#can i hired someone to knock me out with a squeaky hammer each night so i can stop thinking abt decaying in my bed
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#can i hired someone to knock me out with a squeaky hammer each night so i can stop thinking abt decaying in my bed#istg its not as bad as it sounds?#this happens to me when its past 12 am sadly#if i ever get a therapist its so over for yall if i can somehow get over my inability of telling professional people my traumas b shit#i have them very clearly layed out and defined but youd have to pry them out of my cold dead hands for me to tell you#its a fun contrast to contest with lmao#also i think my mom thinks therapists are bullshit bc the one she hired for me last time i tried#i got so scared of i minimized everything and didnt wanna tell her anything#of which her having 10-20 min discussions about what happened during our session with mom left me with some severe fucking trust issues#with therapists for a hot min#which is how im here venting in another tumblr post??? jesus fuck man what have i come to
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