#can you tell im excited for penacony
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Penacony story (and some other stuff) thoughts I'm writing when bored:
(not that long but I'm putting under a read more anyway)
A vocal track is almost a guarantee. I'm betting it will be Robin's performance they've already hyped up (I'm also hoping for jazzy ost in general)
Some creepy cult shit happening with The Family when things start going south
Harmony Trailblazer is likely so maybe we'll get almost-assimilated or smth (Xipe and Yaoshi winning awards for who i want to draw the gaze of the least)
I know we get to go into dreams but I want them to commit to it. Let it get weird. Make me question if what I'm seeing is real. (please)
Stellaron Hunters are here. Means a Stellaron might be here. Trailblazer got dreams in Belobog due to the Stellaron(i think). Lets have more of that
I like that its not obvious who the big bad will be. The Stellaron Hunters are antagonists but never feel very villainous. Duke Inferno is way too easy a guess. The Family is sus because of cult vibes but I doubt they'd be really evil either (bc they're playable)
Hoping that Sunday and Robin's wings have sweet animations and don't just bob behind their head all the time biblically accurate not-high entia mfers
I have a feeling Misha won't join the Express because status quo and all that but. c'mon, let the express adopt this kid
Everyone is worrying about Himeko dying because she's joining us in Penacony but I think thats too obvious and too early in the story tbh.
If anyone one the Express is dying eventually my moneys on Welt
Major story spoiler related thoughts about Firefly [rot13] ubj gur shpx ner gurl tbvat gb qb sversyl/fnz'f qevc znexrgvat fvapr furf fhccbfrq gb or 2.1? whfg gbgnyyl fcbvy gur gjvfg orsber 2.0 rira qebcf?? (cebonoyl lrf)
I'm hoping we get another Interstellar Journey type animation in the future. Whether specifically for Penacony or not
#flambo says stuff#so im starting this like a few days after the 1.6 livestream. dunno if/when ill post this but its fun to think about things#woe my thoughts be upon ye#can you tell im excited for penacony#lmao i tagged the wrong thing a didnt notice for like 5 hours#im smart
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mine and yours
warnings: gn!reader, fluff, overworked sunday, might be ooc sunday too oops ノpairings: sunday x reader
notes: chat sunday leaks to be released in 2.x im so excited
You’ve never seen Sunday this stressed before. His office is a mess, and his usual neat suit is wrinkled and there is a tiny coffee stain on it. You know how stressful it is to be the head of the Oak Family, having to take the burden of almost everything that is happening in Penacony. As someone who does not understand the concept of how Penacony works, you can only stare at Sunday, not knowing what to do.
Seemingly sensing your stare, Sunday lifts his head from the stack of papers he has been staring at for the past hour. “What is it, love?”
“Sorry, did I distract you?” you apologize guiltily. Sunday shakes his head closing his burning and aching eyes momentarily. “Are you finished with work yet? You haven’t been sleeping well these past few days.” you walk over to Sunday, gently massaging his shoulders.
Sunday hums, relaxing in your hands. “Unfortunately not. There are a lot of papers I need to finish by tomorrow, not to mention looking over the analytics of Penacony.” You frown. There’s so much work for Sunday and there’s nobody around to help him? Not even you? There are probably twenty or thirty more papers Sunday has to go through. “Hey, stop frowning. Why do you look so sad?”
“It’s just-” you sigh. “I don’t know, I feel guilty that I’m not able to help you with your work and stuff… Is there anything I can do to help?”
Sunday stays quiet for a while before you see a smile appear on his face. “There is something you can do…” he trails off, waiting for your response.
Your eyes brightened. “Really?! What is it? I’ll do anything to help!”
“How about you sit over here and just stay with me, hm?” Sunday says.
What.
“Huh? Sunday I’m being serious!” you huff. “How would that help you finish your work faster?”
Sunday barks out a gleeful laugh. “I’m serious, love,” he stands up and grabs a chair from one part of the corner. “Here, sit.”
“Seriously,” you shake your head but comply and sit down on the chair. Sunday smiles, satisfied. As soon as Sunday starts working again, the room goes quiet except for the sound of Sunday’s pen scratching on the paper. You can’t tell what he’s writing about but know it’s something crucial for Penacony.
By the time you know it, you have fallen asleep on the table. Sunday looks over at you, eyes meeting your sleeping figure. His eyes soften, staring at you fondly. He slowly gets up from his chair and carries you to your shared bedroom. As soon as he is about to leave, your hand gently grabs his wrist, preventing him from leaving. “Don’t… go…”
Sunday blinks before climbing into bed with you. His feeling relieved as soon as he lays next to you. Work can wait till the next day. He’d rather stay with you instead.
#crys' writing ᡣ𐭩.ᐟ#—stellaronhvnters.#sunday#sunday x reader#sunday x you#sunday x y/n#sunday hsr#sunday honkai star rail#sunday fluff#honkai star rail#honkai star rail x reader#honkai star rail x you#honkai star rail x y/n#honkai star rail sunday#honkai star rail fluff#hsr#hsr x reader#hsr x you#hsr x y/n#hsr fluff#hsr sunday
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HSR MEN WITH AS IT IS SONGS !
PAIRINGS: dan heng, aventurine, sunday, jing yuan, blade x gn!reader
CWS: angst
NOTES: all of u can blame gwen and jun for the dan heng section. anyw ive been so hyperfixated on as it is lately bc they just announced they’re coming back from hiatus and RAHHHH IM SO EXCITED, ive been waiting so longgg i missed the pookies sm <//3 ermm this is not proofread sorry for any errors !!
WC: 1.1k
THE FIRE, THE DARK — DAN HENG
“she’s all i want, now that i’m on my own, now that she’s really gone” …
on the days where his mind wasn’t occupied with the data bank or memories of his past life, his thoughts always drifted to you.
you, who always kept him warm with your body heat. you, who always filled the express with constant laughter and chatter. you, who never failed to distract him from his work. your smile that could light up an entire room and your joyful presence that beckoned others to you.
but he let you slip through his fingers. and now, his bed was cold and so was he. his room was quiet, almost devoid of life except for his soft breathing. the parlor car was empty, except for welt and himeko’s occasional whispers. breakfasts weren’t any fun anymore, not when you weren’t there to rile up march and shout “food fight!”
his life was dull without you, the fire that kept him going. now there was a different fire, but it didn’t burn as bright as you. it never would. now that you were gone, traveling elsewhere in the cosmos, you were all he ever wanted.
DIAL TONES — AVENTURINE
“i’ll mend your heart and break it in the same breath, all we ever share are dial tones” …
another night of the same shit. you had been waiting for the inevitable ringtone that always sounded when he called you.
same time every night without fail. sometimes, he wouldn’t call at all. he’d blow off your dates and then gift you things you didn’t need to try and make up for it. but all you really wanted was to spend time with him.
you waited, cuddling a plushie he gifted you to your chest. the clock struck midnight and still no call. you were just about to give up and call it a night, when your phone screen lit up and the caller id displayed his name. you eagerly sat up, reaching for your phone, when you suddenly paused.
he was going to recite the same words. you could feel it. you let your hand drop back onto your bed and sighed as you turned your back to your phone. you wouldn’t answer. not tonight.
when you woke up the next morning, his side of the bed was still empty, but a small note rested on his pillow. you picked it up, only to see the same lame half-assed apology he always gave. you crumpled up the piece of paper and grabbed your phone, dialing his number.
THE HANDWRITTEN LETTER — SUNDAY
“i need you when i’m bruised, i need you when i’m broken” …
he fell from grace. he was no longer the esteemed head of the oak family. he was now… a fallen angel. a fugitive of penacony.
and yet, he came crawling to you for help again. even now, when he knew that involving you meant you would be a fugitive too. but he needed you— needed your smile, your laugh, your presence, your embrace. everything about you.
you always healed him when he felt broken and bruised. you always welcomed him into your home without question, tending to his broken state of mind and allowing him a moment of solace from the outside world.
he knocked thrice, waiting for the door to the shop to swing open like it always did. but there was no answer from the other side, no sign of life. he knocked again, only to realize the sign in the window. the shop was closed, and sold.
you were gone. you didn’t tell him you were leaving. why didn’t you tell him? why didn’t you stay when he so clearly needed you?
he fished out his beaten up phone and sent you a text, only for it to not go through.
THE TRUTH I’LL NEVER TELL — JING YUAN
“how long's it been, it must be months, i swear this time I meant to keep in touch, like always” …
how long has it been? months? years?
he swore he’d keep in touch with you even after you moved to the yaoqing, yet he never took that one step to sending you a text or dialing your number.
it was slowly getting harder for him. his mental health was getting worse. all of his past friends were showing up again, all of them completely different from the people they used to be. they were familiar faces, yet he didn’t recognize any of them.
you were the only one thing that stayed constant in his life before you also left. you moved, and you slowly changed, just like everyone else.
he wondered if you moved on, found a new partner, had kids…
he could easily text you, or call, and ask to catch up sometime. but he was scared. you’d ask about his wellbeing, and he wouldn’t be able to tell you because he didn’t want you to feel disappointed. he didn’t want you to feel guilty for leaving him by himself.
you sent him texts. he read each one. he’d reread them when he missed you terribly. yet, he couldn’t find the courage to reply. you sent him letters once in a while, yet none of them told of how your own life was going. you always asked about him. how he’s been, how yanqing was doing, how fu xuan was faring.
you asked about dan feng once, and that was the only time he responded, telling of his reincarnation. that was the last and only time he replied.
PATCHWORK LOVE — BLADE
“i won’t forget you, i won’t regret through the pain, the years i gave to you” …
he knows you used to love him, but you don’t anymore. you loved who he used to be.
yingxing was the man you fell in love with once upon a time. it’s been years since then. did he even remember that time? you did. you oh so clearly did.
whenever you reconnected, you’d bring it up. you’d talk about all the things you two used to do, where you’d go, the holidays you spent together. it seemed as if your head was filled entirely of memories from the past. as if your heart still beat for the man he used to be, when all he used to do was smile. when all he said to you were words of love and encouragement.
but it’s been years since then. and he was not the same man you knew. he was mara-struck, his mental health unstable and teetering on the edge of insanity at every moment.
yet, you seemed to be the same. somehow. you’d text him now and then, and he knew you felt guilty for what happened, even though it wasn’t your fault in the slightest. he never blamed you for anything.
you’d ask to meetup, and when you did, he saw how you were almost the exact same as you used to be. just, now, your eyes were duller, no longer filled with that wonder he always loved the most about you.
you talked of how your life was going. you were faring well— way better than he was. you had kids. they were all grown up with families of their own. your heart no longer beat for him. it seemed as if you finally moved on.
he wouldn’t ever forget you. he swore he wouldn’t. not when thoughts of you kept him sane. although the past you shared was no more, he still felt himself again when he was with you. as if nothing changed.
© 2024 mikashisus. do not plagiarize, copy, repost, feed to ai, or translate my works to any other platforms.
#dan heng#dan heng x reader#dan heng x you#hsr#honkai: star rail#honkai star rail x reader#sunday#sunday hsr#dan heng hsr#sunday x reader#sunday x you#sunday x y/n#dan heng x y/n#aventurine#hsr aventurine#aventurine x reader#aventurine x you#jing yuan#hsr jing yuan#jing yuan x reader#jing yuan x you#blade#hsr blade#blade x reader#blade x you#—stellaronhvnters.#nereids' realm
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re: utopia, one thing that i personally find funny is that a popular CN gacha game (damning words when it comes to taking me seriously, i know) just had an arc where the antagonist was a guy following Order that wanted to put everyone into a collective hallucination where everything would be perfect (obv without the opportunity to grow as a person Ever, but well, at least everyone is Satisfied), and him being a jesus figure that would suffer for everyone's sins and be aware of the dream/control it. (man i wonder if they had a naruto rerun while writing penacony)
i really liked it, but i did not anticipate that i'd get two cakes due to my favourite writer tackling similar themes (well they do be as old as time)!!!!1!!!1 and i think that you're really good at getting your point across — you once said that writing a fic is kinda like a dialogue with yourself to you, if i'm not mistaken —, and i always have to clear my glasses after reading your works because they get covered in dried little tear dots from my eyelashes, and what im saying is that im excited to do so again. it sounds stupid. thank you for sharing your work, im incredibly excited to see you unravel the narrative knot into heartstrings. yellowocaballero going to ascend to moirahood on national tv in 2035, keep your eyes peeled, everyone!
anyway sorry for blabbering so much i hope this didn't come across as comparing (though you'd be better obviously) i just crack up every time i think that you got around to writing naruto fic when that arc dropped. the timing is great. prophets of the new age receiving a beam of light telling us about personal growth and lifted jesus allegations. if i ever see you writing fic for honkai star rail or genshin or whatever it's going to be both too soon and the greatest thing i've ever read in that fandom. stay funny (not an obligation or a threat, you can be unfunny if you want, but i don't think the universe prepared for that opportunity. it'd flop into itself like a wet tissue)
Oh, literally I downloaded Star Rail because I was interested in some of the stuff I heard about it. Played it a little and never picked it back up again. I should, I'm just awful about phone games! Not ADHD enough. Maybe I can watch a playthrough...?
I love nice life parallelism. I do think the themes of "the bad guy wants everyone to be happy" is inherently kind of interesting, because it inherently raises a lot of questions - why is he a bad guy, if he wants to be good? What about his plan makes him a bad guy instead of a good guy? What delineates a bad and good guy, anyway? How did this guy get so turned around that he thought badness was good? If handled well, it's inherently a rich character. If badly, then it's just kind of nonsensical and goes against its own messaging.
The "well, the bad guy is right, but since he kills people about it that invalidates his own point" approach is always boring and conformist, but it can be surprisingly hard to shake. I don't think Obito, Madara, and the Ame 3 are 'bad guys who are right morally but with bad methods' - I think they're good people who are so deformed by their world that a hugely destructive evil scheme is the closest they know how to come to goodness. By that logic, Obito had to be written as...deformed. Very much so. But that was what made him so interesting to explore. How do you un-deform that? Is that even possible? When we put him on the good guy team, is he genuinely a good guy who overcame his warped nature, or is he just a warped person doing good guy things? FWIW, I think a big difference between the HSR character and Obito is that what Obito can't partake of this Eden because he thinks of himself as somebody who's far too late to save (also, isn't God/Jesus all about Free Will?)(Calvinists DNI).
I don't think this story gets too sad...it's just too nuts...but, of course, you have to feel sorry for Obito. He wants to change the system that ruined him, but as the evil created by that system he still can't fully see the very important thing that he's missing. We've seen him shy away from the thought already - if only a perfect world can create good people, how the hell do you explain Naruto? As the reader, we want him to be helped. We continue reading in the hope that he will be helped. Thanks for the ask, I really should find some way to consume HSR.
#too much of a normie for phone games and too much of a puritan to want to play gacha#my asks#my writing#fun ask ty very much
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ok~ now that i’m im a bit of a better mood, here’s day 2 of proselfshiptember! for the prompt lock and key.
sunday x aventurine x lisette/me.
general cw, nothing too extreme but just proceed with caution! though brief mention of suicide but because of the nature of the dreamscape in hsr there was no real suicide. also pseudoincest. and obsessive behavior. and mentions of aventurine’s backstory, if you know you know, if you don’t you should be fine
also warning for the fact that this is based less off canon and more off of my memory of events (as in, previous life memories) so if details do not line up with canon, that’s why
“So Lisette is alive.”
Aventurine’s voice was laced with venom, her heart racing in her chest. How long had Sunday known that Lisette was alive? Just a few days ago, she had been bawling her eyes out in the Halovian’s arms, opening her heart to the other woman as the agony of having lost her baby sister overtook her. Had Sunday known then? But she had cried too. Surely…
“I know what you are thinking,” Sunday replied, so matter-of-factly that it almost made Aventurine feel ill, in an odd way. “I was not tricking you; I was also in pain. In that moment, I had also truly thought that Lisette had died. No, I only found out a mere few hours ago myself.” Her smile was unnervingly steady in a way that made Aventurine feel itchy. “More importantly, why are you still on Penacony after the stunt you pulled? Surely your job is done?”
Was that Sunday’s way of asking her to leave? “I’m not going. Not until I see Lisette again.”
“Oh, but you know she doesn’t wish to see you.”
“She does,” the gambler spat, trying to keep her expression just as steady. How pathetic that she, who was known for her luck and skill in a casino, could hardly keep a poker face when it came to her little Lisette. “Even if she says she doesn’t, she does, and I know she does. Where is she, Sunday?”
The chuckle that bubbled up from Sunday’s throat sent an uneasy chill down Aventurine’s spine. “We got off on the wrong foot. I do quite like you, Kakavasha. Actually, I have an almost… insatiable fascination with you. Do you know how that feels? To have your every waking thought consumed by another, unable to focus on anything else because you are completely, utterly infatuated?”
“Don’t call me that.” Was Sunday set on getting on her nerves? It was working. Though she had to admit, she understood that feeling, that burning desire. She felt it for Lisette for as long as she knew her, and… it wasn’t entirely inaccurate to say that she might have felt similarly about Sunday as well. “Anyway… sure, let’s say I get how you feel. Why are you telling me this?”
Sunday laughed again, almost manically this time, a warped excitement in her eyes. Aventurine knew that look too well. She took a step back.
“Are you afraid?” the Halovian woman asked, sounding like she wanted her to be. “Adorable. Lisette isn’t very far. She’s right…” She lifted up a hand and tapped her temple a few times, slowly. “…here. Safe and sound, where she can never hurt herself again. Where no one else can ever hurt her.”
It felt like Aventurine’s heart caught in her throat, and she had to resist the urge to reach out and strike Sunday, to grab her by those fluffy, fragile wings and force her to speak. The rage was uncomfortable. “What did you do to her,” she said flatly, coming out as more of a statement than a question.
“You look at me with such anger. Isn’t that what you want for her? To be tucked away somewhere safe where this awful world may no longer taint her purity? Better a dove to be locked away ‘til her dying day than to be crushed to death by man. How can you disagree, when you’ve been with her through to worst of it? Or maybe…”
Sunday took a step closer, a delirious, possessive expression on her face. She cupped Aventurine’s cheek almost tenderly, like a lover.
“…you would like to join her? To be locked away in the depths of my mind where you are safe as well, to have the key thrown away so you may never leave, so that no one may force you to leave? Doesn’t that sound enticing?”
Aeons. It did. To be freed of suffering, of loneliness, to be free of the IPC… it sounded like paradise. But if she had learned anything in her twenty-seven years of life, it was that anything that sounded too good to be true likely was. She jerked away, though the anger in her eyes had subsided. “I’m not as weak-willed as Lisette. And anyway, I promised that I would protect her until the day I die. If you are somebody who could hurt her… then you’re my enemy too, just like anyone else.”
Though Sunday seemed displeased with this answer, she didn’t seem surprised. “Hm. Very well. But you don’t seem to understand that I would rather die than become just another somebody who has hurt Lisette, and despite you calling me your enemy, I am not fond of the idea of you getting hurt, either. I really do like to think that someday, we can become friends.”
“Maybe,” Aventurine said slowly, choosing her words carefully. “But before that day can come, I’ll have to save my little sister from you first.”
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Hsr for the ask game thing! Or if it's been asked then hi3 :)
YAAAAAAAAAAAY RAMBLINGGGGGGG
the first character i ever fell in love with:
sampo :) i actually started playing hsr because of sampo! he just seemed like a silly little dude and i do tend to like the "goof but has some big lore potential going on". it took like a day of resisting to actually download the game lmao
a character that i used to love/like, but now do not:
Himeko..... I was actually really excited to get to know Himeko more when I had first started off. I mean come on: she's so beautiful! But laksjdfh I think overtime she eventually stopped standing out for me that I lost interest. That plus now that I've played HI3, the reason why I like HSR! Himeko feels like it's only because of HI3 Himeko and the importance of Himeko in the HI3 plot and for many characters' developments 😭 Sorry Himeko
a ship that i used to love/like, but now do not:
I guess KafHime tbh? I think aesthetically they're a very very pretty couple, but I just can't get behind it at all. Or I just have no reasons to get behind it since I'm not exactly invested in either characters. Though Kafka is definitely growing on me because I built her (accidental pull) and she's been doing such massive damage so like you know.
Even then I don't have anything to say about either characters aslkdjfa
my ultimate favorite character™:
surprise to no one it's Dan Heng ALKSJDFAKLSJH I can go on about why I like him, but tldr: I just got attached to him at a very very crucial point in my life and he's just a nice comfort character to me ^u^ I loved being able to get to know him further on the Luofu and all things about the High Cloud Quintet ! So... yeah :> also I miss him --
prettiest character:
IM STUCK BECAUSE I THINK DAN HENG IS SOOOOOO PRETTY BUT ALSO ARGENTIIIIIII ARGENTI IS SO BEAUTIFULLLL RADIANT KNIGHT WHO COMES WITH HIS OWN SPARKLES AND OURGHHHHHH
it's hard T _ T its very hard to tell T _ T
my most hated character:
I don't really have a character I hate. Just more disinterest towards. Dr. Ratio is definitely up there though (I ramble about him later lmao)
my OTP:
listen.... i know it has been a while.... but I still really love Serval/Cocolia. I rarely read fanfics aside from if its written by my friends but Servalia had me clawing through AO3 and Tumblr just to search for more fics for them. No one posts about them much anymore but I sure love them so much okay.
my NOTP:
i'm not going to say which ship but its one of the dan heng ships.
favorite episode:
I'll write this as "favorite update". Penacony has been suuuuch a fun ride honestly. So I'll say that entire section has been tons of fun. As of now I still haven't finished it in its entirety, but I can sense 2.2's story will probably be my favorite because I've been waiting to get to know Robin more and the Watchmaker!! But 2.1 has been fun because I just love seeing Acheron's section of it heheh :)
saddest death:
UHHH as of now, I think Aventurine's death in 2.1 was really sad :/ Hoyo did a really good job writing Aventurine and his story that once you get to the finale of the 2.1, I found myself kinda torn on how it ended. Aventurine who placed his bets on his own death because that is what his good luck is good for - winning against all odds. The epilogue scene with Aventurine walking off into the Nihility's shadow kinda got me too. And this is coming from someone who is like very.... meh on Aventurine? I can't really bring myself to get super invested in him but objectively, he is a really well thoughtout and well created character. I just have no feelings towards him.
favorite season:
I'll write this as "favorite area". It's still Penacony askldjfahlsk There's sooooo many things happening in Penacony and I loved being able to put the pieces together to figure out what's going on. It's also the first area that I had nearly read all the readables in because I'd make it my goal to finish reading every readable and 100% every area before the next update in Penacony :> I want to better understand the area I'm in and give myself ideas for where the story can go. The second area would have been Belobog because it's the only other area I was trying to 100% and read all the readables for (are the readables important in Belobog? no but some of them sure made me cry a bit LMAO)
least favorite season:
"Least favorite area" Honestly... Herta's Space Station. But that could also be because when I first started HSR, I was still orienting myself to the new world, so the space station is the least i remember. It's not that I hated it; it's trying to orient you into the new world and I was just confused for majority of it. I just don't remember enough about it nor about the people within it to care for it.
character that everyone else in the fandom loves, but i hate:
Objectively: I'll say he's interesting and I am interested to see his development. But Dr. Ratio. I don't get it. I've seen people talk about him wanting education to be accessible to ALL which is GREAT but personality? Can't stand him.
my ‘you’re piece of trash, but you’re still a fave’ fave:
Ruan Mei my most beloved. I want more of her and I feel like we didn't get enough of her. She's just so interesting as a character and while she may not be the most caring of characters - and reasons why people shit on her - I still feel like her view as a character is interesting. And even her motives of wanting to become an Aeon. I want to understand her better. Why? What drove her to want to become so? I WANT TO UNDERSTAND YOU MISS
my ‘beautiful cinnamon roll who deserves better than this’ fave:
not a beautiful cinnamon roll but she sure is beautiful but i love Jingliu 😭😭😭 one reason why i don't like interacting with majority of the fandom is because of their viewpoint on Jingliu's companion quest. I had way way clearer thoughts on the quest when it was fresh on my brain, but I actually liked it a lot more than the fandom let on about it, and I know that people were kinda shittalking about Jingliu afterwards and that made me Mad on her behalf because I think she's a really nicely thought out character. But then again, if you know me: white hair character who is defined by mourning and grief. you know the deal LKAJDHFALKJD
idk. I just feel like she deserves better than how the fandom treats her.
my ‘this ship is wrong, nasty, and makes me want to cleanse my soul, but i still love it’ ship:
I mean whatever the hell Rondo Across Countless Kalpas had going on, Black Swan/Acheron sure kinda has me feeling a way (in which i'd risk wanting a dance with Acheron. me too Black Swan LAKJDFALKS). Also in a way Servalia too I mean. You know.
my ‘they’re kind of cute, and i lowkey ship them, but i’m not too invested’ ship:
No one asked but I actually kinda lowkey ship Firefly/Robin. Like very very lowkey. My only reasoning is when 2.0 was fresh and i was in Mourning over Robin, I once sent a very giant and long essay to my friend N about me late night perusing and overanalyzing Firefly and Robin's deaths. like why specifically them ? Why did they have to die?
I took it in a very symbolic matter. I thought too much about Firefly's monologue about her answer to "Why do people slumber?" and her answer being "Because people are afraid to be awake" or something like that. And about how it was "If I can stop one heart from breaking" that played in the background of all this - a song that praises the comforts of a dream in the face of bleakness. In both cases, in my view, it felt like having both of them die at least in that update, the deaths also seemed to signal the idea of ceasing this concept of a dream and to face reality etc.
And that's something I'm super excited about based on where i am with HSR with arguing with Sunday over the concept of comfort vs freedom.
BUT BACK TO THE POINT OF THIS QUESTION: this concept and me fixating on their meanings, it gave me a reason to kinda put Firefly/Robin together. It's kinda nice parallel with each other in a way haha
#you know actually writing about jingliu made me laugh for a split second and then had fear instill in me#mostly because i remember posting the 'i am never listening to fandom again :D'#and then tuesday going '...is this about jingliu' ALSDKJFADLKJH#man i miss tuesday LASJKDAFH i miss talking to her about hsr. if no one got me ik tuesday got me (in opinions asldkjfa)#the fear instill in me is the 'oh my fucking god not the white hair characters who is just way too deep into their mourning'#im going to blow something up brb#EVERYWHERE I GO I SEE HIM GO TF AWAY (KICKS HIM)#answered#sofia tag#THANKS SOFIA#also im sorry please dont hit me
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Sorry this took a bit to get to time slipped right by & life happened a bit. Plus i got my first tattoo & thus couldn't use my right arm as well for a bit. Weather here has been like. Back & forth between rain/snow & mostly sunny so i can only blame the horrors. Oh good! Im glad its mostly easy stuff for you this month. Wait what? Thats all wild & im glad those teachers got fired for that. If only we were that regulatory of teachers in the states. A win win situation indeed. A carnival? That does sound like a lot of fun i gotta add that on my list of stuff to hopefully see one day. Yeah honestly! Like something about schools just. Is way different & can only be explained by school air. Thank you! I got sparkle decently quick which i needed her for her buffs so im glad. Those 30 free pulls from the anniversary will help my archeron gain i hope. Shame jingliu is in the same patch so ill have to wait for her again. One day clara will come to me. I hoped it would be on sparkle's banner but i got e1 gepard instead. I cant even reach gold & gears because the final boss of swarm disaster is still beating my ass i need better imaginary units. Or to work on ratio maybe he can deal with that damn boss duplicating itself. Oh talents are another thing i should focus on maxing for characters i just. Keep forgetting. Next patch we have triple drop coc & su planar ornaments which is gonna be nuts i cant wait to farm then. Ive played wendy's arc a bit more & like. Wow cocolia is awful what the hell. Worst mom of the year. Im excited for you to continue them both are so good. Oh thats what all that was about okay. Seele best girl always. Oh no worries take all the time you need to jot it down. Yeah some people get. Real intense about their us patriotism & its. Embarrassing. My condolences on losing such an impressive noita run. One day ill get into honkai part 2. But for now its a slow movement through part 1
ah very fair and apologies on my part as well!!! yknow how it is. same old same old. i was personally also Quite busy with our dear beloved school festival which drained me for like a solid week 😭😭 but it was SO worth it. im def helping with it next year as well. AND YOO TATTOO??? THATS AWESOME....... man i wanna get tattoos when im older (and piercings. i dont have a Single one i feel inferior to like all of my friends) but ive never really known what Of. and yeah same with the weather..... it was like. 9 celsius like two days ago and its 25 celsius today. Wild. and thankies!!! i Got Through it (with varying results tbh) but not anything to get me really down so we chillen. AND YEAH RIGHT???? our school is just generally a hotspot for strange individuals (both students and teachers) but its usually in the positive way. but ah what can you do. and yeahhhhh i heard it kinda sucks in the us. and same!!! ive heard a Lot of things about the carnivals in spain since theyre a pretty Big Thing and our teachers love to tell us about them so i actually ended up looking quite a bit forward to seeing one someday. if money allows for it, that is. AND GOD FOR REAL. school air my beloathed school air. OH CONGRATS ON THE SPARKLE!!! to be fully honest i do Not know what her kit is because i wasnt playing That much when her banner was up. or rather focused more on just going through penacony, both story- and exploration-wise. AND GOOD LUCK ON ACHERON!! i managed to get her, her lightcone, AND claras eidolon in like. a 100 pulls which is probs a new record for me. currently saving but i dont know who for yet SHJD. ill see if any future penacony chars interest me (ive been Thinking about boothill, or aventurine for clara) but if not then its gonna be either jingliu or topaz. and ahh good luck with getting them as well in the future!! GOD I HATE THE SWARM. I HATE THE SWARM SO MUCH. GAHHH. the most annoying enemies in the game by a MILE. but ah what can you do. oh yeah very real i always forget in genshin but luckily dont really have that problem in hsr. and yeah im Waiting for that triple drops for my acheron since rn she just has. Very scuffed temporary gear. but not gonna lie her damage is pretty good regardless. i think the mechanic with not needing energy to use her ult but stacks of That One Thing instead is very fun and interesting. brings a bit of spice into the gameplay. AND AHHH I HAVE VERY COMPLEX FEELINGS ABOUT COCOLIA shes a really interesting character imo. but thats revealed a bit more in the later arcs so i wont share too much hehehehe. tho yeah i agree she is Not a great mother. SEELE BEST GIRL ALWAYS!!!! and thankies!!! also yeah... but at least theres a lot of ways one can make fun of them. i literally cant stop saying "MY PRONOUNS ARE U/S/A" whenever i get a good mark on my english tests its just embedded in my vocab now. and have fun with honkai!!!!
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