#cal my worstie

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niff did you know that baerri reblogged the French horn post from me. isn't that so funny. so silly goofy

i only realized that after i tagged you. cry about it swamp boy

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i mean??? thats what it sounds like?? tf else are you putting on it?? cream cheese is too Decadent to use more than like once a week

hey. cal. worstie. my good pal. why the fuck do you think butter doesn’t belong in a sandwich. literally what the hell is wrong with you. why are you just eating bread and filling with nothing to make the experience more palatable. is this a cry for help?

do you think I eat dry turkey sandwiches or smthn.

[imogenkol]

— LAST LINE / MUSIC MONDAY

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yeah I finished Survivor again so I’m back writing my worsties <3

Cal Kestis lay battered and unconscious in the dirt at her feet, his hand outstretched to where her lightsaber rested mere inches from his desperate reach. Imogen’s fingers twitched to call the weapon back into her hand, but she hesitated as she stared down at her old adversary. There would never be a better opportunity to end him than this. The echoes of battle sounded off in the distance, reminding her that the Empire could very well have the compass within their clutches soon. If she did not act, her path to Tanalorr will be lost.

Imogen’s teeth scraped together as her jaw set in a hard line. With her cybernetic leg, she firmly kicked Cal in his side. The impact made him flinch and blink awake in a daze. Imogen had little patience. She uttered a stern command. “Get up, Jedi.”

COME AS YOU ARE by BLAKWALL

Come as you are, as you were

As I want you to be

As a friend, as a friend

As an old enemy

Take your time, hurry up

Choice is yours, don't be late

Take a rest as a friend

As an old

Memoria, memoria

Memoria, memoria

note: I just really love this cover and it has been an Imogen/Cal song for ages. Them just constantly going back and forth from allies to enemies and the deep history they share from being a part of the Order but their upbringings were so vastly different.

[riverstardis]

fatal error part two:

tried to take a bite of my toast right as lofty threw up🥴

it’s difficult because we as the audience know exactly what happened and can go back and check if we want but it’s totally understandable that lofty and dylan don’t remember exactly what happened in the moment

ethan looking up huntington’s :( cal also did that and like even though they both clearly already knew what it is and what the symptoms are i guess it’s completely different looking at it as a doctor vs possibly being the patient

cal’s not shown up for work because he’s with emilie. you gotta feel bad for ethan because every time cal skives off, the consultants act like he’s personally responsible for him😭

iain and lily are covering a pride event and he’s on the phone to dixie

i was gonna say i swear this is set in february which seems like a random time for a pride event but then i remembered february’s lgbt history month so nvm makes sense

diane’s mum going “standard procedure? you mean when somebody goes to work and ends up dying?” at this hospital? you’d be surprised😬

“let me spell it out for you: used to be a chick, now she wants a d—“ HELP😭😭

emilie’s here and ethan’s treating her

i’m confused as to how much everyone else knows because when she and cal come in louise calls ethan over but then zoe’s like no ethan i should take this before she gets pulled away elsewhere so zoe obviously knows who emilie is but louise doesn’t? but in the following few eps all the staff seem to know she’s their mum?

emilie has aspiration pneumonia :( that’s the most common cause of death for people with huntington’s

she keeps trying to talk to ethan but he just ignores her and explains the medical stuff only

“when you’d made up your mind about something, you used to hold your breath until you got your way. once, he did it for so long he passed out. scared the life out of me” aww i can imagine that as well sjdkd

he shouts at her to stop it😥 and then of course charlie gets mad at him🙄 charlie worstie don’t act so surprised you could’ve very easily predicted he would have this reaction to her you shouldn’t even be letting him treat her

this poor guy’s childhood best friend getting mad every time dylan and the others treating him call him robert instead of his deadname and they just ignore her and carry on sjsjdjfkf shut the fuck up girlie

louise went to get cal’s post and the gene test results letters there😬 also in the pile is a magazine called “hotties on holiday” which cal denies is his SKDKFKKF

ethan comes in and asks louise to leave so he can speak to cal alone and she’s like “okay but look after him because he cried like a baby when zoe relocated his arm. kind of turned me on. is that wrong?” and ethan’s like “… yes” HELP

ethan going “you have no idea what it’s been like for me these past few weeks” to cal is kinda funny because obviously cal does know because he went through exactly the same thing when he found out BUT cal isn’t acting like he knows is he? yeah he went through exactly what ethan’s now going through but now that he’s through it he’s acting like ethan doing exactly the same thing is unreasonable. god they both need so much therapy.

“ethan, you should’ve called me, we could’ve helped each other” you could’ve told him earlier and then you could’ve helped each other

cal’s managed to engineer his way into a situation where he’s the sensible one for once😭

why is this girl just reeling off transphobic one liners like this😭

“this is all because of mum isn’t it? you were never there and now you’re trying to make up for that” yeahh cal tries to deny it but his reaction says otherwise

charlie fairhead shut the fuck up for once challenge

“ethan, emilie’s your mum. the longer you go on denying that the harder you’re going to find this” he isn’t denying she’s his biological mum though is he?? he just still considers his adoptive mum his mum

like his mum is dead and charlie’s basically telling him to just replace her???

“y’know, our biological mother is dying and it’s cal i’m more worried about. can you believe that?”

i think charlie’s pep talks work a lot better with cal than they do ethan tbh. with cal he hits the nail on the head and usually manages to help him but he doesn’t seem to do a very good job figuring out what ethan’s really thinking and where he’s coming from

ethan tells cal he thought about what he said about emilie not wanting to die in hospital and he’ll ring round some hospices and he’ll tell connie that they’ll both need some time off and cal thanks him and ethan’s like “that what brothers are for” see it only took him 2 weeks to undisown him sskdkd

“pride. it’s like gay christmas” so true

lofty ends up in a lift with diane’s mum and she starts talking about her not knowing that he was with her :(

dylan and lofty🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈

aww lily’s wearing a pride pin on her scrubs

this is the point where lily starts to associate with iain

aw charlie and connie are watching cal and ethan with emilie from outside resus and charlie’s like “those lads have come out of this really well, i hope your proud of them” and connie says “i am. but if you tell anyone, i’ll deny all knowledge of it” sjdkkkf

see what confuses me about that though is that connie clearly knows what’s going on so you’d think the thought that they could have inherited huntington’s would have at least crossed her mind but when ethan tells her in s32 it doesn’t seem that way? then again iirc it does cut from him initially telling her to them talking about how cal got him tested without him knowing so i suppose maybe she was shocked initially but then what wasn’t shown was her being like oh yes i remember that your birth mum had it

[squeaky-toy]

hii so im irl lil cal???

reminder to my besties and worsties!!!

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Pizza, pasta, put it in a box. Deliver it to my house and put it on my cock, my cock, my cock, my cock, my cock, my cock, my cock. Cheesy on my peeny and some sauce-a on my balls.

you're all going to hell

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sometimes i forget you have a human body bc the only images i associate with you are your tumblr icon and gerard way

no yeah i dont have a physical body actually its just that

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just found out my sibling hasn't finished centaurworld. devastated

i mean i haven’t even watched it so idk why ur running to me about this

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the bitch isn't dead?!?!?!?!?

honestly im not sure who you're talking about at this pointc

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i got so invested into episode 8 that I forgot to send you asks about it

anyway

WAKDIFEBFIENRIDWBDIE F SCREAMING CRUTING THROUWTING UP I CANT I CANT WAAUGH AJDHEBFHDBRHFI NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO IM LITERALLY GOING TO CRY WGY WOULD YOU DO THIS TO ME

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klaus is a queer icon i love him

he is <3 he’s also an absolute walking disaster

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trick or treat smell my feet give me something good to eat

no.

get alfonsed, idiot

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come on guys i thought we were over the "bury your gays" phase

the gays refuse to stay buried <3

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Do do do do do do do do do

Wee-ooh I look just like buddy holly

yeah sure i'll answer this

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TRICK OR TREAT MOUNTAIN MAN

VERY BEAUTIFUL, VERY POWERFUL SWAMP BOY

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niffmal (normal + niff) (lying)

i am so normal look