cute he is he goes torture my so like a child le somethin

Ay lmao what the hell