#c!grian hates himself the 988th edition

[chloeplayz]

Okay trafficblr, picture me this:

(warning: depressed talk and self-degrading words)

Grian giggles to himself for thinking of such a brilliant idea.

Grian is ecstatic to start a new game, sure he'd used his watcher powers to get his admin powers from Evo back, but he's happy that he finally gets to put this idea in his mind for so long into reality. Putting his friends in a death game to strengthen their bonds and help each other? Nothing could go wrong with that right? Sure he had sprinkled in some chaos with the red twist but he's never really been one to survive without chaos anyway.

Grian stands at the edge of the desert. "This wasn't supposed to happen." he thought. "We were supposed to work together." he thought. He hears the all too familiar cackle from all around him. He had just dug himself a hole by using watcher magic didn't he? Of course the gods above were not gonna leave him alone. What was he thinking?? He looks back at Scar and Pizza and hopes that he can make it up to his friends enough after this.

He found himself standing at the cliff of monopoly mountain. All the fight in him is gone. The voices from above, now taking on the voices of his friends, they scream for blood. For the last life to go. He knows he has to end this. He knows that If he dies he can try to talk to the watchers. If anyone survives however, this will continue. And so, he marched himself off the cliff. Kissing the sand and blood and Scar's smile plastered on a stone cold skin goodbye.

Grian wakes up in hermitcraft.

No. No he was supposed to be back at the watchers space! Why didn't they let him in!! He needs to fix what he had created!! What started out as an idea for him to spend more time with his friends, had now turned into an endless cycle of entertainment for the higher beings.

Grian felt sick. He never trusted the watchers. He had done this before. Last time resulted in him losing everything. Yet now he had brought the same fate to his new friends. Why did he think anything would be different? He has doomed the world once again.

Grian curses himself for ever thinking of this stupid fucking idea.