#can't believe i was a spn/destiel stan once upon a time

[monsamborabutterfly]

Low-key and I mean very low-key a tiny little bit upset that this pairing was kinda ruined for me by a ton of different reasons. Not cause I necessarily miss the fandom (even though I've met amazing people in there and made some very good friends), I don't even miss destiel in and of itself. It's kinda whatever by now for me but they've started this whole fandom thing for me. And made me realize I'm queer but that's another story. Also maybe if I wasn't that upset with how it all went down I never would've turned to Chinese bl and in consequence of that to Thai bl and gl and wouldn't scream into the Tumblr void by now🙈 (invisible strings and all that am I rite? Or maybe butterfly effect?)

Anyhow I low-key miss the fanfic community. I wish I would be interested enough to read them again low-key.

I've read amazing fics in all my fandoms that followed. Some were my faves of all time. But no matter how messed up everything else was destiel fics were definitely something else in the best way.

So idk sending some shout outs to the destiel writers out there. Feels like a lifetime ago but thanks for all the amazing stories👋💙💚