#calling out sun kinnies rn probably

[gummysunnybear]

YOU KNOW WHAT!?

SCREW YOU!

*throws sun angst headcanons at you*

Cries himself to sleep since he's scared that he'll lose his full family

Will sometimes steal solars goggles and turn on his glowing mode and stand in front of a mirror

Cries quietly to not alert moon

Feels like a burden

Hates the daycare music

Will sometimes hang out in the theater and just sit there humming music he knows solar liked as a memory of solar

Will sometimes tell the kids solar was his brother and not his cousin

Wish he died instead of solar because moon can remake him

Will sometimes call himself "eclipse" because of what lunar said in the past

(Words stick to him hard)

Will sometimes call him "mistake" & "accident" because he feels useless

Will sometimes wish he could power off and wake up to where he family is happy and all alive

Rewatches the shows episodes just to feel happy about his memories

Sometimes forces himself to smile so no one worries about him

Will sometimes act like he is talking to moon to tell him he's feeling suicidal

Likes when the kids call him "sunny" because he wants to ask moon to call him it

Has a plushie of everyone and sleeps with them

Likes to watch horror movies to scare himself

Has a fear of moon leaving him

Has separaten anxiety and will call moon/solar/earth/lunar/monty every 5 seconds

Wonder what happens to the moon he visited

Will sometimes act like eclipse since he feels like he is becoming eclipse

Has nightmares dying

Once drank so much wine he threw up and gagged at the taste for a week

Hates glitter glue

Will cry when moon says "I'm proud of you"

Was upset when solar said he was proud of them both because he felt like he should have died instead

Feel unloved

Feels like he is worthless

Hates when he is blamed for bloodmoons death as in his eyes it was self defense (it was bloodmoon was threatening him in his home)

Will sometimes try to drown himself

Will sometimes take baths to feel "brand new"

Hears old moons harsh words

Feels guilty for being a "bad brother" to old moon and old lunar

Wish he could go back in time and not go to kill eclipse

[naapurinheluna]

i just realised that i probably should introduce myself to the people who somehow stumble in my profile (no idea how you got here but welcome i guess)

my name’s emmi but people also call me kuu and heluna (that’s a long story lmao)

my pronouns are they/them !

i’m finnish!

my sun is leo ♌︎, moon cancer ♋︎ and rising capricorn ♑︎ !

my mbti is anfp (i mean the test gave me enfp but i’ll say i’m an ambivert soo)

i’m aroace !

i’m a marlene kinnie !!

i love photography and lately i’ve been photographing gigs :)

i also throw hammer lmao

i get obsessed about things very easily but the obsession isn’t usually long (and that’s sad cause i would’ve loved staying obsessed about some things in the past that i just grow out ig)

i can speak finnish, english and surprisingly lot of swedish & i’m trying to learn french rn (currently 4 years streak on duolingo, i swear that bitch is gonna kill me one day)

i LOVE listening to music

i listen a lot of poprock and rock and 70s/80s music :)

eurovision 2023 is my roman empire

i own a very dark humor sooo

currently in my marauders, skam and p4perback era lmao

ok i’ll stop the yapping now