#c.catta

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idk if this counts but u have singlehandedly convinced be kisaki can be a sweet bf/fiance (this is ur special trait that u have on him in my head hehe)

I will print this out and put it on my tombstone. This is my greatest accomplishment besides convincing kaze that daishou is fuckable.

Tetta is the sweetest man he’s just hard to get to open up because besides hanma he’s not used to affection, but once it’s just you two he does his best.

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hi hi! i wanted to ask you questions 5 and 7 from the self ship ask game for rindou and kisaki! 💐🤍

Hiii mars!!

what is your signature love song with your f/o?

I have a whole playlist for both of these boys but these are not necessarily love songs but songs that I assign to us the most.

rindou - you by chase atlantic, is so rindou coded and heartbreaking. it also very much fits our selfship lore as i refuse to take him back after our break up because of his alcoholism.

kisaki - I think spins by nicholas hamilton is our song, this one is a love song, it’s was written about the songwriters second date with their partner and they had drunk too much and had the spins but they wanted to say I love you but couldn’t

if you and your f/o were colors what would they be?

rindou would be amethyst purple whilst I would be teal blue

kisaki would be sunglow gold whilst I’d be an emerald green

Come ask me some selfship questions <3

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*peeks my head in here* oh hewwo~

for the selfship asks:

moonlight with tetta, lovesick with rindou pls 💜

Oh hai!! I haven’t thought about these things with tetta or rindou so this was fun.

moonlight ৻ꪆ what does a perfect friday night look like for the two of you?

a perfect friday with tetta usually starts after he returns from work. he’ll always take a half day on friday (benefits of being a ceo) and will bring home take out for us to enjoy. at home i will have a bath already set up for the both of us to enjoy together, which is usually a quiet affair full of soft murmurs about our day and chaste lazy kisses. we will then heat up dinner have some kind of expensive wine that he picked out (i know nothing about wine so i usually leave that to him) then we’ll curl up onto the sofa and turn on a show we’ve been watching together. we make fridays our casual date nights and this continues even after we have children

lovesick ৻ꪆ what’s their biggest kink(s)? and yours?

i spent a long time thinking about this one, i think rindous biggest kinks depend on what timeline. like i believe bonten rindous biggest kink is sadism, but in the final timeline i think it’s probably something like shibari, though i think he has a massive sweat and scent kink (im totally projecting) my biggest kinks with rindou is sweat and also size and strength kinks because he is grade a premium beef and i want him to throw me over his shoulders like a sack of potatoes and manhandle me just a little 😵‍💫

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JASPER!! Happy Halloween darlin!! 🎃🧡

I’m popping in here with a spooky self ship ask!!

Can we look forward to any matching costumes from you and your blorbos? And how are you celebrating the day? A trip to a haunted house? Staying in watching horror movies? Attending a Halloween party? Maybe a little chase through the woods from a ghostface blorbo? (•̀ᴗ•́)و I wanna hear all about it!!

I hope you’re having a good timezone love!

Oliver: we will be doing a family costume because we’re taking our son trick or treating! We usually match to what the kiddo wants to wear.

Kisaki: both me and kisaki are introverts who hate events or going out so we’ll be lounging on the couch eating snacks and laughing at bad horror movies

Karasu: we will probably attend a party thrown by eita or shidou and go dressed as a couple, though Karasu may have a mask in his back pocket for later on in the night.

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When I'm only thinking of you And how lovely you are And I know that perfection Might be fleeting And not believed in By many broken hearts But have they ever seen A love like ours

kisaki x jasper

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hellloo! for the selfship game could you do film and sofa? c:

you didnt specify which selfship you wanted to hear about so I picked kisaki.

film ⭑ what’s your favorite movie? what’s theirs?

both me and kisaki aren't movie people, we don't spend a lot of time watching movies, but my favourite movie is pacific rim. kisaki's favourite would be something full of action or a psychological thriller, and i think he'd root for the villain.

sofa ⭑ when did you move in together?

it took us 2 years to admit we liked each other without pretending we hated the other person. so you can guess why it took us so long, but we moved in together after four years of "dating", 2 years of official dating, and 2 years of dancing around each other. but after that our big life events happened quickly.

come ask me selfship questions!!

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cosmic and lipstick stain for you and kisaki please :3c

cosmic ౨ৎ who said i love you first? and how did that go?

for me and kisaki saying "i love you" was the hardest thing ever. we went from hating each others guts to acceptance that we had to deal with each other. but it was kisaki who said it first, it was whispered to me whilst he thought i was asleep on his shoulder after hanma had left us alone, and i was looked at him super shocked like i wasn't aware of either of our growing affections. it took me a whole month to say it back or say i wanted to be with him.

lipstick stain ౨ৎ where do you love to kiss them? where do they love to kiss you?

i love kissing kisaki on his forehead between his brows, he tends to furrow his brow a lot, especially when he has headaches so its just my way of easing him up a little. kisaki loves to kiss literally anywhere, when i'm not paying attention he'll kiss my hand or cheek, if i'm sleepy or overstimulated, he'll kiss the top of my head, etc.

find the list of selfships asks here -> linky link

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based on the idea of Kisaki locking you away...: He’s doing it to protect you. 

That’s his justification, the words he repeats every night when he pulls you into him. He just wants to protect you. It makes sense because the more you got to know him, the more you became aware of what kind of man he is. One that has enemies. The first attack left you racing to his arms for safety. The second had you moving in with him without protest. You don’t know that he’s orchestrated it, that his plan is coming together with more ease than any of his others. 

It makes sense to stay by his side. It’s not like he keeps you locked up. Tetta encourages you to go to a spa, to get any treatment done, and takes you out for dinner and to various events every chance he gets. But your friendships outside of his circle slowly start to crumble. An accident with your phone leaves you without contact information for most of them. Your social media accounts fall silent and slowly the only person you can truly rely on is Tetta. He keeps you tied to him, emotionally and quickly financially. He wants to take care of you, can’t you let him? 

The increase of rules is done slow enough that you don’t really notice how you’re becoming more isolated. Soon the events stop happening and Tetta admits he prefers the slow dinners at home with just the two of you, whether he doesn’t have to worry about either of you getting into trouble when he wants to devour you instead of whatever spread you’ve made or ordered. You love having his attention. You love being a source of peace for him. 

It becomes easy to ignore how the rest of your world fades away until there’s only Tetta. 

He’s doing it to protect you. That’s what he tells you each time you ask until you finally stop questioning it. It’s only to himself that he admits it’s to keep everyone else away from you. He already lost someone he aimed to marry to another. He won’t lose you too. 

Literally gagged me with this, I am screaming. Tbh I wouldn’t even notice the lack of communication with friends. I barely interact with them right now. I’d be such an easy target for him damn. I wouldn’t mind honestly.

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tell me about the selfship that has been bringing you the most joy recently: what did (or will) you do to celebrate your first anniversary? did they plan it or did you? is it an all out occasion or something intimate and lowkey?

recently, i've been getting a lot of joy out of my tokyo revengers selfships, specifically kisaki tetta, as well as my oliver aiku selfship. in july, it'll actually be mine and kisaki's 2nd year anniversary (i started posting about him on july 8th!) usually, our celebrations are small, lowkey and intimate because i'm not a very all out occasion kind of guy, he usually cooks dinner for us and we spend the night celebrating at home. Me and oliver don't have an anniversary cause that would mean admitting that a) we love each other, and b) that we're dating. but if we did, it would be sept. 5th! and again it would be very quiet and intimate because we don't wanna get caught together that would ruin our images! (we hate each, can't stand each other actually.)

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Thinking about my faves who comes home from work to see me in shrimp form at my desk. Pressing a hand on my back to force me to sit up straight and laughing at me when I groan when my back cracks