#can't wait till these stiches are OUT

[mickules]

I had surgery again

I'm fine! Again. Just another procedure following the last one, and barring any complications the surgeon is pretty convinced that this ought to be the last procedure I'll need! 🎉

This time however I'm far less mobile, and haven't been able to use my laptop without the onscreen accessibility keyboard, so no graphics tablet for me for a while.

I've got some old posts and asks and the like languishing in my drafts so this might be a good time to dust them off...

This is just a quick update on my disappearing trick; Hopefully I'll be back to up to my no good antics sooner rather than later!

[d3n4sh1aaaa]

October 8th, 2023. 2:26am

i'm currently at work right now, dwelling of the thought of you. Here i am two years later, writing about you once again. As i sat and thought that i have moved on, i'm am here sitting in a hurt place once again. You reached out to me two weeks ago after a whole year. You said you missed me, and would like to see me. You say you're a changed man though, and your person that you're with treats so you well. You're trying to be good and do well by her, but you can't stop thinking about me. I asked you, "why did you keep my number all this time?" you answered; "I knew i was going to need it eventually, i'll never get rid of it. i'll never be able to let you go." I told you that i moved on and i forgive you.. i told you i didn't think it was fair you had to break me, an innocent soul to do better by the next person. Granted, i told you that i knew you'd be better, do better, even if it wasn't with me, as much as i wished it was. You said in a perfect life it would be me and you even till this day, which is very hard to understand. You became apologetic and continued to try to see me. This is getting inappropriate, even for me. You hit me up again, asking to see me. I caved in, expecting plans to form. You went ghost again like you used to when we were together, initially i thought i was going to have a trauma response, But i didn't. I brushed it under the rug. Today i found out that you're expecting and engaged. Wow, everything happened to fast. I thought since i've moved on from you i thought i wouldn't care, good for you yanno? hope you're happy. False. I'm fighting back tears right now. I'm asking myself why? i'm better now, aren't i? i don't care anymore, right? I'm brought back to you and i. How we talked about me being the love of you life, and that you couldn't wait to have children with me because you always said i'd be such an amazing mother, and we'd do so good together. I'm brought back to when i loved you so unconditionally, where i seen nothing but you in my future. How we swore it would be us in the end, now i'm watching you live the life you promised me. I feel so broken all over again. I know i should've took your words in lightly, but when you are so in love with someone everything they say has meaning, no matter what it is. I find myself broken right now because every soul i encounter, i look for you in them. I look for that comfortability you provided and connection we had. All i've found is disappointment or negative characteristics that they share along with you. I sit here in disparity wondering why once again, why couldn't it have been me? why couldn't i be the one you decided you want to do better for? why am i not good enough? did you ever love me as much as you claimed? was i ever yours? i know the answers, and they've left a permanent scar on me that tends to cut open and bleed when i think of you. I find myself having to stich myself up more often than i used too. I just sent you one last text congratulating you, good luck in life, and i hope you're happy. I don't ever want to hear from you ever again in my life. this is the last time i will ever be writing about you. i'm going to let myself hurt and feel, because my next steps will be grow and heal.

I will be happy.

i will be loved

i will be appreciated.

i am wanted, and i'll be wanted by someone forever when the time comes.

i won't miss you anymore, i won't think about you, you will just be a long lost memory of mine.

I promise you that. Goodbye, David.

[sullys-nose-hair]

Creepypasta headcanons:

Eyeless jack:

Eyeless Jack makes all of the girl of the mansion give him their tampons and saves them in a bag, he likes to call them his midnight snacks.

He holds a cup underneath were Lost Silvers arms are supposed to be and waits till the cup fills up with blood. That is what he drinks since he doesn't really like the 'taste' of water even though he can drink it.

Speaking of that he also takes the girls tampons and squeezes the blood out into a glass of water.

From time to time he eats dissert and when he does it is usually ice cream (he doesn't care which kind) he likes to drizzle the girls period blood over them instead of using strawberry syrup.

He holds a glass under Sally's blood wound and waits till it fills up and like the lost silver one he eats it.

He pours the girls period blood on nearly everything.

Jeff the killer

He likes to pull Lius stiches out and lick the left over blood on them.

Eats glass

Likes to dunk his cookies in the blood from Lius mouth wound after he takes the stiches out🥺

Posts those vids that cringey 40 yr old men post on TikTok.

Does the cringe trends but doesn't do it as a joke.

Jason the toymaker

You cannot tell me this man is not a pick me.

Says shit like "I'm ugly" and when someone says he isn't he says something like "no I'm not your just saying that to make me feel better"

You can't look me in my face and tell me this man doesn't do anything for one complement.

Also does those cringe trends but actually means it.

Sings in the shower but his voice isn't nice and it sounds like a child getting ran over.

Laughing Jack

This man is also a pick me.

He isn't as bad as Jason but if he is feeling even more lonely than usual he goes full pick me on people.

Dunks his candy in the blood that comes from sole dogs mouth and eats it. He says it adds extra flavor.

Another person that posts those cringy trends and means it.

His breath smell like children guts, fish, shit and piss🥺🥺