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Me watching the new thamepo episode like

My poor babies😭 all of them! yup that pretty much sums this week's episode up

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Everyone: I hate that character he's so toxic

Me: aww my little meow meow🥺 I love you so much❤️🌈😘

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I'll never understand fans who want their faves to live a sad and lonely life just so they can continue being delusional.

Yes this is about thamepo but really it's something that applies in all of fan culture. Especially with idols. And bl/gl actors

I want all my faves to be loved. I want them to have loved ones. Someone they can come home to.

I promise that person won't be you and probably also not that one colleague/friend you want them to be with so grow up and have some respect.

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You hear and see this!?! Absolutely absurd and insane to cheer and applaud your idol for clearly putting up a mask to sit here and tell u basically that they will never give their heart to anyone other than you, and you think that's cute!! It's not its sad and disgusting. He's holding back his tears cause godforbid he cries he will be judged for showing emotions for a relationship versus how his fans feels.

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If the thame po episode 10 made u mad then that's a good thing it's supposed to be infuriating that in this year 2025 this behavior is still happening. I've seen some say this is overdone but it's not this conversation will always be had over and over cause it's not simply reaching some ppl at all which is sad truly. Alot of "fans" intrude into these idols lives and make speculations on speculations about them over every little thing on who they're dating or seeing potentially! Just spreading misinformation even going as far to prove their sexuality is actually this when it's not the other which is another conversation to unpack. Fern is a grown woman working her own job who has this love for Mars running their fanclub and her reaction didn't shock me one bit. The way they handled that scene with her and po had alot of compassion to hear her out to an extent! Cause someone watching this who can relate to her or a her can not be so quick to be argumentative and defensive. And fern isn't even on the extreme side of what we typically see from "fans" it just goes to show it effects everyone which we all know. Also the company or companies are also the ones working behind the scenes of it all and will manipulate and plant stories to derial us. That is very important not everything is the idol the lables move in secret and use the fans even. But to end this william went Iive yesterday on his bday and said this to end the live and i think we all need to hear it even if u already know it, it doesn't hurt.

"i just want to wish everyone lots of happiness. no matter what happens, don’t stress too much. i just want everyone to love me. if you love me, i want you to love the people around me too. i want you to love a lot. i want you to love everyone. whoever i love, i want everyone to love them too. this is a request from a kid who just turned 20"

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I don't know how to explain but gap kinda really changed my life for the better🙈 I always felt a little lost in my own queerness especially when it came to wlw media. I've always felt more drawn to bls and mlm ships before they came along (and that's totally fine, queer is queer after all and I'm totally against the "nobody but queer men should find joy in male centered queer media" take that's been going around the web since forever) and I was so frustrated that no sapphic relationship I watched on TV spoke to me despite being a sapphic myself.

It felt so nice to actually be excited for a wlw relationship for a change. To finally see myself in queer women on screen and feeling like those feelings were something I could relate to on such a deep level.

Sure there are more and more gls coming out but I don't think any of them can do for me what gap did.

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I just wanna say that I wouldn't mind an unhinged Bibleapo cop bl....like nothing too serious. Maybe a little comedy-ish? Psych-esque but make it gay and horny??

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Hi it's me and I have to admit that I'm back in my kinnporsche stan era! I'm sorry okay but the acting? And the chemistry....just I love them a whole lot and mileapo are amazing! Look at them! Pookies actually 🥺

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I was about to say that my top queer (Thai) series couldn't be more different from each other but looking at it I think I'm really just into and can relate to horny queers, who are (more or less) a mess and have to go through it before they get their happy end!

Yup that pretty much sums it up...oh and also the chemistry of the actors. I don't know how to explain but they all give me the same vibe

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Kinnporsche is such a weird phenomenon to me cause I've watched it so so so many times already but every time I rewatch it feels like the first time and I get that urge to scream about every tiny little thing on my Tumblr again🙈 it's like an infinite loop of excitement and sqee lol and I love it!!

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As for boy next world I'm still a little disappointed in the whole thing...maybe it's just cause I was having too high expectations after liking bossnoeul a whole lot in love in the air, or after how much I LOVED love sea but the story just doesn't get me and neither does their chemistry this time. It's okay but I liked it so much more in Lita.

I do like the side couple though and I'm hoping we'll get more of them in future episodes. Wouldn't be the first time that a good side couple can save a series for me so well see

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Me watching Sangmin Dinneaw like

I'm honestly not quite sure why I watched the whole thing tbh.

The acting wasn't necessarily bad and the pairings could work in a different series and I actually do see some potential there but that script and everything else about this series was a whole dumpster fire 😂 I remember that I was expecting something totally different when I started the whole thing. I don't exactly know what but it surely wasn't...that lol

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When my nails get messy, I'll join the playlist.

—GELBOYS · สถานะกั๊กใจ · Episode 02

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I'm having so much fun with this one so far!!

The aesthetic?? The characters?? The music?? Chef's kiss so far!

And I've listened to the ost by bus at least 2839393939 times lol it's just so fun and vibey. Can't wait to see more

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Thame and Po are so sugar I don't know what to do with myself I love them so much🥺🥺

I'm also so stressed for my sweet Pepper and his (hopefully not Ex in the future) girlfriend. I'm just so sad for them! Fan culture can be so vicious and toxic!! Gam is so lovely and she deserves nothing of what she's been getting this episode.

I'm glad they are actually tackling this topic in the show the way they're doing.

Idols should be able to have a private life PERIOD

Idols should be able to live and live like every normal human in this goddamn planet PERIOD

And btw. so should bl/gl actors/actresses cause damn they actually almost have it as bad as idols with how obsessed people are about their love life!!!

On the other hand I actually also liked the way Fern was portrayed. Sometimes para social love is a bitch and makes you behave in a way that's erratic and over the top without you being able to think straight. That's just what emotions do. I haven't read anything about this week's episode yet so I'm not sure how others are feeling about it but I thought her reaction was very human if also a little overdramatic but I liked that after a little moment of composure she actually came around and found her way back to reality (or so it seems for now)

Yeah anyway. Lots of feelings in this one. And I love all of it!!

Sidenote: I didn't even mind the none moving kiss (I usually hate those) cause you could literally feel the desperation behind it on Thames side. Like that man would've crawled inside of Po just so he never has to leave him if he could've at that moment! (It almost reminded me a little of that one kinnporsche kiss! Iykyk)

Also the tiny little mini nods to JunDylan are what I live for cause I'm a little delulu and still wouldn't mind them actually happening in the show)

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This conversation!??

Est: "How do u feel when I kiss you?" pls review it people want to kiss me. How does that make u feel

William:"It's really good"

Est: You look really handsome. Did u just wear a filter just now

William is tripping, stumbling falling cause of you putting him on the spot that kiss is is just flashing in his mind as they spoke.😂😂😂😂

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